A/N: PLEASE forgive me for my disgustingly long long long update! lol i hope theres at least one person that reads this story! Well i have been quite busy, plus owning a Wii and a Ps3 does take alot of my free time away. Well i hope you like this chapter


Kira ran down the hall as fast as he could. He didn't know what came over him, but he had killed his father with his bare hands. 'Why did I, what am I doing?' Kira then passed through a room; everything in the room was dark. He saw a light at the other end and ran to it as quickly as possible. Once Kira entered the room all he could see were hundreds of dead bodies.

'Kira…' he heard a voice in his head call out to him. He wasn't sure of whose voice it was. He looked around, but all he saw were more dead bodies.

'Kira… kill' the voice was heard again. It was as though he was living a nightmare. "Kill?" he said to himself. His voice was fidgety. Kira looked around trying to see a familiar face around but he couldn't recognize anyone.

'Kira… KILL UZUMI!' the voice in his head was about a 100 times louder and it made his head ring. It made him ring and it blurred up his vision.

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Chapter 11

Regained Memories

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Kira awoke 2 hours later, he found himself sitting up and struggling to breath. "Where am I?" he said to himself. This place didn't remind him of home at all. Sweat poured down Kira's face in a large amount, it was like he had just come out of a steam room. Kira put his two legs on the ground and put his hand on his face. "…I have to kill him, don't I?" he said to himself. "Why do I have to? What did you do to me, dad" Kira looked at his trembling hands.

Right there and then Lacus put her hands over his. Kira quickly looked over but once he saw her face he remembered clearly who she was. Lacus took his trembling hands and held them closer to her face, she kissed them gently. "Just relax Kira, I'll protect you…" she whispered as she climbed on top of him, forcing Kira to lie back down. Lacus was on top of Kira as he lied beneath her. "Maybe I can help you remember…" she said leaning over and capturing his lips with her own. Kira put his hands on her waist and slowly ran them up. Lacus pulled away and sat up, her hands were on his chest.

"…Just relax yourself, Kira. Hopefully what we're about to do will make you remember." With that Lacus slowly took off her top, giving Kira something every man had always wanted from Lacus. But it's not like they've never done it before…

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Ulen Hibiki was lying on the ground, blood everywhere. Creed was also in the same state they were both down, both of them lifeless about as much as a dead person could possibly be. Both of them were stabbed to death, but it's not like they both didn't deserve it. The person responsible for this was in the process of planting explosives everywhere in Ulen's little private lab. It was the man known as Kia.

Creed had bin careless, while he was searching for Kira he was followed by Kia. Why did this happen? It was all because Creed had a link to Jibril, after Kia had acquired Jibril's location from Creed, he made him lead him back to where Kira's father was. Kia was on aware that Kira had family but when Creed had it slipped up Kia did everything he could to make sure that he was dead. In the end he had succeeded. Once Kia had left the entire laboratory had gone up in flames, with massive explosions.

'…Now all that's left is you Kira' Kia said to himself, but before he would focus on Kira he was going to make sure that Jibril's life was gone, and he wanted to make sure he left a legacy behind him. He wanted to kill him in the worst possible way he could think of.

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Kira awoke the next morning. It was about noon, and he was in a huge master bed room. It seems as though last night he had his way with Lacus as they made it all the way upstairs to the bed room. How much times did they do it? Kira had lost track after the seventh time. Kira reached over but didn't find anyone next to him. Kira slowly sat up and looked around. Then all the sudden it suddenly hit him

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"…I… …I" It wasn't about last night, it was about his dream. Or maybe it was because Lacus was next to him the entire night with her head rested on his chest, though it was clear that Lacus had gone up since she was no longer sleeping next to Kira. It was hard to believe but Kira remembered absolutely everything, sounds too unbelievable but it was the truth. He remembered everything so clearly that all his vision felt like they hit him yesterday. The way Lacus was before… he was gone for 2 years"…Lacus… she… Lacus was pregnant! …That's right, she already gave birth, I saw them last night" Kira quickly got up and pulled up his pants and adjusted his belt, then he slipped on his shirt and ran downstairs and followed his ears listening to a song he could obviously tell Lacus was singing.

