~A/N Okay so once again thank you for all the votes! So I have a decision now but before I bring that drama into the story I thought I would write a cute chapter since it is Valentines Day and all. I hope everyone has a wonderful day with your husbands/wives, boyfriends/girlfriends, dates or even yourself ^-^! For my own personal valentine's present for you guys is the first lemon of the story! Anyways enough of me talking here is the new chapter enjoy! ~

BPOV

I knew I was in a dream just by the simple fact that I was in Arizona and my mother was smiling right in front of me. She had her huge and lovely grin on her face and her hair was blowing in the wind. I smiled along with my mom and then all of a sudden someone grabbed my hand. I turned to see my loving Edward at my side. He looked at me and kissed my cheek and then we both turned to face my mother. I couldn't believe how big her smile was now. Even if this was a dream it made me smile because I knew if my mom was alive she would be happy that I was happy and in love. I just stared at my mom then to Edward. He was smiling at my mother too and I'm sure he would have loved to meet her. Suddenly my mom and disappeared and I woke up right away and sat up. I was so disorientated and surprised by just what happened that I had to close my eyes again to relax. I breathed then opened my eyes. I must have been asleep for a few hours because the sun was already starting to set. I turned to my side to see no Jake or Edward. I frown and got out of bed. I got out of bed and stumbled downstairs. Everyone was around the dinning room table eating pizza laughing. Edward noticed my present right away and got up. He took my hand and led me to the table. I sat in a chair right next to Edward and picked up a piece of pineapple and ham pizza. Right away I heard Emmett make a gross noise.

"Bella how the hell do you eat that nasty shit." Rose elbowed him right in the side.

"Emmett watch your mouth! Remember Jake is right here." He pouted his lip and gave Rose his puppy dog face and of course she went for it. I just giggled and continued to eat my pizza. After a few pieces of pizza and talks about football. Everyone started to get themselves ready to take off. I was in the kitchen cleaning plates and Edward came to my side.

"Hi love, sorry I didn't want to wake you up so I just let you sleep." I smiled and kissed him on the cheek.

"Thank you Edward." He rubbed the back of his head and then turned me around to face him.

"Bella I was wondering if you wanted to go on a date with me tomorrow?"

"Of course I would Edward." He grabbed my face gentle and kissed me on the lips. I of course responded back and kissed him back. It wasn't a hot kiss or a needy kiss but instead a sweet and gentle kiss. Like with everything, someone cleared their throat which broke the moment. I looked past Edward to see my father looking pissed off and his arms folded against his chest. "Sorry dad."

I walked Edward and the rest of the gang to their cars and hugged everyone. I went with Edward to his Volvo and kissed him goodnight. He told me that he would send his monster sister over tomorrow to get me ready for our date and that it was a surprise. I cringed at the idea of Alice dressing me up and treating me like a doll. I waved as everyone drove away. I walked back into the house to my father standing there. Oh great, looks like it is time for a talk and hopefully not the "talk". I sat on the couch and let out a sigh.

"Dad what do you want to talk about." He sat on the couch and looked at me.

"Bella, trust me I am happy that you are happy with Edward. He is a fine boy and I do approve of him but as your father I do have responsibilities to teach you." Oh my god! Someone save me please let me not have this talk with my father.

"Dad we just started dating please don't give me the sex talk. I took a sex ed class in freshman year. Please save us both the awkward and embarrassing talk. Please dad please." He looked down and sighed.

"Fine if you do know everything but just be safe okay? I have to drive Jake home so I will be back in a few." I went to Jake and gave him a kiss goodnight and helped him into my father's cruiser. Jake thought it was the coolest thing to drive in. Kid just wait till you a teenager and it will be embarrassing.

Once they were out of sight I went upstairs to my room and layed back on my bed. It was Saturday and it was only 8:25 at night. What the hell was I suppose to be doing? I wonder what Edward was going to do. I'm sure normally he would go to a party or hang out with someone…Oh my god what the hell was everyone going to think on Monday. Why the hell was I just now thinking about this! I was dating the high school "king" and quarterback and I wasn't even a cheerleader or part of the popular group. Shit shit shit! Breathe Bella. Why do you care what other people are going to think? Aren't you just happy you are with Edward? You both love each other and you guys are finally together. What was going on today? I was usually the calm and logical one but my inner thoughts were that this time, but she was right. I shouldn't care what the other students and possibly teachers thought about us being together. Instead of focusing on Monday, I should be focusing on tomorrow. I wonder what Edward was going to plan on doing. It wouldn't matter if it was just a date to Burger King, I would still be the happiest girl on the planet. I sat on my bed and picked up my guitar. I guess playing something would pass the time. It amazed that how fast time was pasting and how great everything was getting. I then decide to pick a song that made me express my feelings. I started to stroke the strings lightly and slow. I did this for a little then started to sing.

