Okay so after this one I will be updating 'My Vampire Diaries' isn't that also a book?
IDK I think that's what I'm reading right now… lol Okay yeah
I love writing this story but I want some inspiration to write fast you know what that means… It's what I have not asked for at all :… Also… wia…. Wa was I going to say…. Hmm Oh well! Wait I remembered okay…
Oh and some hot guy tried to give me his jacket today… I said no but I took his gum : He's nice but I have to pay attention in class and I don't think me stealing his jacket and sniffing it will help… lol JK
Play list for this chapter… I know I have not done it in like forever! Um
River Flows in You – EPOV when he plays the piano.
Aerosmith – I don't want to miss a thing- EPOV
Bad to the Bone – Club
Independent – Club
Please Don't Stop the Music - Club
Disclaimer: I don't own twilight but I love the fact that there is a Twilight out there and that I live in a free country so that I can proudly say… Yes…. I'm obsessed with twilight
Chapter 11
EPOV (Told you I would do it oh and starts at um let's see…. Piano… k?)
I let my fingers drift across the keys. I was not even sure what I was playing. My fingers were doing it for me and I loved it. It made my heart float when I played this and I don't know why. It's already been stuck in my head for ages now and I have never before tried to play it and when I did it just came naturally.
When I played it was like nothing else was there and I let my heart and soul show when I played.
I don't know why my heart or soul played this but it was already engraved in me.
I heard someone sigh in contentment and I was sure it was Esme. She always loved when I played although I never saw what was so great about it. Well that was until now.
I turned to check and see if it was Esme as my fingers still ran across the piano. They were pulled to a halt when I saw who it really was.
There on the stair ways sat Bella. She looked so peaceful. She had her eyes closed and it took me just a brief moment to figure out what this song was…. Or even who it was for…. I was suddenly drowned with
feeling I had never felt before and at the moment I figured out why. Her eyes snapped open and met mine. She walked down the stairs mumbling a 'Hi'. When she smiled it made me want to smile too, and I did. It made my heart melt and I didn't even know that was possible. Then I saw what she was wearing, a blue nightgown, a beautiful nightgown at that. It matched her perfectly. Hugging every curve of her body when she walked down the stairs she looked like an angel making her entrance.
"I couldn't sleep. So I got up and I heard the piano. I came down to see what it was. You're really good," said in a low voice. She sounded tired but she still looked amazing. Lovely in deed.
"What was that you were playing?" she said looking into my eyes. She had moved to where she was lying down on the sofa and she looked amazing. I stiffened a bit than moved around a bit nervous. I didn't want to lie to her but I didn't want to tell her the truth.
"I-I wrote it," I said. It was true. I just didn't have to tell her why I wrote it. Well my heart thought of it. It thought of her and came up with a masterpiece. Man was I falling hard or what. I knew she didn't feel the same but I still wished that one day she would.
"You're amazing. Will you play for me?" she asked. It took me a moment to process her request. I looked back at the keys hoping that it would come back to me. I hadn't written it down or anything but I would need to.
I poured my heart out yet again and the same song came out. It seemed so much better with Bella's presence there and when the song finally came to an end I looked over to where Bella lay to find she was sound asleep. I smiled to myself. She looked so peaceful. I could sit here all night and just watch her sleep. I would have too. I heard her start mumbling in her sleep. I knew she talked in her sleep. Alice was always talking about it because she thought it was funny. I had been known to do that a couple times but I learned to quickly stop with sibling in the house.
I walked near her as she whispered in her sleep to quiet for me to hear. I picked her up to take her to her room surely this sofa could not be comfortable for her. She let out a sigh as I did this.
I walked to the third floor and found that her door was locked. That was strange. I didn't think much of it but I couldn't let her sleep on the sofa or floor.
I took her to my room and put her in my bed. How badly I wanted to get in the bed with her but I knew that she wouldn't like that. Seeing her on the bed reminded me of the first time we were in here. How I held her in my arms. I wish I could do that now. Then I remember the kiss we shared later that day even if she had not liked it. I sighed. She didn't want me like that. I knew that. I just wished it was not true. I grabbed an extra pillow and blanket and slept on the sofa in my room. That was hard to do because no matter what I just wanted to watch my angel sleep. No dream could be better than this. None.