Lacus was in the kitchen cooking at a slow pace, she was taking her time to make everything perfect. Lacus had given her nanny the day off today so it was just her doing the cooking today. Lacus' voice turned into soft humming instead of singing. When little Zack heard her doing this he always wanted to be held by her. Zack walked up to Lacus and began tugging on her sundress. When Lacus saw this her smile brighten even brighter then before. She looked over at her son, then looked over and saw little Erika on the TV watching her show. Though they were both one years old, Zack seemed to be more attached to his mom then anything else, he didn't care much for TV he just wanted to be with his mother.

Lacus picked up Zack and gave him a kiss on his forehead. While Lacus was humming she walked over to one of the baby chairs and placed Zack on it and strapped him down. Lacus continued to cook as Zack just watched her. He mumbled a bit but it vanished after a bit of time had passed.

Kira walked into the kitchen unseen by Lacus. Zack's eyes gazed at Kira as Kira's eyes gazed back at the boy. He was an exact replica of …himself. Kira then looked towards the TV just a bit further down the kitchen as it was connected to the living room. He saw Erika, an exact… well almost replica of Lacus. The only difference with the two children was that the boy had Lacus' eyes and the girl had his… 'She had twins… how did I forget, I saw them last night…' he said to himself as his eyes gazed fully on her. Last night was different, he didn't remember her as much, but now he remembered everything. It was just a matter of telling her now that he remembered everything.

Kira silently walked up behind Lacus, completely unnoticed. The closer he got, the louder her humming became. Lacus was completely in her own world, she wasn't really paying attention to what was happening around her. Suddenly, Lacus was startled as she felt a pair of arms slip through under her arms and wrapped around her slim waist. Kira quickly left a trail of kisses on her neck. Lacus was shocked at the moment. Kira placed his palm over her stomach, just like how he used to when she was pregnant. "I totally forgot, you… no we had twins." He whispered into her ear.

Lacus placed her hand over his, over her stomach. "…Did you have a nice sleep? Could you remember anything" she asked. Kira smiled as he nibbled on her ear, just like how he used to, he was trying to give Lacus the hint but he felt that it would've tortured her so he just went out and said it.

"…I remember Lacus… I remember everything" he whispered softly into her ear before he continued to nibble on her earlobe. "From last night… and from everything before I was taken, even the moment we met" he said, while holding her tightly. Lacus slowly turned around; she faced him, her eyes fixed with his. She had words to say but she just couldn't bring herself to get any of them out. Kira looked down at her stomach as he placed his hand gently over it. "Well… at least you're not a fatty anymore" Kira teased.

She couldn't bring herself to get the right words out. She didn't know what to say, all she could do was let a stream of never ending tears roll down her cheeks. They were completely uncontrollable. Kira knew what she was feeling, he knew she couldn't speak. He just embraced her lovingly. "…I missed you, Lacus"

Kira was about to speak again but he quickly clutched his head as it began to ring like never before. He placed his right hand over his head it held it there hard as he winced in pain. The ringing got louder and louder till suddenly the voice in his head came back. Lacus saw what was going on, she was worried but at the same time she didn't understand, she thought maybe it was from the regained memories he had gotten back so suddenly "…Kira what's wrong" she said while gently placing her hands on Kira's head.

'Kill Uzumi, KILL!' that's all it took for Kira. His mind couldn't take anymore when he suddenly collapsed. Lacus wasn't very strong but she was able to grab hold of him and drag him towards the nearby couch before he was able to completely fall.

"…Kira, Kira can you hear me" Lacus said talking to him in his ear. She tried her best to wake Kira up but it was no use. Kira was completely passed out. "Kira!" Lacus said with tears rolling down her face. "…What's happening to you?" Lacus focus and thoughts were disrupted as her two children began to cry. They didn't understand what was going on but when they saw Lacus with tears in her eyes it made them cry. Lacus left Kira's side and went to control her kids.

