Disclaimers!


To Srirachacha: Spoiler Alert: It's going to be hard as hell. No I kid, I never spoil… or do I? Oh, and she'll never wake. Her breathing in her soul was just her body taking her in to destroy her and send her to the Netherlands before she has a heart attack and die. MOVIN ON!

To Jackiezedkiller: You're welcome a million. The emotion came from my PMS. It was that time of the month… hehe pysch…

To Destiny289: I'm sorry, I didn't want you to cry. Actually, I did. BRING ON THE TEARS! Sorry for lying, not sorry. And thanks, I just wanted to show that I believe that Sesshomaru does actually care. Period. I don't believe he's always a sexy ass. Behind those brick walls (of abs) there's a cozy home with a romantic fire.

To Evy: Look… I know I'm late. I forgot! No excuse why, I just freakin' forgot. Get off my nonexistent canoodle! I love you though…


Previously

Oh man… I didn't mean to. I really didn't mean to hurt him!

This will be brief because… I should get back to Sessh. I woke up in a dream state. The Sesshomaru I thought was real was only what I want to see in Sesshomaru. He was all wrong. I was all wrong. When I realized that, I fell back to reality, literally, and had an out of body experience. My friends told me everything that Sesshomaru did for me and how much he loved me. Then… Sesshomaru came later and proved that much. I know I said I wanted him to be more caring and prove that he loves me but… I didn't want to hurt him. I didn't want to break him. Watching him…him cry? It nearly killed me. I decided that I never want to see him that way again. I love who he is. I love that he can be a complete emotionless ass. I love him…

Now, all I must do is get to him and let him know.


The Hunted

Chapter Eleven
Waking Up to You


I shot up in the bed taking in all of the air I could get. Clutching the blankets on my chest I began to look around the room. It was morning and the room was bright with the sunlight pouring through the open windows. I looked down and noticed I was naked. The room was silent. There was no beeping machine. My skin wasn't hot, sweaty and pale.

What is going on? Was that all just a fucked up dream I had? Did I get bit by the blaxskin but sucked out all of the venom and healed over night with a good night's sleep? Did something completely different take place instead? What the hell is going on?

A door opened and my head shot towards it. In walked Sesshomaru and I pull the blankets over my naked form even tighter.

"Sessh-Sesshomaru? What happened? Why am I naked? Did I get attacked by a blaxskin a month ago putting me in a terrible coma or was that all just a crazy dream? Are we married? Did we have sex last night therefore the reason I'm naked? You wouldn't believe how many times I woke up and that so happened to be the case!"

"Akemi…" he said. "You were attacked –

"Oh that is all I needed to hear", I said with a sigh of relief. "Where is the machine? The one that records my heart beat?"

"The doctor took it away", he said. "It was uncalled for. We could tell you were alive we just weren't sure if you'd wake. He thought it was best."

I nodded looking at my feet.

"When did you wake? Are you alright? Do you need anything? Are you feeling any pain?"

I looked back up to him and saw worry on his face. He was by my side sending questions, checking my health and everything. My chest began to burn along with my throat and eyes. He's worried about me. He has been for the last month!

Cutting him off, I jumped into his arms and buried my face in his chest. There I released tears and broke down.

"Akemi… why do you cry?"

"I'm so sorry", I said with a trembling voice. "I scared you! I never wanted to worry you. I never wanted to make you feel guilty! Most of all I don't hate you! I'm sorry I told you that and that I slapped you that night! I didn't mean it. I thank you for working so hard to contact my family. You have been trying to prove yourself to me and I appreciate it."

"How do you know all of this", he asked pulling away and looking me in the eyes.

