Home's Despair by Demon'smoonlightlover

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Hope you enjoy this chapter. This chapter is a turning point.

Enjoy! :3

Chapter 11: Moonlight Sonata

Sesshomaru walked up the stairs, following Kagome and Rin to her bedroom. He stood at the doorway watching the tender scene play out between mother and daughter.

"Come on, Rin. Get into bed." Kagome pulled back the covers, waiting for Rin to get settled in. Once Rin was situated, she put the cover on top of her making sure she was well covered. Kagome brushed Rin's hair back, gently caressing her face. Rin's brown eyes began to close, lashes brushing her cheeks in the appearance of sleep.

Kagome, thinking she was asleep, began to move towards the door only to be stopped by Rin's plaintive voice.

"Mommy, can you sing Rin a lullaby?"

Kagome smiled lovingly. "Which one do you want me to sing?"

"Washu's Lullaby."

"Why that one?" It wasn't that Kagome didn't know it for she bought Rin the soundtrack a while ago. The constant replay of the song even now still plays in her head. But she was curious.

Rin smiled before replying, "Cause I like the way you sing it mommy."

"Alright," Kagome walked back to the bed and sat on the edge.

Sesshomaru decided to move into the room and sat on the other side on Rin's bed. Rin turned her head to glance at him giving him her award-winning smile. He couldn't, nor did he want to, resist the twitch at the corner of his mouth and graced her with a small smile of his own.

Kagome watched her husband with her daughter for a moment, surprised by the smile he'd let return to his face. She shook her head slightly and looked back to Rin, starting to sing.

"April roses, tiny sparrows
Comets bright and new
All belong together
With the myst'ry that is you
When I see you little face
I hear a song from long ago
I think you know
The many secrets I've forgotten"

Kagome's voice was not the most beautiful in the world, in another setting it may not have been beautiful at all. Singing to her daughter though, the soft, tender words and gently lilting voice was precious.

"Generations through the ages
Joined as one somehow
Leading to the miracle
That I am holding now
From the sky and form the sea
Upon a breeze you came to me
You seem to see
A greater universe than I do"

Rin's eyes began to drift close, her body falling into a peaceful slumber.

"When you wake up, I'll be waiting
Eager for you smile
You've had quite a journey, darling
You should rest a while
When you cry we still rejoice
The hear your voice- oh yes, it true
My sweet Washu
Please understand how much we love you"

Kagome, realizing Rin's deep slumber, whispered the remaining lyrics.

"Sleep my baby, Sleep my baby
Dream of somewhere far away
Do you remember still
How I hope you always will
Keep the mem'ry of the day
The world was born"

With the end of the song Kagome leaned slowly forward over her daughter, careful not to wake Rin she placed a light kiss on the girls brow. She watched Rin in silence for a moment before turning her attention to Sesshomaru on the other side of the bed.

"Sleep my baby, Sleep my baby
Dream of somewhere far away
Do you remember still
How I hope you always will
Keep the mem'ry of the day
The world was born"

"Sleep my baby, Sleep my baby
Later on perhaps you'll tell
The wondrous things you've seen
More miraculous than dreams
Tell me all about the day
The world was born"

He, too, was staring at Rin. His eyes held a proud glow. His gaze was soft, yet strong in its obvious love. Realizing he had an audience, Sesshomaru turned his head to stare at Kagome. Kagome was not sure what to expect when he looked to her, she hadn't suspected to see what she did at all though. Passion and hungry fire blazed in Sesshomaru's molten amber eyes. Behind the fire of the lust though, she could plainly see the gentle, tender and all encompassing love for her.

Sesshomaru stared into Kagome's face with as much intensity as he had been watching his daughter. He had just realized that the angel lying between them was his and their greatest achievement. The memories of all the passion that had gone into her creation, the nearly drugging kisses, the soft caresses, finally making Kagome his, all the remembered moments swamped his mind and sent his already smoldering passion into a raging inferno. An inferno that filled his blood with heat and centered in his groin.

He reached over and grabbed Kagome's hand. Standing up, he walked around Rin's bed and led Kagome out of the room, making sure to shut the light off and left the door slightly cracked.

Sesshomaru led Kagome down the long hall to their bedroom. Tonight the bedroom was going to return to its state of sensual haven it had been two years ago. Kagome felt the same energy and shivered in anticipation. Her earlier desire had sparked and grown after seeing the heat in his gaze, her body responded to his need, becoming hers as well.

Sesshomaru reached the bedroom door and opened it, rushing inside pulling Kagome through the door behind him. The moment she was through the entrance he turned and pulled her into his embrace, pushing her roughly against the door, effectively closing it with a small thud neither noticed. Kagome mewled at the feeling as Sesshomaru snaked his tongue along her lips asking for entrance. Kagome moaned and opened her mouth, her tongue meeting his in a match of dominance.

Sesshomaru's arms shifted, grasping at her body and pulling her still closer, pushing himself into the cradle of her hips. He reached behind her, his hand trailing her slim back until reaching her rounded rear, he molded the rounded flesh lasciviously

Kagome moaned as he moved is hands down to the back of her thighs pulling her legs up to wrap around his waist. Sesshomrau moved them away from the door and to the bed. He sat down letting her straddle his hips. Sesshomaru started to pull up her shirt leaving her bare to his hungry gaze but for her lace bra.

Kagome, powered by her want, tore his shirt open, attacking his chest. He groaned as his hand continued to caress her. Impatiently, his hands moved from her waist to her pants. Unbuttoned and unzipped, he pushed her off his lap until she was standing. He then pushed her pants down allowing his hands to follow and glide down her legs as well.

Holding on to his shoulders, she stepped out of her pants. Sesshomaru discarded his shirt.

