If this was destiny, she wanted to avoid it.
Ahsoka walked away from the Jedi Temple, heart and mind screaming. The only person she could truly trust and love was Anakin, and he wouldn't follow. The Force said one thing, "Leave," while her heart steadfastly opposed. If she had it her way, this would never have happened. It could've been avoidable. She was just in the wrong place at the wrong time. But something told her that this was destiny - she needed to leave the Jedi. Rather, they needed to abandon her. Would Barriss have targeted just anyone? Ahsoka would never know for sure. But she had the feeling that nothing would ever be the same, even if she wasn't the one who was initially framed.
If this was destiny, she had had enough.
On the run from the Empire again, Ashla had been chased away from Thabeska for fear of endangering the Fardis. The Imperial presence in that place was growing, becoming stronger and showing their might with each passing day. She would usually manipulate stormtroopers with the Force (or flirt her way out of the situation if absolutely necessary, although she hated to) if danger was imminent. But they had begun to swarm popular ports all over the planet, and she couldn't risk it. So Ashla took off out of the stratosphere, able to become Ahsoka again - a single intrapersonal moment. For a moment, she missed fourteen-year-old Ahsoka.
If this was destiny, she wanted to punch it in the face.
She was trapped on this musty, empty planet in the middle of nowhere. Her concept of reality was in shreds, her will to live along with it. She wasn't prepared for isolation on Malachor - mentally or physically. There was pain coming from somewhere, although she couldn't tell where because of the blinding presence of the Force. There was also the slight possibility that a psychopathic Zabrak ex-Sith was running around the planet. Darth Maul was not someone she wanted to share a planet with. The woman laughed with all her pent up emotions at the ridiculousness of the situation; how it was stated in her head. Then there was her fight with Anakin. Or was he even Anakin anymore? One thing was for sure: this was the worst fight they'd ever had.
If given a choice, Ahsoka Tano would not hesitate to take her lightsabers to destiny and cut it to shreds.
