******* 1 week after Chapter 10 **********

I felt a little bit better but still my right arm was no use to me. I rode the bus to school now since I didn't have a car anymore and I surely couldn't drive in this condition. I felt miserable. Not because I was injured, but because of the fact I told Blake to leave me alone.

I kind of was irritated that he actually respected my wishes. I wanted him to come near me but he didn't. Occasionally though, I would catch him staring at me and when I came to look at him, he would act like nothing happened. It was horrible. Why did Blake have to be on my mind 24/7. My thoughts were all clouded by him and how we kissed.

It felt very good and I couldn't get enough of it. I wanted more but we were out in the open and I couldn't take him home or something. These thoughts always led to another conclusion I wasn't sure of yet. Was I gay? All my life, I had thought I was straight. Then came Blake Jenner and now what? I tried to look at the other good looking guys and nothing. I didn't feel anything for them. So, was it just Blake? What would I be then? Gay? Bi? I didn't know. I wasn't sure with those labels. All I knew was, I certainly was attracted to Blake.

Then came conclusion number two. When we had kissed, I was sure. I was positive that he kissed me back. Blake had kissed me back after I had initially kissed him. So did he like it? I could've sworn he moaned against me as we kiss and surely, he did enjoy it.

So what now? My head was a mess and I kept thinking about it when suddenly the bell rang. My current class had ended, and I went straight for my locker. It was difficult operating with one hand and balancing my other books in my arm which was in a cast. As I opened the locker though, someone had pushed me against the locker.

"What's the matter one arm? Having a hard time with your books?" A guy said, his name was Bryce I think. He left laughing and my books were all scattered on the floor. I sighed and started to bend over so I could pick them up.

"Here let me help you Mikey."

I was surprised to see Blake bent over and picking my books for me. He wore a small smile and my heart suddenly fluttered. His use of the name Mikey just made my heart act more weird. WHY BLAKE?

"I know I'm supposed to not talk to you or anything but I thought you could use some help." Blake said as he handed me my books. "Well, see you later then.." he said sadly as he turned around. No, he was leaving already?

"Blake…. Wait.." I said hesitantly. He stopped but didn't face me. I didn't know what to say. Please talk to me again? that sounded desperate. "Thank you." I ended up saying. He nodded, still not facing me and he started walking. I sighed, what have I done? I alienated my possibly only one friend. I couldn't talk to him because for sure I knew he was gonna ask about the kiss and I feared I didn't have an answer for that.

The rest of the day was a blur and when lunch time came, I didn't know where to sit. I pushed my tray on the counter, making it slide along the way. I grabbed a strawberry cupcake and a carton of milk and placed them on my tray.

"Hey do you need help?" a voice called.

I turned over to see Maxfield standing beside me with a smile on his face.

"You're from Glee right? You're that Weisman kid." he said with a smirk. I nodded and he lifted my tray for me.

"Uhh.. thanks.." I said. He smiled at me and he led the way. He stopped by a table where Shanna, Ali, Nellie, Abraham and Tyler were seated. Everyone looked up at me as I stood there and Maxfield carefully place both of our trays down the table.

"Hey guys, mind if we join you?" Maxfield asked.

"Sure" it was Ali who replied smiling sweetly at us. I sat down next to Maxfield and picked on my cupcake with my left hand.

"So how's your arm?" Tyler asked me out of nowhere. "I mean, I'm just curious, does it hurt bad?" he asked.

"No, not anymore…." I said trying to give a small smile.

"How do you write? are you left handed?" Shanna asked. I felt like being put on a hot seat and was being interrogated.

"No, but I practiced writing with my left hand before, you can say I'm ambidextrous not that I'm being arrogant about it." I said.

"Ambi-what?" Abraham asked.

"Ambidextrous, it's being able to write with both of your hands skillfully." Nellie said. She was really pretty and I found myself staring at her for a tad too long than normal.

