The next two weeks flew by. Mark and I spent all their time together, planning everything for the wedding. Mark was still jealous of Benny, but tried to go on without thinking about it, which was impossible to do. I seemed kind of distant to Mark as the week went on, I was there physically, but my mind was somewhere else.

How could I be so stupid? I slept with man other than my fiancé… and I might be pregnant with his baby. What if it is Benny's baby and not Mark's? Then, I'd get an abortion or give it up for adoption. What if the baby's Mark's? I could just marry Mark and be a stay at home mom. But… what if I can't find out who's the father? I only have one choice then: single-parenthood.

"Maureen… are you okay?" Mark asked.

"Oh, I'm perfect." I said.

I have four choices: adoption, abortion, marriage, and single-parenthood. How can I make this decision? I've always thought that abortion was wrong, but could I stand 9 months of people looking at me, knowing what I've done? I can't give up something that's my own flesh and blood. I know I can't handle a baby on my own…

"Are you sure you're okay?" Mark asked.

"I'm fine, don't worry." Maureen answered.

Adoption. Abortion. Marriage. Single- parenthood. Adoption. Abortion. Marriage. Single—

Mark interrupted my thoughts again.

"Did you hear about Benny?" Mark asked.

"No, what about him?" I asked.

"Him and Alison eloped, he didn't want Alison to find out about you." Mark said.

"Oh." I said.

I can't believe Benny! He slept with me! I might be pregnant with his baby! And what does he do? He elopes so that he doesn't look like a bad guy! AHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!! I can't do this anymore… I need to get rid of the baby. I'm going to that appointment tomorrow and I'm getting it taken care of!


A/N- Sorry if this chapter is kind of dull. It's just a filler. I have the next chapter typed already... I'm just waiting to post it because it has alot of stuff in it. Read & Review!