Billy's P.O.V

I'm pretty sure this is how people go insane. Waiting is killing me.. I probably should get something to eat since I haven't eaten anything for two days now. There's no way I can even stomach food right now with all the images going through my head of Jane laying motionless on the stretcher. I was so lost in my thoughts I didn't even hear Ben ask me if I wanted a cup of coffee. I politely told him no. I kept seeing doctors pass by and I hoped that Jane's would come and give us good news that she was going to be fine but, I couldn't bear the reality that the doctor might tell us otherwise. How could things be like this? Just a few days ago me and Jane were better; happier.. I really screwed things up this time and I was never going to be able to forgive myself. I could see that Ben was getting worried about me, I looked horrible from no sleep and I was crying nonstop. I guess I deserve this, I deserve to feel this way.. I was supposed to be Jane's best friend. I was supposed to protect her no matter what so that she would always be safe and I let her down. I messed up big time...

Ben's P.O.V

Seeing my sister like that was the most horrible thing I've ever had to witness. Things weren't good and the odds were not in our favor at all. Taking me out of the darkness of my thoughts I heard Rita start to talk. "Ben, listen I have faith that those doctors are going to be able to save Jane. She's a strong girl and she will pull through this. Just don't lose hope now, you need to stay strong if not for Jane for Billy. He needs you right now, you are like family to him and he just needs you alright. I'm here with you every step of the way just remember that. I love you." I leaned in as Rita kissed me and I wanted to believe her I really did but, I couldn't shake the horrible thoughts from my mind...

Billy's P.O.V

I couldn't take it anymore I had to get up and go for a walk. The white walls and blue plastic chairs were driving me insane. I needed to get out of this room. I got up and walked out of the waiting room door and headed down the emergency room hallway. It should be me in there not Janey.. I deserve to be the one in there fighting for my life not her. She doesn't deserve this, she's perfect and kind.. everything I wish I could be. She always brought out the best in me. No I wasn't going to think this way, she's going to be alright. There's no need to think of a life without her. We would get our happy ending. One day I would be the lucky one to call her my wife. We would live happily ever after maybe even have some miniature Billy and Jane's running around. We would grow old together I just know it. I decided to walk back to the waiting room so I wouldn't miss anything god forbid the doctor came back with Jane's results from her surgery. I opened the door and sat next to Ben. Just as I sat down I heard the door open and I saw the doctor walk through the door. He slowly took off his glasses and lowered his clip board. I heard him sigh and he began to speak. "May I speak to Jane Quimby's guardian and family.." We all got up at once and walked closer to the doctor. "I'm sorry..."

xxxx I feel bad for leaving yet another cliff hanger. I will definitely post the next chapter tomorrow and it will let you all know what's going on with Jane...