"I didn't hear everything that was said but I heard enough", I mumbled. "Sesshomaru, I know I have been a bitch. I know I wasn't easy to deal with; I was in a bad place. I was grieving and I took it all out on you when really it was never your fault. Then I closed you and everyone out and I've been so stubborn causing a huge accident making you think it was your fault." He frowned at me and I pulled away from him. "I get that you aren't an emotional type of person. You aren't one to open up. I don't want to force that on you. I don't like it when you are worried and feeling guilty. I don't like how it looks on you. And I especially don't like what I saw last night. In fact, I never want that to happen again."

"You were aware of what happened last night?"

"I kind of had an out of body experience. The whole thing was weird. I didn't like any of it."

"Hn."

I looked to him to see he was looking at the bed instead of me. "Sesshomaru", I called out gaining his attention. "Do you love me?"

"I beg your pardon?"

"Do you love me", I asked. Though I heard many people say it I wanted to hear it from him. I know I said I didn't care if he expressed himself or not because I know it isn't who is he but… certain things I still need to hear. Everyone can tell me that he loves all they want but it won't ever have an actual effect on me unless I hear it come from his mouth. "I have an idea of what the answer is…"

"Then why question it?"

"Because I can always be wrong", I said. "And there are certain things I need to hear. If it's true just say it, please. Do you love me?"

He looked me in the eye and the frown he wore grew deeper. "This Sesshomaru does love you, Akemi."

"Then that's all I need", I said with a shrug. "That's all the proof I need."

"I'm afraid I don't understand", he said.

"Sesshomaru", I laughed out. "You can do whatever you want. You can wear a cold emotionless face. You can keep all emotion bottled up and not say a thing. As long as I hear you tell me you love me, I can be the only one you ever show or proved it to, as long as you tell me and I can see it, I won't care. I'll love you right back."

"What?"

"Huh", I asked pushing his buttons as if I wasn't aware of the words that just came out of my mouth.

"You said you loved me."

"I don't… remember that", I said sitting back against the headboard. "Are you sure?"

"I am certain that –

His face fell and he stared me down. A smirk fell on his lips and he moved forward. I think he's getting what I'm putting down.

"I love you, Akemi."

Oh yeah, he got it.

"I love you too, Sesshomaru."

"Hn", he said. He moved in and my heart hammered in my chest once again. His clawed hand gently caressed my cheek causing me to lean into it.

This is what I felt when our eyes first locked. This is what I wanted. To feel like I was the one thing he genuinely wanted and needed. I feel loved and it's as a want instead of a must.

"Can I call you Fluffy?"

"You can address this one as anything you'd like."

"How about Sessh?"

"Sure."

"Sesshy?"

"If that's what you want."

"Well, what about asshole?"

"No", he said, face straight as a beeline.

"Oh yeah, take all the fun out of it", I said. He tugged a lock of my hair and I slapped his hand away.

The door then opened and we both turned towards it. Once Kagome walked in and I turned back to Sesshomaru, he was standing as if nothing was happening between us.

"Akemi, you're awake!"

"I am", I asked as if I were clueless.

"You bitch", she screeched running to my side and pulling me in for a hug.

"Ow", I screamed out. As she backed away worried with guilt all over her face, Sesshomaru stepped forward.

"Oh my gosh, I'm so sorry! I didn't hurt you too bad did I", she cried out.

"Actually, I wa just being an ass. You didn't hurt me."

She then slapped me as Sesshomaru rolled his eyes. "I missed you so much! I should kick your ass for not telling anyone! How come you didn't tell us? What the hell is wrong with you?"

"A lot yet nothing all together", I said. "I'm sorry. I was under the influence of the venom. It was making me act… reckless and stupid."

"I'm so glad you're back. You look like you were never sick. I can't believe this. Just last night you looked like you were a corpse now you look like… well you look so much better!"

"Yeah", I asked. "I didn't see myself yet but I feel better." I sat up a bit and remembered that I was still naked. "Oh just a quick question, where the hell are my clothes and why aren't they on my body?"

"The doctor thought it was best to relieve you of them seeing as you temperature was rising uncontrollably. It was difficult to keep you cool."

