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I started to fall out of my slumber. My dream was a mixture of the people I loved and cared about surrounding me and watching TV, including Jake who sat with his arm wrapped around me and with Lily sat on his knee. It was strange but it was comfortable.
I stretched out and moaned. I was warm and comfy, which was something I didn't usually get in my college down room. My bed was more an instrument of torture than it actually was a place to sleep.
Only two more years of the torture bed.
I'd live with my grandparents but they already paid for Lilys day-care and I didn't want to put extra pressure on them with a teen living in their house. They had gotten rid of their three kid's years ago and I know that my dad and Uncle Emmett were a handful, so they didn't need a teen mom sex maniac there as well.
Plus their housekeepers hated me since I would sneak Micah over and have sex with him. When my grandfather found out what was happening, he was... not happy and thus why he hates Micah so much more than any other male in my family.
Except my dad who has told me vicious ways he would castrate Micah.
No joke.
I rolled over and came into contact with a hard, hot surface which grunt and pulled me close to it.
I didn't know my wall had arms.
Had my roommate climbed into my bed in her weed induced stupor?
No she hadn't been back in weeks. The only reason I knew she was alive was because she lay on the grass outside my lecture building smoking weed every day. Maybe she'd had an argument with her boyfriend which ended in her coming to me for sleeping arrangements. This would be weird since we hardly know each other because she's never around.
I pressed my hands against her to move her away from me. I didn't remember my roommate being so muscular.
I opened one eye and looked up from my current position which was staring at an extremely toned chest.
"Fuck!" I whispered harshly.
Jake groaned and I tried to push myself away from him. I don't know how this happened. I wasn't supposed to stay with him last night; I was supposed to get a taxi home.
He was supposed to wake me up.
I tried pushing against his chest again but his grip on my waist tightened and pulled me against him. I could feel all of him... all of him seemed to be in the mood for me staying in that bed. However I wanted out of that bed, it was the morning and now it was well past the time that I should have left.
"Wake up." I harshly whispered. "I'm pretty sure you're holding me against my will and I'm pretty sure that's a crime."
I started using my legs to further push myself away from him but Jake had a vice grip on me and a sweat was starting to break on my brow. I had pushed a baby the size of a watermelon out of my body and a small hole and I couldn't push a man away from me.
"Stop moving, I'm trying to sleep." Jake grumbled, opening one eye to glare at me.
"Let me go and you can sleep then." I retorted, rolling my eyes.
"No."
"Yes. Yes you will let me go. You will let me go right now."
He opened both of his eyes to look at me with a smirk on his face. "Why Little Red, would I let you go?"
What the hell was Little Red?
"You will let me go because I have to go to school and I shouldn't have stayed here last night."
His hold on me slackened and I used the opportunity to slip from his grip and out of the bed. I looked around for my clothes then I realised that they were all in my bag in the living room of his apartment. I grabbed his shirt off the floor and wrapped myself in it before quickly walking out of his room with him hot on my tail.
"I don't mind that you stayed, you know that right?" he asked as we entered his living room. Soft grey light hit his walls and illuminated the entire room. It was beautiful in the daylight and I snuck a quick glance at the view.
Seattle was gorgeous at night as the lights looked like thousands of ships dotted at sea but in the day, at this height, it had a quiet calm which was nothing like the manic streets that lay so far down. I couldn't hear the noise below unlike in my dorm room where it was like I lived next to a highway. I kind of got used to it but after summers in Forks, it took a while to get back into not hearing the yelling and the idiots over using the car horn at two in the morning.
"I know you didn't mind but I mind." I said grabbing the duffle bag and rooting through it for my underwear, pulling it on. "We need boundaries and me sleeping in your bed is a lack of boundaries."
I pulled my jeans on and grabbed my vest, taking his shirt off and pulling it over my head. I threw the shirt back at him.
"What's with you and boundaries?" he asked catching the shirt.
I rolled my eyes. Boundaries stopped us getting attached to one another. It stopped one of us, mainly me getting hurt in the process of our relationship. Boundaries were good to me.
I turned to him and rolled on my deodorant. It would have to work for the day even though I knew I stank of sex. I could probably get a shower at Nahuels between my Politics of War seminar and Revolution or Reform lecture.
Jake stood there in all his glorious nakedness. He was like Michelangelo's David but with a far more impressive package. He was unashamed of himself, standing with his arms crossed over his chest, letting it all hang free. It wasn't really hanging though; his General was at full attention. I smiled to myself, letting myself believe I caused it instead of his morning glory causing him to have the most impressive hard on I had ever seen.
