Disclaimer: I do not own any rights to Degrassi: TNG, neither the right to place a video camera in the men's dressing room during taping. But I'd do it anyway. So D.C. and J.E. look out...(cue sinister laugh) ahahahahahahahahaha!

Chapter 10

Emma's POV

I hung up the phone. I couldn't just call and drop this info on him like that. What was I thinking? "You weren't thinking Em." I told myself, falling back on my pillow. I knew he'd be upset about Jay, I shouldn't have opened my big mouth.

There was a knock at my window. In the back of my mind, I wished it was Sean. back from Wasaga, to whisk me into his arms. But I knew it was Jay, so I opened the window and he crawled through. "You coming to party or what?" He grinned. "I don't know Jay, I'm kind of tired." His smile faded. "Tired from not watching the movie we sent to see, or tired from thinking about Cameron all night?" "What are you talking about Jason?" "Have you forgotten that I know you? And I know when you get that look in your eyes and act like you don't want me around, it's about him." "Jay,..." "No, Em. I've accepted the fact that as long as I'm in your life, I will be number two. I know you love Bam-Bam, but I'm crazy about ya Greenpeace." Jay tilted my chin so that I could look into his eyes. How could I resist? Jay was here. Sean was not.

"Let's party."

I locked my bedroom door (sake of the parents), and we climbed back out my window. "Where are we going?" I asked once in the car. "I told you, partying."

We sat silent for a few blocks.

"You know, Alex and I saw the craziest thing tonight in the lobby." "Oh yeah?" My cue to continue. "We saw Ellie Nash..." "Elvira?" I rolled my eyes. "Yes, and she was kissing..." Jay's eyes got wide when he cut me off, "No! Don't tell me, you and Lexi saw Elvira kissing Bam-Bam! And that's why you're acting like you've lost your best friend!" He exclaimed, somehow proud of himself for figuring it all out. "Uh...no. Ellie was kissing Marco. Like, making out, full blown tongue wrestling." Jay made a puzzled slash disgusted face. I can't explain it, but it was way cute.

"I thought that kid was gay or some shit." I giggled. "He is! Or was, or whatever." "So when I saw you, with the phone, you were calling to tell Cameron what you saw weren't you?" I nodded. "Only..he wasn't home." I lied, not wanting to say that the whole thought of talking to Sean gave me goose pimples.

We pulled up tp Jimmy's house. "Jimmy's? This is definitely not your idea of a good party." "Yeah, but these are your friends, and I'd much rather be here with you, then being someplace else, and having to see my probation officer for some shit I don't even remember doing." I just smiled.

I realized that I didn't know what I really wanted. I love Sean, but Jay is here with me. And he wants to be with me. Sean never told me that.

A/N- Let me know if you guys liked this chapter or not. I was bored today so I just wrote this out. I have lots of ideas in my head, but they aren't coming out the way I want them to. Maybe I am in a slump. Maybe next chapter will be better, I wanted Emma to tell someone about El and Marco, and we know that Sean's too busy knocking boots with his galpal, so that's where her boy toy comes in. I promise the next chap will be longer, I will take time to think and write it out. Maybe Steve will catch Sean and Jen..let me know what you guys think about that. Okay, I've gone on enough now... Later.

Krissy