"And every time we changed you, you'd sweat out your clothes", Kagome said. "You have some in your closet. Would you like to shower and put some on?"

"Yep", I said. I then turned to Sesshomaru and smiled. "Is my sister still around?"

"She is near."

"Can I see her?"

"Once you shower, dress and eat", he said. "You haven't eaten a proper meal since you left your village. I advise you to intake proper nutrition."

"I can't do that while seeing her?"

"No", he said.

"What the hell", I squeaked. "I'm awake and you're out of ropes and suddenly you're the boss!"

"You and I are on common terms for once", he said before leaving the room. Once the door closed I growled.

"That son of a –

"He's only doing that for your own good, Akemi. Give him some slack! You have no idea what he's been going though since you've been under!"

"I do", I said as I stood out of bed. I had to gain my balance seeing as I haven't walked in so long. "I know what you're about to say. Akemi, he really loves you, ya know. He's been contacting your parents and everything. He hasn't been himself since you fell into a coma. Give him a break. He's only doing this because he loves you. I know."

"How do you know", she asked confused as she helped find me clothes

"He told me."

She spun around and ran to me. "He what?"

"He told me."

"You mean he told you what he's been doing or –

"He told me he loves me, Kags. Twice", I said holding up two fingers.

"And", she pushed. "What did you do?"

"I…" I said stalling as I walked to the bathroom with nothing concealing my naked form. "I told him I loved him too. Twice."

"Oh my God, Akemi!"

"I know, shut up. Don't make such a big deal out of it!"

"I don't have to because it's already a big deal! I haven't even said it to Inuyasha and we…"

"You what", I asked looking at her as I got into the shower.

She leaned against the door frame of the bathroom as I turned on the water and fiddled her fingers. "Well we…

"You fucked, didn't you?"

"Don't judge me! I couldn't resist the urge, okay? He is just so attractive and so sweet yet so masculine and so mean. It's like a perfect balance! It was when Sesshomaru first came to visit you. I left the room and I started to talk to Inuyasha. Even though we all sleep separately, we have been falling asleep together because we like to bond."

"Mhm", I said washing up. "Bonding with your –

"I'm serious", she snapped. "I mean I seen him without his shirt and dear God oh mighty, I was like damn! And when I worried about you he was always there to reassure me saying that you'd never leave me behind after all we've been through just to get where we were."

"And the masculine, mean thing he has going on", I questioned, washing my hair.

"He's just like any other guy", Kagome said. "He keeps himself in shape and lifts weights. He has a healthy appetite – for some reason he's in love with chicken ramen – and he's just… masculine. He's so dominant. It's hard to explain, you have to pay attention to him. But he can be such an irritating asshole! He argues a lot, and questions so much. I have to keep myself from slapping him! And then he calls me wench and might even slip a bitch in there!"

"Does he call you bitch in bed", I asked.

"Well sometimes…"

"It's his yokai then", I said. "You said it yourself, he's dominant. You don't submit easy because, just like me, you are stubborn."

"He is too!"

"Hurray your perfect match!"

"Fuck you!"

"Um you mean fuck Inuyasha? Don't get me mixed up!"

"Akemi? Kagome? Are you guys in here?"

I climbed out of the shower and began to dry myself off as Kagome called to Carla and Eliza. They ran in the bathroom and squealed, almost knocking me over.

"Akemi, we are so happy you're awake!"

"You guys won't believe this but Akemi and Sesshomaru said they loved each other", Kagome admitted.

"No way!"

"What the fuck", I snapped. "Well Kags let Inuyasha tear that ass up!"

"Akemi!"

"Oh my God", Eliza said. "Me too! Rick is a wild animal!"

"What about you, Carla", I asked with a smirk.

"Well no, we didn't have sex yet", she said shaking her head. "Besides, neither of us really thought it was right when you were… well you know."

