I turned over to where I was laying on my back with belly showing and looked up at him. He smiled at me in a very sweet way, I wish he would smile at me like that if he saw my true form, not cat, not human, but my own personal self. Probably not, he would probably be disgusted just like everybody else. This made me sad, Tatima is the only one who has ever accepted me, I showed some of my other friends before let's just say we weren't friends after that. I stretched out and did a nice yawn before getting back up. Sebastian seemed fascinated by all of this, weird guy must really like felines. I got up and looked at him, he held out his hand. What? Oh yeah the watch! I did a semi-circle around where I had lain before finding it. I picked it up and put it on his hand. He looked confused and it took me second to realize my mistake, Crap! I picked it up with my paw! That's a very human thing to do, I turned to see how he was taking it.
"Yes, I will never understand cats, such beautiful creatures."
He complimented me. Even if he can never see my true form at least there's no harm in coming in a feline form. I put my butt in the air and my front crouched down, he sensed my playful mood and got up. Only to be pushed down by me as I pounced on him, he was easily taken down since he was unaware. I took that opportunity to kiss him, so I licked his right cheek. Then got up to act as if that was something normal, he had a shocked expression when he got up and slowly touched his cheek. Then he took his pocket watch out, I couldn't tell what he was doing. I saw a lighting bug, I pounced on it. Then it was gone almost half way across the yard, I leapt after it, only for it to get away again. I was at it for at least ten minutes then I ran into Sebastian, he wasn't even phased on how I hit him, he just kept moving his watch. I realized it was not a lighting bug but a reflection of the sun. Wow. I can't believe I actually fell for that. Angry at my on stupidity I sat down in front of him showing I was done. He then decided to take his gloves off, I saw one with a circle and a star in the middle of it, also lots of weird detailed things around it that looked ancient. Wait isn't that the sign of the devil! So he's a demon! I've only ever met a demon once before and he was rutheless! He reached his hand toward me and I flinched away and shut my eyes. Afraid of what he'll do to me, I'm no match for a demon!
I then felt a soft pet behind the ears and on my head, I opened my eyes to see him smiling lovingly at me. Who was I kidding? This was Sebastian a guy who loved cats and likes to tease people and be a little devilish, but he was not like the one I met all those years ago. I relaxed into his petting and he moved onto my back and belly and soon I was purring louder than I ever had before. I was super enjoying myself, when the darkness faded in. I woke to the sunset it was pink and red and yellow, "This always reminds me of blood baths."
He looked over at me and continued, "I usually kill around this time of day if I don't have any master, it always seemed like the best time. When people were just waking up and going about their business, but if there's a cat nearby I won't kill because I hate to see their pretty silk fur covered in red."
He looked me strait in the eyes as he said, as if it was common sense, this making the chills go up and down my spine. I realized that he is what he is, a killer and nothing can ever change that. I then darted into the forest not wanting to stay another minute longer, I ran as fast as possible not caring how much energy it took out of me, I didn't care to put on that nightgown in the tree I just jumped though the window and ran to the bathroom ordering Gregory to get a bath ready. He was shocked to see me naked and filthy but he complied and did not ask questions, that's what I love most about him. Once ready I slipped into it and I ordered to be alone, I let the grim come off as I soaked and just tried to relax but that failed as the first few tears slipped out. I then did my best to have silent sobs. I kept thinking of last night and this morning wondering why I hurt so much. I realized it soon enough my feline side is more dominate and I've been giving in to it lately and my cat part loves him. So it was only a matter of time till my human part did. No. That's wrong, my true self loves him and that isn't going to change. Him being a killer is also not going to change. So what now do now, come forward confront the problem and get over it and make him love me? Or do I disappear and stop everything here?