I hope you guys enjoyed the previous chapter! As you all know, school is starting soon, and that means I won't be able to write as much, I hope you understand that. School started on August 19th, at least for me. But remember I will always try to update as soon as I can, anyway lets continue with the 11th chapter!

Amu's P.O.V:

We finally made it home and I ran upstairs and went into Utau's room, Utau was out with Kukai right nowso I had the room to myself. I heard a knock on the door, Ikuto peeked his head in, the sight of him made me sick.

"Hey." He whispered, I stayed silent. "Are you still mad at me?" He asked, I quickly shook my head.

"No, thats not it." I said, he looked at me curiously. I covered my mouth, I should have said it was nothing.

"What is it then?" He asked, I quickly shook my head.

"I meant its nothing." I said, he didn't believe it. He got closer to me, I backed away and fell on the bed. Before I could get up, Ikuto layed on me, locking my wrists and feet. Our noses brushed against each other, I completly froze.

"I don't believe that." He whispered, he got closer. Our lips were now brushing against each other, the feeling came back.

Lust.

I started shaking, I didn't want anything sexual to happen, not now. I started struggling, his grip got tighter, I was petrified. I didn't want him to touch me, I was scared. The images came into my head, of what he could do to me in this weak state. I started screaming, louder then the last time he was on top of me, he gave me a worried look and got off. I backed up on the bed and curled up into a ball, my legs were hugging my chest. Ikuto just left the room and I sighed and felt a tear roll down my cheek, I can't believe I'm doing this again.

I'm breaking his heart.

I fell asleep and was awoken at 4 a.m, by a loud girl.

"Why is it so quiet?" She slurred, I rubbed my eyes and saw Utau, wobbling to the bed.

"Utau, why are you home so late?" I asked, followed by a yawn.

"Why are you asleep, its time to party!" She yelled, she ran over to the radio and started playing loud music. I ran to the radio and turned it off, Utau pouted.

"Amu-chi, no fair!" She exclaimed, stomping her feet.

"Are you drunk?" I asked.

"Maybe, lets go to the club!" She shouted, heading towards the door. Before I could stop her, she fell down and started crying like a child.

"Utau, sshhh, you'll wake up Ikuto." I said, my heart ached at his name, but I shook it off.

"I don't care." She replied coldly.

"Where is Kukai?" I asked.

"He dropped me off." She replied.

"Utau, you're drunk, go to bed." I said, she sat up and crossed her arms.

"No, I won't go to bed unless I can go to another club." She huffed. I sighed and tried dragging her to bed. She started kicking and punching and I gave up.

"Utau?" I asked, she looked at me. "Have you ever, done anything with Kukai?" I asked, she shook her head.

"I'm pure, like a... pure thing." Utau said, a little confused at her own words.

"Have you ever had a feeling that you wanted to do something?" I asked.

"You mean the feeling of lust, of course!" She replied, hiccuping a little. Maybe it was normal to feel this. "Does someone wanna do something to Ikuto?" She said in a teasing voice, I completly forgot she was drunk. I shot her a glare and went to bed, she stayed on the floor.

"Wait, Utau, how did you get drunk?" I asked, her head shot up. She put a finger to her lips curiously and then a light bulb turned on.

"Kukai took me to a club, then someone offered me a drink, I happily accepted. Then Kukai came back and said we had to leave, he dragged me away. Now I'm here!" Utau said, a little giggly, she sat up and fell on her back. I heard snoring follow, she probably passed out. How did one drink cause this, was she hiding something else? I shook off the feeling and started drifting off to sleep, I was a little tired.

Ikuto's P.O.V:

I woke up at around 8 a.m. After that I couldn't sleep anymore, I kept thinking about Amu. What happened to her, she has never been that scared of me, except for that one time I was on top of her. Is she possibly scared of me again, I sighed and turned over on my bed. Maybe if I get a clue of where she got it where she got it from, I could solve it. So she started to get scared when I went on top of her on Utau's bed, no clues there. Think before Ikuto, before that, at the mall. I tried hugging her when I said sorry and she backed away, is she still angry at me? No Ikuto, a little before, when she ran away when I told her, she grabbed Rima.

She grabbed Rima.

Rima.

Rima!

Rima told her something, something that scared her! Maybe not on purpose, perhaps a mistake. I dialed a number on my phone, Rima's number.

"Moshi moshi?" She answered.

"Did I wake you?" I asked.

"No, someone else did." She hissed, I could almost feel a glare through the phone.

"Where are you?" I asked, there was some hesitation.

"Nagi's house, he needed some help sewing something, thats it. Don't get funny ideas, I know your perverted mind too well." She answered, I could feel the venom drip from those words. Rima could be pretty terrifying if she wanted to be.

"Whatever, I'm coming over." I said.

"Wait, wh..." She started, I cut her off by hanging up the call. I put on a black t-shirt and some skinny jeans and converse, I tip-toed out of my room and saw that Utau's door was a little open. I peeked my head in to see Utau passed out on the floor in a cocktail dress and heels, while Amu was sleeping soundly in Utau's bed. Where the hell did Utau go last night? I closed the door and ran downstairs, I ran out the door and closed the door carefully, making sure not to wake them up. I got into my dad's car and drove to Nagi's house, Nagi was one of my close friends, so I remembered his address. I started driving a little over the speed limit, there were no cops around so I was safe from them. I finally parked in Nagi's driveway, Nagi started living alone last year, he was sick of his parent's rules. I didn't really know what rules, he never told me about that. I knocked on the door and Rima answered, a smirk was playing on her face.