When I was not able to sleep I grabbed my MP3 off the night stand it turned it to Aerosmith 'I don't want to miss a thing' and how I understood what he meant so much right now. I took a deep breath and dreamed of Bella that night.
BPOV (BTW I love that song! It makes me want to cry when I hear it… SO I'm using it again… hehe)
When I woke in the morning I was not in my bed, or in my room.
I don't want to close my eyes
I don't want to fall asleep
Cause I miss you baby and I don't want to miss a thing
Even when I dream of you
The sweat thing will never due
Because I still miss you baby
….
And I don't want to miss one smile
I don't want to miss one kiss
…
And I just want to hold you close
I feel your heart so close to mine
I heard Aerosmith playing and I sat up to look around. I saw Edward leaning off the edge of the sofa like he was going to fall off soon. His ITouch had fallen of the sofa and was now on speaker.
Why had he been listening to this? Maybe he had put in on something else and it changed to this… Why would he even have this song on it? Well it's no surprise he's an AMAZING pianist…
I looked at the clock. 6:30…. Uh oh…. Carlisle probably found out that I was not in my room. Oh well.
I sighed and started getting out of bed when a heard a very loud 'thump'. I looked over and saw Edward jump up from off the floor. I fell over laughing when I realized Edward have fallen of the sofa. He just grinned sheepishly.
"Have a good night sleep," he asked in a casual tone.
"Yes, your bed is very soft," I said with a grin and he smiled back just like I had hoped. I loved him smile. Not only did it make me smile to but it made everything seem so… so right…
"Good," he said rubbing the back of his head.
"Yeah, I wish you could say the same. May I ask why you slept on the sofa/floor," I said with an innocent smile. He laughed lightly.
"I was taking you up to your room when you, so rudely-" he said with a smile so I knew he was joking"- fell asleep when I was playing, but your door was locked and what kind of host would I be if I let you sleep on the sofa?" I thought for a bit before I replied.
"A very nice one," I sighed. I hated pushing people out of their own beds. "You could have at least shared the bed. I mean you have a big bed and I would not have mind."
I wouldn't I mean we were just friends and as long as I didn't wake to find that I was naked or anything I was good. He looked kind of surprised than smiled.
"I'll keep that in mind," he mumbled. Then I remembered something he had said earlier.
"My door was locked," I said looking at him. He nodded. "I left my door opened when I came downstairs though. I know I did."
I knew for a fact about that. He looked up and shrugged. I left than so I could go to my room and get ready for school. When I got there though the door was open.
"That's weird I was for sure it was locked last night. In fact I know it was," Edward mumbled from his door way. I looked back and into his eyes and there was no doubt he was telling the truth. I knew I could trust him.
"Alice," I heard him mumble and shake his head. I giggled. Yup probably her. I went in and went straight to my closest trying to think of what to wear today.
The rest of the week went by pretty fast considering I was grounded. Carlisle did realize I was gone in the morning but when Edward explained what happened he let it go. We were not longer grounded Sunday so we could go out Sunday night. It was suppose to be nice out so we were going to the beach. Right now it's Friday and Alice and I are getting ready to sneak out.
"PLEAZE Bella! Come on you have all this perfect clubbing clothes but you won't use it!"
"Alice, I don't wear this kind of stuff anymore!"
"Anymore?"
"It's not important," Alice would not stop bothering my trying to get my to wear something that would show my stomach like Rose was wearing. Alice was looking for something similar.
Rose had on a red dress that had just a thin line going down her stomach. She had amazing heels. Her hair was curled like always she looked amazing.
"This One!" Alice declared. I grunted….
"Fine," anything to get her to shut up. This one at least covered my chest in stomach. It was a costume. A police officer and boots. You could not really tell though.
Alice than ran into her room and put on a tight black dress that ended mid thigh.
