I flew happily into Edward's room. It had been maybe a week since he confessed that he missed the human me, but he couldn't deny that I rocked this way too!
I yelped as I entered, wondering why my vampire was lying face-down on the floor. "Edward?"I asked. He didn't move. I wasn't mad at all, so had I accidentally killed him? I thought I was getting the hang of this, after Emmett had repeatedly teased me...but I tried reviving him, anyway. It didn't work.

"Alice?"I whispered, and she was there immediately. She gasped as her eyes glazed over and she was apparently having a vision. She soon came back to the present, gasping with panic, it seemed. Her eyes were wide and terrified, as she stared at me.

"What?"I asked in a major whisper. She shook her head, seeming too upset to think. I called the rest of the family in there after five minutes of Alice's panicy eyes and Edward not moving a centimeter.

"Bella!!"Alice gasped finally, staring around at all the anxious and confused faces of the family, as if just noticing they were here. "Edward...Victoria...oh, no!!"

I heard Victoria's name, and all the Cullens dropped to the floor by my side. "Oops..." As I revived them, they all stood back up--except for Edward.

"BELLA!! Victoria has a unique power that causes the creature of her choice to...die when she dies, it's not affected by any other powers!"Alice said this all in a rush, something only a vampire could understand. And I understood, of course.

"No! Alice, he's not...gone?"I asked, although the answer was obvious. But what shocked me was when Alice shook her head and said quietly, and camly, "No. There's a way that we can bring him back."

"Oh,"I sighed in relief, then in an excited voice,"Well then, how?!"

"That's the thing: I didn't see that part."Alice looked down at her shoes in a sad way. Everyone just stood there with slightly sad expressions on their faces. I had a feeling Jasper was using his power on everyone right now, but it didn't work on me.

"ALICE!! NO, no, It CAN'T BE TRUE!!"I screeched.

She took a deep breath and tried to cheer me up, using a small smile. "True love's, um, 23rd kiss?"

I wasn't laughing...(It had been way more than 23, though!) "No, really!! Alice, there has to be something!"

"All we can do is wait,"It was Carlisle's voice this time, probably not even needing Jasper's influence on the calm.

"BUT--!"I objected, and Rosalie interrupted. "Just till Alice has a visions. And, DAMMIT JASPER stop it; I'm NOT in the mood for calm right now." Jasper must have stopped, because everyone suddenly had horrid expressions on their faces, and they were all arguing and dry sobbing, and panicing, calling Edward's name for him to answer, with no success.

I turned and sped out of the room, halting out in the woods near the house. I felt warm liquid on my face, and smelled the salt water. I was shocked, but I put a hand on my cheek to find that I was, indeed, crying. With tears; something a vampire couldn't do. What was happening?

I sat down on my bottom and pulled my knees up to hide my face in them, sobbing uncontrollably: with tears, I might add. I heard him then, and that smell washed over me again, the one to make me gag and sob harder.

"Bells?!"Jake ran at human speed over to me, squatting in front of me. "Bells, what's wrong? What did they do?"

I didn't lift my head, but mumbled, "It's...no, it can't...he...d-dead-d-d...Stupid vampire...And now I'm...c-crying...a-and..."I couldn't get in many words with my sobbing, and Jake was still oblivious, but he tried to comfort me nonetheless.

"Bella, tell me what happened, please,"he said in the most gentle voice I've ever heard him use, and he put his stenching arms around me. He pulled my hair back so my head was tilted upward, facing him. It was soaked with tears, I could tell from the feeling, but my eyes were probably still the same, not puffy or even red, and my face was probably still as pale and vampiric as ever.

"You're crying? Is that it? Are you...a defect?"he whispered, as if I might be ashamed at that thought. I shook my head, still facing him, and said in the most hamanely possible voice I could manage at the moment, "I'm not a defect. I don't know what's wrong with me, but that's not even the point." I told him about Edward, and Victoria's new-found power.

Jacob looked slightly troubled, and we sat in silence for a minute. I stood up suddenly, not really realizing, and dashed away, hearing Jacob yell after me in a shocked voice. I stopped in front of a random tree and put my hands against it.
"GODAMMIT!!"I growled, punching the tree, causing a hole in the tree. I growled further, and it seemed that I had quite a temper: I lifted the tree up from the ground with one hand and flung it across the forest, knocking down a line of trees it bumped into. I ignored it and stood against another tree, and put my hands around it, gripping it and digging my nails into the tree trunk and scratching them down it. I sighed and slunk down to the ground, leaning against the tree, growling, as the sun went down. The darkness soon engulfed me, and tears were still streaming down my vampire face, still a mystery that I didn't want to solve at all right now. The silence was horrible, pressing in on me along with the complete darkness. I must be really far from anywhere, because with my vampire hearing and vision, I would usually see a small light, or hear something. But no. Nothing. It started raining, and, although the trees were blocking any light from the moon or anything, the rain fell through the trees, all around me. But not on me, I was sitting under a branch, protected from it.