"Why hello Ikuto, come on in." She said, was there always a devious glint in her eyes? I entered and saw his living room, clean as always. "Follow me to Nagi's room." She said, I was little scared.

"Are you gonna murder me and stuff me in a bag like you did to Nagi? You look a little suspicious Rima." I joked, she glared at me, then put on a innocent face.

"Why would you accuse me of such a thing? Wittle ol' me?" She said, pointing a finger at herself. I laughed and she smirked, leading me to Nagi's room. She opened a door and a girl was there, she had long flowing purple hair tied into a high ponytail with a red ribbon. She was wearing a japanese kimono with sandels, she turned around with a shocked expression and a blush on her face. She looked a lot like Nagi, maybe a twin sister?

"Hello miss, where is Nagi?" I asked, she glared a Rima who looked like she was holding in a laugh.

"You're looking at him." She said with a deep male voice, a familiar voice. She pulled the ribbon out of her and let it flow down, revealing Nagi. I blinked twice, then I burst out laughing, Rima did the same. Nagi just crossed his arms and started tapping his foot, waiting for us to stop. I got up and wiped a tear, Rima was still letting out some giggles.

"You could have just told me you're into cross-dressing." I said, Rima burst out laughing again, Nagi growled.

"I do this for my dancing, this is why I left my parents." He said, I looked at him curiously, he sighed. "It is a tradition in the Fujisaki family for the males to be raised as females as part of their training for japanese dancing. My parents wanted me to skip this and I refused, So my grandma came over everyday to our house and taught me dancing and raised me as a girl. In elementary school, I was raised as a girl and everyone thought I was one too. In middle school, I finally revealed I was a boy. I still continue my dancing, as Nadeshiko Fujisaki." He informed me.

"Why does Rima know?" I asked, pointing at the petite blonde.

"She came to one of my preformances and figured it out, she has quite an eye." He said, Rima blushed a little.

"And those are?" I asked, pointing at his chest.

"Obviously fake moron." He spat at me, I wiped some spit off my cheek.

"So thats why Amu isn't terrified of you? Because you spent a portion of your life as a girl?" I asked, he nodded.

"I can't help that I gained a feminine charm." He giggled, he actually sounded like a girl. Then I shook my head, I completly forgot the reason I came here.

"You." I said, pointing a finger at Rima.

"Me?" She asked.

"What did you tell Amu when she dragged you away at the mall yesterday?" I asked.

"About what?" She asked.

"Anything that could make her scared of me." I asked, Rima looked at me with wide eyes, then went deep in thought.

"What happened between you and Amu?" Nagi asked, putting his hair up again.

"She suddenly got really scared of me, she doesn't want to even touch me." I explained, Nagi nodded slowly. Rima was still thinking, if she couldn't think of it, I didn't have anything else that could tell me. Rima's head shot up, I looked at her, she chuckled nervously.

"She asked me about a problem, and I think I scared her and gave her the wrong idea." She said, scratching the back of her head. I glared a her, an ice cold glare, she shot me a scared look.

"What did you tell her?" It wasn't a question, it was a demand.

"She asked me about a feeling of want and need, so I told her it was lust." She started, I was shocked, Amu had a feeling of lust for me. I smirked inwardly, but kept glaring at her. "She started freaking out and I explained to her it was a normal feeling." She said, not continuing.

"I feel like theres more." I told her, eyeing her.

"And I told her that you had it for her, she probably thought you wanted to do something sexual to her." She said, so thats why shes scared of me.

"Well what am I supposed to do?" I asked, then and idea came into mind.

"Nagi, I need you're help." I said, Nagi looked at me curiously.

I will regret this plan tomorrow.

Amu's P.O.V:

I was already up and dressed, Utau was asleep on the floor so I put her on the bed. I'm downstairs right now, just flipping through channels. Aruto called and said they will be spending another week in Bora Bora, I didn't really wanna ask why. I just said I'll inform Utau and Ikuto and said goodbye. Ikuto was out, he went out before I even woke up, probably something important. I heard the door slam against the wall and saw a girl at the doorway, who is she?

"I'm Utau's friend." She said, I nodded. She had flowing blue hair with azul eyes to match. She was actually pretty, she was wearing a pink tanktop and a pink skirt and pink heels. But she had broad shoulders and hairy legs, I wanted to giggle a little. She came up to me and hugged me, I was confused and slowly patted her back.

"Are you scared?" She asked.

"Scared? No. Confused? Yes." I answered. She pulled away and held my shoulders, then she took one hand off my shoulder and put it on her hair. She gripped her head and a wig went flying in the air, it was Ikuto in a skirt.

"Are you still scared?" He asked, I froze, he touched me. He probably did this to lure me in to do something sexual to me.

I punched him in the stomach.

Oooooo, so Ikuto's little plan didn't work. Or maybe it did? Well guys I hope you enjoyed the chapter! Ok, I know Nagi's story isn't true in the series, I just made it up, just in case any of you guys were wondering about that.

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