HI GUYS OHMIGOD IN CASE YOU DIDN'T WATCH YESTERDAY KURT AND BLAINE KISSED IN THE PROMO FOR EPISODE 5AND I THOUGHT THAT THOSE 60 SECODS WERE BETTER THAN THE WHOLE EPISODE EXCEPT FOR DAMIAN! OK SO THERE IS GONNA BE ABOUT 2/3 MORE CHAPTERS AND I THINK TOMORROW IS GONNA BE A SUPER SHORT FILLER PEICE...BUT IT'LL BE GOOD AND MAKE EVERYTHING AMAZING. IM SAD THIS IS ENDING BUT I HOPE YOU GUYS WILL CONTINUE YOUR AMAZING SUPPORT ON MY NEXT PEICE-SO TELL ME IDEAS ABOUT WHAT YOU WANT THAT PEICE TO BE! I NEED INSPIRATION FROM MY LOYAL READERS!
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New Directions had placed 4th at Nationals, a title they were all extremely content with, especially because Vocal Adrenaline had come in 9th. The team felt victorious over their long-superior enemy and went out to celebrate. After long deliberation about where to go, the kids wanted to take in Times Square one last time before they left, so they all headed over and found places on the large set of red stairs. Kurt and Blaine sat in a comfortable silence, just being with each other.
"I can't wait until we can do this everyday." Kurt said, nuzzling further into the crook of Blaine's neck. Blaine simply murmured what Kurt figured was a yes, but inside of Blaine's head he was trying to figure out a way to tell Kurt that their future in New York would be facing an extremely large obstacle.
Kurt walked with Rachel and several other members of New Directions as they entered the Dalton auditorium for Blaine's graduation. The Warblers sang "Time of Your Life" dedicated to the graduates and Kurt saw how sad Blaine was about leaving this place. These boys were his family, and dorming together all these years had made it all the harder to leave and get used to life without each other.
Kurt could see something else in Blaine's eyes, but he figured it was just sentimental stuff. What Kurt didn't know was that in the next half hour, their relationship would be pitted against the ultimate test, and there was nothing Blaine could do to avoid it.
Kurt watched as a few familiar faces from Dalton had their names called to receive their diploma and where they were headed was announced. Kurt was so excited to hear that Blaine would be going to NYU to study music, but as his boyfriend was called up to the podium, Kurt heard
"Blaine Anderson, Michigan University Full Scholarship-Music".
He saw all of his friends whip their heads to face him and he could only see white. Blaine looked back at him and saw the absolute apathetic, blank stare across his face, that soon morphed into one of hurt and betrayal as he steadied to his feet and walked out of the auditorium, leaving the red rose he had brought for Blaine laying on the ground.
Kurt was heartbroken. How could Blaine not tell him that he had made his choice with Michigan! He knew that Blaine was considering it, but he seemed so set with NYU? What had changed his mind? But most importantly, where did this leave them? Kurt knew that long distance relationships were nothing but strain and heartbreak, and he didn't want that to happen with Blaine-he meant too much to Kurt. He needed to talk to Blaine, and soon.
Once the remainder of the students had received their diplomas and the commencement address had finished, Blaine was one of the first ones out. The second he got to his seat he had seen Kurt walking out the door and wanted nothing more than to stop him. So once the ceremony had finished, he walked out of the large doors, avoiding his family, and found his boyfriend in the arms of his best friends, sobbing. Blaine felt his heart crack into hundreds of pieces because he couldn't believe he had done this to the boy he loved more than anyone in the world.
Rachel saw him and got up, urging Mercedes to do the same. Blaine sat down and took Kurt's hands.
"Please look at me" Blaine asked desperately, needed something else to connect him to Kurt.
Kurt lifted his head and revealed red, puffed and tear stained eyes, and Blaine couldn't stand to look at him so dejected, so he pulled him into a tight hug.
"Why are you leaving me?" Kurt murmured through the embrace, not really sure if he wanted to know the answer.