Waking up I see that everything is ok
The first time in my life and now it's so great
Slowing down I look around and I am so amazed
I think about the little things that make life great
I wouldn't change a thing about it
This is the best feeling

This innocence is brilliant
I hope that it will stay
This moment is perfect
Please don't go away
I need you now
And I'll hold on to it
Don't you let it pass you by

I found a place so safe, not a single tear
The first time in my life and now it's so clear
Feel calm, I belong, I'm so happy here
It's so strong and now I let myself be sincere
I wouldn't change a thing about it
This is the best feeling

It's a state of bliss, you think you're dreaming
It's the happiness inside that you're feeling
It's so beautiful it makes you wanna cry

It's a state of bliss, you think you're dreaming
It's the happiness inside that you're feeling
It's so beautiful it makes you wanna cry

It's so beautiful it makes you wanna cry

This innocence is brilliant, It Makes you want to cry
This innocence is brilliance Please don't go away
Cause I need you now
And I'll hold on to it, Don't you let it pass you by

I just smiled as I stroke the last string. I felt so happy as if I were in my own little happy place. I got up and headed for the shower. I took a long and relaxing hot shower and then slipped on some blue plaid pajama bottoms and a baby blue tank top. I brushed my teeth then washed my face and headed to my room. I looked on my and noticed my phone showed one miss call. I looked at the number and saw it was Edwards. I glanced at the clock and it was only 9:30. I dialed Edward back and he answered on the first ring.

Hi Bella love

Hello Edward, sorry I didn't answer I was in the shower.

It got quiet for a second… Edward are you still there?

Yeah I'm sorry just um never mind, so anyways I just wanted to tell you I had a wonderful time today and that I am going to send Alice over at 10am so you might want to get some sleep now. By the way Jake is such a cute kid, he is like the little brother that I would love to have

I'm glad you have such a great time. I will have to tell Jake that Uncle Ed wants him as a little brother I bet that would make him all hyper and happy. Anyways why so early?

It's a surprise but anyways you should be getting some sleep. I love you and goodnight

I love you too and you get some sleep yourself.

I waited to hear his head of the phone end but it didn't happen and I giggled.

Edward you hang up first.

Nope you first Bella

Edward, what is your middle name?

Anthony why?

Edward Anthony Cullen hang up and go to sleep

Not fair but I will let you have this win Swan…Night love.

Night Edward.

He kept his word and ended the conversation. I layed back in bed and for some weird reason I was actually still tired after my long nap today. I turned off my light and passed out once again.

I hate Alice and I'm about to kill her right now. First she wakes me up by throwing water on me and now she is treating me like a Barbie doll. First came throwing me in the shower and giving me a certain strawberry shampoo to wash my hair with. Next came putting my pale yellow sundress and handed me white 2 inched heals. I went to open my mouth and she glared at me. I slipped them on and sat down and let her attack my face. She put a light shade on pink lip gloss, mascara, and some peach color eye shadow. I closed my eyes as I let her tug and do my hair. Once my hair was done I looked and I was amazing. My makeup looked so natural and my dress was truly beautiful, and my hair was in a side ponytail with curls done within it. I twirled around and I just heard Alice gasp. She looked as if she was going to cry.

"Alice what is wrong?" She just giggled

"Nothing Bella, I am just proud of my work anyways lets get you downstairs. Edward has been waiting all morning for you and now it is time for the best date of your life." I rolled my eyes and smiled. I proceeded down the stairs and surprisingly didn't fall down them. There standing in the doorway was Edward in some light blue jeans and a long button white shirt. He is hair was pointing in every different and of course his emerald eyes were burning into my eyes. As I reached him he took my hand and kissed it. I blushed and look down. He used one finger and tilted my face to gaze once again into my eyes.

