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Dear diary,
Even though I don't have to sleep I still write this at dawn I don't know why there is just something magical and fresh about it, but very soon it is tainted by the waste humanity have become. It pains my silent heart what they are doing and I know it would be a huge atrocity to kill them; I am here to heal not to destroy. We are staying with the Cullen's for the moment it has been around a year since we last saw them, I have begun the long and difficult journey to heal myself, a year ago I had no life and now I have friends who are now closer to family and a lot of friends who are just friends, and my soul mate, it hasn't gone away, that swooping feeling in my gut the sudden urge to smile just because I can see him if anything it has got stronger with time as most good, pure and wholesome things do, its weird to think this let alone write and it is that I have written this entire paragraph within 1 minute and nick is already complaining that I have spent to much time writing in it. Se ya tomorrow diary
Georgina
Life wasn't perfect because if you are as picky as I am the term perfect is a paradox, because if something was perfect it would have to be perfect at not being perfect, which defeats the purpose of 'perfect' Shannon stormed into my room and seeing that she was troubled I lifted up a mirror her reaction was to relax and smile. She isn't vain but she had spent her human life being tortured by schools 'popular' crowd and her insecurities so although she doesn't deliberately seek them out it pleases her to see how far she has come. Barring the fact that she is now deathly pale and her aim in her human life was to find her perfect tan. She was in the middle of a conundrum she likes these two other vampires both bad boy types both human blood drinkers but both very different and they're trying to get Shannon to choose. She got very frustrated and it took a lot of sorting out. We were out in the woods with the Cullen's they all went off to hunt grizzlies or something Nick and I stood on a peak watching the sun set, Jacob was a little way down waiting for Renesmee to drink her fill, she makes a bit of a mess and doesn't like Jacob to see her that way, but since Jacob refuses to stay behind she brings a change of clothes, hairbrush a bucket of water Ect. The sun glinted into our eyes and solidified into a screen in front of us, it looked like a mirror. "Georgina what is this" Nicks voice was wary and I think he already knew that it wasn't me; Panic surged through my mind throwing my memories up and placing them in an order that drew a detailed conclusion ish. "This isn't me and I can't manipulate it." I said it quickly and urgently, "just explain" Nicks voice was stressed now and I could feel him tensing and shifting himself to face whatever was coming. In a way I know how I should have reacted but I wasn't capable of it any more and I don't know how to describe to you how I felt, but it was pure terror like seeing your doom coming circling over head the tension it builds like a dead weight on your chest taking a deep breath out of habit I spoke low and quietly "well because I can't manipulate it I would say that it is not of our universe. I think that this is a window to another universe but it is not our window to look through but a window from another world someone is looking for us and they can make sure they don't go away until they get what they want. And I'm scared this isn't something we can fight, we need the others." Nodding in agreement he yelled for Jacob and he shifted immediately got Seth to run back and get Shannon, Kat, Amy and Coralie while Leah made a beeline for us while Jacob bounded off into the forest to fetch the others, an image was forming in the mirror but it was just a load of colour formations. Leah came skidding towards us and stopped as Jacob and the Cullen's ran out of the forest, at that same moment the picture became clear and I gasped…
Sorry if it's a bit confusing, and also soz about all the switches between past and present it was the only way I could write it