The guys weren't going with us and it's a good thing to they would freak if they saw us wearing this.
I straightened my hair and put on makeup. Although we all looked extremely different, I had to say, We looked HAWT! (Dresses on profile)
"Lets go!" Alice whined. Carlisle was gone for the night and Alice and I locked our rooms and had either our music or TV going so if Carlisle got home before us he would not be suspicious. We took Roses car. She was in trouble too. She won't be ungrounded till tomorrow night but she said her parents won't notice.
I never really got the story on her parent either.
We hopped in the car and were speeding down the highway in no time.
Once we got there we skipped the line and got many whistles on the way up. They didn't even question or ask they just let us in like we came here often and were V.I.P….
When we got in 'Bad to the Bone' immediately started playing. It was ironic. I almost laughed. Every ones head turned toward us. Alice and Rose put me in the middle because I was actually single and they acted as my wing girls. Many guys were whistling and saying stupid things such as 'Hell Yeah! I'd Smack that!' I rolled my eyes and my hips swung side to side as if natural. We made our way to the bar but I only ordered a virgin Pina Colada… I didn't want to do anything to rash. Everyone was treating us as royalty and we just acted casual. Then we decided to go out on the dance floor. By this time 'Bad to the Bone' was fading out and 'Independent' started up. Alice snickered and whispered in my ear.
"Wow Bella is it just me or this song meant for you?" she asked. I thought about it quickly and she was right. It defined me now. The funny thing was I didn't mind one bit.
We started dirty dancing with the guys around us.
It reminded me of my days back with my mom, before she sent me to boarding school. I sighed but continued to dance.
'Please Don't Stop the Music' than came on and I heard a very unexpected voice come from behind me.
"Bella?" I turned around… shit….
(A/N I was going to stop here but I'm not that mean!)
There stood Edward and he wasn't alone. Lauren was grinding into him. He was ignoring her to look at me.
I suddenly felt a burst of anger. He's dancing with that… that… that THING!
"I thought you were grounded," he said like Lauren was not even there.
"I am but the girls and I snuck out," I said to let him know I wasn't the innocent girl he knew. Truth it right now I felt like my old self. The one I left behind with my mother. The one I loved but was not allowed to have. I grew into the innocent girl I am now but I still lapse back. I miss old times even if I love my life now.
I snapped back to the present and saw Edward was no longer looking at my face…. PERVERT… Well this top did show a lot…. So I guess I couldn't blame him…. He was a guy…. I think…
"What are you doing her slut," I was again snapped back to the present when the thing spoke.
"Does that really concern you, hooker" I spat back and turned to walk off. I left her in shock I know that much.
"Bella," someone grabbed my arm. I knew who it was I didn't care. Just the other day he was saying how he didn't want to date her and here he is practically doing her on the dance floor. I don't know why they came but I couldn't help the tears that streamed down my face…. I yanked my arm away and went to the bar.
I no longer got virgins but straight shots… And strong ones for that matter….
I was starting to get dizzy but it wasn't good enough… I didn't want to remember what just happened….
I went back to the dance floor and danced with random guys…. Then it got blurry…
I remember dancing with one guy…
We started getting close…
That soon led to very dirty dancing and making out, just like old times…
Than we were leaving the club…. That's all I could remember….
EPOV
Emmett, Jasper, and I left for the club around 6 or so. Getting there early so we could check it out.
They let us in immediately because we had been here plenty of times. We were basically V.I.P.
The girls were still grounded so we didn't invite them. It was boring for awhile we just talked.
After awhile we started dancing. I normally don't drink but I had one or two shots to get the guys off my back.
I went to go dancing and was not even sure who I was dancing with because all my thoughts were on Bella.
I realized the other night that even if I wasn't ready to admit it I was starting to like Bella a little too much.
Than when she said those things about the bed. UGH. Yeah that got my hormones working.
I looked around the club absent minded. Grinding with the nearest girl.
I was basically trying to picture it as Bella. I was still looking around when I saw something that caught my eye.