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"My God… what in the world…" a man said. He was a man that belonged with the crime scene investigation squad. He and his team were currently on call to a disturbing scene. The victim was definitely a man. Though they couldn't tell who it was by the face since there were …missing pieces

"Sir I found his wallet. It appears that the victim is Jibril of the blue cosmos." One of the officers announced.

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It was already minutes till midnight. Kira and Lacus' children were safely put to sleep by Lacus. Kira still remained unconscious. Lacus was knelt down at the couch watching over Kira. Suddenly after a very long time of losing consciousness, Kira's eyes began to move, his eye lids slowly opened. His vision, blurry, slowly they came into focus. The first thing he sees is a pair of crystal blue eyes gazing at him. At first he thought he saw an angel but then reality told him that it was Lacus.

"…Hey" she whispered gently. She slowly brings herself closer and kissed him softly on the lips. "…I missed you" she smiled, placing her hand over his forehead. She was trying her best to make sure he was comfortable.

Kira slowly sits up, his right hand placed on his head, he holds it firmly. Winces are the results of his pain he was feeling. "…My head is still killing me" he said. Lacus gently wraps her arms around Kira's head and embraces him lovingly. The feeling of her warmth made his pain subside a bit. He hadn't felt this way in such a long time. "…Lacus?"

"You said you remembered everything, Kira is it really true?" she asked. Kira nodded, when Lacus looked into his violet eyes, she saw the way he used to look at her. He didn't change; it was just how he used to look at her. When Lacus saw this she just let the tears fall down her face.

"…I can't believe you Lacus…" Kira suddenly said. Lacus looked at Kira with a look of somebody who was confused. "You had sex with a stranger didn't you? I can't believe you let me have you so easily" Kira grinned. Lacus smiled.

"You're not, and were never a stranger. You're someone who's important to me. Even if you would never regain you're memories I would let you do anything to me no matter what it is" she said. "I love you Kira"

Kira just smiled back at her. Kira sat up, and then stood straight up. "…Lacus, sorry I have to go. I have to go and have a talk with my father" Kira said. "I have to find out why he did this to me, why he trained me"

"Kira, No!" Lacus embraced him tightly. "I'm not going to let you go. I lost you once I'm not going to lose you again! I won't let you leave my sight ever, ever, ever, ever again!" she said hugging him tightly while at the same time crying uncontrollably.

Kira was speechless; he didn't know what to say at first so he just smiled. Kira looked around and noticed the time. It was midnight. "It's midnight already? I must've been out for a while…wow" he said. Kira looked down at Lacus and noticed she looked very agitated. He knew why too but he didn't say anything. He hated seeing her like this, he hated it when she looked at him with those eyes, he hated it more then anything else in this world. To get Lacus' mind off the situation he did what he thought would work to clear her mind.

He kissed her

The kiss started off soft and gently but eventually got so passionate that all of Lacus' defenses were completely dropped. Kira lifted her up off her feet and her legs self consciously wrapped around his waist. Lacus pulled her lips away and starred into his very pure violet eyes. "…not here… upstairs" she whispered. Lacus wrapped her arms around Kira's neck as she rested her head on his shoulder. She expected Kira to carry her all the way to their room. That's exactly what Kira did.

Right when Kira got into the room he shuts the door behind him. Just before they got to the bed Kira said something he really shouldn't have. "My god Lacus… you must've packed on a few pounds, don't remember you ever being this heavy. How long have I been away for, 10 years?" Kira said teasingly, at the same time was trying to catch his breath purposely.

Kira threw Lacus on the bed as he immediately hovered over her body. He looked deep into her eyes waiting for her to snap at him, but it never happened. Instead she stood their defenseless, she didn't argue at all. "…Sorry, I had twins" Kira gasped. The Lacus he knew would never let anything swing by her without a snap.

