BPOV

After my talk with Jenks I try to sleep but sleep never comes once the sun is out I quickly get ready drop tony at Rosalie's and make my way toward the hospital

When I reach Edward is already up " good morning " I greet him and he just smiles "so how are you feeling " I ask him " ok I guess why are you here so early " "do I need a reason " I joke trying to lighten up the tension, he just shakes his head and says" look Bella we need to talk about us " he looks at me I just nod my head and he continues " since you didn't sign the annulment paper it means we are still married and " he pause and looks outside the window after awhile he continues" I want a divorce " I just stand there unable to control the tears " Bella" he says and tries to get up I stop him and say " no no Edward I'm ok... I'm fine please just stay ok.. give me a minute.. I'm fine" I desperately try to wipe my tears and pull myself together once I'm in a little control I tell him" I knew you were going to say this I already spoke to Jenks regarding our divorce he'll soon get the papers ready but there still a lot we need to discuss Edward a lot has changed in 5 years "his eyes questioning me but I continue" look you don't have to worry about anything right now just focus on yourself and get better soon " I tell him reassuringly he just nods "I need to go now Esme will be here soon I'll see you in the evening ok" I say turn around and leave not being able to control my tear any longer I breakdown outside his room.

Once I exit the hospital I make my way towards Rose's when I reach tony is sleeping so I sit with her and Emmett in their living room " so Bella Jenks called he said something about the divorce paper that you asked him to work on what is this all about" Rose asks me "Edward wants a divorce " " what " she exclaims in shock and I say " relax I knew this would happen " Rose tries to interrupt me but I stop her" look right now all I care about is Edward and tony , I'll only do what's best for them, if Edward wants a divorce then so be it." "What about Tony "Emmett asks with concern, I take a deep breath and say" I'll have to figure out way of telling him about Tony sooner".

That evening I go to meet Edward at the hospital but once I reach near his room I start crying he is so close but yet so far. I know it is my fault for which I'm punished but, even then my heart asks why this happened.

I compose myself and go inside, even though I know he is sleeping but I still get scared and rush to his side and wake him" Edward " he immediately open his eyes in panic and tries to sit up " wha..what is it ?" he asks in a panic , I breathe in relief and say" I'm sorry I thought..you.." unable to finish the sentence I just stare at him, understanding dawning on his face " I'm fine Bella" he says reassuringly and puts his hand on my face "you know its going to be a problem if every time I sleep and you guys react like this" he teases and adds after sensing my question " mom had the same reaction in the morning" he chuckles and continues "I was sleeping when she came in " he leans back on the bed still watching me with careful eyes, not to worry him I immediately relax and say " I'm sorry" and look down embarrassed.

I sit on the chair next to his bed and look up he is staring at me I clear my throat and say" Jenks called" he straightens his back and asks" what did he say" not being able look at him I look down and tell him " he said our divorce paper will be ready soon , we have to tell Carlisle and Esme about it, Rose and Emmet already know "after a while he says " did you tell them about.. " I understand without him completing the sentence " I told them a day after your accident about everything " I look up he is waiting for me to continue so I do " they were angry, Esme actually didn't speak to me for a while but eventually they all forgave me " He whispers a soft" ok ".

" So there's something I need to tell you like I said a lot has changed in 5 years" I tell him, I can see that he wants to ask me exactly what has change but he doesn't and I continue" I..uh..spoke to the doctor he said we could take you home tomorrow, I have to move my things from our...I..uh..I mean your house" " Bella you don't have to do that " he interrupts and I say" I do" I look at him and continue "like I said I still have to move my things so you'll be staying at Rose's and we'll discuss everything there " he just nods.

I run a hand through my hair and ask if he has eaten anything he says yes "ok Esme can't come tonight so I'll stay, if its ok with you ?" I ask him and he replies with a smile " of course but I'm fine even if you don't stay.. it'll be fine " I smile back and reply" I know..I want to stay "

After awhile he says "ok" .