"Is there something wrong Michael?" Nellie asked as she saw me staring at her. I quickly shook my head and blushed at my foolishness. Nice move you idiot. I thought to myself. Nellie however just smiled at me fondly and that made me blush more.

"So guys, what song should we open with on Sectionals?" Shanna asked.

"Why not let Michael sing?" Nellie suggested.

"What? Me?" I asked.

"Uhh.. no clearly me since my name's Michael." Abraham said sarcastically. Everyone laughed and I bit my lip feeling a little embarrassed.

"Didn't we promise Blake to open the number?" Ali asked innocently.

"Maybe both of them could sing.." Nellie said with a smile on her lips.

Wait…What? Sing a duet? More importantly, sing with BLAKE? WHAT?! NO! I couldn't. We barely even talked to one another how much more sing with each other.

"That's a great idea." Shanna said smiling. NO. IT WAS A HORRIBLE IDEA.

"I don't think tha-" I started to say

"What's a great idea?" Blake said coming to the table with his tray.

"You and Michael open us up at Sectionals" Nellie said with a playful smirk.

"Oh.." Blake said as he eyed me, I stared at him meaningfully and I didn't know if he got the message. "That sounds cool." he said cooly. DAMN IT!

"Great, now you guys have to think of a song to open us with." Shanna said.

After lunch ended, we all went our separate ways. I had vacant period right now, I was walking in the hallway, heading for the library when a voice called me.

"Hey Mikey, wait up!" Blake said. Great. So much for my freedom. I turned to face him and tried to smile.

"I know I'm not suppose to talk to you or anything, but I just wanted to talk about our song…" Blake said as he talked more to the floor than to me. I kind of felt bad that it was my fault he wasn't talking to me. I sighed heavily and he looked at me in the eyes.

"Blake… what I said in the hospital, forget it.. I'm sorry if I acted that way… let's just put this behind us and start over." I said, trying to give him a reassuring smile. He started to smile too and I could see the sparkle in his eyes as he took in the news.

"I would really like that Mikey" he said and I couldn't help but smile at his using of our pet names.

"Glad you think so Blakey." I said.

We made our way to the choir room and luckily no one was here. No one except the piano guy that is. I took a seat in one of the red chairs and he sat across from me on the piano.

"So… any songs you want to sing?" Blake asked as he swung his legs back and forth.

"Does it have to be a love song?" I asked. He laughed at me and I flushed. DAMN IT . Why would I want to sing a love song with Blake?

"If you want to.." He said smiling. I narrowed my eyes at him and he started bursting out in laughter.

"I can rap you know." Blake said and I nodded. "Why not sing Stereo Hearts?" he asked.

"Okay.. " I said.

"Wanna run through the song?" Blake asked. I simply nodded and he smiled. "Cool. You start us off." I swallowed a lump in my throat and bit my lip, I was nervous on singing, even though I had sang in front of the Glee club. Somehow in front of Blake, alone, was that more nerve wracking. I gave the piano guy a look and he started with the note.

I started to sing then.

My heart's a stereo
It beats for your, so listen close
Hear my thoughts in every note

Make me your radio
Turn me up when you feel low
This melody was meant for you
Just sing along to my stereo

Blake smiled then he started too.

If I was just another dusty record on the shelve
Will you blow me off and play me like everybody else
If I ask you to scratch my back, could you manage that
Like it read well, check it Blakey, I can handle that
Furthermore, I apologize for any skipping tracks
This the last girl that play me left a couple cracks
I used to used to used to used to, now I'm over that
Cause holding grudges over love is ancient artifacts

I smiled as he danced his way in front of me. He started to rap again and we continued with singing the song as best as we could.

Oh oh oh oh So sing along to my stereo

I ended the song and the piano guy left us. We stared at each other breathless and at that moment, I could've just stared at him. Staying like that forever. I didn't Blake moved though and made his way to me. I started to freeze, what was he going to do? He bent over and kissed me. I froze as his lips found mine and I couldn't react. BLAKE FUCKING JENNER WAS KISSING ME.