Sorry i havent written anything in a while, my computer has a freakin virus! . grrrrr i hate technology when it has no use for me! anyway, heres mellos point of view!:D


"Hes gunna call. hes gunna call. hes gunna fucking call!" i screamed at my cell phone, waiting impatiently for it to ring or buzz or jump, do something, anything to tell me its him. i tapped a leather clad foot and fiddled with my rosary, slightly ripping the thread holding the beads together. i picked up my cell and punched in his number, only to get that busy signal again. damn. i stepped out of the hallway in wammys and the sound of my phone buzzing made my heart stop from sudden excitement. i looked at the screen to see it indeed was him. i smiled widely and pressed a finger to the screen.

"Hey! the more you ignore, the longer you wont get any out of me when you return!" i said harshly into the phone. i heard labored breathing and my mood went from playful to worried.

"Matt? matt. matt! whats going on? matt!" the breathing cut off and i heard nears grunting voice say, "Shes heavy!" in a small whine. i rolled my eyes. she wasnt heavy, he was just weak. wait. whos heavy?

"Matt!" i heard the reciever scramble and suddenly matts voice filled my ears.

"Hey, mello! whats up?" he was forcing happiness. i rolled my eyes.

"Did near kill a hooker or something?" i asked plainly, reaching into my pocket for a hersheys kiss. i unwrapped the sweet chocolate quickly and popped it, half melting, into my mouth.

"What? no! his cousin like...its a long story." it had to do with near, ughhhh.

"Ill pass on this one." i said, licking chocolate from my thumb. nears problems were the last thing i wanted to hear. i descended down the hallway until i reached mine and matts room. i placed the key in the locked, twisting and pulling the key out while opening the door, throwing my bag on matts bed and jumping into mine.i was exhausted.

"So how is my favorite trouble maker?" he asked teasingly. i smiled feintly, eyes drooping.

"Getting into more trouble while youre gone." we laughed in unision. storming out of class and yelling at new kids alot more, but still the same. sorta lol. i missed matt more than anything, but even he couldnt keep me awake.

"Hey, im gunna take a nap. ill call you later?" he couldnt even finish his 'sure' before i hung up the phone. i snuggled under red bed comforters and falling into a deep sleep. but realizing, he might not answer. dammit!


I watched as near placed kyuhyun on her bed, practically throwing her head against the headboard. i rolled my eyes and watched her carefully. the bruises under her eyes were already dark, and the ring around her neck from the rope had swollen to a deep shade of red. i kicked the ripped up lynch under bed and tossed the scissors out of the window. near soon walked out to sleep in the living room, but i stayed and watched her. she seemed so innocent despite her beaten up face and neck. i walked around her room until my foot connected with something thick under her bed. i leaned down and picked it up to see it was a book. a scrap book.

it said 'do not look' in bold scratchy black letters, but i ignored of course and seen it was a picture book. her drawings. the first few were sweet. pictures of smiling people. but the farther i went into it, the more horrid and gruesome each person became. happy faces turned to frowns. thin pale arms became stransparent and covered in slashes. eyes cried tears and tears turned to blood. clothes became tattered and withered. hair went from shiny and long, to brittled and blood matted. the final picture was of a gil laying in bed. arms folded, face peaceful. it held no blood, no tears no fear. she just lay peaceful. i smiled abit, until i flipped the page and seen the same girl same position, same everything. but under the bed, held eyes.

you wouldnt think this scary, but the eyes. they stared. they stared straight into my soul. they held no red, no blood, no anything. just eyes. it was like knowing you were going to die, but going anyways. i closed the book and placed it back under her bed. chills of every sort covering my skin. i rubbed the back of my neck and ran shaky fingers through my red hair. her pictures were amazing, but scary. i sighed and began towards the door, to go get some sleep. tomorrow, we tell her mom hat happened. everything thats going on with her. even if she knows. i told near id tell her to start, the mom seemed to like me. it might be easier, somehow. i closed the door behind me and flopped down onto the bed, looking out the window to the big pale moon just behind a broken tree. i stared at it, emotionless for awhile before finally hitting the sack. my eyes fluttered and i drifted to sleep.

maybe thats why i didnt hear the scream.


So sorry i havent been on in awhile my laptop barely got fixed a few days ago, and i had orgotten my password:P i got a new one!:D so please read and review!