I heard my phone buzz on the side of the bed, i jumped on it and check the caller ID; Edward.

Figures!

"Space Edward! Space!" I answered dismissing the 'hellos' and not giving him a chance to speak.

"That's what im trying to do!" he sighed over the phone.

"You're not doing a great job at it" I sing song perfectly aware that would get to him.

He sighed frustrated, he was probably running a hand through his messy bronze hair, I could read him so well.

"I was wondering if I could come over?" I could tell he was making a lot of effort to sound nice and not demanding.

I thought about it, and I don't think Edward's presence will sooth well to Charlie he was already having a hard time trying to be okay with the fact that I still loved Edward after everything.

"No, I don't think its such a great idea" I mumbled with a sigh even if I really wanted to see him that bad I knew I just couldn't do that to Charlie right now, it will be like a dagger to his heart.

"No? why not?" he did the best in him not to sound irritated or angry but I noticed his measured tone far too well.

"Charlie's here" he chuckled.

"I should probably do something about that" he mumbled, involuntarily my eyebrows furrow together, was he serious?

"Are you serious?" I almost laughed.

"Shut up!" he growled.

I could already picture Edward buying a car to make it up to Charlie, it was his way to say sorry to people. He didn't know how to apologize! Ever! So he thought the best way was to give away expensive presents, which brought a new fight most of the time.

"So how about ice cream?" he offered a defeated sigh broke his lips.

I thought about it, I was trying to make this guy suffer! What was up with that?

"Edward, we hang out last night" I tried to reason with him but he was not too pleased with my clever remark so he cut me off even before I finished my sentence.

"AND SO WHAT-?" I stood quiet hearing how he lost control of his patience.

Finally he let out a frustrated sigh one more time, realizing it might not be the best move for him to lose it. If he wanted me back how he claimed he did then he was going to have to make it up for me.

"I just wanted to see you" he admitted in his tender tone of voice that made my heart melt.

"I'll meet you there" I promised with a smile printing on my face.

"I can just pick you up" he cut me off.

"I can drive myself" I said firmly hoping he would let it go. He didn't do such a thing.

"Why???"

"Edward, let it go" I sighed.

"Are you coming with me?"

"NO!"

"Why not?" he demanded.

"I'll see you there Edward" I sighed frustrated hanging up.

It will take him awhile to get there, I knew this. He always liked to be in control, to everything go his way, and I liked to prove him wrong from time to time.

I took a long shower and after that I took my blue jeans that I felt extremely comfortable in, that I was not aware to use since I dated Edward Cullen, put a soft pink blouse on and took my keys.

Charlie saw me going out and just grunted at me from the couch, sighing I made my way over to him, things didn't ended so good last night and I didn't want him to think I did this because I was daring him, or because it was a temporary teenage whim.

I wrapped him with my arms from behind, kissing his cheek, he was not happy with me at all. All I got in response was "mmhhmm" and a grunt. I rolled my eyes at him and speed down to the door.

The cafeteria was already packed up when I got there but there was no sign of Edward anywhere, I thought I was running late after all my old pick up truck wouldn't run after 60 an hour.

I took a seat in the far booth we always hang out to, and order my cheery ice cream with royal cream and just regular black coffee for Edward he was not a fan of ice creams and this early in the morning the only thing he needed was coffee.

I saw him make his way in and I didn't have to wave to him to let him know where I was he was already standing above me with a grin on his face but his eyes were covered with his black Ray Bans, he leaned in for a kiss but will just have to settle for my cheek as I sternly looked at him.

"Behave" I hissed at him, I felt his lips grinning against my cheek. The close proximity of him made my legs shake, I could smell his after shave and his cologne, or even felt drop of water falling from his wet hair. Everything about him dazzled me and he was not even looking at me yet.

Instead of sitting next to me like he usually did he sat across from me that smug grin still persistent on his face.

"You weren't complaining last night"

"Very nice" I glared at him teasingly.

