Hello my dears. Sorry it took me so long to update, but I've been pretty busy this week.
Ok this chapter is sad, really sad.
I hope you like it.
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Previously:
'Oh Adrian, please stop, I just can tell you that I'm not leaving anywhere, so you'll have to stuck me for a while' I laughed.
'My pleasure little dhampir, like always' he said.
Chapter 11
'Gone away'
My heart was now healed, I thought to myself. I'm with the man I love, I have my dears friends, and I'm sure that if I asked Lissa, she definitely would take me as her guardian. I checked Lissa through the bond and realized she was awake; I made my way to her room, I was so sure she was going to be as happy as I was.
I knocked the door and my best friend came to me and hugged me.
'I had a dream' she said to me.
'Oh, what was about Liss?' I asked.
'I dreamt that you were going to stay with me here at court' she said with a smile on her face.
'Well, I suppose that dreams really do come true' I said with a huge smile on my face too.
'Oh, Really? Are you going to stay' she asked and I just nodded.
'Oh, Rose, I'm so, so happy. We are going to be together, this is going to be so much fun' she said, while hugging me.
'Liss, I… I can't breathe' I said. I never thought that a moroi could have so much strength.
'Sorry Rose' she said and then she released me.
'What made you change your mind?' she asked curiously.
'Well, Love Lissa, I changed my mind because of love. I can't fight what I feel. I love him Liss, I can't leave with other guy when I'm so deeply in love with him. And you of course, I can't leave you again; I've missed you so much.
'What will happen with Leo? Did you tell him what you decided?' she asked me.
'No yet, I came here first, now I'll go to talk to him' I said.
I was happy and sad at the same time; Leo didn't deserve what I was about to do to him. But it couldn't be in another way. I was not willing to leave Dimitri again.
After I spent some time with Lissa, I decided to go and talk to Leo, it was getting dark but it was the day for morois and damphirs so the court was full of people now, the air was cold and there was something else in the air, but I couldn't tell what. Maybe it was just the happiness that I was feeling.
When I entered into the guardians' building I found Leo, talking to other guardians there, but he stopped when he saw me and started to walk to me.
'Hey there, where were you Rose? I was worried about you babe' he tried to hug me but I took a step away.
'What happened to you Rose? Are you ok?' he asked worried.
'Yes, everything is fine, but I just need to talk to you in private' I said.
'Oh I see… let me guess' he seemed that he understood what I came to say. 'I suppose you let yourself being convinced to leave me and to stay here, don't you?'
'Leo… I…'
Suddenly, the court's alarms started to sound, it was a chaos, and then I heard Hans tell to everyone in the room.
'Buria'
Oh no, not now, I checked Lissa through the bond, she was in her dorm with Christian, Eddie and three other guardians that got there as soon as the alarms sounded. I felt release because she was in a safety place, but I decided to go and meet them anyway, I needed to protect her. She was my charge; even though I wasn't her official guardian. But time ago I swore to protect her with my life if needed.
'I need to get to Lissa' I said to Leo, who was about to join the rest of the guardian to the battle.
'Go and Rose…' he said.
'Yes?'
'I love you no matter what, please be careful' he said while he hugged me.
'I will' I said. I took my stake in my right hand and left the building.
The court yard was a battle field; at least 50 strigois, probably more were there trying to kill as much morois and damphir as they could, I knew then that I couldn't make my way to Lissa, since guardians needed me here, to fight.
How I didn't notice, what I felt before, there were nauseas, so I still could feel the strigois when they are near. Stupid Rose, Stupid Rose!
I joined the guardians, and found a female strigoi trying to kill a moroi next to me. I kicked her legs and she fell to the ground, but she got up very fast. I run to her and I slipped my stake on her left cheek. I noticed she wasn't expecting my reaction. She growled at me and with her incredible speed turned around me and took me by the neck. I was not going to die because of her, sure I wasn't, so I turned around and I had my opportunity, I made my way to her heart, and slip my stake into it while I saw her life coming to the end.
Then, another strigoi of about 6.7 feet took me by surprise and hit me on my head, so I felt onto the floor; I stood up quickly and made myself ready to fight, without hesitation I made my way to the strigoi heart and I stuck my stake into his heart, he wasn't as strong as the previous strigoi, so this fight was actually very easy to win. I fought and killed at least ten of them, Oh yeah I was fucking good.
About half an hour later the guardians were almost done with the rest of the strigois, just a few guardians were finishing their jobs. I let my heart be relaxed just a little bit, fight strigoi wasn't an easy job, and I felt a little bit tired but I knew all was going to be ok.
Just then one strigoi that was hidden came to me from my back, I felt the nauseas but when I turned to him it was too late. He grabbed me from one of my shoulders and sent me through the air, I crushed against a building and I knocked my head on the wall, in that process I also lost my stake, I was done.
The strigoi came to me with an incredible speed. I knew it; I knew it was my ending.
The red eyes strigoi showed me his fangs, and pressed them against my shoulder, please just kill me, I don't want to be like you, please just kill me.
'Noo!' I saw Dimitri running toward me, screaming, but the strigoi had bitten me already, I felt the endorphins in my blood, I didn't feel pain, I was dying and all I thought was about Dimitri's voice telling me that he loved me. I was happy and this was my happy ending.
I fainted on the floor just for a few minutes, and when I woke up I saw Dimitri fighting with the same strigoi that had bitten me before, it was hard for me to keep my eyes open, and I tried to get up to go and help him. But it was too late. Oh no, not him!
Dimitri fell on the ground with his eyes opened. I don't know where I found the strength to do it but I run toward him and took his stake and stuck the strigoi in his heart with all the strength I had several times. When I kill him I run to reach at Dimitri, he was laying on the ground breathing very slowly. He was alive… thank god.
I cradled his body against mine. Tears were now on my face. What could I do to save the love of my life, the man of my dreams? I couldn't do anything.
'Ro… Roza… I…' he tried to speak but he didn't have enough strength to do it. Dimitri's head was bleeding and his neck has a killer position, the strigoi broke his neck, but he was still alive.
'Shh… easy there comrade, you'll be fine' I cried.
'I … I…lov… love you Ro… Roza'
'I love you too comrade… forever and always' I said.
Dimitri's eyes were now closed and his soul left his body. I lost him again, and now it was forever. I touched my heart, my so broken heart and I took the small gold heart that Anna gave me and put it on Dimitri's hand. How could I take care of my heart? When my heart's owner was dead on the ground. I lost him, but this time forever.
He'll never come back. I'll never get the chance to kiss him, to say that I love him again.
I lost him.
I lost him.
My love, I'll see you very soon, I love you.
I kissed his lips, and pressed his body next to me. I was going to be with him, and nobody could get him away from my arms.