"…Sorry, I was only teasing. You're perfect the way you are, even if you weighed 300 pounds I wouldn't stop loving you" he said. Right there and then Lacus just started balling her eyes out, she couldn't control her emotions. "…Lacus I'm just kidding, you're not fat, I was just trying to tease you" he said, but Lacus wasn't slowing her peace she began to cry and sob even more. "…Lacus?"

"Sorry…" she said in between her sobs. "It's been so long since you talked to me like this… I forgot just how much I missed you" she cried and cried uncontrollably. Not even god himself could take away the happiness she was feeling at this exact moment. Kira just smiled at her.

Finally Kira began to do what his heart has been aching him to do, he kissed her, Lacus' defenses dropped once again and her tears suddenly stopped and his lips devoured hers completely. A few hand movements by Kira and Lacus was already stripped down to nothing but her very sexy, very see-through white coloured lingerie. Lacus was surprised at first then she realized that Kira was always good and removing her clothes at an extremely fast pace. Kira pulled away from her lips and began kissing her several times all over her neck. "…I forgot how the warmth of your body made me feel. I've missed it, even though we were together last night, it feels like 100 years.

Kira lowered himself, he stopped towards the middle of her stomach and left a few kisses till he lowered himself even lower. Kira stopped just below her knees. He left a trail of kisses up her knee and stopped and focused his lips and teeth on the inside of Lacus' thigh. It made Lacus go…crazy a few moans escaped Lacus' mouth. The moans were about to get louder as he raised his head up just a bit more

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It was quiet not sound was heard. The only noise that was heard was the noise of the crickets from the outside were making. Kira and Lacus lay next to each other, Lacus was fast asleep but Kira was just watching her. He couldn't sleep; probably the reason was because he was unconscious for the whole day. But Kira didn't mind, just hearing Lacus' breath was good enough for him. Lacus had her back to Kira, she was sleeping on her side, and Kira was right next to her, sleeping on his side facing Lacus' back, his arms were around her bare back, she seemed to be sleeping at easy because of this.

Kira's face was leaned up on Lacus' cheek. Lacus made sure that they fell sleep like this in case Kira tried to leave, she would wake up if he tried to break free of his arms. Kira lowered his head and put his lips to her ear. "…I love you, Lacus" he whispered into her ear, as he kissed her cheek softly. She moaned softly, Kira pulled her closer to his body. No matter what he wanted to protect her from any fear she was feeling, he knew she was scarred that's why he decided not to leave.

Unfortunately, though Kira didn't want to leave he had no choice. His stomach was making noises; he hadn't had anything to eat all day. But if Kira got up Lacus would most definitely wake up and get the wrong idea. Kira attempted to move his arms away but every time he would try Lacus was make this moan, almost as if someone was trying to wake her up. 'How am I going to get out of this without waking her up?' he thought to himself, and then an idea popped into his mind.

Kira left his head up, grabbed a pillow that was under him and was not being used. He was able to pick it up with his teeth; he brought it up and dropped it in front of Lacus. As soon as Lacus felt something in front of her she self consciously felt it was Kira so she pulled forward and hugged the pillow and mumbled "…Kira" she rolled off of Kira's arms. Kira pulled back and got up.

'That was simple enough he thought to himself, putting on his clothes. After Kira was dressed he headed out the bedroom and went downstairs to the kitchen. 'Why was I brainwashed, no why was I attempted to be brainwashed to kill Uzumi?' he thought.

Kira suddenly grinned. "If his memory was whipped out, how would he return to the person he once was?" he said to himself. He remembered hearing the line in a book; it was the last line of a book he had once read, the book ended up ending with a massive huge cliffhanger. "Well in my case, who would have guessed it would be sex" Kira laughed to himself as he entered the kitchen.

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Athrun and Cagalli were both in bed; it was 2 am when suddenly the phone began to ring. Both of them were disrupted by the loud noises. Nether one of them wanted to get up but eventually Athrun had enough and got up and answered the phone. "Hurry up and answer it Athrun!" Cagalli mumbled still half asleep.