"Oh", I said. I finished getting dressed as the girls informed me on what's been going on.

Apparently they are still working on the new law of achieving yokai mates. And like they told me last night, they were accepting suggestions from us seeing as we were the ones that said they had plenty of options to choose from other than hunting us like deer in open season.

"So what do you think", Kagome said. "We couldn't really come up with anything."

"Yeah", Carla said. "We not only have to come up with a way for human and yokai to coexist but also an alternative for us to not be left out in danger for days with no idea on how to survive."

"That's what they are really worried about", Eliza said. "I mean they say the reason they had the hunting was so that we could awaken our inner warrior or something. Without the hunt that won't happen but with the hunt there could be harmful scenarios."

"I see what you mean", I said pulling my hair in a half up due half down. "I mean I don't want other girls being thrown out into the wild without an idea of what to do but it seems like the only way to have them awaken is to put them in a situation like that."

I turned to them after placing carmax on my lips. They all stood up and we left the room so we could get food.

"So you have no suggestions", Carla asked.

"Well just let me think on it for awhile. I should come up with something before the next meeting, right?"

"The next conference is at noon."

"Shit", I cursed. "Ain't this a bunch of honey oats?" If you don't understand, that's me being sarcastic about how sweet the situation is. C'mon people, to think you'd know me by now!

"Akemi?"

"That's my name, don't wear it out", I said turning around to see Inuyasha.

"Welcome back", he said. "You're looking good!"

"Feeling good too", I said. "Where's the pizza?"

"Who said anything about pizza", Eliza asked.

"She just wants food", Kagome said.

"Sesshomaru went to the kitchen and started ordering people around", Inuyasha begun. "He wasn't as vicious and murderous as before so I assumed you were making progress. When I came to check on you I wasn't expecting for you to be awake."

"Akemi, what are you doing up?"

I turned to see Sesshomaru coming down the hall. "I'm looking for the food. Where's the beef?"

"Food is being prepared", he said. "You aren't supposed to be up. You're supposed to be resting."

"I have been resting for an entire month, Sesshomaru. I think I got enough", I said with a frown.

"You must see the doctor before you assume anything. You assume you retrieved the venom out of your system and look where that got you."

"Are you questioning my survival skills?" I groaned with a roll of my eyes before folding my arms stubbornly. "Dude, I know I screwed up but do not… do that!"

"Okay", Kagome said stepping in between us. "Let's stop this! You just admitted your feelings to each other. Let's not ruin it with arguing."

"They what?"

"They said they loved each other", Carla squealed.

"Are you fucking kidding me", Inuyasha snorted.

I tilted my head as I eyed Inuyasha and then I nudged Kagome. "I don't know how or why but I see it now", I said to her referring to the masculinity. "I just looked at him and it hit me in the face."

"See", Kagome said making her point. "You can't pass it by!"

"You really can't", I said shaking my head.

"What are you talking about", Eliza asked.

"Nothing", I said. "It doesn't matter. The main thing is I don't want to lay around here doing nothing. I've been resting for thirty days. I can walk."

"You shouldn't assume things. We don't know what small things can turn into extreme measures. We must be cautious."

"Do you smell the venom, Sesshomaru? Before you said my blood was tainted. Is it tainted now?"

"Your blood ran clean three weeks ago yet you were still under."

"For the love of Italian food everywhere", I yelled out. "Just let me go!"

"He's right, Akemi", Inuyasha said. "It's probably best you wait in your room until further notice."

"What?"

"At least until the doctor says you're good", he added.

"Oh my – fine! I'll do it! But we have to talk about the council meeting later, okay you guys?"

"You will not be attending."

"Excuse me", I said turning on Sesshomaru. "Maybe I got water in my ears from my shower because I know I didn't hear you right? Did you just tell me that I'm not attending the meeting?"

"Indeed."

"Who are you to tell me what I can and can't do? I'm going! I have to go!"

"The stress is not good for your condition."