"My parents would rather me go somewhere with full tuition than have to pay, I begged as hard as I could babe, I fought for us. I swear I did. But we can make this work, it's us. We can get through this. We have breaks and we can skype every night, just don't give up on us that easy, please"
Blaine was begging. He didn't want Kurt to leave him, even if the situation seemed a bit dire, Blaine had full confidence that they could make it. He knew that Kurt was leaving for New York in the middle of June tto ready his, Rachel and Finn's apartment, and to get used to the feel of New York. That means that if Kurt was going to end things, he was going to do it soon. Blaine couldn't believe that he was actually readying himself to break up with Kurt, who he thought he would be with forever.
Kurt looked at him, and Blaine knew what was coming next.
"What does this mean for us then? Long distance will tear us apart I know it. And what if you find a guy in Michigan that you like more than me, I'd never know Blaine. Just please don't make me break my own heart, just tell me now if this is it." Kurt choked out, barely audible.
"Heyhey that could never happen. I never want to be with anyone but you, believe that PLEASE. I would never want to purposely hurt you, EVER. theres nothing I hate more in this world than seeing you sad. We can make this work I swear. It's us, we can do anything. Just come on and have a little faith. I know you and me can do anything. Please don't leave me Kurt."
Blaine had started crying and needed to do something-anything to make Kurt stay.
"OK," Kurt said, trying to convince himself that this would work. "We can do this, you're right. I never want to say goodbye to you Blaine, just please, we need to make this work. I don't think I can live without you."
Suddenly, Blaine was kissing him. This kiss wasn't sweet or short, it was urgent and passionate and seemed to say everything that wasn't being said. The boys then separated, tearstained and exhausted to go find Blaine's family and Kurt's friends.
**2 WEEKS LATER**
Kurt was leaving for New York tomorrow and he was just finished packing away everything he thought he would need. Blaine was there helping him label boxes and lug them into his dad's truck.
Carol had called Kurt to go to the market with her and he had told Blaine to stick around and ask Finn if he needed any help. Blaine didn't think he would because he already had Puck and Mike helping him pack, so why get in the way of their system? So Blaine decided this would be a perfect time for a surprise.
When Kurt returned, he called up to Blaine but got no response. That's weird, he thought, his cars still here.
He walked up the stairs and saw his door was closed. He pushed it open and gasped.
Blaine had lit about 30 candles around the room and was standing there, waiting for Kurt, before turning on his iPod and holding his hand out to Kurt.
"May I have this dance?" he asked shyly, before pulling Kurt close and began twirling him around, earning a laugh from the other boy.
As they slowed, Blaine began singing along with the song, singing so only Kurt could hear
Its time for us to part
It's best for us to part
Oh, but I love you
Oooh, I love you
Take care of yourself
I'll miss you
It's time for us to part
Although it breaks my heart
Oh, but I love you
Ooooh, I love you
Take care of yourself
I love you
"You're so amazing" Kurt whispered into Blaine's shoulder.
"I wanted to make this something to remember me by" Blaine responded before kissing him sweetly.
"This is just one of the things I'll remember, I love you so much" Kurt responded after they separated.
The boys stayed in Kurt's room, dancing around Kurt's room in a comfortable silence, revealing in each other for what seemed to be the last time for a while.
When Blaine had to leave, Burt and Carole had let them alone to take however long they needed. Blaine pulled Kurt into a tight hug and never wanted to let go. He nestled his head into Kurt's neck, taking in the scent of vanilla and mint that was familiarly Kurt. After a half hour of standing in their embrace and a mixture of light and urgent kisses, Blaine really had to go. Both boys were crying and Blaine whispered to him,
"I love you so much Kurt, never forget that. Call me before you get on the plane okay?" Kurt nodded through his tears and held Blaine's hand as tight as he could, it being the last thing he could do to feel Blaine.
Burt placed a hand on Kurt's shoulder and said, "kiddo, he's gotta go. You can talk to him tomorrow." Burt looked at Blaine and the shorter boy could see how much it was paining Burt to see Kurt like this. Blaine kissed the intertwined hand before letting go and walking towards his car.
"I love you." Kurt whispered, a tear rolling down his cheek. Blaine's car drove away down the road and into the darkness, until there was nothing left but streetlights and silence.
Burt patted his son's shoulder and pulled him into a hug. "Get some sleep pal, big day tomorrow". Kurt nodded.
Tomorrow he would start his life without Blaine.
get out the tissues I know…