"Are you ready for our date?" I smiled and he took my hand and led me to his car. He opened my door and helped me in. Just before he was going to close the door he caused me to blush again. "Bella you look so beautiful." He then shut the door and walked to the driver seat and got in. He turned the radio so it was low but had gentle and low classical music on. I was still lost and had no clue or what to expect from this date. I just watched the view as we drove. We ended up driving away from the small town and more towards the woods. We reached an area covered with tons of trees and a small looking area to park. Edward parked and got out the car and helped me out. I just gazed all around me and I'm sure if anyone was looking at me they would have thought I was a kid seeing snow for the first time.

"Thank you so much Edward…this is so beautiful." He smiled and chuckled.

"Well we aren't at our destination. I hope you don't mind walking a little. I promise it won't be a far walk." I nodded and he took my hand and we followed a little dirt path. I just gazed at all the tall pine trees that surround us and then we reached the most beautiful sight I have ever seen. It was a large meadow full of wild flowers, daisies, violets, and so many other flowers I couldn't name. The sun was shinning perfectly over the space of the flowers and then I noticed a blanket, a picnic basket, and a radio. Edward once again began to guide us to the spot and then we reached it and I sat down.

"Edward this is so much…I don't even have words for what is going on right now. All I know is that I am so happy." He just smiled and kissed me on the lips and turned the radio to some classical music once again.

"Are you hungry?" I nodded and he handed me a container. I opened it to see a salad with tomatoes, carrots, ranch and sliced chicken. It smelled amazing and it made my stomach growl. I guess it was pretty loud because Edward started to laugh and I blush and took a bite. It tasted so much better than it smelled and I would have stuffed in down my throat in seconds if Edward wasn't by my side. He began to eat his and I just gaze around us. It seemed we were in our own little perfect world.

"Edward how did you find such a wonderful and amazing meadow?" He swallowed his food and smiled.

"Well, I actually found this place when I was in the 8th grade. I had gotten in a fight with my parents and decide to run away. I came stumbling around in the forest and came to this place. Right away I became calm and thought clearly. I stayed here for a few more moments then returned back to my parents and well over the years anytime I had problems or was upset, I came here and relax."

"I bet you took all kinds of girls here." Shit! Why did I have to say that?

"Nope…Bella you are the only person who knows this place. Not even my sister knows of this meadow." I was in complete shock. He was sharing one of his most private places and I was the only other soul on the planet that knew about it. I leaned over to him and kissed him. It was a gentle and sweet kiss. He then stopped the kiss and a smile spread across his face.

"What?" He stood up and held his hand out.

"Dance with me?" I took his hand. He started by wrapping one of his hands on my back and then took one of hands. I took my free hand and wrapped it around his waist. He then gentle and smoothly guided us around in a circle. He was humming the melody. It was going perfect until well my clumsy ass tripped on my own feet and fell backwards. I was thinking that I was going to hit the ground but my perfect Edward managed to keep me from falling. He just chuckled. "Maybe we should take a break. Want some dessert?" I nodded and we returned to the blanket. Edward pulled out green grapes and I tilted my head at him. "What? Grapes are delicious besides they are healthy." I just giggled and took a stem of grapes. I was chewing one and staring off in space when Edward threw one and it hit my cheek. I turned to him and he had the most playful look on his face I have ever seen.

"You are going to pay for that Cullen." He smiled and threw another and ran. I got up and ditched the heels and chased after him. I threw a bunch of grapes hitting him in the head. He stopped and turned to chase me. I turned and tried to out run him but that was like a zebra trying to outrun a cheetah. He caught me and we tumbled to the picnic blanket. He was on top of me and brushed all my hair out my face. I just blushed as he did that and he look deep into my eyes. He leaned down and kissed my lips. He started out gentle but I wanted more. I wrapped one of my arms against his back and my other hand went straight for his hair. I pulled his face more into mine and that caused him to get on the same page as me. I opened my mouth to let his tongue in and he didn't hesitate to get into mine as I didn't hesitate to get mine in his mouth. I moaned at the new kissing scene that was going on that I suddenly felt one of his hands sliding up my leg. His hand had reached my thigh and I let out another louder moan. Edward broke our kiss and looked at me. His eyes were darker than normal and then clearly read love and lust. He looked at me as if I were answering some silent question. I knew what that question was and I nodded my head. He took that nodded right away and started to unbutton his shirt. I watched as he did each button and then he finally took it off and put it off to the side. He took my hands and brought me up. He went from the bottom of my dress and began to pull it off. He slipped it past my head and he just stared at me. I just sat next to him in pink lace panties and a pale pink bra. I kind of felt embarrassed and I was a little lost. I blushed and looked down. He was very gentle and took a finger and turned my face to face his.

