PAYBACK'S A BI... UH, A PAIN IN THE ASS
Tuesday, 8th April

Grimmjow and I pretty much returned to the same track we had been on earlier. I'm kinda glad it did. Just don't ask me why.

He already settled it somehow with that pink-haired freak, and I already told Renji that I didn't really accept him, 'cause I've already got someone else in mind. I felt kinda bad, though, since he gave that sad face. But he seemed to have quickly got over it. In fact, I thought I saw him hanging around Ishida more. Wow. It's kinda... freaky.

But I guess Ishida really did what I asked him to. If only I managed to see how was it that he did. Because really, I can't picture Ishida, the serious four-eyed 'human sewing machine' with the greatest pride for his Quincy race, to seduce someone. A shinigami at that. Wait... in fact, I think I'll take that back. It's just... too weird a scene to think of.

So anyway, I've asked Grimmjow what he actually did to Szayel or whatever his name was. Grimmjow just gave me that eerie grin and whispered huskily to my ear, "Do ya really want ta know?" I was hoping he didn't do what I think he did to that pink freak. Not that I'm jealous or anything like that, pfft.

Grimmjow pulled me closer to him and started groping my thighs. I could only shiver in reaction. I wanted to protest but he shut me up with his mouth on mine; that sinful tongue exploring wildly in my mouth. He palmed the bulge in my pants through the fabric and I moaned at the friction. I did, however, manage to push him back and I smirked in triumph at his surprised expression. But somehow with that thick head of his, he managed to outwit me and twirled me round, so my back faced him, my arms held together by his vice-like grip and pressed to my back. I struggled and cussed with all my might, but of course, that didn't deter him one bit. Instead, Grimmjow took a step further.

"Ya know, Ichi..." he started again, as he leaned my back against his chest and slowly undid the button of my pants; I moaned a little but bit my lip quickly to stop the sounds. "He was moaning just like ya when I did this to him..." I snapped my eyes open and glared angrily at him, but was cut short when his hand grabbed my dick and started stroking. I was angry at him and really wanted to cause him some pain, but something else was too distracting. "Ya know what else I did to him, Ichi?" I could only groan in both anger and pleasure as his other hand slid beneath my shirt and onto my chest, playing with my nipples.

I didn't know why but I asked him back, "What?" He gave his devilish grin and nipped at my ear.

"This," he murmured, and he jerked at my cock hard. I gasped at that and threw my head back and rested it on his shoulder, panting. He pinched my hard nipples and played with the tip of my cock. I squirmed against him and tried to break free but was in vain. If I had I would have ripped his arms off and castrated him right there for having the nerve to even speak of his pink-haired lover. "And ya know what else, Ichi? He absolutely loved it when I finger-fucked him just like... this." I remembered the moment the last word rolled off his lips, his fingers plunged deep into me. If I'm not wrong, it was three in one go, and I couldn't hold back a slightly pained moan (my ass was still a little sore from Grimm 'raping' me). He slid them in and out of me smoothly despite the absence of lube. His free hand paid attention to my hardened cock and coated it with the pre-cum that had leaked out of the slit. I could remember the chill of his hands on my cock, and that it had sent shivers through my body.

He gave a soft, wicked laugh by my ear and continued to tease me. I could feel his own erection poking at my back, and I was getting frustrated at why he was going on about what he actually did with that pink-haired bastard. If he was trying to get me riled up with jealousy, he was sorely mistaken...

Okay, fine, I admit I felt a little mad that he slept with that pink fucker instead, but just a little. Then he continued to aggravate me with the mention of the other asshole, "He was giving all these delicious moans yer making that makes me want ta eat him up." I was fuming mad by that statement.

"Well then why didn't you?" I growled at him with difficulty (he was still fucking me with his fingers). His hand holding my arms in place continued to keep its hold.

"I did, actually," he said casually with a smug smirk. What I would give to wipe that fucking smirk off his face at that time... "Then I fucked him so hard he was screaming my name and begging for more." Really, I was mad beyond belief. What was he trying to say by mentioning that what's-his-name while playing with me?! That was my thought at the time, but really when I learned the truth I just had a brain freeze.

You'll know about it later.

So, as I was saying - He finally had his fingers out and I sighed. Out of relief or frustration or still in deep hatred and anger at the teal-haired fucker, I wasn't sure myself. I was still disoriented at that time to notice that he already had the lube out, slapped it on his hard cock and soon e ough he heaved me onto it. Actually, he practically dropped me on it. Gravity drove me further on him until he was buried in me to the hilt. I groaned at the full sensation; his cock had just grazed at my prostate.

