Kat's POV

She's got a smile that it seems to me, Reminds me of childhood memories

Where everything was as bright as the bluest sky,

Now and then when I see her face, She takes me away to that special place

But if I stared too long, I'd probably break down and cry.

I'm sitting back in my seat on a minibus, looking at the scenery going past whilst listening to Taken By Trees version of Sweet Child O' Mine on my iPod. I love the woman's soft voice singing along to the much lighter version of the song and I smile lazily to myself when I feel Lily getting comfy in her sleep. Her head is resting on my shoulder and she moves her arm so it rests lightly across my stomach. She's adorable when she's sleeping and I can't help but watch her whenever she's fast asleep. I somehow manage to pull my gaze from her and look back out of the window.

Ohhhh, oh, oh, Sweet child o' mine,

Oh, oh, oh, oh Sweet love of mine.

Her hair reminds me of a warm safe place, Where as a child i'd hide

And pray for the thunder and the rain, To quietly pass me by.

And she's got eyes of the bluest skies, As if they thought of rain

I'd hate to look into those eyes, And see an ounce of pain...

I'm lost in my own thoughts that I don't notice Kaya talking to me until I see her waving her hand in front of me. "What the-" I pull out my headphones and face her, confused.

She looks as me, grinning. I'm sure that every time we film Skins, she turns more into her character. She continues to stare and I feel rather paranoid under her gaze. Then she looks down at Lily, sleeping on my side. Shit. She looks back and smiles. "You two seem rather cosy."

"What?" I hear Megan and before I know it, she appears next to Kaya. Two little heads above their seats facing me.

"Oh, I was just saying that Loveless and your sister seem very cosy together." She raises an eyebrow at me, knowingly.

"Oh, right, yeah. Whatever." Meg says and disappears behind her seat again, seeming more interesting in her own iPod and magazine.

I hate the way Kaya is staring at me and I feel myself blushing. Me and Lily decided to keep our relationship quiet as i'm not ready to deal with the backlash that it may occur with not only our friends and family, but also our fans. The press aren't always the nicest people in the world when it comes to these sort of things either. I mean, look at what happened to Lindsey Lohan! So we've decided to have some fun and keep it quiet for a little while. We've not been together for a full week anyway.

"You can talk to me, you know Kathryn." She says, her voice gentler this time and lower so Megan doesn't hear her.

I sigh. "There's nothing to talk about." I turn to look back out of the window.

"Sure there isn't. I mean, it's not like you sang a love song to Loveless, ran off to her house. Then went on a date and never returned home the next morning wearing Lil's clothes." I stare at her dumbfounded then she smiles down at Lily, who at that moment decides to snuggle into my side even more. "Not that it's obvious or anything, anyway."

I can't believe what i'm hearing. How on earth does she know that Lily took me on a date? I look down at her and shake my head, of course I know. I look back up to Kaya again.

"Yeah, she told me. She's just looking out for you and you can trust me, Kat. Me and Lil's are both going to be here for you. I'll support you in every way I can."

I smile up to her, sadly, still a little worried. "Thanks, Kay."

She winks, "No worries." She turns back round in her seat and all I can hear is her voice. "Oh and just so you know, I'm slightly jealous of this whole Naomily thing, so feel free to add me into your little shenanigans from time to time."

I look out the window, laughing along with her. "Ugh, Kaya! That's disgusting!" I hear Megan say.

While we're filming The Skins Movie, we all stay at an apartment block in Bristol. It's two to a room the entire week, then we get to head home for the weekends. But sometimes, we're not allowed and have to stay in Bristol. I can only hope, that this time, me and Lily get a room to ourselves. The thought of spending any longer then a week, stuck in the same place with my sister, annoys the hell out of me!


We managed to sort out our living arrangements for the week and are now finally preparing for shoots for the rest of the day. Me and Lily won't really be seeing each other the entire week as the director is wanting to focus more on the Cook storyline and there's little Naomily in it, which means, less time with Lily. I've hardly spent time with her this morning as it is and I haven't even had a chance to talk to her about what Kaya said.

As the director goes through everything with me, Jack and Kaya, I start finding it a little hard to concentrate as I spot Lily sitting in the corner, reading her script. I see her grinning and bite her lip at what she's reading. If only we were rehearsing that scene! I clear my throat and turn my back on her and try to focus on what's being said to us.

After a few more minutes, I still have no clue what the director is saying and I slyly glance over my shoulder towards Lily again. Her hand is on the back of her neck and I'd give anything to be that hand, right now. I'd feel her soft skin and let my hand wander down her chest. I can almost imagine her relax under my touch and hear her own breath quicken.

"You ok, Kathryn?" The director asks.