"Boundaries make sure we don't get attached Jake." I told him. "I like what we have; I don't want to ruin that." I walked over to him and stretched up so my arms circled his neck. His arms fell to my waist and he pulled me close. "You don't want to ruin what we have, do you?"
I pouted my lips and looked at him through my eyelashes. His gorgeous brown eyes fell to my lips and he glanced at them for a few seconds, licking his own, before looking up at my eyes. My heart started pounding in my chest and I tried to ignore it. Jake made me feel unusual, like I constantly had adrenaline running through my veins.
"No, but if you sleep over now and again, it's not that bad." He told me. I tried to object but he quickly stopped me, saying: "I'm a fan of morning sex; it's a great way to start the day."
I smiled and reached up to kiss him. What started off as a soft peck turned into a full blown make out session with us ending up sprawled on the sofa. Without any underwear on, it was easy to access his erection which I slowly started stroking as he moved his lips against my neck, slowly sucking at the junction between my shoulder and my neck.
"Please say you'll stay over if I ask you." He groaned into my neck. "I fucking love this. I'm not missing out on this." I gripped him tighter and he groaned again.
We continued kissing and I continued stroking him, trying to control my urge to rub my crotch against him like a dog in heat. I lost all sense of reasoning when I was around him and he turned me into a puddle.
He turned my panties into a pool as well, but that was something else.
I maybe could stay here once in a while if this is what happened every morning. I could start my day off with a gorgeous man between my legs, his cock in my hand and his lips on my neck. His hands moved up from my waist to cup my breasts, slowly massaging them, sending sparks down to my core which didn't help me trying to stop my hips grinding on him. I hoped he would move his magic fingers down to my crotch to relieve some of the tension he had suddenly caused.
Maybe boundaries weren't that important. Jake and I weren't going to fall in love if I stayed in his bed. But I was going to draw the staying over without having great sex at some point during my stay because the boy was talented.
"Oh my god, my eyes!" I heard someone scream. My heart stopped for a few seconds and Jake jumped away from me, grabbing a pillow and covering his crotch. I readjusted my vest and sat up, looking at his sister and his wife looking down at us.
That killed the mood quicker than any freezing cold shower.
His wife. I needed to get to know Leah so that I didn't feel guilty that I was having sex with her husband. Husband.
I was so going to hell. God was not going to be my friend. Adultery was adultery.
Not that I was religious or anything.
Rebecca had her hands over her eyes and Leah's eyes were wide as she looked at Jake and me. I blushed and Jake looked down at the ground.
"You complain at us for making out on the sofa and you're naked with your girlfriend on it." Leah crossed her arms over her chest. Rebecca still had her eyes covered.
He didn't correct her when she said: Girlfriend but I didn't mind to some extent. I didn't want him to say to his sister, we were fuck buddies. That would be awkward.
Jake didn't say anything and I looked over to him. He was grinning like a high school teenager who just got laid; he wasn't even a tad guilty for this. Micah had the same look on his face when his friend walked in on us making out on his bed at a party when I was a freshman. It was a look that said: I just got laid, and this girl is hot, so I'm in no way feeling guilty for degrading your sofa.
I couldn't help the smile spread across my face and the giggle escaping from my lips. He started laughing as well.
"Jake, get dressed, I don't want to see anymore of your naked ass." Leah told him. Jake stood up, kissing my cheek before walking towards his room.
His ass was a chiselled masterpiece and I silently thanked every omnipotent being for bring this Adonis into my life.
I sat awkwardly while Leah and Rebecca came around and sat on the couch across from me. I half smiled and looked down at my feet, and wiggled my toes. The silence was pregnant and awkward.
This whole encounter was awkward. It felt like the dinners I would have at Micah's house when his parents came home early and invited me to stay. I felt like I had: I fucked your brother/husband written across my forehead. It was not comfortable.
"So... Jake didn't tell us what you study." Rebecca said, breaking the silence.
I looked up and smiled. "I study History; my focus is primarily on Russian history."
She nodded and looked to Leah who was scrutinising me closely. I felt like an ant under a magnifying glass and that at any point she would angle it and the sun would burn me.
"So, what are you and Jake?" she asked. "My brother says you don't want to date people you love, which I think is fucked up."
"Leah." Jake growled in a warning as he re-entered the room. I looked up at him, he was dressed in sweats and a plain white t-shirt stretched across his chest. He came down to sit next to me, reclining and his arm draped over the back of the seat behind me. "It's none of your business."
I smiled at him and he winked, which cemented the smile on my lips. My stomach flipped like I was a school girl.
"I don't like that she's hurting my brother." Leah told Jake, bypassing me like I wasn't in the room. I didn't appreciate this. "My brothers a sweet guy and he adores her yet she rejects him for no known reason and goes for the first available rich guy."
