Do NOT read on if you are of a sensitive nature. It's rated M for a reason! Don't judge me badly on this chapter, I would tell you I hated writing it but... no really I enjoyed it a lot. Oh and please review it with you honest opinion, if you think it sucks please tell me! (but also tell me how to become better as well!) :)
Ch11
Lying on top of Beck, kissing him, I realised that tonight would be the night. THE night. Oh wow, butterflies in my tummy again.
"Mmmm Cat." Beck moaned as we continued making out, something we'd been doing for over five minutes.
"Yeah?" I gasped, reaching up for air.
"I love you."
"I love you too."
He reached for my head and pulled it back down to his lips. He then moved his lips down my neck and started nibbling again. Oh here we go, I thought. I felt small sensations happening down there again, small sparks of anticipation.
"Uhh, more."
He started tugging at my top, which I slid up and over my head. I leaned off him and pulled his shirt up, and he sat up and pulled it over his head. He grabbed me by the waist and lay me down on the bed. He ran his fingers gently up my stomach and drew circles.
"Haha, Beck stop!"
"What?"
"It tickles."
He playfully leant down and licked my tummy, making me squeal. He then started again on my neck, licking and sucking. I drew breath quickly, and felt my hips start to jerk again. He saw this and ran his hands around behind my back. He found the grasp on my bra and undid it with ease. I let my arms up so he could slide it off.
His mouth felt like heaven. He rotated from playing with my neck, to licking all over my chest. The more I moaned, the better it got. He massaged one boob with his hand and used his mouth on the other. I tried my best not to squirm, but I couldn't help it, my hips were completely out of control, as they kept rising I felt the bulge in his pants getting bigger.
After a few more minutes, I was getting restless. My panties were drenched, and my jeans were sticking to my legs. I tugged at his jeans.
"Mmm… off…." I mumbled. He rolled off me for a second to tug his jeans off. He then slid off the bed and stood over me. He undid the zipper on my jeans and slid them down my legs.
His eyes sparkled as he leant over me once more. He led a trail of kisses down my neck, past my chest and down my stomach. He used his thumbs and hooked them in my panties. I lifted my hips up to give him access to slide them down slowly. He did so, and boy did he tease me! He pulled them down partway, and then stopped to look up at me. I was past talking at this point, but silently I begged him to hurry up. I was already worn out and nothing much had happened yet.
He finally pulled them off and they went flying across the room. He stood over me and looked down at me. I looked at him expectantly. He slid off his boxers slowly to reveal…
"Holy…!"
"What?"
"That… it's all…"
"What?"
"Huge!" I squeaked out the last word. He laughed.
He pulled me by the waist so I was lying with my legs dangling off the edge of the bed. He knelt down and put my legs over his shoulders.
"Just relax."
I nodded, and he smiled at me. His fingers went and brushed my knees, just as it started last time. He trailed his hands slowly up my inner thighs. I started to whimper, but he carried on. Then his hands reached right up the top of my thighs. I was practically panting by now. He slowly brushed my clit with his thumb, and then drew it in little circles.
"Aaahh!" I cried out.
"Shh, just relax." He repeated.
He did it again, but with a bit more force. My head flew back and I was digging my nails into his bedding. I hoped I wasn't going to rip it.
He then used more speed, rubbing in circles. I was seeing stars, the world had gone blurry. He then took me by surprise and stuck a finger into my pussy gently. I hissed in pain as I had the first time he had done it, but the pain didn't last long. He then lent down more and started using his tongue again. He licked up and down, twiddling his tongue now and again. My hips jerked up to his face involuntarily every time, but he held me down gently with his hands.
I felt I was getting closer and closer to orgasm, I'd never felt so good in my life. My whole lower region was throbbing; I felt my muscles getting ready to tighten. All of a sudden, he stopped and leant back.
"Keep… going…!" I yelled.
"Don't worry beautiful." He stood up and went to his drawers by his bed. Just a time to go rooting through drawers, I thought. Then he pulled out…
"Oh!"
