A/N: Sorry it took me so long to get this up. My husband got bad-ly hurt and I just spent the last few days being his nurse. This is the first time I had a chase to sit down and not worry about him. Also this is the last chapter of the story by the unknown writer. If one person say's they want me to keep going I will. Otherwise this is it.
I don't own any of it
February 14
(Hermione POV)
Hermione knew that tonight would be the roughest sex they ever had and she was right. Draco had been relentless rough and almost violent during there sex. Hermione knew it was because today was the anniversary of his father's death. No one knew what happen to Draco's father, but they knew who ever killed him did it in self defense. The spell that killed Lucius was one that could only be cast when a person was defenseless and terrified.
She was positive they had done enough to keep Draco's demons at bay for the night. For when he was done he had rolled off her; pulled the blankets over his head and fell asleep with out a word. She had to take some Advil for the pain before she could fall asleep. It was only a half an' hour later when she was waken by his screams.
(Draco POV)
Draco stood in the woods with his father. His wand was lying at Lucius feet as he leaned against a tree.
"Please father try to understand it was the right thing to do for our family." Draco pleaded
"You're a traitor to our lord! Being loyal would have been the right thing to do!" Lucius raised his wand to point it at Draco. "I am always cleaning up after you!" He screamed
"No father don't do it, join me. Together we can stop the dark lord and bring back honor to our family name." Draco stood stat up "Please listen to me! You don't have to do this anymore."
"You are a foolish boy, the only way to regain honor now is for me to kill you." Lucius growled. Draco raised his hands when his father begin to say the killing curse. A blinding light can flying out of Draco's hands blowing his father into pieces.
"NOOOOO!" He screamed as he run towered the biggest chunk of his father body. His feet got tangled in something on the ground and he fell over the edge of an incline to hit the ground. He squeezed his eyes shut trying to close out the scream. He felt two hands grad hold of his shoulders shacking him.
"Draco? Draco wake up!" A voice cried out to him. He knew that voice form somewhere. Slowly he opened his eyes to find Hermione looking down at him. Draco looked around the woods for his father's body. Only to find he was back in the bedroom. He lied on the floor next to the bed the sheets wrapped around his legs. The dream still fresh in his mind Draco pushed her way.
"Don't touch me!!" He screamed at her as he tried to untangle his legs form the sheets. Hermione moved away form him only to move back when he couldn't pull himself together enough to untangle himself.
Once free of the sheets Draco got to his feet; walking across the room he looked out the window. As he looked at the night sky his body shrived. Draco hadn't had that dream in four years. For a long time it had plagued him ever night. He had learned how to go without much sleep. It had been the only way to keep the dreams away. He would only sleep for three or four hours each time he need sleep.
Draco was the only one that knew what had happened that day and when ever it could his mind would remind him just how he killed his father. He had hoped the sex with Hermione tonight would keep that one particular demon at bay. He hated the faked it hadn't and now she stood only inches form him after a very emotional dream. Emotional was not a state he wanted anyone to see him in.
"Tell me about it Draco. I am sure I can help you forget it and relax." She said as she moved closer to him. Draco felt angry because he had an open wound and she was poking at it.
"Shut up damn it! My dreams are none of your business! I don't ask about your dreams! No matter how many times you've woken me up screaming in your sleep! I have never asked you once what you were screaming about!" He shouted at her as he spun around to look her dead in the eyes.
She looked down at her feet. "I have those dreams here too?" She whispered her voice filed with hurt.
"Of chose you do you fool!" He growled at her as he backed away. "What did you think they would just go away because you where in a different bed?" Hermione didn't answer she look up at him for a moment only to take a step forward.
"I… I'm sorry I didn't know." She turned away form him. She sound vary upset making Draco feel bad for growling at her. Feeling upset with himself for being emotional he took a deep breath.
"They scared the hell out of me sometimes." He bushed his hair out of his face. "The only way I can get you to stop screaming is to cradle you in my arms an rock you back and forth until you stop." Her eyes seemed to be registering what he said. She moved closer to him with a little smile.
"Even still Draco there just dreams." She reached out to touch his chest. "They don't mean anything. There just something we have to deal with ever now and then." Draco slapped her hand away.
"I told you not to touch me!" He screamed at her before pushing her back on the bed. "I am not one of your friends! Stop trying to tread me like one! I don't need that form you!" He growled at her. She slid to the edge of the bed with a sigh of defeat.
