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IT IS NOT IN SAKURAS POV ENJOY!
Syaoran's story
Sakura awoke from her sleepy daze. It was her first dreamless night, and she smiled her first smile in weeks. She had taken 3 weeks off from work already, the phone was constantly ringing.
"I should go to work today, Jen must be worried sick," Sakura said to herself. "But Miaso.." Again, flashes of Miaso's smile reappeared in her eyes.
"NO!" She told herself loudly, "no, I have to return to work, Jen is counting on me." Slowly, she stepped into the shower, washed herself, and then dressed herself casually. She applied a little bit of makeup, practiced a fake smile, and walked out the door.
"Ready or not Miaso, because I'm coming back," She sighed.
Her drive was long and slow, her hand shook as she gave the keys to the assistant and he drove it off. She took one last deep breath, and continued through the motion doors. Her breathing became shorter and faster, her heart thumped. Her hand shook as she reached out to press the elevator button. Up one floor, up another, she held her breath. Finally the little bell rung, and it was her floor. She took another deep breath, closed her eyes and walked out the door.
She walked about 3 steps outside the door before she ran into someone. She was knocked to the floor, and she didn't want to open her eyes. Sakura knew that she had bumped into a tall, built figure. She peeked, but to her surprise, it was Syaoran.
"I'm so sorry Sakura," Syaoran apologized helping her up.
"Oh, it's fine!!" Sakura smiled nervously dusting off her jeans.
Syaoran was disturbed, Sakura smile didn't seem right. He knew after something like rape occurred to her, she wouldn't be the same again. "Sakura, about the club night, are you sure you are okay?" Syaoran looked deep within her emerald eyes.
"I'm sure Syaoran, see I'm normal," Sakura flashed another smile. She was so happy for modeling, because it taught her face and her emotions to show different things. Sadly, Sakura's eyes were doing the opposite, and Syaoran saw it right away. "Anyways, what are you doing here Syaoran?" Sakura quickly changed the subject while walking towards Jen's office.
"Well, Arisu invited me to stay in her extra room since I didn't have anywhere else and I didn't want to leave after I could talk to you, I mean that's the only reason I'm here," Syaoran said quietly. "Over the last few days, I was here waiting for you to come, and helping around the office."
"Oh, I see," Sakura muttered. "What did you want to talk about anyhow?"
"About us, I wanted to explain about that day," Syaoran sighed.
"Look, Syaoran even though what happened, happened, I still think that there is nothing you can possibly explain to me that can make it better," Sakura smiled sadly. She stopped walking and faced Syaoran. "I'm sorry, but there is nothing to discuss."
"Please Sakura, all I need is one night," Syaoran pleaded.
"No," Sakura said simply. "There is nothing you can say."
"Don't you think I deserve just one dinner, to explain myself?" Syaoran begged. "Please, what can go wrong?"
Sakura sighed and took a deep breath. Her mind was constantly bickering over this one subject. One part of her kept telling her she should talk to him, while the other told her to keep away. Finally, she shut her eyes and muttered," Alright Syaoran, one night, tonight."
"Really Sakura," Syaoran gasped.
"Yes, but you cannot screw it up," Sakura gave him a deadly glare. "Come to my apartment tonight, and we'll go out to a nice restaurant."
"Thank you Sakura, thank you," Syaoran smiled happily. "Oh, if you're going to talk to Jen, I think I should tell you, Miaso hasn't showed up around here since that night either." Syaoran winked and walked away to continue with his errand.
A wave of excitement tingled through Sakura's body. 'WOW HE'S GONE?!' Her mind raced with joy as she turned the knob to Jen's office.
"Good morning Jen!" Sakura said brightly.
"OH SAKURA, THANK GOD YOU'RE BACK!!!" Jen smiled hugging her. "How was your leave, Syaoran tells me it was because he was back."
"Oh, yea," Sakura sighed thanking god Syaoran didn't reveal what it was truly about.
"Oh and on that matter----"
"YOU!!" Yumi burst into the room with tears of anger. " THIS IS ALL YOUR FAULT!" she screamed shoving a paper in Jen's face. I found this in Miaso's box. He must have come here early and picked up everything and left.
Jen looked at Yumi confused, and opened the note. She looked it over once, then again, and finally read it aloud.
