AN Hey everyone sorry about the wait...i've been having some problems with school so yeah...please update...it was very hard for me to get this chapter up and i put a lot of work into it. The more reviews i get the more inspired i am. thank you for everyone who did review. i would like to dedicate this chapter to you.
Kagome was shocked; "I'm- I- Huh?" was all she managed to get out.
"Your pregnant." he said giving her a paper, "If you like, we can set you up for a gynecologist appointment." he offered.
"Yes, please," she nodded.
The doctor led her to back to the waiting room where she could talk to a secretary. By the time they left, Kagome had an appointment set up for the next day. Jotsui led the lost looking Kagome to the car and they drove off back to the house. It was a very long, very silent drive.
By the time Kagome arrived home it was dark outside. She went inside the mansion and headed straight for Sesshomaru's room. She needed to talk to him.
When she reached his door she went to knock but faltered, 'What will I say?' she asked herself, 'What if he gets mad at me?' then she got a little angry, 'Well he has no right to get mad because this is his fault too' she resolved and knocked on the door. He answered her and she walked in. He looked to be in a foul mood. "Sesshomaru," she stalled, "How was your day?"
He looked at her from his desk and sighed before speaking, "Bad," was his answer.
'Bad?' she repeated in her head. 'He doesn't even know the meaning of a bad day until he lived one day in my shoes,' "How so?" she asked faking sympathy.
Sesshomaru stood up and went to sit on the edge of his bed. Kagome followed suit. "I'm getting married," he answered with a smirk.
Kagome was shocked. How was he getting married? He hasn't even been out with any girls as far as she knew. "To whom?"
"Kagura," he spit out, not looking at her.
"Kagura?" she asked, "I didn't know you were into her."
"I'm not," he said, "It was my father's idea. Some bull shit about the company. You wouldn't understand." he looked away in anger. Then he took a deep breath and let it out, "So what happened at the doctor?"
"Umm. I have another appointment for tomorrow."
"Why tomorrow? That is one of the best doctors there are. Is it that serious?" he asked.
"No," she denied, "It's just that," she looked at her hands in her lap, "Sesshomaru," she didn't know how to say it; "Do you like kids?" she went for.
He gave her a confused look, "No," he said.
"Oh," 'That helps,' "Well," she whispered the next part, "I'm pregnant."
"What?" he didn't hear her.
"I'm pregnant," she didn't say it any louder.
"Kagome, you know I can't hear you." he told her sternly.
"I'm pregnant!" she shouted at him. Then realizing that she did it, she looked back down. A single tear slid down her cheek. Sesshomaru sat silent. A few moments passed and he still said nothing. "Well?" she said looking down, "don't you have anything to say?" she lifted her head to look at him. He was looking out towards the window when he answered.
"How long?" he asked without any emotion.
"They're guessing its three months."
"What do you mean they are guessing?" he was annoyed. This was a serious matter. There should be no guessing involved.
"Well they don't know exactly how long." he was so aggravating; "I have to see an obgyn tomorrow. They will tell me everything else."
"What time are you going?"
She sighed, "two o'clock." she didn't want to think about it.
"I shall join you." he said.
She looked at him shocked, "What do you mean?"
"What do you think I mean, Kagome?" he snapped. Today was not his day. First, he finds out that he is to get married to some bitch. Then Kagome tells him that she is pregnant. He did not need her asking any stupid questions.
Kagome just stood up instead of answering him. "Good night Sesshomaru." was all she said before she walked out of the door.
Once the door was closed behind her Sesshomaru laid back on the bed, "Fuck," was all he mumbled before getting up and looking out the window into the forest. 'I can't have a child. Not right now. There isn't any time for me to be a father.' he shook his head. There was no use talking to his father. And he wasn't going to Inuyasha for advice. Last time he did that he has been cut off ever since. After a few moments it hit him. Why not just have Kagome get an abortion? It isn't too late for one. Then that would be one very big problem solved. So that was it, he resolved, he would talk Kagome into getting an abortion tomorrow.