He laughed, as the waiter put down our orders, I gratefully smiled at him and he responded, my eyes met Edward then, I could still not see his eyes but I could tell he had that annoyed look on his face, before I could say anything or even gave him a strange looked he turned his face around as the waiter gave us a good day and left.

"What?" I snapped trying to bring his face back to me.

"Nothing" he mumbled not starring at me.

"Its not nice to keep a lady waiting you know?" I avoided an argument. }

"I bet you had nice company" he smiled wide.

I laughed at him, holding my spoon on my mouth.

"I cant believe you will freak out over a smile!"

"Im not doing such a thing"

"God-damn! You would have had a heart attack if you had heard him asking me out on a date a few minutes ago!" I teased not meeting his eyes that were suddenly everywhere on me, with a tight line on his lips.

"That's funny" he fake smiled at me playing with his car keys on his hands.

His gaze was lost on the table as he refused to meet me yet again.

"What's up?" my tone of voice was serious by now dismissing every hint of sarcasm.

"Carlisle left the house" he explained both of his arms crossed over the table as he leaned forward, my eyes were overwhelmed with sadness immediately, fearing for him.

"What happen?" I asked my voice shaking a little and my lips trembling.

"I guess he had enough" he shrugged his shoulders and once again shield his face away from me.

"Edward" I tried to take his hand.

"What? Just one more to leave me" I shook my head as my eyes parted away from his breaking ones, I couldn't believe he was turning the tables around on me.

"Don't do that" I took my hand away.

"What?" he snapped.

"Don't do that!" I snapped back irritated looking down at my cup "Manipulating me like that" I grunted at him.

"Im not doing such a thing" he called even though he kept starring down out the window.

"Its not fair!" I had the sudden urge to hit him very hard right now.

"Forget I said anything" he mumbled and once I again I grunted at him very irritated at his comment.

"I hate it when you do that Edward!"

"Ok ok! Forget it! Let it go!" he raised his voice trying to take my hands in his "Im sorry!" he sincerely admitted. I took his hands in my own and kissed them lightly.

"Do you see why I cant be with you?" he stared at me for the longest time ever, and I felt his eyes pierce through me.

"Is that what you really think of me?" it was a tiny whisper but loud enough for me to hear.

"Oh hey guys!" I didn't cared to turn around and neither did he as we kept starring at each other his sun glasses finally off.

"Are you guys back together yet?" I recognized that cheerful voice of Jessica, that's what brought me back to present taking my hands down to my lap. I frowned a little at the 'yet' but Edward kept a grin on his face staring at me almost laughing at my discomfort, surprisingly he didn't respond with a clever remark, he just waited my response.

"No, we're not..-" I shook my head fervently at them, Mike nodded but Jessica was far from getting the point.

"Oh..but do you like-" Mike cut her off sensing the uncomfortable tension in the air.

"We should probably go. Bye guys" I waved them off, relief they were done and didn't say anything more inappropriate.

That's when I caught Edward's appreciative look down to Jessica's ass, my anger boiled inside of me, the nerve of him. He didn't seem to acknowledge the fact I noticed though.

"Jess is a nice girl" I called to him he nodded at me uninterested.

She was more prominent then me that's for sure, and cutest, and tanned…whatever.

"You seemed to notice" I accused.

And he just laughed at me! Shaking his head lightly. I glared at him wondering at what he was up to.

"Im far away of trying to get to Jessica's pants to get you jealous Bella"

"Im not-"

"Yeah, try again!" he snapped a little to harsh then he meant I believe "I don't do that" once again I was private of his eyes.

I bit my lower lip nervous as hell. He never cheated on me before, not even now that I was not tied to him.

"I'll get you back on my own Bella" he promised, this time his eyes showed me the whole emotions dripping from him, and I could tell he was serious and that he wouldn't stop at nothing.

After that the tension became too much to bear, finally I finished my ice cream and stood up.