I suddenly feel myself blush at my own thoughts and hope that no one can mind read. I turn back round to face him and clear my throat. "Hm? Oh, yeah, yeah i'm fine." Kaya raises an eyebrow at me, grinning her head off. I lower my face so no one can see me, hoping that it's not as red as my hair.

When everyone faces the director again, I take one last look at Lily, only be be met by those bright, blue eyes. I can't help but grin at her as she winks at me.

"Kathryn!" I jump and spin round to face the director. Both Kaya and Jack are laughing their heads off at me. I must look like a naughty schoolchild right now. "Will you please concentrate? It's very important that we get this right."

I shake my head to clear my thoughts and nudge Kaya, whose still laughing slightly. "Of course. Sorry."

He continues to stare at me for another minute and then starts talking again. I instantly feel myself starting to switch off again. "Sorry." He stops and stares at me, unimpressed. "Can I go toilet, please? I promise that when I come back you'll have my whole, undivided attention." I smile at him, hoping he'll buy my story. He sighs and finally lets me go. I thank him and hurry away, but I slow down just enough to give Lily a little mysterious look as I walk past her and disappear off to the toilets.

It's not long until Lily comes rushing in and I laugh when she instantly grabs me and pushes me up against a wall, wearing that all too familiar smirk on her face. "And there was me thinking you wouldn't come and see me." I say, still laughing slightly, whilst resting my hands on her neck, just how I imagined earlier.

She smiles, "Yeah well, I couldn't quite concentrate for some reason."

"Me neither." I whisper as she leans in and kisses me. She soon asks my permission by slightly biting my lower lip. I gladly let her and open my mouth, enjoying the feel of her inside of my mouth as I drop my hands and gently caress her skin under her shirt. I smile as Lily moans into the kiss.

Without breaking the kiss, I switch our positions so she's now the one up against the wall, and my hands slide into Lily's trousers only to find that she's already wet. I pull back and look at her, with an eyebrow raised. I'm about to say something when there's a knock on the door.

"Kathryn? We need you back on set now."

"Y-Yeah, yeah ok, I'm just coming!" I shout to make sure the runner doesn't come in and see's us.

Lily raises an eyebrow, rather amused at my choice of words. I bite my lip and start doing the button's up on her shirt for her before leaning in to give her one last kiss. She takes my hand as we slowly walk towards the door. "Think we need to move Kaya in with Megan tonight, so we can finish this off later."

"Couldn't agree with you more." I say, smirking.

She smiles and steals a kiss and lets go of my hand. She giggles and wipes a smudged lipstick mark off of my face. "Ok, all good." She opens the door, "Let's go, kitty Kat."

I stand in the doorway, surprised and raise an eyebrow as I watch her disappear down the corridor. "Kitty Kat?" I say, not amused one bit.


I come rushing down the corridor and rush into mine and Lily's room. She texted me earlier in the evening to say that she managed to kick my sister out. Although apparently she did have to bribe her with magazines and a rather large cookie. "You'll never guess what!" I shout, rather excitedly.

Lily almost falls off the bed that she's sitting on from my not so great entrance through the door. She throws an arm out to steady herself whilst her other hand touches her beating heart. "Fuck, babe! What? You gave me a bleedin' heart attack!"

I giggle at the sight of her and close the door behind me then make myself over to the bed. "Sorry, gorgeous." I say, placing a single kiss on her lips and sit on the bed just opposite her, folding my legs underneath me.

"Fuck it, it's ok." She says as she picks up her script that she was reading but dropped when I barged in. "Sooo, what's this big news of the century that's so important, you have to almost kill me at the same time, then?" She frowns as I take the script from her hands and turn it to the right page, a huge grin on my face. I turn it back round so she can see it but she just raises an eyebrow at me, confused.

I roll my eyes, "That!" I point to the scene and remain quiet as she reads it through.

"What about it? We've read and re-read this over and over." Then, suddenly it seems like the penny has dropped. "Oh no, uh uh, no. I'm not rehearsing this with you again, Kathryn! You should know it by now anyway."

I laugh at her, getting slightly impatient. "Nooo! Read the start of shot 5 again."

She sighs and reads it out. "Emily rushes out of the house with Naomi and gets onto the moped. Naomi says, "Be careful, won't you?" Whilst checking the bike over quickly. "It still looks like a death trap!" Emily slaps her arm-"

"Nooo." I say again, interrupting her. "Read the next shot, that was shot 4!"

Lily stares at me, "We been over this scene, like, a hundred times now. Just tell me?" She puts on her puppy dog eyes look. I bite my lip as she tries on her charm and I shake my head. Then she leans over me with that sexy grin that she knows turns me on, and I fall back onto the bed as she hovers above me, her elbows holding her up on either side of me.