Kagome woke up the next morning feeling like shit. The whole night she kept having nightmares about the baby. The worst one was that she was giving birth, and when she finally had it, Sesshomaru took the newborn out of the doctor's arms and threw it in the trash can. Then he told her to hurry so that they could leave. It left her shaken up, even if it was only a dream.
She went to the Sesshomaru's room and found it empty. She looked in his shower and saw that it was wet from him already being in there. "Hmm, I wonder where he is?" she left the room. No point in getting clothes out for him if he was already out. Kagome went to the bathroom that she used and took a nice and long bubble bath; her plan was to not get out until she was all pruney. While soaking in the tub she put her hands on her belly. Now knowing that she was pregnant she could see the small bump that was forming. It wasn't very noticeable so if one wasn't looking for it, one wouldn't make it out. 'What am I going to do?' she asked herself, 'What will I tell Mom?' the tears began to flow, 'I'm having a baby by a man who doesn't and will never love me,' her crying began louder and she sat up in the tub to get into a fetal position. 'What will I tell my baby?' she pictured it in her head, Mommy, why doesn't daddy love you? Mommy, why do we live with daddy but you're not married? Mommy? Mommy? She was sobbing by the end; loud enough for someone in the hall to hear.
The door burst open and it was Sesshomaru. He went over to her, "Kagome, what is going on? I could hear you from my room." he held her shoulders so she would look at him. Unfortunately, looking at him only caused more tears. Sesshomaru was at a loss. Why was Kagome so upset? Well he knew it was probably about the baby, but she didn't have to be crying out so that the whole house could hear. "Kagome," he commanded, "Be silent," he lifted her up so she would stand. That got her back. Once she had her footing right she shoved him away from her.
"Don't touch me!" she shouted. Grabbing her towel she walked out and went to her room. Sesshomaru was left in the bathroom.
'Stupid bitch,' he said to himself leaving the room. It wasn't his damn fault she got pregnant. Well actually it was, but he didn't deserve to have to deal with her attitude. He looked at his watch, hoping it didn't get wet. It was somehow still dry, unlike his shirt, and the time was about to be one. He went to Kagome's door, "Kagome, be ready, we are leaving in ten minutes." he said and walked to his room to change shirts and finish making calls to cancel everything for the next few hours. When he got off the phone, he went to Kagome's room to get her. She wasn't in there, so hopefully she was downstairs already. He was in no mood to go looking for her.
He walked down to the entrance of his home and found her sitting on the bottom step. She wore a light green skirt that went down to her knees, and a white tank top that hugged her body. He didn't notice a change in her stomach but knowing that there was something changing under the surface made him get suddenly queasy. She had on a cardigan over her tank that was unbuttoned and some green flats that matched. Her hair was let down and still a bit damp and she wore no make up. She didn't realize he was there, because when he cleared his throat she jumped in surprise. "Let's go," he said. She followed him out of the house and saw a limousine pull up. She looked at him questioningly. "I don't feel like driving today." was his answer.
They got in the car and sat on opposite sides from each other. Kagome looking out the windows, and Sesshomaru doing something on his phone. After a really long and very awkward drive they were finally at the hospital. The driver opened the door and Sesshomaru got out and gave his hand for Kagome. She accepted it but only because she didn't want to trip or anything. There was a small group of people beginning to form so they could see who was in the limo and Kagome would not allow herself to do something embarrassing. They walked beside one another to the office that Kagome had her appointment in and Sesshomaru held the door for her. She said thank you and walked over to the window.
The woman on the other side was an older woman. "Yes?" she asked not looking up from the form she was filling out.
'How rude,' Kagome thought, "I have an appointment for Dr. Moharu."
"Okay," the woman nodded, and grabbed a clip board, "She will be with you momentarily. Since this is your first visit here then, while you are waiting just fill out this form and turn it in when you are done." she set it down on the counter.
"Thank you," Kagome said cringing, if there was one thing she couldn't stand, it was filling out those stupid papers at the doctors. She took a seat next to Sesshomaru and sighed. She really didn't want to fill these out. Sesshomaru looked over to see what she was doing and smirked. After a few minutes passed by, Kagome finished and took the paperwork back to the secretary.