"I'm getting it!" Athrun said frustrated. He looked at the caller ID and recognized the name. It was Lacus' home phone number. "…It's Lacus" Athrun said softly. Cagalli sat up rather quickly and starred at Athrun. Maybe Lacus wanted someone to talk too, after all it was the anniversary of Kira's death Athrun and Cagalli were her best friends they both needed to be there for her, no matter what. "Hello?" Athrun answered.

"Athrun" a voice called. Athrun didn't recognize it at all. But this person was definitely calling from Lacus' home, who could it be, I mean Lacus doesn't live with any guys accept for her little son Zack so it could it possibly be?

"…Who is this?" Athrun asked. Cagalli looked over curiously. The man on the other line giggled a bit. But he should've expected a reaction like this out of him.

"Have you forgotten my voice already?" he asked. "It's me, Kira" those words echoed throughout Athrun's mind, he couldn't believe what he just heard. Maybe it was because Kira was dead and this situation was just too hard to comprehend.

"Who are, there's no way. He's dead, who the hell are you" Athrun asked. It all seemed like a bad dream till Kira said something.

"Let me talk to my sister" Kira said. "I'm pretty sure I can convince her" 'Click' Athrun hung up the phone. Athrun really thought he was hearing things so he walked back to the bed and went under the covers and went back to sleep.

"What was that?" Cagalli asked. Athrun just mumbled a few words. Athrun didn't want to tell Cagalli about the conversation so he just covered it up.

"Thought it was Lacus but it was only Jim" Athrun said. "He's always trying to pull pranks on me" Athrun said. Jim was one of the guys he worked with; he was just using him as an excuse so Cagalli wouldn't worry.

"Well you tell him next time I see him, I'm gonna kick his ass for waking us up! It's too damn late for this!" Cagalli yelled while she slid back under the covers. "I don't know why you have friends like this"

Athrun slept with his eyes open he was confused. It did say Lacus on the caller ID didn't it? This whole situation was simply mind boggling he wanted to go over there right way but his mind and instinct told him this situation was just a misunderstanding. He wanted to go visit Lacus tomorrow incase something was wrong.

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it was 7 in the morning when Lacus finally decided to wake up. She cuddled up and pulled the pillow closer to herself thinking that she was holding Kira. "Kira, what do you want for breakfast?" she mumbled to herself, when Kira wasn't replying she squeezed hard but he didn't seem to react in any way. "Kira?" she said opening her eyes softly.

Once Lacus opened her eyes and saw that she was embracing a pillow she flopped back and sat up right away. She looked around but didn't see Kira anywhere, she thought maybe it was all a dream but she was naked, she doesn't sleep in the nude. Then Lacus remembered something from last night, something Kira had said.

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Kira just smiled back at her. Kira sat up, and then stood straight up.

"…Lacus, sorry I have to go. I have to go and have a talk with my father" Kira said.

"I have to find out why he did this to me, why he trained me"

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Those words echoed throughout her mind. Kira's gone, and she didn't know if he was ever going to come back again! She can't lose him again, if she did then…. Then…. then

Lacus quickly through on her silky long pink robe, she tied it down, tied her hair up with a long pink hair tie before running downstairs. Just before Lacus ran down she ran to Zack and Erika's room to check if he was there but it was empty, she ran towards the front door and noticed the door was left open. '…no' she thought to herself 'He's gone… how cou…could he just leave' she dropped down to her knees and began to cry uncontrollably.

"Good morning" Kira said, bending down and kissing Lacus on the head. He grabbed her by the sides and lifted her up onto her feat. Lacus turned around, and looked at him worriedly. She thought she was just seeing things but she wasn't, this was reality and it was more real then ever before. "Eh…? What's wrong Lacus?" Kira asked.

Lacus just paused; she didn't know how to react. All she did was lean over on his shoulder and continued to cry. "…I thought you left" she whispered while crying while Kira just embraced her tightly.