I heard, and smelled, a deer crossing by, and then it went silent. I sighed angrily when I let it keep going. It seemed that whenever I was in anyone's life, I cause hurt, and death. The deer, Edward, Edward's family...my family.

"Bella?" I snapped my head up and heard a familliar voice. "Guys! I smell her, she's over here."

"Jasper, c'mon!"That was Alice.

"I...I don't think so. It's uncomfortable,"mumbled a voice: Jasper. I knew he meant that my emotions were uncomfortable. I was beyond angry, beyond grief, I was just a big jumble of bad feelings about myself, and sad feelings about Edward. I heard them keep walking closer to me, but not Jasper.

"Bella..."whispered a voice. It was Rosalie, she was next to me in a flash, hugging me hard and then sniffing the air around me, no doubt smelling werewolf. But then she touched my cheek, and the tears. "Bella? What is that...stuff...on your face...um."

"What is it?! Bella?!"Alice asked, on my other side.

"I smell dog,"commented Emmett.

"It's...tears. I'm c-crying,"I answered. I knew that Esme and Carlisle weren't with them. They must have been back at home.

"That's impossible, hun,"Alice said sweetly, as if afraid to say anything to make me mad or offended.

"Shut up, Alice. That doesn't really matter right now. Bella, Esme and Carlisle are getting on a plane right now."Rosalie informed me. I was definitely surprised.

"Why?"I asked, finally coming out of the little depression-not-talking-very-much-uninterested-ness.

"They're going to Italy. They don't want any of us coming with them so that's why they left when we came out here to find you."

Wow. I had just become part of their family a few weeks ago, and already they knew me too well. But at least there was hope--the Volturi would help. Right? They would know what to do. I hope.

"Come on Bella, let's go in,"Alice said. "I bet you wanna relax inside, and get cleaned up." It was true, I was muddy and gross.

"Well, we never really expected you would come this far, how long have you been out here?"Emmett asked.

Well, I hadn't thought it was that far away... "I've been here ever since about 4..."I muttered.

"Dang girl, you're fast!"Even at a time like this, Emmett could joke, and I had to crack a tiny smile, before remembering why I was out here, being comforted and held by everyone here; not Edward. I stood up suddenly and walked at human pace the way I could smell that we'd come from.

"Do you want to get there before next year?"Emmett asked, implying that I should go vampire speed. I muttered in response, "Shut up Emmett," which was followed by a boom and a satisfied smirk went across my face before disappearing again. He was laying motionless at my feet, but I couldn't stand it anymore: I would use my power for good, not torturing Emmett (Same thing though, right?) after seeing the scene of Edward...So I sighed as he sprang up again and said, "That was NOT funny!!" I muttered a "Yes it was" under my breath before speeding off toward the house. I saw the light, meaning we were near. I couldn't hear the others anymore, and I finally stopped under the moonlight of the front yard. I turned around to wait for my siblings, and they slipped out of the trees finally, walking past me into the house. All except Jasper. He stopped near me and, after everyone had gone inside, he gave me a look and said, "I'm sorry."

"There's nothing to apologize for!"I insisted. He shook his head, continuing. "No, really. I can't help it, I have to. And I want you to know I'll do whatever I can to get Edward back. Believe it or not, we all really care about you."

"Thanks, Jasper,"I replied, not really able to smile.

"I don't know how you can block my power, but you can. But I still know how you're feeling, and that really...made me feel awkward around you earlier. Don't do anything as reckless as Edward; you'll regret it. And don't think that: you do deserve us, and it's not the end. We won't throw you out if Edward's not here."

"I thought Edward was the mind-reader...and he can't even read my mind,"I joked halfheartedly; of course Jasper knew exactly how I was feeling, and it wasn't so good...

"That's what you're feeling." and with that, Jasper continued on to the house.


Yup. So, Bella does have a bit of a temper...and the next chapter I'll do a short-ish one of what happened when she left. So, yeah. Ooh, she just totally left Jake!! Not good. Anyway, what's up with the tears? Hmmm...you'll find out -if you review- -wink wink-
Oh yeah! When she was clawing that tree...that was experience. When I'm mad, I claw stuff like crazy. Sometimes it's a table, my friend's hand...(she really hates me for that, it hurts!)

This was the dream I had, but stretched...the dream was mainly Edward got somehow killed by the already dead Victoria and Bella was sad and they went to the Volturi to find the "cure" (No it's not True love's 23rd Kiss) and it was somehow sadder in my head, when I was dreaming...Then again, my dreams make me end up crying a lot when I wake up...There's just something that you can't really put into words, y'know, on this fan fic...Ok Good-bye good people...See ya

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