Dear Jen and Models,
It is time for me to take my leave from Yukana and ML HQ. I love working with you all, but it has been especially hard because of a certain model. Sometimes, I cannot control my urge to do something stupid towards her, and lately, it has been extremely difficult. So I must take my leave now, I have packed all my things, and I hope you a future.
Sincerely,
Miaso
Yumi was in tears. "IT'S ALL YOUR FAULT SAKURA!" She screamed through her tears. "SINCE YOU HAVE BEEN HERE, HE'S GONE GAGA JUST LIKE HE DID OVER SCARLETT. BUT HE DIDN'T LEAVE BECAUSE OF HER, YOU CHASED HIM OFF. EVER SINCE YOU SHOWED UP, HE LOOKED AT YOU WITH THOSE LONGING EYES, THE SAME EYES I HAVE GIVEN HIM FOR YEARS! HE NEVER NOTICED ME, AND I KNOW HE LIKED YOU BECAUSE OF ALL THE FAVORS HE ASKED ME TO GET TO KNOW YOU! THAT'S THE ONLY REASON I TRIED TO KNOW YOU. AND YOU KNOW WHAT PISSES ME OFF THE MOST?! YOU'RE A FUCKING SLUT!!! I HEARD THE CONVERSATION WITH SYAORAN, YOU HAVE A HUSBAND, YET YOU COME HERE AND STEAL HIM FROM SINGLE WOMEN! YOU FUCKING LITTLE SKANK!"
"OKAY THAT'S ENOUGH!" Jen interrupted. Sakura stood there like a deer caught in headlights.
"NO THAT'S NOT ENOUGH!" Yumi screamed lunging at Sakura. Sakura defended herself against the attack, blocking every single punch, and finally tripping her to the floor.
"Yumi, just shut up, you don't even know anything," Sakura spat out. "Jen, I understand I will be in makeup and take my photo shoots." Sakura stepped out of the office, sighed and put on a fake smile, while walking into the makeup room where three lovely ladies greeted her with smiles.
Finally, after two hours of preparation, Sakura walked into the photo area. The man there was also well built, in his mid-20's and had spiked up black hair. He looked at her and smiled, "Hello Miss Li, I am Josh, your new photographer."
Sakura smiled, "Please, call me Sakura, and I have one question, are you seeing anyone?"
He blushed, "Well Sakura, I am seeing a girl named Akita, and I've been seeing her for 2 years now."
Sakura didn't notice he took it that way, she just wanted to make sure he was taken. "OH!" Sakura exclaimed. "Well isn't that too bad?" She smiled winking.
She smiled brightly turning, this page would go into a prom magazine, so of course she needed to look elegant. Flashes lit the room, and after going though many rolls of film, she was finished.
Sakura was wearing an elegant halter baby pink gown. It had a low cut back, and a flower design embroided in white. It was beautiful, she fell in love with it, and it would be perfect for tonight. She changed out of it and walked to Ariel. "Hey Ariel, can I keep this dress?" She smiled brightly.
"You'll have to ask Naomi," Ariel shrugged. "Sorry."
"Oh, don't worry its ok!" Sakura smiled and waved. "Thanks."
She walked towards Naomi's office, and opened.
"Good evening!" Sakura smiled. "Listen, would it be okay if I kept this dress, its so pretty, and I kind of have date with Syaoran."
"Ohh, you mean that guy that has been assisting the models?" Naomi winked. "Of course, models can keep certain items. Especially one of the best ones, and especially for a guy that looks like that!"
"THANK YOU!" Sakura gave Naomi a hug.
"I'm glad you're alright Sakura," she smiled and returned to her work, as Sakura slipped out the door.
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That evening, Sakura finally hard her hair in loose curls, applied natural makeup, and waited for Syaoran. He finally arrived and when he looked at her, he remembered how stunning she looked in pink.
"You look wonderful Sakura," Syaoran smiled.
Sakura was thinking the same thing, he was wearing a dark green shirt with a black tie, and black slacks. Even though it was simple, it was enough to make Syaoran look sexy.
"You do too," Sakura commented shyly, grabbing her black purse, she walked into Syaoran's EVO.
"Well, it's Arisu's car," He said turning red.