"…I see, well, I promise you I won't go anywhere, not anymore" Kira said, while looking into her eyes. He kissed her softly for a moment till he pulled away. "Well if you were wondering where I was I was just up and around. I was passed out the entire day yesterday so I couldn't sleep" Kira said. "But I wanted to ask you, do you think make me what you used to make me every morning?" Kira asked. Lacus simply smiled as the tears were whipped away, she didn't think she would ever make it again, but now that Kira was here.

"Sure" Lacus said sweetly before planting a soft gentle kiss on his lips. "Could you just go outside and grab the paper near the front gate?" Lacus asked. Kira smiled

"Of course, anything for you" Kira said before heading out the front door. Lacus walked towards the kitchen as Kira walked towards the front gate of the mansions property. It was about a 5 minute walk to the front gate, but eventually he got there, he opened the little door that led to the outside of the mansion so he could get the paper, surprisingly though he saw a familiar face once he was on the other side of the wall. It was none other then Athrun.

"Athrun?!" Kira called out, he was shocked to see his best friend after so long, but what were the odds? Athrun on the other hand couldn't believe his eyes; if he had Cagalli with him she would've probably had a heart attack.

"I don't believe it! It really is you! Who would've thought… but if it's really you where have you been Kira!? You don't know how much pain you have put all of us through especially Cagalli, and especially Lacus" Athrun said, his tone was more excited then serious.

"Well it's a very long story, why don't you come in and I can explain everything to you" Kira said picking the paper up from the ground. Was it coincidence or an act of fate, Athrun was definitely here for a reason, Kira couldn't quite understand but then again, Kira hasn't seen how they've lived their lives in the past 2 years.

"I was surprised when I got a call from you Kira" Athrun said. "I'm really sorry, I thought you were dead, I didn't know how to react when you called me so suddenly and told me you were Kira. This is a shocker Kira, this situation. I should have told Cagalli. You know what I'm gonna call her right now and tell her to head down, she's going to freak out when she sees that you're alive!" Athrun said taking out his cell phone.

Kira was confused by Athrun's words. He didn't understand what Athrun was talking about. Just as Athrun put the phone to his ear, Kira looked at Athrun in shock. "What are you talking about Athrun? I never called you last night"

Athrun and Kira looked at each other, both seemed shocked. Athrun closed his phone and focused on Kira more. "What are you talking about Kira? That call came from this house" Athrun said. Kira looked confused, he didn't understand. "Who else could it be?"

There was only one person Kira could've thought it would be, though it was highly unlikely. Suddenly Kira felt a horrible feeling in the pit of his heart, and then he remembered something from his past that someone had once told him.

"Listen Kira, as long as you are around people you love, all you will do is cause more and more pain and suffering, that is you're destiny, you can never change it, it's written in solid blood by the hundreds of people you have yet to kill. You can't run, all you can do his hide. That is the only way you will protect those close to you. You aren't Natural nor Coordinator, you're a blood thirsty monster that will eventually kill everything and everyone. When people find out the truth about you, you're going to be targeted and so will the ones you love"

Kira held his head as he snapped back to reality. Kira focused at the mansion where Lacus and his children were. "Kira what's wrong" Athrun said, he saw Kira place a hand over his head.

"…A feeling, there's someone else in there with Lacus" Kira said. "Something tells me" Kira just paused till suddenly a name and face came into his mind. A name of a man he wanted to….

"…Kia"

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A body hovered over little Erika, and little Zack. He was disgusted that one of them was an exact replica of Kira. "I think I'll take you, then I'll kill you and send you back here, to you're family" his voice dripped in anger and extreme rage. What ever he was he held a strong grudge against Kira, after all him and Kira go way back.

"After this I'll make sure you suffer more then anyone else!" he said, his eyes were crazy, he barely could keep his sanity. After all he's on a killing streak already.


A/N: Well don't kill me, next chapter will be the final one, there will be alot of explaing to be done. The final show off between Kira and Kia. Don't keep you hopes up though, kira and lacus might not have such a happy ending after all. I've already made up my mind on the ending. i'm almost half way done the next chapter. it'll be out before the 23rd of June, hope to see you then

Please R and R