Feeling bold, Kagome climbed between his thighs pushing him back until he lay on the bed.
They're eyes made contact, both of them burning with lust and want. Their bodies were aching for satisfaction.

With reckless abandon, the rest of their clothes went flying. Ripping and tearing punctuated with gasps and moans sounded until they were both bare.

No words were spoken.

Kagome began to kiss Sesshomaru on the chest, working her way down. Nibbling and sucking on any skin available. The feel of his muscles clenching under her ministration, made her shudder with further want.

She finally reached her destination. Pausing at his engorged staff, Kagome looked up his body into his face.

The want for her was plain in his eyes, as was his anticipation for her next actions. Kagome ducked her head to take Sesshomaru into her mouth but stopped abruptly and looked back to his face again in shocked concern. Sesshomaru's hand had moved into her hair, his fingers twisted tightly into the locks. When she had tried to bend her head, he had not let her.

"Sessho?" she asked softly in bewilderment.

"Not tonight Kagome, I don't deserve that. This night should be for you," he said in a low sensual voice. Kagome's eyes widened and stayed that way as Sesshomaru's hands moved to frame her face and pull her gently up from her knees before pulling her to the bed and rolling her beneath him.

He began to nip at her neck, sucking hard and did not stop until he knew he'd left his mark on her soft skin. He kissed down to the valley between her breasts.

He began to nip at her neck, sucking hard. The possessive inuyoukai did not move until he knew he'd left his mark on her skin. He kissed down to the valley between her breasts.
He turned to suck the left mound, taking the hardened peak into his mouth, suckling gently, massaging, and kneading the other one. Then he switched, giving the other one the same treatment. Kagome arched her back, moaning,

"Oh, I can't take this. Please Sessho!" She cried.

He continued his trek downward, stopping briefly to pay homage to her flat stomach. He moved down from her stomach until her reached her feminine heat. He licked his lips in anticipation.

He licked at her swollen lips, tasting her juices. Spreading her lips, he began to feast. He couldn't get enough of her. She was so good. Her taste was that of honey, sweet and succulent. He trailed his tongue along the outer edge of her clit before taking the engorged flesh into his mouth.

Kagome could not take it anymore. Her body was overheating with wanton lust. The way his tongue played her like a piano, knowing just what keys to push.

Sesshomaru continued his torment of Kagome, thrusting his tongue into her, mimicking the motions of sex. He felt her muscles contracting around his tongue, he nearly purred in pleasure at the rush of liquid heat from Kagome's center.

Kagome gasped at the sensation, it had been a long time since they had last experienced such closeness. She felt herself reaching that end as heat began to pool at the bottom of her stomach. Muscles clenching and tightening, Kagome let out a strangled cry of release.

Sesshomaru did purr in pleasure, making sure to eat every drop. Giving her one final lick he rose up and slid back up her shivering body that bore the sheen of perspiration. He gave her a lingering kiss before staring into her eyes. She didn't have to say anything for him to know what she wanted.

Sesshomaru's head fell forward with a hiss of pleasure as he slowly began to ease into Kagome's tight body. "Thank you- for a- sec- ond chance," he murmured brokenly. He attempted to take things gentle and slow, fighting his need and his beast's instincts in order to try and show her how much she meant to him.

Kagome didn't want him to go so slowly or gently when her body screamed for rough completion though. She had not been separated from her husband in such a way for so long to want this to go slowly. Kagome stared at him with pleading eyes, reaching between them to grab his fully erect length before whispering on simple word. "Please."

Sesshomaru groaned and gnashed his teeth, his control broken. He pulled away and grasped her hips, flipping her onto her stomach and raising her rear up sharply so that she rested on her hands and knees and his thick erection pushed at her weeping entrance.

"Please, Sessho!" Needing no further encouragement, he thrust forward, filling her to the hilt.

"Ah, YES!" Kagome had forgotten how good sex felt and is seemed Sesshomaru was giving her a refresher course.

He began a slow, pace giving her time to adjust. He wanted her to beg for it and that she did.

"Harder, Sessho! Harder…Faster!"

He complied, pounding in her with reckless abandon.

"Oh yes, Yes…more!" She screamed.

His eyes crimson, his beast decided to come out and play, taking his speed to new heights.

Kagome couldn't take it anymore. She came with such force, that she collapsed on the bed. But he held her until he was done.

All she could do was hold on.

Sesshomaru was almost there. 'She is so tight,' he groaned his release, thrusting three more times before he too collapsed in the pleasure that was his release. Their bodies were sticky with sweat and evidenced of their previous escapade.

Being careful not to fall on her, Sesshomaru moved to her side, pulling gently out of her. He spooned Kagome against him, caressing her body gently. Pulling the cover over them, they snuggled together.

Still heavily breathing, Kagome turned to snuggle deeper into Sesshomaru's chest.

"That was great." Kagome whispered. "I missed this. Being together like we are now."

Sesshomaru nodded. "As did I." He nuzzled her neck.

"I love you." She whispered gently in a sleep haze.

Her responses was a gently, yet affectionate nuzzle to her neck. Kagome realizing that was his way of saying 'I love you, too', smiled.

Together, they slept with renewed strength, knowing that things would get better.

This is my first lemon I wrote 3 yrs ago. I didn't and don't have much experience in this area but I had some help at the time. I thought it was good for a first time.

The song, 'Washu's lullaby' I think it is so cute. When my sister had her baby, she used to play that song while she was in the womb and now when you sing it to her, she gets real quiet and listens or she'll try to sing it with you. IT is so cute!

Washu's lullaby is from Tenchi Muyo- which I don't own

Thank You all for the reviews. The response is very encouraging.

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