"I should get going" he nodded and put some cash on the table getting up himself.

Then I saw how his eyes traveled my body up and down and he frowned all the sudden.

"What?" I snapped, I knew he had something to say to me.

"Are we back to that?" apparently my out fit didn't suit him.

I rolled my eyes at him and walked out of the coffee house, feeling him close behind me, he took large steps in front of me to open the car door for me while I searched for my keys in my purse I gave him a small smile when I climbed the truck he didn't wait for his chance he leaned over the door hoping to catch my lips in his but I was faster quickly I took his face in my hands and gave put a kiss on his forehead, he sighed but as soon as my hands left his face he leaned in stealing a peck from my lips, involuntarily I blushed, which was stupid after everything we've been through.

He gave me a smirk and walked himself back to his own car. I didn't wait to see him speed off, I decided against it and brought my ass back home like a nice girl, controlling my instincts in jumping him and make my way with him, I'd like to think I was stronger then that.

He had something different in him, I could tell. It felt like he was resigned in following my rules, and I didn't know if that scared me or If he was just losing this fight.

His words hit me like a thousand breaks.

"Ill get you back on my own"

He didn't feel the need to make me jealous with another girl, he felt I would jump back into his arms willingly and at whatever he did.

Cocky bastard.

I pulled up to my driveway and sighed when I caught a glance of Jacob Black sitting in my porch, stupid me forgot to call him!

Why did I always hurt everyone around me?

Edward was not with me anymore to take the blame. This was just me being a lousy friend.

"Im sorry!" immediately I said jumping out of the truck while stalking my way towards him.

He shook his head with a laugh, I could see the sarcasm dripping in him.

"Im so sorry!" I pleaded with him, trying to gain his eyes on me.

"You owe me big time!" I nodded.

"I just got caught up-"

"Ok, whatever Bells-" I smiled at his nickname. I knew he couldn't stay mad at me for too long "Geez I just cant believe you will put yourself through that again!" weakly I smiled.

"Bella you deserve better!" he tried to reason with me, my eyes parted away from him, I didn't want to hear this.

"You deserve me!" I laughed at his cocky attitude; he smirked with a cocky grin on his face.

"Alright Jake, I'll keep that in mind" I flirted back.

"You should! I'll be nice enough and forgive you" I rolled my eyes at him, he laughed.

"I'll even let you spend a whole afternoon with me" I gasped in fake enjoyment.

"Oh my god! What did I do to deserve such an honor?"

"Im a forgiving person!"

"I should let you down more often" I grinned at him and I could swear he blushed.

"Nobody said it was going to be pretty" he gave me his widest grin and I rolled my eyes once again, the nerve of him! He was even cockier than Edward!

"You don't know how much sorry I am right now" I stopped my fake sarcasm, and he let out a big laugh.

"Well like it or not you'll have fun!" he winked at me and he stood up ready to leave.

"You're leaving?"

"Care to join me?" he moved his eyebrows suggestively and I blushed. I cant believe this! Why?

"Im gonna have to pass up"

"You wont be that lucky next time" he promised while he sang the words to me, I frowned.

"Ok this is getting scary" he laughed and I walked him back to the truck promising him I'll make it up for him and watch him fix a car when I had the chance.

It wouldn't do me any good. Specially cause I didn't know what I was getting myself into and I was dealing with strange feelings when I was around Jake, and I didn't want them. I shouldn't want them.

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Thank you once again for the amazing replies guys :) my holidays were ok thanks! Love you all.

Ok ok don't be afraid, im not trying to put a Jacob/Bella whatsoever! Im just trying to have her deal with her thoughts like we saw on ECLIPSE, I hated her back then so hopefully you'll resent her just a little or not because Eddy was a little jerk with her all the time so this is different.

And I'll try to put more boring sweet Edward for you don't worry! xD Just for the moment then we'll see. xD

Ok ok any thoughts?? :)