A/N: I am sooo sorry that it took so long to get this up but I do have a reason. Ok so something went wrong with my computer and my Dad decided that he was going to "restore" it and it wiped everything!!! =( So I had to re-write all of this. But I did want to recommend a story on this chapter. It's called What Were You Thinking? and it's by sassy1bd. So try it out and these are the people who reviewed:

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NPOV

Awww that book never got old. Well I guess it did because it is by Jane Austen and she's dead, but you get the point. Anyways I wonder if Jason is going to still want to do that studying thing. I bet we could go out into Grandma Esme's gardens and work. It is always so nice and peaceful out there; that's why I like to read in them. Or we could go to my meadow like in my dream. Oops…I need to stop thinking so loud. Dad could be around. I walked down the stairs to find out if he had heard my plans.

"Grandpa, I was wondering if my Dad was home?" I called while leaning over the banister.

"No, Nessie he's not. They all left to go hunting about a half our ago. Is everything alright?"

"Yes everything is fine I was just wondering."

Good thing Dad didn't hear any of that. Then he would know about my meadow and Jason and my plans, which he would have surely broken or crashed. Well I should go finish that book. I have nothing else to do. I ran back up the stairs and lost myself in Jane Austen's classical work.

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About a half hour later I heard everyone walk in through the glass back door and I figured they settled in the kitchen or living room. You know what is ironic is that we have a living room and we are part of the undead. Weird…

Anyways, I finished my book and walked downstairs. I found Aunt Rose, Aunt Alice, and Mom sitting in the living room.

"Hi everybody." I said as I settled between Aunt Rose and Mom. "How's it going?" I asked of nobody in particular.

"It's ok-ish, besides the staring and bad pick up lines." Rose said. I knew that she had the worst attitude towards school. If it was up to her she and Uncle Emmett would spend all day together in their room *shiver*. Now that I knew what went on it always seemed to make me sick to my stomach. Not a good thing when you're one of the only two people in your house that can throw up. I need to stop thinking about this! Nasty!

"Well at least you can relax in class since you have done all of these classes, what, a million times?"

"Well it sure feels like that."

"Oh stop whining Rose." Alice stuck in, always in a good mood.

"Gee thanks Alice." Rose said sarcastically and walked off to the flat-screen in the other room. She did always have a short temper.

"So how is school going for you Aunt Alice?"

"It's going good Nessie. How is going to high school for the first time?" She wagged her eyebrows in a knowing look clearly referring to Jason.

"It's fine. Why is everyone getting on me about Jason? I barely know the guy and everyone is acting like we're in some hot and heavy relationship like Rose and Emmett."

"I can hear you!" Aunt Rose called from the other room.

"Me too!" Called Emmett.

"Good! Maybe you'll take that as your cue to step off!" I called back. "Seriously though. Why are all of you teasing me?"

"Because you're easy to tease and its fun." Uncle Emmett said as he walked into the room.

"Thank you Uncle Emmett. But seriously just don't do this in front of Jason at school I don't want to be even more in the spotlight than I already am being part of this family. Just please all of you. Step off." I said as I walked out of the back door everyone one had just walked in.

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I went to my meadow and began to talk to my-self. I know it's weird but all the greats of history did it including Einstein ok?

"What am I going to do? I hate this. No I hate my life. First I'm the freak of the vampire world because I'm a vegetarian plus I'm half human to add to that! Then I am the imprint of a werewolf but I'm in lov- no Nessie we have been over this it is just a crush. Ok so I'm an imprinty plus I have a crush on someone and because of that I'm hurting Jake and now everyone is just making worse by talking about Jason in front of Jake! I can't deal with this!!!" With that I broke into sobs something that in my family only I can do so ha to all of them!

After I had had a good cry I felt like I had had a release from everything which made me feel better but I still didn't want to do back to the house so I just sat there in my meadow for a little while and listened to the bubbling of the waterfall. It was just about sunset and the sun finally broke through to reveal my sparkling skin. Great! Just show what a freak I am with frickin' sparkling skin! I really do hate all of this. Again I just sat looking at my extremely odd skin. I wondered what Jason would have thought of it.

I eventually got up and ran home because I figured that my family would soon send someone to come find me and someone besides Jake may find my precious meadow. When I got home I was proven right. As I walked in it looked as though Grandma Esme was trying to remind my very over protective Mother that I was supposed to be given freedom.

"Oh thank goodness your back Nessie. I was starting to worry about you."

"I'm fine Mom. I was just out in the woods behind the house and I don't see why you would ever need to worry about me because I am part vampire." Then I said under my breath, "One of the many reasons I'm a freak."

"What was that Nessie?" Mom asked looking curious but not condescending.

"Oh nothing. I'm just tired I think I'll go to my room and read that new book I was telling you about. The one called Marked by P.C. Cast. You know the one about vampires?"

"Yes Nessie I know but I don't see why you read those stereotypical books."

"I read them because then I can point out their flaws and it's ironic. 'Night everyone."

"Good night Nessie."

I went up to my room and read for several hours before I decided that it was time that I got some sleep so I didn't look like a raccoon in the morning. I lay awake for all of five minutes and then fell asleep because I was so tired from all that happened today.

I am so sooo sorry again about this taking so long but my computer is just stupid. Tell me what you think by clicking that little box right below this. Yep that's the one. Now click! Oh and sorry that this one is short I didn't have a lot to put into this one but the next will be better.