I shot up quickly and grabbed my bag. "I am not with Jake for the money. I am not hurting your brother willingly. And I am in no way a gold-digger." I told her sternly. "If I was with someone for the money, I would be with your brother. I adore Seth but he's just a friend, and I'm sorry for that."
Leah looked down and Rebecca nudged her shoulder, like she was trying to get her to apologise. I pulled my bag over my shoulder and spotted my dressing gown on the near the wall so I went over to grab it, stuffing it in my bag and heading to the door. I heard Jake come up behind me and he stopped me when I got to the door.
"I'm sorry about her." He apologised. I turned around and reached up to peck him on the cheek. He looked down at me like he was worried about my reaction.
"I'm not with you for money. We're having fun and I like that, but I want no drama." I said looking up at him. "I have a child and I have college and I have enough drama with my ex. I'd rather just be with a guy who I can go to and fuck and laugh with and I feel like I can do those things with you."
He nodded and smiled. "I promise that I'll talk to her and she won't get involved again." He pressed his lips against my forehead. "I like what we have; I don't want to ruin it."
We smiled and said goodbye, pressing our lips against each other before I turned away and left. I smiled, trying to remember the good things about last night. Leah wasn't going to ruin it; I wasn't going to let her ruin the perfectly good night and morning.
"You're late, you dirty stop out." Nahuels said as I walked into the diner. I apologised kissing them both on the cheek. Seth looked up from his textbook and appraised me.
"You wore that yesterday." He simply said but I could sense the jealousy in his tone as I sat down.
I nodded and looked at the menu, ordering a tea and a bagel. I luckily brought my textbook with me last night as I was going to read it on the bus on the way back from Jakes.
"Did you meet up with your Mr Billionaire?" Nahuel asked.
Seth's head snapped up and he raised his eyebrow at me. I nodded again and appraised my book, not reading any of the words. Nahuel leaned close to me, inhaling then sitting back and looking me up and down.
"You didn't even shower this morning. You're doing the walk of shame right now." Nahuel smirked, quickly looking at Seth.
"I'm not ashamed about it. I overslept this morning." I told him truthfully. I wasn't, I was an adult and I liked sex, Nahuel knew that.
"You never stay at any guys place." He commented, smirking behind his coffee mug. The waitress brought my tea and I stirred the bag around in the water and avoided eye contact. I could feel Seth watching me which was uncomfortable after Leah's comments.
I don't mean to hurt him and I try not to lead him on. He's my friend and I've made it clear that it's all I want from him, nothing more.
"We fell asleep." I simply said, taking the bag out and adding milk to my tea, avoiding the eye contact. I could feel like Nahuel was trying to stir the pot, which was his favourite thing to do and my least favourite thing about him. He liked to cause drama and make people feel awkward, and that's what he was doing right now. "Stop it Nahuel, I don't want to talk about it. We fell asleep, we woke up, and I left. That's the end of it."
"Did he want you to leave?" Seth asked.
"No, he wanted me to stay. He's a nice guy."
"Are you dating him?" Seth was looking down at his book. He was so shy and I felt sorry for him. He would make any girl the luckiest girl in the world, but I wasn't that girl. I wasn't his girl.
"No. You know I don't date."
The conversation ended with that. We ate breakfast together and studied before we all parted ways and went to our respective classes. I loved our little mornings together, but this morning, the dynamic had changed. We could normally laugh and joke but the morning was filled with a pregnant silence.
I hoped that it wouldn't last because I didn't want to lose my best friends over something that didn't harm them or involve them in any way.
When the day ended, I went back to my dorm room, had a shower and when I got out, I found a text from Jake:
I hope u're willing to continue this morning at some point in the near future ;) x
I smiled and tried to come up with a witty yet sexy reply to him.
Do u ache Mr Black? U must be frustrated.
I ache Miss Cullen. I've imagined u bent over my desk all day, so I can finish this morning.
I'd never even thought about sending a nude to any other guy, not even Micah but I considered it with Jake. He turned my rationality off and made me feel like an entirely new sexual being. I stood in front of the mirror and dropped my towel, looking at my naked wet body and felt myself awaken. I positioned my wet hair over my chest and angled my camera phone to capture my body without my face so that it couldn't be used against me. I took a couple of pictures, finally sending the first one I took, like I did with my selfies with the caption: Go wild Mr Black.
JPOV
Fucking hell.
She's perfect. And I just came in my pants.
Renesmee was going to be my downfall; she turned me into a teenager. And I loved it.
And I think I loved her.
Fuck.
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