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chapter 11: statistic

"Spencer." William Reid replied. "Listen I so sorry about your mum. I want to be there for you, please just let me because I loved her to."

"Save it for someone who cares." Said reid, his voice full of venom and hatred. Without thinking he ran, ran to the stairs, heading towards his hotel room. His father was one of the last people he wanted to see let alone share his grief with. After slamming the door shut, spencer sunk to his knees. His body started violently shaking and he let out the tears he'd been holding in all day. A mix of pure hate and grief filled him and all he wanted most was his mother.

The team stood there in silence. Reid's reaction wasn't a surprise at all.

"Garcia would you care to take out to the coffee shop." Hotch finally spoke up, his voice full of authority.

"Yes sir." Garcia said, knowing not to argue. She quickly led out of the hotel, leaving the others to discuss freely.

"Who the hell invited him!" Emily cried once Garcia was out of sight."Do you know how much better he was doing"

"Emily you need to calm down." Hotch stated.

"Emily it was me who rang him." Rossi admitted. "Reid asked me to at the park yesterday, however I did not tell him to come to the hotel. How he knew where we were staying I'm still unsure of." Emily just nodded her anger had subsided but it was not completely gone.

"What are we going to do about Reid, I mean shouldn't one of us go after him?" Morgan suggested.

"I'll go." JJ offered quickly. She felt guilty because she felt that she wasn't there for him as much as she should of been.

"Fine, but don't push him to much." Warned Hotch. JJ quickly acknowledged her boss and turned in the direction of Reid's room. As she reached his door she contemplated what to say and how best to comfort her friend. She was about to retreat completely when she heard quiet sniffles coming from behind the door.

"Spence?" JJ knocked gently."Listen it's just me, I just want to know your okay. I'm sure you want answers to why your dads here, I know I would."

With that, JJ heard shuffling from inside the room. The door clicked open and JJ entered cautiously. Reid had done a good job controlling his anger as the only damage done was clothes and books thrown on the floor. Spencer however was a completely different story. His face was red and blotchy and his eyes were very bloodshot. He constantly sniffled trying to hide the fact he'd been crying.

"Spence, you okay?" It was a stupid question but JJ couldn't help but ask it. Spencer just nodded.

"Listen take a seat in the bed and I'll explain as much as I can." JJ said pointing towards his bed. Spencer sat down straight away, he just desperately wanted to know the reason why his father was here.

"I don't know if you remember but last night when Rossi and Morgan found you, they said that you needed to call your father. At first you didn't want to but Rossi said that he would do it for you and you agreed. Rossi called him last night after you left the hospital and he came down straight away because he wanted to say goodbye to your mum to. When he was done he asked how you were, everyone told him that you were fine because we all knew you didn't want to talk to him and he left soon after that." JJ spoke, reid just nodded to show that he understood or remembered. "Anyway, when you and Emily went out for lunch he just turned up at the hotel. We all asked what he was doing here but he said he was here to see you. He didn't answer how he knew we were staying here just that he wanted to see you." JJ finished.

"Well tell him I want nothing to do with him." Reid spoke up still sniffing. He felt slightly conflicted though, as much as he hated his father for leaving him and his mother, he didn't want to lose another parent.

"What's wrong spence, I know there's something else." JJ said motherly, she knew that something else was eating at him. Knowing that he couldn't hide much from JJ he decided to tell her how he really felt.

"It's just that as much as I hate him for what he's done, I really don't want to lose another parent." His voice cracked as he spoked and tears started to well up in his eyes.

"Ooh spence come here." JJ said bringing him into a hug. Reid fought desperately to contain the many tears he just wanted to let flow, but he had promised himself not to break down again.

"You do know that we are all your family spence. No matter what we will always be there for you. Just think about it, hotch is like the father stern but always caring about the welfare of us. Morgan's like the immature older brother who is constantly winding everyone up but he will always look out for his family. Emily's like the sister who is always there for you and will cheer you up no matter what, Garcia is like the crazy aunt absolutely nuts but we all love her. Rossi is like the grandfather, key to all knowledge but speaks sense into you when you need it the most. Don't you see spence, you've got us." JJ smiled.

This is when spencer realized that although he'd lost his mum it didn't mean he'd lost his only family. Out of nowhere his face felt very wet. He realized he was crying and heavily. He quickly dried his eyes hoping JJ hadn't seen him break.

"Sssh spence it's okay to cry you know." JJ said soothingly.

"It's not, I promised myself I wouldn't." Spencer spoke his voice barely audible.

"Oh don't be silly your as bad as Will. The other day one of the officers and him got into an argument. It got out of control and the officer ended up telling Will that he hoped that his dad rots in hell. Will punched him and got sent home for the day. Anyway he was really upset and trying to be a man he wouldn't cry, but you know what when he finally did he felt so much better." JJ said. Reid did feel better for crying but he knew that if he started he wouldn't be able to stop. But as hard as he tried to hold it in he couldn't and soon his whole body shock as he sobbed into JJ's arms.

JJ had been in Reid's room for an hour and hotch was beginning to worry. William Reid had already returned with Garcia and was determined to see his son. As hard as the team tried to stop him he wouldn't leave the lobby. Hotch decided he had waited long enough and made his way up to Reid's room telling the team to keep William Reid busy. When hotch reached Reid's hotel room he waited outside and listened to see if JJ needed his assistance.

"I'm sorry." Came Reid's voice from inside the room. He was sniffling a lot and his voice was weak.

"Don't worry about it. Do you feel better now." JJ replied. Hotch assumed he had nodded because she carried on. "Good, now lets get you cleaned up. You don't have to see your dad today."

"It's fine, I think I should get it over." Reid spoke his voice a bit more clearer. Hotch took this as his chance to knock.

"One second." Cried JJ. As she opened the door she was a little surprised to see Hoth of all people.

"I was just checking that everything was all right, you've been up here for an hour." Hotch stated.

"I'm so sorry, I must of lost track of time." JJ said apologetically. Hotch knew that Reid must of been bad if JJ had been comforting him all the time they'd been up here.

"Oh hey Hotch." Reid said awkwardly. His eyes were puffy and his voice sounded nasal from the crying he had done. "Um is my dad still down there?" Reid asked his eyes glazing over slightly. It hurt Hotch to see how upset reid was, but he knew he had to act strong for him.

"He won't leave as hard as we've tried." Hotch replied.

"That's good I think I should speak to him." Reid replied, he was still obviously upset but was trying his best to hide it.

"Well when your ready we can take the elevator down."

"I'd prefer to take the stairs, did you know there are 20-30 elevator fatalities per year. I'd rather not risk it." Reid said mechanically.

"Man I've missed your statistics." JJ joked, both her and hotch were happy that their young genius wasn't completely broken.