"Fuck my condition! What about the condition of all the other girls that will have to go through what we did? They need to be safe and healthy just like me!"

"I don't care about any of their conditions, safety and health! I care about yours! At this moment, you are the one who has just revived out of a four-week sleep! Until we are aware that the venom is fully out of your system and that there are no more side affects you will stay in your room! Am I understood?"

I looked at him and sighed out. "Hell –

"It's understood", Kagome said slapping her hand over my mouth. "Akemi, go with him now and get rest."

"What", I squeaked but I have to help. "I've been out too long! I can't let you do this all on your own!"

"You need time to think anyways, right", Eliza said.

"Akemi", Kagome said pulling me off to the side. "You said that Inuyasha's yokai makes him a dominating person and my stubbornness makes me non-submissive. What are you doing right now?"

I looked over to Sesshomaru and knew he was listening in. I groaned and rolled my eyes. "But I'm not the submissive type!"

"Akemi, I know you're independent and all but you have to let people take care of you and that is what he's trying to do. You can't want someone to lean on and not lean on them when they offer you their shoulder. Stop being such a willful bitch and go rest!"

Without letting me say any more words she shoved me into Sesshomaru's direction and connected our hands.

"Take her before she fights", she said.

"Hn", he said to Kagome. He then looked down to me. "Let us leave."

"I'm sorry", I said. "Wait; did you just say lettuce leaf? If so, yes I'd like that in a salad."

"Must you always fight me on everything?"

"Momma did say I was a fighter", I said shrugging. When I felt something grip my hand tighter I looked down and realized he was still holding my hand. I was expecting him to let to go. "You're still holding on?"

"Is it wrong?"

"No", I said shaking my head.

"What did your dreams consist of when you were sleep?"

"My dreams?"

"Yes."

"You", I said.

He paused and turned to me with a frown. "You dreamed of this Sesshomaru?"

"Yeah", I said. "I woke up…" I stopped and tilted my head as we made it to my room. "Before I continue let me ask you some questions."

"Of course."

"Are you a rough nut or a smooth acorn?"

"I beg your pardon?"

"Do you like to rock the boat or sail smoothly?"

"Akemi, I'm afraid I don't understand your questions."

"Do you like hardcore rock or soft rock", I asked opening the door.

"Akemi", he said jaw clenching. "Your metaphors aren't very useful when the subject isn't clear."

I growled out and released my hand from his, sitting on the bed. "For Christ's sake, I was trying not to say – do you like fucking hard or sweet love making?"

He stared at me with wide eyes and a smirk fell on his face. "Do you fear that this one might be too rough for you? Are you afraid I might hurt you? It is common to believe yokai prefer a much gruesome style of sex."

"Just answer the damn question", I snapped.

"Which do you prefer?"

"I wouldn't know. I never had sex."

"Good", he said. "I prefer plunging forth into a woman's core. The screams pleased me, whether they were of pain or pleasure. Before I only acted on my wants and needs. I never cared for what my partner at the time wanted. She was there to please me, not vise versa. But for you, I want to do all that will have you screaming my name. Does that answer your question?"

Suddenly my mouth and throat grew dry and I tried as hard as I could to moisten them. Looking away with a burn in my cheeks I cleared my throat. "Yeah sure", I said. "That sounds… okay."

"Were there any other questions?"

"Kids", I said. "How do you feel about them?"

He said nothing at first. No, instead he moved over and sat beside me. His arm wrapped around me and pulled me into his lap. "I never spoke of this to anyone, not even my father."

"Yeah", I asked feeling awkward in his lap. My eyes were glued to the wall across from me over his head and his arms grew tight around me. I then looked down to him. His eyes were closed and his head rested above my breast. His lips were right above the valley and his nose inhaled on my collar bone. "Sesshomaru?"

"Hn?"

My brows knitted together in confusion. With him straddled between my legs the hands that were on his chest slowly moved up and around his neck.