"Bella it's okay. We don't have to do anything that you don't want to do. I love you and I promise I will never hurt you okay?" I just nodded and let out a deep breathe. For some weird reason after he said those words to me I felt a lot more relaxed. I went back to kissing him and he broke our kiss once again. "Bella are you sure?" I smiled and nodded. He smiled and returned kissing. I felt his hands sliding up my back and then I felt them reach the back of my bra. He was able to pop it off right away. I gentle and without breaking out kissing to slip it off. I decide since he was going to help me undress that I should return the favor. I reach for his jeans and unbuttoned them. He noticed what I was doing and chuckle. I laid back and he stood up and reached into his pocket and pulled out a condom. He then dropped his jeans and holy shit this guy had a huge cock. It was sticking out of his boxers and I guess Edward heard me and chuckled a little. I returned to looking at his face and then he lowered himself so that he was right at my belly button. He slowly started to place kisses on my belly button and then he took one last glance at me and then returned to my panties and pulled them off. He let out a loud moan and it caused me to become even wetter than I was already. He didn't hesitate to pull of his boxers then. I got a full view of his amazing cock and it was huge. For some weird reason that scared the shit out of me. I was a virgin and that amazing cock might hurt the hell out of me. Edward met my gaze and let out an uncomfortable look and rubbed the back of his head as if he were embarrassed. I just giggled.

"Edward don't be embarrassed…I'm just um nervous and I know its going to hurt and well honey you are huge." He laughed and then relaxed and looked at me.

"Don't worry Bella…he will fit perfectly in you and I promise I will be gentle." I nodded and laid back down. I heard the sound of something tearing and I could only amuse it was the condom package. It got quiet for a second then I felt Edward moving over me. He was staring into my eyes and both his elbows were on the side of my face. He looked at me and it seemed like he was waiting for my signal to start. I smiled and kissed him. He kissed me and then I felt his cock at my entrance. Our kiss started to get deeper then he slowly started to slip it and holy shit did it hurt. I let out a loud cry. "Shh Bella...its okay…shh don't worry I am going to let you get use to it for a few." Even though I was in pain, I felt so good and full. I was feeling like I was on top of the world. I knew it was going to hurt but I wanted to keep going and I wanted more of Edward. I wrapped my leg around Edward's waist and he moaned loudly. He then looked into my eyes again and it was pure lust and I just nodded my head for him to go again. He then started to go in and out of my core. Holy shit did this feel amazing! I eventually met Edward's thrust and oh my god.

"Oh…Edw-shit!" With that he went faster. "Oh fuck!" I just kept shouting and moaning as Edward picked up the past. I suddenly felt something in my belly tighten up.

"Come for me baby come baby." Right as he slipped the words out I felt a release and I guess this was an orgasim.

"Oh fuck Edward!" He then trusted harder and I moaned and felt my toes started to curl up and the feeling returned to my stomach. How the hell was it possible to get another one right after another but hell I wasn't complaining.

"Bella...Fuck…Come again baby fucking come for me again!" Once again I came when he command.

"Edward!!" Holy shit I screamed his name.

"That's right baby, fuck I'm about to-" He buckled up from above me and I felt his orgasim. We rode out each others orgasims and he layed on my chest. Holy shit well that was something, I was so glad to experience. I couldn't hear anything just because my breathing was so loud. I then felt Edward pull out of me and I couldn't help but let out a whimper. I looked up to see Edward standing up and looking down to something red and then I noticed. There layed my evidence that I just lost my virginity. He then looked in my eyes and I just smiled. It seemed that my smile cause him to smile because he took off the condom and slipped on his boxers. He grabbed a blanket on the side of the picnic basket and layed next to me and covered me. I press my back to his chest and he whispered in my ear.

"I love you Bella." I giggled

"I love you Edward."

~A/N Yay the first lemon is now over! What did you guys think on the lemon? Please review and tell me how this chapter went I am shooting for 50 reviews! I know you guys can get me there so please review and tell me how this chapter went. Next chapter will be the start of the problem so be prepared guys! I will update on Wednesday. XOXO guys! ~

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