It Was Love At First Bite
-Chapter 11-
Mine Mine Mine
"Well, ya know how I contradicted myself when we were talking about how half vamps like me came to be? I said that I didn't know why she spared me and then I said it was disgusting why she spared me. And it goes along with I get the chills and emphasis she or her when I talk about... her." Gerard nodded and sat down on the lower part of the jungle gym across from me on the swings.
"Well... She just so happens to be my ex-fiance. But my family found out she was really a vampire and were like 'No way hoe!' Well, not exactly those words but you get the point. Well she got REALLY angry, apparently she is like, in love with me. Yeah, no one asked me about any of this, but I would have probably been killed if I said I was gay back then. This is like in the way early 1900's. I don't really know the exact year I was born but I know it was on Halloween. Pssssh, that's sweet!" Yeah, I am playing this off like it is no idea but inside I am screaming and crying overdramatically. Well, actually, in this situation it is probably appropriate.
"Well, yeah I was suppose to marry her then found out she was a vamp, then she was like 'We ARE getting married, just you wait Frank, we will be together forever. Our love will never die.' Well after some threats my parents said the wedding would go on, but I said no. Well, when I refused the cunt went bat shit insane! She killed everyone then turned me into a vampire. When I woke up it was the middle of the day and she was always one for tradition so she was sleepin' so I ran." I have to catch my breath here. Hey, bravo to me for not emphasizing the entire she's and her's when I talk about the bitch. Wanna throw a party for me? Oh damn... off topic. Hard to stay on topic 'cos it gets me jittery and all nervous and makes me just want to SCREAM!
"Weeeeeell, I have been running for years now. Move around all the time and such, never really getting to know people. Well, the other week, the day we first met, before we went to lunch I got a tx from her; she uses her victim's cell phones usually, and I was going to run again 'cos the cuntfaced bitch ass whore is coming but, I kinda got settled here for too long and I can't like run anymore and bail on you and everyone I love here. But I don't want to put you in harms way either. It's this really big conflict and...ummm...Gerard?" I trailed off on my high speed, scared as fuck story, for Gerard had begun to growl and bare his fangs.
I hope he isn't mad at me... I don't think so, but there is a possibility. I mean, I did put him and his whole coven in danger. Hell, the whole town is in danger. I don't think he is pissed at me but... you never know.
"Frankie," Gerard looked up at me through his bangs with his dark crimson eyes, I was struck stiff with fear, not of him but at the anger flowing out of him and seeing him change like that. I'm not sure why, but it always freaks me out the first time I see a full vampire change like that and this is my first time seeing Gerard change. "Why did you not tell me?" He moved at super speed to land in front of me, his now clawed hands gripping at my upper arms, the nails breaking skin. "I am going to gut that BITCH like a pig! No one hurts my Frankie. She's going to pay for it with her life." Gerard clenched his fist tighter, squeezing my arms and digging his claws in further, making me whimper. "Sorry," he muttered, as though ashamed, after the scent of blood wafted through the air to his nostrils. His eyes returned to their normal hazel and he took deep breaths as his hands pulled me to his chest then released to wrap his arms around my smaller frame.
"Babe, I'm not letting anything happen to you." Gerard breathed in my ear, nuzzling into my neck. "I just got really angry, sorry about that. I just can't stand the thought of someone hurting my little Star Shine. I won't allow anyone near you. I promise I will protect you, you won't even let a bug bite." That is just ludicrous, he is defiantly going overboard now. "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to scare you like that, it's just so hard to control myself when I get scared of losing you." I could feel his frown more than see it.
"Mine mine mine" Gerard muttered against my neck. What the hell? I would be in love with a freak. Haha, yuppers, I am in love with a freak but I couldn't be happier. I snuggled further into Gerard's chest. Mine mine mine; I replayed it over in my head. I am Gerard's and he is mine. I let out a content sigh. For some reason, no matter what my fears are, I always feel completely safe in Gerard's arms.
Love sure is a funny thing... haha, it seems like this relationship was love at first bite. I loved him before that and I know he loved me before the bite but it still works because it's a whole new love, a stronger love now. Now we are mates and the bond can never be broken.
Sorry ten times over!
I was on vacation in New Orleans nut I'm back and ready to update like crazy!|
w00t for that!
of fuck it all, WWIII just broke out at my house.
I'm a product of my environment,
That's why I am so fucked up.
I might go crazy if I hear "Fuck you you fucking asshole" one more time.
So reviews will make me feel better.
Going to my fantasy land now, drown it all out.
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