A/N: Okay, so I have had such an awful year for Fanfiction, I could not for the life of me add documents onto my doc manager and it was killing me that I was leaving you guys hanging so for that I am eternally sorry. I literally just realized I safari on my mac wont let me post it so I had to download Google chrome… Anyway, I hope you guys are still interested enough to continue reading and maybe leave me a lovely review!

7x03 Clear & Present Danger

She looked around at the concoction he made of their bedroom. Pots and pans and basically anything metal in the loft. She had to admit she was surprised he was able to make something like this. She followed him with her eyes the whole time he did it. Watching his talented fingers tie up the pots and string together lines of clattering metal. But now he was finally done and she was impressed.

"What?" He asked, a little exhausted and she has to smile.

"You just kinda make nerdy… sexy." She says and suddenly feels the electricity come alive in her body and she wants him.

"It's true. Where were we?" He jumps on the bed and she turns the lights off joining her fiancé in a mess to get his clothes off. She rocks against him as his hands finish the buttons on his shirt and he shrugs it off before pulling hers above her head leaving her in her bra. She smiles when their lips reattach because it has been way too long. She missed his hands mapping out her back and legs as if memorizing the shape. The way e twists his mouth that almost always gets him a moan from her. She missed his weight on her. The familiar heated breath against her stomach as he travels down to relieve her of her pants. The achingly slow way he unzips her pants and drags them off her legs. She missed the feeling of him continuing back up her legs placing random kisses before he stopped just where she wants him. Suddenly Kate feels hot tears coming out of her eyes strolling down the side of her face. No. she thinks. Not now. Not when we just got started. She takes a deep breath to calm herself down. It's okay, he's not going anywhere, she tells herself but after fifteen seconds Castle moves up her body. "Kate, please don't cry. I'm here. Right here. I'm never leaving again, I promise… Kate, stay with me." He cradles her face and allows his weight to press against her letting her know he's here, always. He kisses her tears away and finally kisses her mouth and she responds instantly.

"I'm sorry, Castle. I'm okay. Just keep going, please." He kissed her one last time before removing her black underwear leaving both of them bare to each other.

For the first time in over two months.

"Kate, I'm sorry but I need to know. Have you… since?" She knew what he was asking immediately.

"No, Castle. I couldn't do it. I tried but gave up after the first month because it brought me nothing but pain." Castle holds back tears not wanting to break too and kisses her, the love of his life, his better half. Kate missed him and would give anything for him… to have him. She reaches to and grasps his manhood in her hand, feeling the familiar tremble that runs through him. She slowly strokes him while they continue the assault on each other's lips. Finally Castle pulls away and keeps his eyes closed focusing so he does not finish before they've even started. Kate finally stops and Rick guides himself to her entrance, keeping his eyes locked with hers. Keeping her arms wrapped around his neck Kate feels him slowly push into her inch by inch until her is fully sheathed inside of her. She automatically feels the tightness she hasn't felt since their first night together. The twinge of pain mixed with pleasure that lets her know it's real. He slowly kisses up her neck to her lips whispering 'I love you' into her ear.

"Ready?" He looks into her eyes with nothing but love and compassion for her.

"More than ever." She says and he pulls out nearly all the way before slowly pushing back in. "Harder Castle, I'm not gonna break, I promise." She says into his ear and he chuckles. This time he pushes harder into her receiving a groan from the goddess below him and set a rhythm with her meeting his every thrust. Kate wraps her legs around his back and encourages him to go faster. They know that after two months they both won't last long and that there will be time for slow later.

Kate tried over the past two months to give herself an orgasm but failed miserably every time. She would wake up from a dream of making love with Castle only to start crying when she touched herself. It brought nothing but pain to attempt to pleasure herself when she knew it would be nothing without Rick.

Soon, Kate feels the pressure build and wants Castle right there with her so she quickly flips them leaving him on his back and her straddling him. She missed this too, being able to take his breath away. Being spontaneous with him. She begins a punishing rhythm sliding him in and out of her, with her palms on either side of his head. Castle watches her glide over him, her breasts right above him and he can't help but reach up and mold his hands to their perfect shape, she groans and Castle pulls on her nipples pushing her closer to the edge. Her hips rock and grind against his fast and hard and Castle's hands then gravitate to her hips, not controlling just steadying. He loves her in control. He feels her peach ass in his hands and squeezes giving him one extra firm thrust that forces him a little deeper. He knows she is extremely close and wants to be the one to deliver it to her.

Castle slows her down before turn them over so he is back on top. She accepts it knowing he feels the need to give her the orgasm. He kisses her softly before slamming his manhood deep into her and receives a cry of his name. He smiles at that and continues his deep thrusts. He pulls her left leg up and onto his shoulder to get a better angel and she feels it immediately. He kisses her knee and goes back to thrusting into her. When she is back on that edge he slips his hand down to work her clit, giving her the extra push.

"Kate, I've got you. I'm right behind you. I love you Kate. Let go, babe." His words are all it takes to push her over the edge spiraling into an earth-shattering orgasm that has him pumping his seed into her seconds after, finally giving them that connection that they've missed. Kate comes down from her high with her eyes still locked with his. He kisses her softly. "I love you so much Kate, I promise I'm not going anywhere." She keeps him on top of her just wanting to feel that connection a little longer to make it as real as possible. He's back. Finally.

"I love you too Castle." She whispers in his ear, running her fingers through his hair. "I fucking love you so much, I cannot live without you. I won't survive." She is nearly crying again but she stops herself. There is no need for tears anymore. Only love.

"You won't need to Kate because I am staying by your side until we are both old and graying. You will never lose me again; I will be with you, always."

A/N: So I wrote this pretty soon after the episode aired because obviously that seen couldn't just be left how it was. I'd love reviews on what you thought or my twitter is LilyMcGrath47 if you wanna contact me on there

~Lily