Hey there everyone, I already have an idea for a new fic, but I won't start until I finish this one which probably wont be very soon. According to the plan that is flowing out of my mind now, there is going to be a semi sad, semi happy ending to this fic. Anyway if you want to hear the idea for my new story it should be posted in my profile tonight.

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I need a friend to help me find

my broken mind before it falls to pieces

Billy Talent-This suffering.

BTW: pack conversations will be in Italics

"Sam" My heart had dropped even lower than my stomach if that's even possible. "How could you? She's mine, and you fucking raped her, What about Emily?"

"What about her, Emily has been gone for a year now Jacob. Once the imprint is gone the feelings leave after a while. The whole point of an imprint is to procreate, the whole in love thing is to make it easier for the girl. The spirits think Nessie is good to procreate and you weren't doing your Job so I helped."

"I'm going to kill you." I said but knowing I couldn't do much, Sam was the alpha he could make me do whatever he wanted. "Who was in on it?" I asked knowing he couldn't do it without the help of the pack.

"Everyone, but they won't say anything, they wouldn't dare go against me." Sam chuckled evilly to himself.

"I might not be able to do anything but I'm sure Emmett wouldn't mind ripping off your head once he finds out."

"If you haven't noticed there are a lot more of us then them.

"There a lot of vampires out there who wouldn't mind ripping off your head, the Cullen's wouldn't be stupid enough not to ask for help.

"Well in that care, I order you to not breath a word of this to anyone." Right when the words finish flowing threw that brain connection we have I knew it was over. I couldn't disobey Sam, just like I couldn't leave Nessie, it was Impossible. I had to leave that conversation before my big mouth got me into more trouble. "Bye Jake" Were the last words I heard before I phased back.

"Jake, what's going on?" Emmett was about a couple of meters away, I must have worried him.

"Nothing." I said coldly and walked back towards the house. I knew I hurt him.

"Tell rose I went for a little hunt I'll be back in less than twenty minutes and then she can go." He said before running full speed towards the jungle that laid at the boarder of the house.

"Whatever." I said and walked into the kitchen.

"Here ya go dog." Rosalie said before placing a plate full of pancakes and bacon before me.

"What no dog bowl? I'm hurt." I said sarcastically before pushing the plate away. My hunger for food was gone. "No hungry, sorry. Emmett went hunting should be back soon." I left Rosalie flabbergasted in the kitchen and I headed off towards my room. Sure my hunger for food was gone, but there was a whole other hunger in it's place. Maybe if I was lucky Emmett hadn't checked the pocket of my jeans from the night I was kidnapped. If I remembered correctly there should be a little bag of some kind of drug there.

I found the pants very easily they were in my room in the closet. I unzipped the little pocket I made on the inside of my left pant leg. There it was, they must have though the smell was coming from me when they kidnapped. But I can't do it here, they would smell it and this is Esme's home, she's never hurt me.

Maybe I could get rose to leave the house, I would just need five minutes.

"Rosalie!" I yelled

"What?" she said quietly when she got to the room, she looked like she had just cried but I knew that was impossible.

"Emmett said he wanted you to meet him, sorry I forgot to tell you, he said follow his scent and you should be able to find him. I'm sure he has some super secret business to talk to you about." I kept my sarcasm up so she wouldn't be able to see my sudden excitement.

"Okay, I'll be back in ten minutes, don't break anything." Rosalie said before jumping out the window. Lazy. I thought to myself.

I ran down to the kitchen and got a metal spoon, Esme won't mind, they don't even eat. I told myself as I went into the fridge and got a bottle of water. I sat on the floor, and put a little dose of heroin onto the spoon along with some water. A lighter, Fuck. I didn't have one. I searched around the kitchen until I found the barbeque lighter. This would work. While I was up I took a little bit of the corner of the Scot-towel.

I got myself settles on the floor and began that all to familiar cycle. Boiling the mixture, adding the corner of the Scot-towel , soaking up some of the mixture with my needle. Finding a vein and ahhhh release.

Emmett POV

I heard Rosalie running before I smelled her. Something was wrong.

"What happened?" I asked before a word escaped her lips.

"Nothing, Jake told me you wanted to see me." her smile was disappearing, we both understood.

We made it back to the house in record time, but we were to late. Just as I though, Jacob was lying down in the middle of the kitchen, the smell overpowering my sensitive nose.

"Fuck Jacob." I muttered to myself "Call Bella, tell her Jacob doesn't want to see Nessie anymore."

"Why can't I just say he's not ready?" Rose asked

"Because Nessie has to hate him, the only way he's gonna see the light is if the light is mad at him. I said and started to carry Jacob back to his room. Back to square one. I thought to myself

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