"Yeah."
He ripped open the packet and drew out a condom. He went to put it on.
"Wait!"
"What?"
"Can… can I put it on you?"
"Err, yeah sure." He said. I stood up but nearly collapsed, as my legs were wobbly. He held me up and helped me kneel down next to him. I looked at what I was facing, and felt my eyes widen in shock. I shook my head, telling myself to focus. I placed the condom at the top of his… well, y'know… and slowly rolled it down.
"Is that right?"
"Yeah."
I got back on the bed, and lay down. I was shaking, partly because I had just come so close to orgasm, but mostly because of nerves. He leant over the top of me, ready.
"Are you ok?"
"Ummhmm." I nodded, and whimpered.
"It will hurt, but not for long."
I nodded again, and winced as I braced myself. I felt his tip brush my folds and I flinched.
"Shh, relax." He again repeated.
He slowly pushed it in. I felt a searing pain between my legs.
"Ahh!"
"I'm sorry, I really am! Do you want me to take it out?"
"No! Don't… move."
The pain lingered for a minute. I lay there, waiting for the pain to stop. It did, and I started to breathe steadily again.
"Shall I continue?"
"Yeah, but slowly."
He slowly withdrew it and pushed it back in. I clutched onto his back, but this time it didn't hurt so much. He started moving slowly in and out. After a while the pain was barely noticeable.
"Ahh! Beck!"
"You want me to stop?"
"No! Faster!"
He started pumping in and out of me at a faster rate. I started to move my hips to the rhythm, and I felt shaky and my vision went blurry again.
"Mmmm!"
He kissed me with a force and I kissed him back. He was going at quite a rate now, and his breathing became shallow.
"Won't go… much longer… Cat!"
"Ahhh… YES BECK OHH!"
I felt a wave of heat hit me and my muscles clenched around him as I came. My hips were all over the place as I lay there, gasping as waves of pleasure swarmed around my body. At the same time Beck came.
"Ohh, ahh, yeah Cat, mmm!"
We both clutched onto each other, our bodies rubbing against each other as we enjoyed the sensations. Our lips clashed together as we came, and our arms wrapped around each other as we both cried out. My legs went weak as the sensations faded and our cries became quieter.
He collapsed on top of me, shaking. We both were gasping for breath, and sweating. I finally, after a few minutes managed to speak.
"That… was fun."
"Yeah, fun."
"thank-you." I said feebly, and looked into his eyes.
"Thank-you too!"
"No, thank-you for being gentle. It was really nice of you, and I really enjoyed that."
"Well I'm glad. I had quite a good time too."
"How about tomorrow?"
He laughed at me, and kissed me again. This kiss was slow, and meaningful. His hand went to the back of my head and the other to my back. His lips slowly moved against mine, and I shivered again.
"Are you cold?"
"A little."
"Here." He stood up and grabbed his jacket. I sat up and he wrapped it around me.
"Thanks." I smiled.
"No problem beautiful." I sat and watched him as he got dressed, then he placed my clothes in a pile next to me.
"Urgh." I said, in a moany voice.
"Fine you!" He said jokingly, as he lay me down and took his jacket off me. He slid my panties back on me, and then slid my bra on and attached it at the back for me. He sat me up and pulled my top on for me, and then lastly he slid my jeans on for me.
"Better?"
"Yes, a lot better thank-you." He chuckled at me, and I winked at him.
"Do you want me to drive you home?"
"Oh yes please, but not just yet."
I gestured for him to come and lay down. He did, and I lay down next to him. He wrapped his arms around me and drew me right next to him. I snuggled into his chest and closed my eyes. I felt complete, and definitely satisfied. I didn't regret doing it, Beck was the only person in my life I'd trust to do it with. I thought about him for a bit, which was all I ever seemed to do since I became his girlfriend all of a few days before. A thought suddenly hit me.
"Oh my God!"
"What?"
"I just had sex!"
He laughed.