I half-growled half-moaned again as he continued his taunting/dirty talk into my ear. He was groaning too. "Love that, don't ya? Just like that whore... moaning for more with my cock sliding in and out of his ass..." He grabbed my hips and lifted me up and down on his shaft, continuing to whisper those words into my ear until I was close to screaming.

We both came in a matter of moments. And despite that I was still numb with anger at him. Grimmjow moved and dressed up. He threw the bed covers on me with an impassive face. I didn't react; I just lay there with the deepest scowl I could muster and glaring holes into the floor.

Finally the silence broke and he asked, "Ya angry, Ichi?" This time I snapped my eyes at him.

"Angry?" I yelled. "Are you fucking kidding me?" Grimmjow's face remained impassive, but I saw a little curl at the ends going upwards. I was beyond pissed. "Of course I'm angry, you fuckhead!" Then I went on and on rambling about how insensitive he was; first he raped me, then assured me, then he half-raped me again while mentioning what he did with that pink fucker. I wanted to tear the teal-haired asshole into little bits.

After I finally exhausted myself in ranting for almost 15 minutes with Grimmjow simply observing me in amusement, he said, "Ya really believe I did him?"

I just stared at him. I didn't really know what to believe. "Seein' ya all riled up with jealousy over me being with Szayel simply cracks me up, Ichi, cuz yer just so goddamn adorable at it," and with that the asshole grinned and kissed me on the lips. As said earlier, my brain just froze. I didn't know what to say or how to react.

I did, however, grab my desk chair and threw it at him. Unfortunately I missed and the thing broke. Now I have to get a new chair... Anyway, I wasn't really listening to him when he explained. I was staring at my broken chair. I needed the damn chair to sit on my desk and do homework! And to use the computer. I'm now using one of the chairs from the dining table as a replacement. Stupid Grimmjow.

I think what Grimmjow did was that he almost did the pink freak, baiting him with a game of S&M and ended up having him locked up to the bed for a couple of days. Then Grimmjow did something to his shampoo that gave him an afro hairdo or something (I remembered stifling a laugh at that thought), and proceeded to destroy a number of his computers. Grimm grinned smugly saying that Aizen didn't even bother to punish him for causing chaos to Szayel and that Szayel finally gave up and 'let him go', since he loved his computers, his hair and whatever stuff more than Grimm's um... thing.

So uh, that's what happened, as Grimmjow said it. It's unbelievably stupid, if you ask me. But whatever, everything's back to normal and I really don't need anything else to make my already abnormal life even more weird.

Thinking about this makes my head hurt. I'm going to sleep.

Deathberry at 10.05pm
7 comments

Comment by QAhatesyou 10.11pm, 8th April
...No I didn't do what you asked me to. Abarai just... found my presence more comforting after having the truth smacked in his face.

Comment reply by Deathberry 10.20pm, 8th April
Yeah right. He found your presence very comforting, I'm sure.

Comment reply by QAhatesyou 10.27pm, 8th April
At least he wasn't acting as bad as you were when your boyfriend ditched you.

Comment reply by Deathberry 10.34pm, 8th April
He's not my boyfriend, goddammit! And I wasn't acting that badly!!

Comment reply by QAhatesyou 10.41pm, 8th April
Uh-huh, like moping at your desk every single day, refusing to have lunch with your friends and depressing the whole class with your mood wasn't bad.

Comment reply by Deathberry 10.48pm, 8th April
Just get out of my blog, Ishida.

Comment reply by QAhatesyou 10.52pm, 8th April
The Quincy wins once again. (snicker)

-AN's notes-
(facepalm) Ishida and his Quincy pride... lol!

Yay I updated. After a freaking month. Good god, I feel horrid. And this was a crappy chapter I know. Seriously, I have completely no mood to write! No ideas whatsoever! DD: And the next chapter may be the last chapter, but of course it's not Ichi's last blog post. I'm just gonna have a closing chapter so that they can have a... normal couple life... or something like that. A proper date with chaos or something. Or maybe more fucking. Lol, tell me which one you want. But seeing how I am I might take months just to update one chapter, so if you're bored and in dire need of GrimmIchi, then please do hop by my LJ (the link to it is my homepage in my profile); there's a list of oneshots of the two there.

Once again, I apologize deeply for the lack of updates. Please bear in mind I am a procrastinator, lazy and losing my creative juices. I also have school now, which has bombarded me with mini-projects even though the second week has just passed. And I had just and am still facing a difficult loss. Thanks for understanding!