"What didn't you tell anyone?" He kissed my chest and I raised his head. "Sesshomaru, what does it have to do with kids? What were you keeping to yourself?"

"A few years prior to now I went through training for the very hunt that just took place. During this training, we were expected to live off of nothing and fend for ourselves. It is true that I can live for many days without nourishment, but the mentality isn't easy to live with. Yes, I withstand but I still hunger."

"Where is this going, Sesshomaru", I said finally relaxing in his arms.

"I met a young girl", he said. "She provided me with food. She never spoke and neither did I. I, of course, knew how to hunt and search for substance but I was unfamiliar with the area whereas she wasn't. Not too long afterwards I tracked her down. She was living off nothing with no one. She was only a little girl."

"She grew on you", I said with laughter in my voice. "Let me take a guess", I said fiddling with his hair. "In the beginning, you were cold. Because you are so proud, you dared not to accept it from her, taking it as a demeaning offer. This young girl though, she was persistent. She knew though you were proud, you were also hungry. As she forced the food on you she earned your respect because it wasn't easy to make her leave, so you finally accepted."

"How did you know this", he asked with a slight smirk on his face.

"What can I say", I shrugged. "I read books, many with different plots and story lines. It's to the point now that I can tell from simple pin points."

"Hm", he said caressing my cheek. "You are very intelligent."

"Thank you", I said. "So… this girl, she has been living alone with no parents? Where is she now?"

"I placed her under trusted care", he said. "No one but the person who has been watching over her knows that I have been caring for the child."

"How come you haven't told anyone", I asked.

"I never found the right time and it doesn't feel right. Besides, people see this one as a person to fear. I'd like to keep it that way so that the respect remains intact. One day what my father has will be mine. If the respect dwindles away there will be none."

"So why are you telling me this now", I asked. "I understand it is something you have to share because I am your mate but… in response to having children?"

"The bond we have is strong. I want to protect her and make sure she is well taken care of. This child was willing to give me the very thing she worked for which was limited."

"You want to adopt her", I finished. "Is that it?"

"Will you allow it?"

I released a small laugh and placed my hands in my lap. "Sesshomaru, you're talking to an adopted girl who has lost her family."

"So, you are willing to take her in as your own?"

"Of course", I said. "Although I was hoping to have a son first but… I'll make an exception." Finally realizing how intimate we were being I blushed. I have to find something to get my mind right. "Um… but uh how many more kids would you like?"

"This one would be fine with two."

"And a possible third", I added.

"If that is what you will like."

I giggled and yet my mind still went back to how close we were. I closed my eyes and took a deep breath. Though it feels right it still feels wrong. How can we be moving so quickly into things? Just a month ago I couldn't stand this guy! The idea of being with him pissed me off. To submit to him was demeaning, it was close to giving up to me. He was so insincere and just a complete ass but now… he's not. Now… I want him more than ever.

"Aren't you worried that we may be moving too quick here", I asked removing myself from his arms and lap. "I mean I couldn't stand you before and all we did was argue, now I'm sitting here cuddled up in your lap!"

"To the mundane the process of yokai courting is swift. Once we have found our proper match there isn't really a need in deciphering if the person is the right one or not. We already know we are destined. With humans you don't know therefore you have to date to not only get to know the person but also figure out if this person is the one for you. While you were in your coma, we have missed out on time to bond."

"So, it's like we're making up for missed time", I asked.

"Precisely."

"No wonder", I said shrugging as I leaned against the wall. "This entire time I have wanted to just… be with you but I didn't let myself because I didn't like you."

"Now you can", he said standing up.

I shrugged and placed an unsure smirk. "I could but… I don't know how."

"You were with someone before the hunt, am I correct?"

"You are but that wasn't really real. It was something to keep me from being chosen. We were set up together. I mean in the beginning it was nice and I did like him. I never loved him though. But he looked at me as an obligation, something I never want to be. I wasn't much to him but someone he could play with. It didn't really hit him until the day after he dumped me and then I was chosen."