"It's fine," Sakura reassured him, as they drove to a nice Italian Restaurant, there weren't a lot of those in town.
After they had dinner, keeping up with small chat, Syaoran finally explained.
"That day, my sister's friend came into town," Syaoran sighed. "She has loved me since I was just a little boy, and she was just two years older than me. I showed no interest in her, because Mei Lin was all over me back then. Well her name was Xiao Lili. Her father's business is very close to my family's and she came as their representative. My sister already informed her I was married to you, and I was happily, but she wouldn't take it as an answer......"
FLASHBACK (AN:// LOL)
"Hello Lili," Syaoran greeted her. "It's been a while."
"Yeah, I'd say, 10 years," Lili smiled. She dreamt of this day, it was the only reason she took the position, it was for this day. No woman would ever stop her from getting Syaoran.
"So how has it been?" Syaoran asked politely.
"Oh so tedious, life has been horrible without you Syaoran," Lili pouted. She inched closer placing her hand over his crotch. "So hard."
"Lili, stop it, I'm sure my sister told you I'm happily married," Syaoran spat.
"Doesn't it get boring though," She asked seductively. Bringing him closer.
"KNOCK IT OFF!" Syaoran voice boomed, making her get off him. "You are here for business, and for friendly chit chat, anything more, and I'll have to get the vice-president to speak with you."
"Alright," Lili muttered. She wasn't going to give up that easily.
At lunch, Lili was still up to her ways. Syaoran and her were laughing about a stupid company policy her father had setup.
"I can't believe he did that!" Syaoran laughed.
"I know," Lili smiled. She knew exactly what she was doing. She poured two glasses of champagne. As she was she "accidentally" knocked Syaoran's cell phone. "Oh I'm sorry let me get that," Lili reached over. "No no," Syaoran laughed and reached down to pick it up. At that moment Lili took a pill and put it into the champagne. It fizzed momentarily as she smiled evilly. Syaoran returned with his cell phone, and placed it in his pocket.
"I propose a toast, to the new plan," Lili smiled laughing handing Syaoran the drink.
"Yes a toast," he smiled, as the glasses came together to form a little PING.
He drank the champagne, as Lili sipped hers carelessly, waiting for the drug to take effect. When it did, she would take him to his home, and make sure Sakura see them...
PRESENT
"......and the next thing I knew was that I saw you in front of me, and I wanted to die because I realized Lili was right next to me naked, and her clothes were all over the floor," Syaoran finished.
Sakura was speechless, a moment of silence came to the table.
"Sakura?" Syaoran asked wondering if she paid attention at all.
Sakura smiled and reached over the table to give him a kiss, a kiss he wouldn't forget.
"So does this mean that the divorce is off?" Syaoran asked hopefully.
He looked her in the eye, to notice she was tearing. 'God I hope they are tears of happiness' Syaoran thought nervously. "Sakura?"
"I'm sorry," Sakura stuttered through her tears. "I'm so happy to know that you weren't in it on your own choice, but I just can't!"
"What do you mean?!" Syaoran voice shook with fear.
"I can't be with you Syaoran, I just can't!" Sakura cried. "I just don't feel safe at all!"
"You can trust me!!" Syaoran's voice rose. "PLEASE! PLEASE!" He pleaded.
"I'm sorry," Sakura kissed him on the check grabbing her purse, and running out the restaurant. Syaoran stood, and tried to hold onto her arm, but she slipped away. He followed her outside.
"Please," He pleaded one last time.
Sakura did not respond, but called a taxi, looking at him with her teary emerald eyes mouthing the word sorry.
Syaoran returned to the restaurant, and sat down starring at the plate of leftovers. He sighed, and paid the bill walking out. He got in his car and sped off into the night.
When he returned to Arisu's house, he took out the divorce forms.
He held the pen right over the line, thinking.. Slowly, he signed his name sighing...
"If this is what she wants to make her happy," He sighed to himself as a single tear slid out his eyes. He covered them and in the darkness of his room, he allowed himself to cry...
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AN:// I'm not done yet!!!! DON'T HURT ME!!!! AHHHH!!!!!! I'll try to update as soon as I can! WHILE IN THE MEANTIME YOU REVIEW!!!!!!
