Title: Deep Breaths.
Summary: When Merlin stops, it all catches up with him.
Spoilers: S1-3.
Warnings: Angst. A little depressing.
Merlin often complained that he never had time to stop. But the truth was that he didn't want to stop because when he did it all caught up with him.
Will. Freya. Balinor. The lies. The secrets. The pain, both past and yet to come. Once he started thinking things just kept washing over him. Drowning him until he felt as if the walls were pressing in on him and the emotion squirmed in his throat, choking him.
During these times he went to the lake. That beautiful lake where his beautiful Freya had died. There he could breathe again.
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Starts with a D: Thank you! I'm glad you thought it was funny. I'm always a little concerned about writing humour. Never seen that show, sounds funny though. Yes, maybe Lancelot will grow up, but then who would we mock? :) Thanks for reviewing! :D