No that can't be her. She's grounded and she would never wear something like that! Let alone be dancing like that or even here for that matter.
I couldn't help the words that slipped out of my mouth.
"Bella?"
She turned around and sure enough it was her… but here?
I must be imagining things.
She had a look of horror like she had been caught doing something naughty. Well she kind of had been.
I saw here look off to my side and I saw disgust cover her face. Than she looked angry. What could anger her? (A/n wow he's an idiot here hehe)
"I thought you were grounded," I said, the words rushing out of my mouth.
"I am but the girls and I snuck out," snuck out? That's not something Bella would do… would she? I than saw what she was wearing from the front view… Holy mother of pearl!! Bella was wearing a tight outfit and a lot was showing. It made her chest look bigger. I couldn't help but look I mean I am a guy.
Someone muttered something behind me but I wasn't paying much attention I was still looking at Bella not believing that she was here.
"Does that really concern you, hooker" she said to someone behind me before turning to leave.
I ran up behind her and grabbed her arm. "Bella," I whispered. I didn't want her to go. No, not now. I wanted her here. I wanted her with me, but she just shoved my arm away and disappeared into the crowd.
I went to the bar and started getting drink after drink. Only thinking of my sweet Bella. She wasn't mine, no, but how I wanted her to be. I wanted to have a claim on her. I wanted her to be mine. Not someone else's. Most of all I wanted me to belong to her. I wanted her to want me the way I wanted her. She didn't want that though. No she didn't want me in that way.
Everything was getting fuzzy and I knew I should stop drinking. I wasn't far from being drunk but I didn't want to stop. I didn't want to remember the pain and despair I had seen in her eyes when she was walking away. I didn't want to remember this tragic night… No I didn't want to not one bit.
It was getting late but I stopped drinking long ago because I didn't want to be drunk. No even if Bella wasn't mine now and I had a chance of getting her in the future she would not want a drunken man…. Than I heard it…
"Where's Bella?"
"I don't know I looked everywhere and I swear she's not here"
"I saw her getting drink earlier"
"The bartender said she left with some guy"
"Edwards here di-"
"Edward! Edward, please tell me you have seen Bella"
I had started drinking some coffee and took some pills about an hour ago. I decided I didn't want to me tipsy when I drove home so I understood clearly what they were saying…. But I didn't want to hear it…. Bella gone no… and with another man…
But what if she's in trouble… I knew Bella had been drinking that's where she was going when she ran off from me…. What if she did leave with someone and she was drunk…
I jumped from my seat and was out in minutes… My mind was completely clear by now… Thanks to Bella… That was all that mattered now… Now I was completely sober.
As soon as I was out I saw her…
At the end of the parking lot with some guy.
She was drunk… So at least I knew she wasn't doing this out of her own will….
I ran to her and grabbed her as quick as possible.
She was mine
Only I wanted to touch her like that. She fell into my arms.
"Hi Edward nice to see you again," she said with a silly grin… I smiled than remembered what was going on.
I picked her up and put her in my car and drove home… When I was home I realized that she was half naked…. He was going to…. To…UGH
Never again will I let my Bella out of my site… Never again…
I love her to damn much….
Yay! Totally different than I planned it to be… Oh Well…
The ending well… that was a surprise for me too :P
Anyways I was just informed if I don't get straight A's my laptop goes bye bye… The avg. for Honors World History is and 83 and I'm in Spanish 3
So I may not post as often so I can study…
Also my Spanish teacher ALWAYS calls on me at least once a day usually twice… always me… Lucky for me I've been getting everything right… I'm so proud!
Yeah well she was talking to me today and I couldn't hear her… hmm…. I was like huh?
But she turned back to her computer… Then she called on me for warm up… I said it and she's like say it in past tense and I was like… um that was past tense… she corrected me... and I was like that's what I said…. Lucky for me I'm surrounded by some awesome guys that I don't know but they were all like Yeah that's what she said (Not the funny phrase) and the teacher was like oh I though u said blah blah blah….
Sry had to vent
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