IT IS NOT IN SAKURAS POV ENJOY!
Syaoran's story
Sakura awoke from her sleepy daze. It was her first dreamless night, and she smiled her first smile in weeks. She had taken 3 weeks off from work already, the phone was constantly ringing.
"I should go to work today, Jen must be worried sick," Sakura said to herself. "But Miaso.." Again, flashes of Miaso's smile reappeared in her eyes.
"NO!" She told herself loudly, "no, I have to return to work, Jen is counting on me." Slowly, she stepped into the shower, washed herself, and then dressed herself casually. She applied a little bit of makeup, practiced a fake smile, and walked out the door.
"Ready or not Miaso, because I'm coming back," She sighed.
Her drive was long and slow, her hand shook as she gave the keys to the assistant and he drove it off. She took one last deep breath, and continued through the motion doors. Her breathing became shorter and faster, her heart thumped. Her hand shook as she reached out to press the elevator button. Up one floor, up another, she held her breath. Finally the little bell rung, and it was her floor. She took another deep breath, closed her eyes and walked out the door.
She walked about 3 steps outside the door before she ran into someone. She was knocked to the floor, and she didn't want to open her eyes. Sakura knew that she had bumped into a tall, built figure. She peeked, but to her surprise, it was Syaoran.
"I'm so sorry Sakura," Syaoran apologized helping her up.
"Oh, it's fine!!" Sakura smiled nervously dusting off her jeans.
Syaoran was disturbed, Sakura smile didn't seem right. He knew after something like rape occurred to her, she wouldn't be the same again. "Sakura, about the club night, are you sure you are okay?" Syaoran looked deep within her emerald eyes.
"I'm sure Syaoran, see I'm normal," Sakura flashed another smile. She was so happy for modeling, because it taught her face and her emotions to show different things. Sadly, Sakura's eyes were doing the opposite, and Syaoran saw it right away. "Anyways, what are you doing here Syaoran?" Sakura quickly changed the subject while walking towards Jen's office.
"Well, Arisu invited me to stay in her extra room since I didn't have anywhere else and I didn't want to leave after I could talk to you, I mean that's the only reason I'm here," Syaoran said quietly. "Over the last few days, I was here waiting for you to come, and helping around the office."
"Oh, I see," Sakura muttered. "What did you want to talk about anyhow?"
"About us, I wanted to explain about that day," Syaoran sighed.
"Look, Syaoran even though what happened, happened, I still think that there is nothing you can possibly explain to me that can make it better," Sakura smiled sadly. She stopped walking and faced Syaoran. "I'm sorry, but there is nothing to discuss."
"Please Sakura, all I need is one night," Syaoran pleaded.
"No," Sakura said simply. "There is nothing you can say."
"Don't you think I deserve just one dinner, to explain myself?" Syaoran begged. "Please, what can go wrong?"
Sakura sighed and took a deep breath. Her mind was constantly bickering over this one subject. One part of her kept telling her she should talk to him, while the other told her to keep away. Finally, she shut her eyes and muttered," Alright Syaoran, one night, tonight."
"Really Sakura," Syaoran gasped.
"Yes, but you cannot screw it up," Sakura gave him a deadly glare. "Come to my apartment tonight, and we'll go out to a nice restaurant."
"Thank you Sakura, thank you," Syaoran smiled happily. "Oh, if you're going to talk to Jen, I think I should tell you, Miaso hasn't showed up around here since that night either." Syaoran winked and walked away to continue with his errand.
A wave of excitement tingled through Sakura's body. 'WOW HE'S GONE?!' Her mind raced with joy as she turned the knob to Jen's office.
"Good morning Jen!" Sakura said brightly.
"OH SAKURA, THANK GOD YOU'RE BACK!!!" Jen smiled hugging her. "How was your leave, Syaoran tells me it was because he was back."
"Oh, yea," Sakura sighed thanking god Syaoran didn't reveal what it was truly about.
"Oh and on that matter----"
"YOU!!" Yumi burst into the room with tears of anger. " THIS IS ALL YOUR FAULT!" she screamed shoving a paper in Jen's face. I found this in Miaso's box. He must have come here early and picked up everything and left.
Jen looked at Yumi confused, and opened the note. She looked it over once, then again, and finally read it aloud.
