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Sorry that I haven't updated. I have been wanting to but I have had a huge case of writers block.
I hope this chapter makes up for it though.
I am not going to lie. My first time with Chandler was pretty great and somehow each time after that was even better than the last. It was nice when I didn't have school because then we could cuddle for the rest of the day.
Yesterday was the day that I graduated from high school. It feels so good to be done and have more free time to be with Chandler. Although I am not sure why but Chandler hasn't been talking much since I graduated.
Chandler's not home right now. He had a meeting with his publisher but since he gave me a key to his house, I just let myself in to wait for him. I smiled when I looked on his entertainment center. It is a picture of us, the night we went to prom. I wore a baby blue dress and he wore a white suit and a baby blue tie. He was so handsome.
Chandler never went to his prom, he didn't have a date to go with. So it was nice that we both got that first time experience together.
Taking my shoes off, I sat on his tan colored couch while I waited for him. Just a few moments later, I heard a key in the handle jingling.
He smiled when he walked into the front door of his house. "What a surprise." He walked over and kissed me sweetly. "What are you doing here?"
"Well, I wanted to talk to you."
"Oh?" He sat down next to me looking a little alarmed. "What about?"
I smoothed out my dress then put my hands in my lap. "I know that you said you were happy for me for graduating and thank you again for the presents but you have been a little distant since yesterday. Is everything ok?"
Chandler stood up. "Yeah, why wouldn't it be?"
I stood up too, crossing my arms over my chest. "You just don't seem like yourself."
Chandler smoothed his hair back. "Ok." He let out a deep breath of air.
I now find myself twiddling my fingers. "Please tell me because now you're freaking me out."
"Ok here it goes." He rubbed his hands together.
Feeling more nervous now than before, I sit back down.
"We haven't really talked about this yet." He sits in front of me on the coffee table and takes one of my hands into his. "There are many colleges in the United States and you're so smart, you can get into any one of them." He looks down at our hands, then back at me. "You haven't told me what college you're going to and if you have chosen one that wasn't in New York, I don't want to be the one to stop you from going."
My heart breaks just hearing him tell me that. I take my free hand and gently stroke his cheek. "I love you Chandler and no I am not leaving New York."
He smiles and hugs me. "You don't know how happy that makes me and we can still be together right?"
I laugh. "Of course. You aren't getting rid of me that easy."
He laughs and pulls me onto his lap. "So since you aren't leaving New York, what school are you going to?"
I look into his eyes and put one arm around him as I take in the cologne he is wearing that I love so much. "I got accepted to NYU."
As soon as the words come out of my mouth, he wraps both arms around me and pulls me into a hug.
When he pulls back, he holds my face and kisses me. "I am so proud of you. What do you want to do to celebrate this great news?"
I smile and start playing with the hem of my shirt.
I think he catches on to what I am thinking because a huge smile is planted on his face. "Sounds like a good celebration to me."
Before I can say another word, he is standing up with me in his arms and carrying me into his bedroom. He has a wonderful king size bed. It's much better than my small twin bed.
He easily tosses me onto the bed and climbs on me. I much rather prefer him being on top.
As soon as he's on me, he is kissing my neck and each time a noise comes out of my mouth, he smiles against my skin.
He kisses from my neck to my mouth and it seems like that within minutes, our clothes are off and he has a condom in his hand, ready for it to be used.
It's so nice that I can come over and we have this space where we can be alone. We don't have my parents, or my brother or even Rachel. We just have each other and that's all I care about right now.
Once we make love together, we both collapse onto the bed. My naked body is curled up next to his. Cuddling after is always fun to do.
"Mon?"
I move my head to the crock of his neck and kiss it. "Yeah?"
"While you're attending NYU, are you living there, or are you living with your parents still?"
I raise my head and I am rubbing his chest. "I guess I haven't thought about it yet. Why?"
He shrugs his shoulders. "I guess I just really like the thought of you being right next door."
I kiss his cheek and lay my head back down on him. "Even if I do live at school, I still want to see you all the time."
He kisses the top of my head and I swear that I can feel him smile.
Feeling a little rush of cold air, I pull the blanket on us more. "You never told me how the meeting with your publisher went."
"Well." He plays with the ends of my hair. "It went great. I gave the finished product of a short book and she loved it."
I raise my head to look at him again and cock my head to the side. "You never told me what it was about."
"It's about you." He tells me softly and my heart melts.
"It is?"
He nods and brushes my cheek with his thumb. "Yeah, about how much I love you."
I smile and he kisses me.
I think I fell in love with him all over again.
