Sorry it took so long for me to update guys my muse left completely.. I blame the hellatus lol Don't worry it is back and in full swing! I have an idea for a song chapter that I plan on writing tomorrow night so look for it and thank David Cook for making my muse come back! lol anyways enough of me.. read, enjoy and REVIEW! let me know what you think!!


"Where are we going?" Anna asked Dean a short while later as he drove down the deserted country road.

"Nebraska." He said still looking forward.

"Nebraska?" Anna asked with wide eyes. "Who the hell do you know there?" She added.

"My dad's old friend Ellen. She'll help us." Dean said looking at her.

"How long is it going to take us to get there?" Anna asked looking at him.

"If we don't stop a little less than a day." Dean said as Anna sighed and looked back at her cousin who was fast asleep in the back seat.

"Since we have a long ride start talking." She said as she looked at Dean with her arms crossed.

"Start talking? Okay. Hi Anna how are you on this lovely evening?" He said with a little laugh.

"You know what I mean. Stop being a smartass." Anna said with a glare. "Start talking about why you've not been sleeping, and when you do finally go to sleep you wake up screaming." Anna said as Dean clinched his jaw.

"Anna, we've talked about this. I'm not going to talk about my time down there. I want to forget about it and get on with my life." Dean said as he gripped the steering wheel.

"Dean you obviously aren't over it. Talk to me. I can try to help you." Anna said as she touched his arm.

"Anna I know that you think you can help, but no one can." Dean said as he grabbed her hand and held onto it. "I saw some pretty fucked up shit when I was in hell. If I told you some of the things I saw you'd be scared out of your mind. I will talk in time, but now I just want to focus on getting Sam better and Audrey safe." He added.

"You will tell me though? After we get all this shit straightened out?" Anna said as Dean squeezed her hand.

"I promise. Let's just get to Nebraska, get Audrey safe, find Sam's dumbass, and then I promise I will tell you everything." Dean said with a smile.

Audrey sat in the back seat pretending to be asleep. She couldn't believe the things she heard. Dean had been to hell? Anna had a lot of explaining to do once they got to Nebraska.

~Nebraska~

After a little over a day of driving the three of them finally got to Nebraska.

Dean put the car in park and knocked on the door of a small house.

Anna and Audrey watched as a tall brunette walked out of the house and looked at Dean with an upset look on her face.

"What the hell are you doing here?" The woman asked Dean.

"I thought maybe you could help us out." Dean said as he looked back at Anna and Audrey.

"Boy last time I helped you the damn Devil's Gate was opened do you really think I want to help you?" Ellen asked as she crossed her arms.

"Ellen this is serious. I really need your help." Dean said as Ellen realized Dean was telling the truth.

"Come on bring them in here and tell me what's going on." She said with a smile as Dean and the girls walked in behind him.

~Later at Ellen's~

"So Sam is addicted to demon blood, made Anna's cousin drink it and now he's ran off with a damn demon?" Ellen asked with wide eyes.

"Yeah, pretty much." Anna said as Ellen shook her head.

"Damn that boy." Ellen said as she rubbed her head.

"You forgot to add now an angel wants to kill me. All I wanted to do was help him and I got tricked into drinking his blood." Audrey said as she was holding back tears.

"Audrey it wasn't Sam… the blood was making him do it." Dean said as she looked at him.

"Well did he turn me into a demon?" Audrey asked.

"I don't think so sweetie." Ellen said as she poured them all a drink. "You may have powers like Sam or heightened senses. We won't know now but I'm sure we will find out in time." She added as she handed her a glass of whiskey.

Audrey quickly downed it and held the glass up.

Ellen shook her head as she poured her more. "I'll have Ash research and see what he can come up with." She added as she walked over to the phone.

"Thanks." Dean said as Ellen nodded at him and began to talk on the phone.

~Somewhere on the Road~

"What are they going to think of me when I just up and left like that?" Sam said looking at Ruby who rolled her eyes and continued driving.

"Sam they already let you know what they thought of you when they locked you up in that room to suffer." Ruby said as Sam shook his head.

"Ruby they were trying to help me not make me suffer. Pull over." Sam said suddenly as Ruby glared at him.

"Pull over? Sam we have work to do. We have to stop Lilith. This is the best lead we have we can't pull over now." Ruby said with a hiss as Sam clinched his jaw.

He reached into his back pocket and pulled out Ruby's knife. "Pull over right now or I swear I will kill you." Sam said with a hiss.

Ruby laughed and looked at him. "Kill the person that saved your life after Dean went to hell? Need I remind you those demons almost killed you until I showed up, and you want to kill me? You wouldn't hurt me." She added.

"Well, if you don't pull over we'll see now won't we?" Sam said with a smirk. "Now pull the damn car over!" He yelled.

Ruby growled and pulled the car over. "You find your own damn way there then."

"Thank you." Sam said as he rolled his eyes and slammed the car door.

Ruby quickly peeled out squealing the tires and causing dust to fly everywhere.

Sam quickly started walking in the opposite direction back to Bobby's place.

~Few Hours Later~

"Find anything Ash?" Anna asked after the group had been researching for hours.

"Nothing yet. Give me uhh…" He said looking at his watch "Two hours tops." He said as he flipped his hair back causing the group to laugh at him.

A knock on the door interrupted their laughter.

"Who the hell knocks on someone's door at four in the morning?" Ellen said as she grabbed her gun and went to the door with the others close behind her.

She opened the door to see Sam looking down at the porch.

"What the hell do you want?" Audrey asked with a glare as Sam continued to look down at the porch.

"Look I know what I did was wrong, but I'd like another chance." Sam said as the others looked at him. "Dean take me back to Bobby's and put me back in the panic room I want to get off of this shit… for good." He added as Dean nodded at him.