Dear Jen and Models,
It is time for me to take my leave from Yukana and ML HQ. I love working with you all, but it has been especially hard because of a certain model. Sometimes, I cannot control my urge to do something stupid towards her, and lately, it has been extremely difficult. So I must take my leave now, I have packed all my things, and I hope you a future.
Sincerely,
Miaso
Yumi was in tears. "IT'S ALL YOUR FAULT SAKURA!" She screamed through her tears. "SINCE YOU HAVE BEEN HERE, HE'S GONE GAGA JUST LIKE HE DID OVER SCARLETT. BUT HE DIDN'T LEAVE BECAUSE OF HER, YOU CHASED HIM OFF. EVER SINCE YOU SHOWED UP, HE LOOKED AT YOU WITH THOSE LONGING EYES, THE SAME EYES I HAVE GIVEN HIM FOR YEARS! HE NEVER NOTICED ME, AND I KNOW HE LIKED YOU BECAUSE OF ALL THE FAVORS HE ASKED ME TO GET TO KNOW YOU! THAT'S THE ONLY REASON I TRIED TO KNOW YOU. AND YOU KNOW WHAT PISSES ME OFF THE MOST?! YOU'RE A FUCKING SLUT!!! I HEARD THE CONVERSATION WITH SYAORAN, YOU HAVE A HUSBAND, YET YOU COME HERE AND STEAL HIM FROM SINGLE WOMEN! YOU FUCKING LITTLE SKANK!"
"OKAY THAT'S ENOUGH!" Jen interrupted. Sakura stood there like a deer caught in headlights.
"NO THAT'S NOT ENOUGH!" Yumi screamed lunging at Sakura. Sakura defended herself against the attack, blocking every single punch, and finally tripping her to the floor.
"Yumi, just shut up, you don't even know anything," Sakura spat out. "Jen, I understand I will be in makeup and take my photo shoots." Sakura stepped out of the office, sighed and put on a fake smile, while walking into the makeup room where three lovely ladies greeted her with smiles.
Finally, after two hours of preparation, Sakura walked into the photo area. The man there was also well built, in his mid-20's and had spiked up black hair. He looked at her and smiled, "Hello Miss Li, I am Josh, your new photographer."
Sakura smiled, "Please, call me Sakura, and I have one question, are you seeing anyone?"
He blushed, "Well Sakura, I am seeing a girl named Akita, and I've been seeing her for 2 years now."
Sakura didn't notice he took it that way, she just wanted to make sure he was taken. "OH!" Sakura exclaimed. "Well isn't that too bad?" She smiled winking.
She smiled brightly turning, this page would go into a prom magazine, so of course she needed to look elegant. Flashes lit the room, and after going though many rolls of film, she was finished.
Sakura was wearing an elegant halter baby pink gown. It had a low cut back, and a flower design embroided in white. It was beautiful, she fell in love with it, and it would be perfect for tonight. She changed out of it and walked to Ariel. "Hey Ariel, can I keep this dress?" She smiled brightly.
"You'll have to ask Naomi," Ariel shrugged. "Sorry."
"Oh, don't worry its ok!" Sakura smiled and waved. "Thanks."
She walked towards Naomi's office, and opened.
"Good evening!" Sakura smiled. "Listen, would it be okay if I kept this dress, its so pretty, and I kind of have date with Syaoran."
"Ohh, you mean that guy that has been assisting the models?" Naomi winked. "Of course, models can keep certain items. Especially one of the best ones, and especially for a guy that looks like that!"
"THANK YOU!" Sakura gave Naomi a hug.
"I'm glad you're alright Sakura," she smiled and returned to her work, as Sakura slipped out the door.
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That evening, Sakura finally hard her hair in loose curls, applied natural makeup, and waited for Syaoran. He finally arrived and when he looked at her, he remembered how stunning she looked in pink.
"You look wonderful Sakura," Syaoran smiled.
Sakura was thinking the same thing, he was wearing a dark green shirt with a black tie, and black slacks. Even though it was simple, it was enough to make Syaoran look sexy.
"You do too," Sakura commented shyly, grabbing her black purse, she walked into Syaoran's EVO.
"Well, it's Arisu's car," He said turning red.