"So, you aren't sure as to how to work a real functional relationship."

"Precisely", I said mocking him with a big cheesy smile.

"Hn", he said. "You still haven't answered my question. What did your dreams consist of?"

"Oh right", I laughed out. "Sorry about that. At first I woke up. You were there, I was in pain and we were both naked. Turns out we… had sex the night before", I said finishing quickly. "Apparently… I uh hated it when you were too gentle in bed, thus… clarifying the pain I was in."

"Explaining the question for my performance."

"Yeah", I said with a nod. "You had to explain everything to me because I couldn't remember anything. I didn't even remember what happened here. But while I was there something felt off. You were too nice. You weren't you. You laughed there. You don't laugh; you give a subtle 'Hn'. You don't laugh."

"This is true, carry on."

"As a demonstration, we had sex… again. Then we both showered and dressed. I was out of class that day but you had to go in. We were both college students. When you got home, I was making dinner. Then we started playing around, you were chasing me around the house and taking me down on the couch. That's when the idea hit me really hard. It wasn't right. I brought it up but you thought I was talking about kids. You said kids wasn't a good choice at that time of our lives since I was just starting college."

"Hence the thought of children."

"Right", I said. "But it wasn't like I didn't enjoy it, I loved it! It's just that something felt so wrong about it. Something was missing, and that something was the reality. In reality, I didn't like you because I thought you didn't care. I thought you looked at me like I was something you had to accept instead of something you wanted. There you chased me around and cracked jokes. Yeah you still had your serious persona but you knew when to let it go. You don't chase me here. I mean one day you might –

"I won't", he said. "That behavior is foolish and childish and is often led to minor injuries."

"Don't worry, I'll fix that and find a way to make you want to chase me all over the house", I said very certain of myself. "But anyways, it didn't feel real. Just because something feels good doesn't mean it's right."

"I see", he said. At that someone knocked on the door and we both turned to it. "You may enter."

The doctor then walked in followed by a woman hauling a cart with food on it.

"Good morning", the doctor said. "I'm glad to see you are awake."

"Thanks", I said. "Glad to be awake."

"Well if you would, Akemi, please take a seat on the bed. I'm just going to perform a check up to see to it that all is well."

"I'll be leaving now", Sesshomaru said. "Akemi, do not leave this room until I am notified that you are well enough to travel around."

"Sesshomaru", I sighed out. "I know you are only doing this for my wellbeing but don't treat me like a kid! And how am I supposed to know when you are notified?"

"Hn", he said before leaving the room with the maid behind him.

"What the – freakin bipolar tendencies!"


What the fuck, Sessh!

Hey my enchiladas! I know… I'm late. This time I don't have a reason. No one died. There wasn't much school shit. There was, I just didn't care enough to take part. I mean, I didn't do my homework at all. So, I really had time to update. I simply forgot is all. I fucking forgot. Monday came around and all I did was go to my watercolor class at school. I think I was still on a high because I spent the entire weekend with my bestie. WE WENT TO OUR FIRST COMIN CON! I went as Deadpool! Deadpool rocks. He is life. Fuck Shrek. Deadpool can be my baby daddy. He can fucking get it! I mean I had the neckless, the romper, and the hat! I was fucking the game up! No… I was the game…

Any who, I was super excited. So, excited that for my still life painting, I did a pop art of my Deadpool chain. So, I'm sorry you guys. Lay off my ass. I do things other than love you and write fanfics all day and night. I do have a life, ya know! It… may not be much of one, but it's a life no less!

Until next time, I will see you nuggets later. This coming Monday, is Memorial Day. Don't expect much. I'll be in the KY with my grandmama. She the bomb! I'll try to have it up but no promises. I hope you enjoyed! Please leave reviews! Love ya!