As she turned everything in, another woman came in and waited in line behind her. Kagome went back to her seat and looked at the magazine table nearby. She got up to get a magazine and found one that looked semi-interesting. Then she sat back down. Sesshomaru was still involved into his phone as ever that he didn't even notice the pretty young woman sitting across from them. Kagome couldn't help but peek out from the top of her magazine to look at her huge belly. Unbeknownst to her, the girl could tell that Kagome was staring.
She smiled at Kagome, making the younger girl blush. "I'm sorry," Kagome said embarrassed for her rude behavior.
She waved it off, "Oh, your fine!" she said with a warm smile. She rubbed a hand over her big tummy, "I'm six months with twins," she admitted.
"Oh wow," Kagome said, "Congratulations."
"Thanks," she said, "My boyfriend and I were so happy when we found out. The only bad part is that they're both supposed to be boys." she laughed. Kagome did as well. "What about you?" she asked. Kagome didn't look like she needed to be here.
"Well this is my first appointment." she blushed, "I just found out yesterday."
The other woman's face was so happy, "Oh that's wonderful. Well then you're the one here who should be congratulated. Is this your first?"
"Yes," she answered and looked at Sesshomaru. He was still just doing god-knows-what on his phone. She was sure that if she said that he was the father and he was married to her aunt and some other wild things about him, he wouldn't even notice.
"What's your name?" she asked.
"I'm Kagome," she put her hand forward, "and you are?"
"Ayame, my boyfriend should be coming in here soon, you can meet him as well," she shook her hand.
The door opened and Koga walked in, causing Ayame to turn around, "Hey, Koga!" she called him over.
At the mention of the name, Sesshomaru's full attention is drawn on the man walking in the room. How on earth is it that of everyone who had a pregnant girlfriend, who had an appointment today, right now, it had to be Koga?
"Sesshomaru?" the man walked over, "What the hell are you doing here?" he laughed.
"Language," Ayame snapped, "I don't want our babies to come out cursing because of you."
"Sorry," he said, still amazed at Sesshomaru being there. Then he looked at the girl next to him, "Kagome!?" he nearly choked.
"Hello Koga," she said.
"Kagome why are you-" he stopped short and his eyes widened. "No way. You two-" he paused, "Wow, Kagome, I didn't expect you to be here at all." he laughed looking at Sesshomaru.
Sesshomaru shifted in his seat. What now? "Koga," he stood up, "Let's talk outside."
"Alright," Koga answered, his eyes glittering as if he already knew about what.
As the men were about to leave the room a woman entered, "Higurashi?" she asked looking between Ayame and Kagome.
"That's me," Kagome said standing up, "It was very nice to meet you," she said to Ayame and went to follow the woman in. Sesshomaru faltered in his movements, and then proceeded to follow Kagome.
"We'll talk later," he called out to Koga before the door closed. He looked calm walking with Kagome but inside his mind was going wild. What the hell was he supposed to do now? Koga's girl knows that Kagome is pregnant and will tell Koga for sure. And once Koga finds out so will the rest of the world. 'Unless' he started to devise a plan, 'If Kagome gets an abortion, we can just tell everyone that we were mistaken and that she never really was pregnant.' he smiled to himself, and looked at her. It was really too bad that she wasn't his type; they could have had some very good looking children. But it could never work out. He didn't have time for love in his life. He couldn't give a woman what she needed, other than great sex and materialistic things. Kagome deserved more than that.
Right now the she was sitting on the bed and the assistant was asking her some questions. When she was finished she left the room, and it was just the two of them. It was so tense in the room that they both let out a breath they didn't know they were holding in, when the sonographer walked in. She was an older woman, around her late 40s.
"Good afternoon, my name is Dr. Moharu" she said to the couple, "So; you just found out that you were pregnant. Congratulations." she turned to Sesshomaru, "Are you the father?"
"Yes," he nodded. Father, he didn't like when she called him that.