"It's fine," Sakura reassured him, as they drove to a nice Italian Restaurant, there weren't a lot of those in town.
After they had dinner, keeping up with small chat, Syaoran finally explained.
"That day, my sister's friend came into town," Syaoran sighed. "She has loved me since I was just a little boy, and she was just two years older than me. I showed no interest in her, because Mei Lin was all over me back then. Well her name was Xiao Lili. Her father's business is very close to my family's and she came as their representative. My sister already informed her I was married to you, and I was happily, but she wouldn't take it as an answer......"
FLASHBACK (AN:// LOL)
"Hello Lili," Syaoran greeted her. "It's been a while."
"Yeah, I'd say, 10 years," Lili smiled. She dreamt of this day, it was the only reason she took the position, it was for this day. No woman would ever stop her from getting Syaoran.
"So how has it been?" Syaoran asked politely.
"Oh so tedious, life has been horrible without you Syaoran," Lili pouted. She inched closer placing her hand over his crotch. "So hard."
"Lili, stop it, I'm sure my sister told you I'm happily married," Syaoran spat.
"Doesn't it get boring though," She asked seductively. Bringing him closer.
"KNOCK IT OFF!" Syaoran voice boomed, making her get off him. "You are here for business, and for friendly chit chat, anything more, and I'll have to get the vice-president to speak with you."
"Alright," Lili muttered. She wasn't going to give up that easily.
At lunch, Lili was still up to her ways. Syaoran and her were laughing about a stupid company policy her father had setup.
"I can't believe he did that!" Syaoran laughed.
"I know," Lili smiled. She knew exactly what she was doing. She poured two glasses of champagne. As she was she "accidentally" knocked Syaoran's cell phone. "Oh I'm sorry let me get that," Lili reached over. "No no," Syaoran laughed and reached down to pick it up. At that moment Lili took a pill and put it into the champagne. It fizzed momentarily as she smiled evilly. Syaoran returned with his cell phone, and placed it in his pocket.
"I propose a toast, to the new plan," Lili smiled laughing handing Syaoran the drink.
"Yes a toast," he smiled, as the glasses came together to form a little PING.
He drank the champagne, as Lili sipped hers carelessly, waiting for the drug to take effect. When it did, she would take him to his home, and make sure Sakura see them...
PRESENT
"......and the next thing I knew was that I saw you in front of me, and I wanted to die because I realized Lili was right next to me naked, and her clothes were all over the floor," Syaoran finished.
Sakura was speechless, a moment of silence came to the table.
"Sakura?" Syaoran asked wondering if she paid attention at all.
Sakura smiled and reached over the table to give him a kiss, a kiss he wouldn't forget.
"So does this mean that the divorce is off?" Syaoran asked hopefully.
He looked her in the eye, to notice she was tearing. 'God I hope they are tears of happiness' Syaoran thought nervously. "Sakura?"
"I'm sorry," Sakura stuttered through her tears. "I'm so happy to know that you weren't in it on your own choice, but I just can't!"
"What do you mean?!" Syaoran voice shook with fear.
"I can't be with you Syaoran, I just can't!" Sakura cried. "I just don't feel safe at all!"
"You can trust me!!" Syaoran's voice rose. "PLEASE! PLEASE!" He pleaded.
"I'm sorry," Sakura kissed him on the check grabbing her purse, and running out the restaurant. Syaoran stood, and tried to hold onto her arm, but she slipped away. He followed her outside.
"Please," He pleaded one last time.
Sakura did not respond, but called a taxi, looking at him with her teary emerald eyes mouthing the word sorry.
Syaoran returned to the restaurant, and sat down starring at the plate of leftovers. He sighed, and paid the bill walking out. He got in his car and sped off into the night.
When he returned to Arisu's house, he took out the divorce forms.
He held the pen right over the line, thinking.. Slowly, he signed his name sighing...
"If this is what she wants to make her happy," He sighed to himself as a single tear slid out his eyes. He covered them and in the darkness of his room, he allowed himself to cry...
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AN:// I'm not done yet!!!! DON'T HURT ME!!!! AHHHH!!!!!! I'll try to update as soon as I can! WHILE IN THE MEANTIME YOU REVIEW!!!!!!
