Junjo Romantica/Terrorist/Egoist
A STALKING HORROR. -inspired by a dream. for a friend.
a/n: Oh yeah! Two chapters done in a day! AWESOME!
warning: two dudes doing stuff coming along. but, this IS junjo romantica, so i guess no warning is needed. dont get too excited people, cause like its not a lot. picture a half-way job. yeahp, a half-way job. xD
Chapter Eleven: Broken.
Katsuo led us into a rather large bathroom and locked the door as I walked in. I could feel my whole body turn red and go warm as he pulled his shirt up.
D-do you really have to lock the room?
"So how is it? Is there a cut there? I can feel something there," Katsuo mumbled with a smile. With my whole face red, I shook my head 'no'. He looked so well built, wouldn't be surprised if he headed to the gym every day. Why, he could easily overpower me if he wanted to. Hey, w-why'd that thought make my face get even warmer.
"Hey Yuusuke," he pulled his coat down and walked a little too close to me, so close he had me leaning over the rather large whites ink," what were you going to tell me at the bus?"
Oh right, I totally forgot. But, how coudl I tell him now now that I know he look sup to me for comfort?
"I . . . . I was-"
"Oh, and one of my friends asked if you liked a girl cause he's noticed you've been wearing very tight and, well, showy clothes!" Katsuo exclaimed. His smile was getting to me. My throat itching to tell him.
"I have to go!" I exclaimed as I went for the doorknob. Then, he grabbed my shoulder and turned me around to give me a kiss on the cheek.
"W-WHAT?" I exclaimed obviously overwhelmed. I felt myself stumble as I pushed him away and slid on the floor agains the door. My whole face was red. I felt my lungs starting to struggle to breathe, overwhelmed.
"Your face is red. Why is it red? Is it because your in love with me? Is that why you let me stick around you? Is that why you never told me to get away from you?" Katsuo asked me with a serious voice as he leaned over me, sliding his hand on my neck.
"N-no, I . . . I-!" My face redened as he croutched down and leaned closer to me.
"Yuusuke, I love you," he said with a low, seductive voice and frown.
"I DO TOO!" I screamed. realizing what had come out of my mouth, I covered it. How could I just blurt out something like that?
"You do? Well, I can tell by your redened face. That is so cute, admitting it so fast," he whispered in my ear as he leaned closer into me, sliding his hand under my white coat.
"Ahhh," I heard myself moan. I wanted to grab his hand and take it out of my shirt but, I never realized how much my body wanted to be touched by him.
"You sound so cute," he whispered as he then slicked his tounge on the left side of my neck, shoving the gray fur of my white coat down more. I slid one of my trembling hands that was in the air now against his chest as my legs slid to the side of his body that leaned closer and closer to mine.
This is it? Was it this easy to tell someone you loved them and they love you back and skip to action like this?
"Yuusuke, want to take this somewhere else?" He asked in a low voice. I could hear his voice panting and growing warmer, lusting to touch me more.
"B-but Katsuo, y-you can't love me. I thought you . . . you wouldn't be interested and now . . ."
I then felt his free hand grab me in the most obvious and most warm part in my body. I moanded even lower. I was all new to this, I didn't know whether I should make it obvious I was enjoying this or not. I didn't understand what was happening down there either. The feeling in my pants under his delicate hand just grew warmer and warmer and . . . wetter? My body loved what he was doing, wanted more actually.
Here it is, my body responding to his touch and voice and everything. Is this us, having sex? Are we about to have sex?
I was so simple. So pure minded honestly. Never in my life had I had a wet dream or masturbated or even thought such responses of the body existed. As I placed both my hands on his shoulders, I heard rustling in the shower, behind the black curtains. I out of habit tried to peak over Katsuo's shoulder. That is until I felt him slide my black tight pants's zipper open.
"N-no!"
"This is your first time, huh? How cute, I get a virgin," Katsuo huffed as he then slid both of his long, strong arms around my small slender body and pressing me against him.
Is this it? My first time 'doing it'? In a stranger's bathroom in the middle of the night with the man I've fallen hard in love with without even knowing for real?
No, something's wrong. This is too perfect.
"OHMYGOD KATSUO! STOP! THAT'S ENOUGH!" I heard a loud, laughing voice scream. The both of us turned around as we saw seven guys, all of Katsuo's little entourage, step ou tof the shower curtains and start laughing from all they've held. One of them held a camera.
"Smile cute virgin!" The guy exclaimed as he waved at me in a girly way poiting the camera directly at me. I was horrified. My eyes grew wide.
"What?" Katsuo exclaimed as he stood up, covering me from the camera's view.
"Y-you guys said you'd be in the bedroom!" Katsuo exclaimed with an upset voice.
"Its alright Katsuo. We got all the film we needed. We'll pay you after we've collected all the money that was betted. We're gonna be so loaded!" The boy yelled. The whole small group high-fived each other. I felt my eyes start pouring tears. I found myself mute. I found myself paralyzed. I found myself deceived. I found myself heart-broken.
"Yuusuke-!"
"GET AWAY!" I screamed in anger as I shove the door open, fling his arms away from mine and head into a room across the bathroom. I locked myself in there and turned on the lights.
"Yuusuke! YUUSUKE WAIT!" Yeleld Katsuo banging on the doors.
"You used me! You became friends with me and used me! You got me to trust you with yoru sappy story and now- now . . . you've ruined me! How could you!" I yelled thru tears as I, with a shaking hand, pulled my zipper up and reajusted my coat.
"I really . . . . I really like you," I utter as I touched the red throbbing bruises on my neck.
I still like you, you horrible bastard! You hear that? I'm still in love with you!
"No Yuusuke! You got it all wrong! I-!"
I open the window and start climbing out onto a tree nearby. As I slid down the tree, I hear a burst of yells come from inside the house. The guys were probably showing them all the video. I swipped my eyes with my sleeve and just start running. Running and running down the street as fast as I can heading home. I couldn't even bear calling my parents to pick me up, I didn't want them or anyone to see me in this pathetic state. How can everything change in just 5 minutes? How can my life change in just one month?
As I ran, I felt my lungs failing on me to breathe. They refused to. I collapsed on a large plot of empty land between two deserted houses on the cold grass. I turned my face to the dark, star dotted sky. I was so full of sadness and so humiliated, I didn't even try to take in deep breathes or reach for my inhaler in my pocket. I just wanted to let nature decided whether I live or die struggling to breathe. I closed my eyes, and felt myself go cold.
a/n: Well, more intense stuff wil happen later so dont worry~. i love my OCs. hmm, i've been wondering about the name i should give them. there's terrorist, romantica and egoist. hmm, i will think about this, i want them to have a name! oh and Nowaki, Katsuo's friend, is not the same Nowaki as the one married to Hiroki. Just clearing that up. Thought there is a reason I named him that way. review!