"Well congratulations to you too," she said sitting next to Kagome. "So, you want to see how far along you are, and make sure that everything is alright?" Kagome nodded, as well as Sesshomaru. "Okay, well then how about we start with an ultrasound?" she asked cheerfully. "Kagome, I'm going to need you to lift up your shirt." she said rubbing a tube to warm its contents, "This may be cold and feel icky but you'll get used to it," she joked.
Kagome took a sharp breath as the gel was applied to her stomach. Then the woman put the small transducer on her and moved it around. Kagome watched in wonder as the image of the baby went up on the screen. She looked at Sesshomaru to see his reaction. 'Blank as usual, cold hearted bastard,' she gave him a glare, and smiled back at the screen.
"Okay so this is pretty obvious," she said pointing around the picture, "This is the head, here are the arms, and legs."
"Can you tell if it's a boy or girl yet?" Kagome asked excitedly.
"No not yet, we will be able to at your next appointment though." she looked at Sesshomaru, "Would you like to hold this dad?" she said to Sesshomaru.
He nodded slowly and got up. Then he put his hand on the transducer and held it. He couldn't believe it, that was his baby. Right there. He could see it.
"You two have a very well behaved child right now," she joked, "It's being very still when I need it too, so I can take the pictures that's good."
When they we're done with the ultrasounds, the woman turned off the machine and handed Kagome a roll of paper towels to wipe off the gel. "I'll be right back with the sonograms." She left the room.
"Kagome," Sesshomaru said.
"Yes?" she looked at him.
"…" he couldn't say it. Not after what they had just seen. "Never mind," he shook his head, "We can discuss it later." he said looking at her pelvic area.
She looked at him and saw where he was looking. "It's crazy isn't it?" she asked, "I still can barely believe it."
Sesshomaru put his hand on top of where their baby was. How was he supposed to demand an abortion after seeing it move, and seeing its heart beat. He sat back down. It wasn't just a thing anymore, it was his baby. It was their baby. It meant something now. But he couldn't just let her have it. He was going to get married to Kagura. It was going to be publicly announced any day now. The papers have been signed, all the transactions made, his business stronger than ever. Could he give up all of Vienta Inc. for this? He wasn't sure. This could be a great achievement; to merge companies. It would all be his. But what about this small creature growing in Kagome's womb? It's his as well. It is his first child. Is he really willing to give up his first child to have control over a greater company? Was he really considering between taking his son or daughter's life for more money? There were so many questions going through his head at once.
"Sesshomaru," Kagome said touching his shoulder, snapping him back to reality. "We can leave now." Kagome was standing up and he could see Dr. Moharu's back as she left the room. He stood up and Kagome handed him something. They we're the ultrasounds.
"What all did she say just now?" he asked. He was daydreaming the whole time that the woman was in the room he hadn't heard a word.
"It's healthy, and six cm long, and some other things." she said with a smile.
As they exited, Sesshomaru saw that Koga and Ayame were not in the waiting room.
The drive home was silent. Sesshomaru didn't touch his phone at all for once, he just stared into space thinking, and Kagome spent the whole time rubbing where the baby was.
When they got home it was around 4. Kagome went to get some food and Sesshomaru went to talk to his father. The elder Taisho was in his office when Sesshomaru walked in. Two men that Sesshomaru did not know and Kagura stood up to greet him.
"Sesshomaru, what excellent timing," his father said as the other sat back down across from him. "These two here are Kagura's lawyers." he nodded his head towards the men.
"Planning more of my future without me father?" he sneered.
Toga gave a small chuckle, "Come now, son. We are just looking over the finalities of the merger. That is all,"
Sesshomaru smirked, "Well, I think we might have a dilemma."
Kagura stood up at his words, "What do you mean?" she asked in alarm.
Sesshomaru walked over to the group. He pulled out the sonograms and tossed them onto his father's desk.
okay well i've never had a baby before...or a sonogram but i tried my best to make it as real as i could. hopefully i didn't make you guys go "what the hell is she talking about?? stupid!"....so yeah....if you want to help me out by telling me what they do during a sonogram appt i'd appreciate it. and don't forget to review. i hope it was good. let me know your thoughts:)