Lily looks down at my lips whilst subconsciously licking hers and looks back up into my eyes. Hers having already gone a shade darker. "Please?" I gulp out loud and shake my head again, unable to speak. She leans down and captures my lips with hers. Her lips are soft and i'm about to pull her in deeper when she pulls back slightly. "You know," She starts, while stroking my cheek softly with her thumb, "We've got a little something to finish off from earlier..."

My hands travel to her back and onto her soft, warm skin under her shirt. "But... i've got something to tell you." I say, already quite breathless.

She smirks, "So, tell me."

I sigh, I wanted to hear her bizarre and hilarious guesses, but then, right now, that doesn't seem very important. I've got something a lot better on my mind. "Ok."

She laughs gently, knowing that she's managed to catch me out. She knows that I always try and make people guess for as long as possible, no matter how excited I might be.

She leans down again and places a small kiss on my nose and giggles when I rub it with my hand. "You know... you fall far too easily."

"You should know, lover." I say, stroking her back again, grinning at her.

"Hm, I should." She steals another kiss. "So, come on then. Tell me."

I groan, "Somehow, something else seems a little bit more important right now, Lily." I moan but put a hand round her neck and pull her even closer by putting a finger through a belt loop of her trousers.

Lily falls down on top of me completely and laughs, "Well, you should have thought about that before you started teasing me with your world breaking news, shouldn't have you?"

"Ok, ok." I smile up at her and get excited again. "I'm doing my own stunt!"

Lily looks surprised and stops stroking my side under my top. I miss her touch already. "Don't stop," She starts stroking again. "In shot 5? My double does a stunt on the moped but I asked if I could do it myself." I say, rather pleased with myself. "I've always wanted to do my own stunts."

She sits up and I groan, missing the feeling and closeness of her. "You done what?"

"I asked if I could do the stunt myself and they agreed. It's not much and the stunt co-ordinator will show me how to do it properly." I stay where I am, laying on the bed as I watch her get up, off the bed.

She turns round to face me, a worried look on her face. "It could go all wrong though, Kat. I don't want to see you get hurt."

I sit up on the edge of the bed and grab her hand to reassure her. "Honey, it won't go wrong. It's just a little stunt, that's all."

She lets go of my hand, clearly getting upset. "Just a little stunt?" I stand up and turn her round to face me, stroking her arms to calm her down a little. "Jesus, Kat! The last time you done a stunt you almost fell off the fucking rooftop for real! Those tears Naomi cried weren't fake either. That was all me, Lily, crying my eyes out 'cause I was shit scared that the wind would blow you off the fucking ledge."

I bite my lip, but let her continue, even though I know she's getting herself worked up. "It's not just a little stunt, Kathryn. You spin off down a dark road on your bike and have to almost fall off the fucking thing, because of an on coming car. I've only just got you... please don't let me see you get hurt and let someone else do it for you instead."

I pull her into a hug and stroke her back. "I'll be ok, sweetheart." I whisper into her ear. "I've always wanted to do a stunt on the moped but they always got my double to do it. They wouldn't ever let me ride down a poxy street before, but now they're letting me do this." I pull back and look at her in the eye. "If they didn't think it was safe for me to do, then they wouldn't let me. But they are."

Lily looks at me for a while then finally nods her head. "Well, you make sure you're careful and don't let them make you do anything that you're not 100 per cent happy with, ok? Oh, and make sure you wear your helmet, goggles and other safety shit."

I laugh, "Yes, mum."

She smiles, "I'm sorry. I'm happy for you, really I am. But, I just worry too. I just don't like the thought of you getting hurt. That's all." I continue to stare at her.

Her hair reminds me of a warm safe place, Where as a child i'd hide

And pray for the thunder and the rain, To quietly pass me by.

And she's got eyes of the bluest skies, As if they thought of rain

I'd hate to look into those eyes, And see an ounce of pain...

"I know." I say as I pull her in for another hug. "I'll be ok... I'll have you there with me, won't I?"

I feel her smile and kiss the top of my head. I really can't wait to start filming tomorrow! It's going to be the best day ever...


Hellooo, I cannot believe i've just wrote a few chapters whilst on holiday! However, I do feel that this one is a little bit shitty, and quite possibly all over the place. And for that i'm sorry. I couldn't quite think properly as I wrote this AFTER the next chapter where there's a lot of emotion and a few people are going to hate me for it... iwetta kind of knows what's going to happen but for the rest of you, it's going to be a BIG, BIG shock.

Again, i'm sorry for this chapter but I hope the next one will be ok and that one will be posted up later today as the internet here is doing my head in. Please leave a review about the next chapter to let me know if I made you cry...

...Because I almost did... :'(