"Then what do you need form me?" She asked softly
"I need you to get these images out of my head." He said pulling on his hair to better make his point. Hermione stirred at the floor before getting up to stand in fort of him. She gently placed a hand on his bare chest and shyly looked up into his eyes. As if reading her mind on what she intended to do he whisper "Just for tonight." It wasn't a question it was a statement. She nodded her head as she stood on tip toe.
(Hermione POV)
As if to test Hermione, Draco allowed one single tear to slip out of his eye and slid down his cheek. Hermione kissed the tear softly away. Ever so slowly Hermione moved down to his lips. Her heart was beating a mile a minuet as she pressed her lips to his. She had kissed Draco many times before, but those kisses where meant to excite each other. This was there first kiss she was allowed to enjoy the feeling of his lips on hers.
His lips were soft as they gently pressed again hers. His hands slid up her spin. Ever so gently cradling her too his body. They kissed for so long Hermione's legs begin to hurt. She didn't want to pull away form him as there kisses had begun to feel like a life line. It was almost like if she pulled away form him she would die for lack of air. After a little longer she kissed him deeply then step back.
He looked freighted as if she was going to denied him what he needed most. To reassure him she wasn't going to do that she gave him a quick kiss. Taking his hand she pulled him toward the bed. At first his feet didn't move form there spot on the floor. Hermione had to squeeze his hand and give a little tug before he moved forward. As he claimed on the bed with her she reach out a hand to brush his long white blonde hair out of his faces.
He reached out taking her night shirt and pulling it over her head. Sitting back he looked over her body to take her all in. Hermione begun too blush under his hungry stare. Draco had never stop to just look at her body. It was making her embarrassed as he did now. He moved toward her pushing her back on the bed while kicking his sweat paints off.
(Draco pov)
Draco allowed his hands to travel over her bare stomach. He lowered his lips to her skin to kiss ever inch of her he could. When his hands and lips meat her breasts he decided to play with them for awhile. He had never really paid any attain to Hermione's breasts before. They had never been appealing to him; but tonight was about enjoying each other in a loving way. There was no rush to get to the good stuff for once.
As he pinch, nipped, licked and sucked on her breasts he found he enjoyed how responsive Hermione's breasts were. He swore he would never neglect them again for even though they where small, they where much more enjoyable then any other breasts he had ever played with.
When Draco moved down between her legs he found he didn't have much work to do. She was more then ready to receive him. Moving over her he saw her eyes' where closed and she was smiling. He felt naives as he moved to place himself inside her. Ever so slowly he slid his length inside her. Never letting his eyes look away from her face. The look of utter happiness and prove enjoyment flowed over her face.
Draco was deep inside her, but he didn't move. He couldn't get the look of prove enjoyment out of his mind. He know no matter what they did form now on that would be the look he imaged on her face. He became aware of a small voice form underneath him.
"Don't stop." Draco looked down into her face to see pleading eyes looking back at him. She brushed a gentle hand over his chest. "Please Draco don't stop." He nodded and slowly began to rock his hips. He kissed her softly. They where moving as one filling a whole in each other hearts and souls; in awhile Draco never known possible. Together they fell over the edge, collapsing into each others arms. With one last kiss they held each other close until sleep over took them. As lover should do
February 15 10:00am
Draco awake when the sunlight would no longer allow him to sleep. He looked over to the clock to see it was 10 in the morning. He was stunned that he had slept for 8 hours with no nightmares. Looking over to Hermione's side of the bed he found it was emptily. He stopped to see if he could hear her some where else in the house. He heard nothing, but he did smell the faint sent of honey tea.
"She's in the kitchen." He said as he throw off the covers making his way to the kitchen. "Better get this over with." He pushed open the door expecting to find her there. All he found was a pot of warm honey tea some sugar and a bagel. Taking his breakfasted he sat down at the table and begin to eat.
"Cowered! She snuck off so she wouldn't have to face me after last night." He snickered to himself. Picking up his bagel he saw a note under it address to him
Draco
I had an every meeting at work. Didn't want to wake you, you looked like you could use the sleep. Be home around noon.
Hermione
Draco laughed out load as he put the note down. Hermione had never left him a note before. He knew that when she got home he was going to have to set her start.
"Nothing has changed between us."
