AN: Thanks to my beta DreamingPoet1988…. She rocks… and so do her stories, so go read them too. There is slashy goodness in the chapter so if you aren't 18 and/or you don't like boy/boy love leave now! Sorry it took so long to update, it took forever to get this chapter out and then fanfiction retardedness occurred… just now able to post :D
Chapter 11 – My love is vengeance
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EPOV
Utter Bliss. Never have I been so happy and complete. Every past moment, terrible and great, has been completely worth it to wake up and see this messy head of blonde hair lying on my chest.
To be honest, I was completely freaked out by the time I arrived at the bar last night. Jasper ignoring my calls and not showing up to the bar Monday really worried me. I didn't know what to think when Rose said that he called in to work because he was sick. I didn't believe that for one second.
I know Rose could tell I was upset when I found out Jasper wouldn't be there. I sulked the rest of the night, even drinking more than usually. I ended up walking home, not trusting myself to drive. Leaving the bar I considered going to check on him, but decided against it. It's just as easy to call me as it is to call Rose. But he chose not to, and that was what worried me.
I still haven't found out why he had been ignoring me since we were… distracted… last night after his set. Shocked wouldn't even begin to describe how I felt when Jasper kissed me in the bar. I'm not complaining though, that was one of the most passionate kisses we have ever shared. His feelings were rolling off of him in waves… determination… fear… love.
My heart skips a beat just thinking about him telling me he loves me. Last night was amazing. I have never felt so much while making love… maybe because it wasn't that for me before Jasper.
I'm brought out of my thoughts when he slightly shifts against me. I love the feel of him wrapped around me, head laying on my chest, and warm breath fanning across it. Finding it impossible not to touch him, I lightly caress his arm that is thrown across my stomach. His skin is smooth under my fingers and I relish the shiver that runs through his body from my touch.
As he wakes up, he rolls to his back and stretches his whole body, clenching his eyes shut and humming with pleasure. Seeing him sprawled out like this and making sexy fucking noises makes me hard as a rock. Before he even finishes I am hovering over him with a smirk on my face.
His eyes shoot open and a beautiful smile graces his face, "Morning, darling'." I lean in and cover his lips with mine, morning breath be damned, he still tastes amazing. Spreading his legs and falling between them, I lower myself until our naked bodies touch from lips to hips, our hard cocks trapped together. He moans into my mouth and threads his fingers into my hair. I chuckle a little and mumble "Morning" against his lips.
He trails his hands down my back, nails scratching lightly along the way, until he grabs my hips and thrusts up into me creating some very delicious friction. I leave his lips and kiss my way down to his chest, taking a nipple in my mouth and laving it with my tongue. I switch to the other, giving it the same attention.
His body arches into me and he lets out a low moan before grabbing me by the arms and pulling me back up and crashing his lips against mine. "God, Edward. Please fuck me!" Yes, please!
"Fuck yea! But… are you sure baby?" He doesn't answer, and instead reaches over to the nightstand, grabs the lube and condom, and hands them to me. I'm slightly nervous. It's been a while since I have topped. Carlisle always topped and never really gave me the choice.
Ugh, I am not going to think about that asshole while I have my beautiful boy waiting beneath me.
Nerves aside, I open the lube and spread it over my fingers, rubbing it to warm it up some. I circle his entrance a few times and then push a finger slightly. He seems to be doing okay so I pull back and thrust in again all the way, causing him to moan. Hmm, he likes a little pain I see.
Soon, three fingers are sliding easily inside him and he's ready, thrusting back into my hand. Removing my fingers causes him to whimper and I chuckle leaning in to whisper in his ear, "What's the matter baby… Were you enjoying yourself?"
"Please, Edward! Please…" He is fucking sexy writhing beneath me.
"Please, what? Do you want my cock inside you, or maybe my fingers again since you like them so much?"
"Fuck! Your cock, please…. Fuck me with your cock!" God, he is going to be the death of me.
Without wasting time I lube my self up and push all the way into him. "Oh fuck, you are so tight, ugh so hot." I drop my head to his chest trying to compose myself so I won't be a two pump chump. I focus on his heartbeat against my forehead and his panting breaths. He moves his hips beneath me and I can't wait any longer.
I push back up on my arms and look at him. He takes my breath away with how gorgeous he is, especially in moments like this when he is completely uninhibited. His eyes are filled with lust, his lips slightly parted, and his skin is covered in a light sheen of sweat.
I pull out of him and thrust back in slowly. His eyes roll back into his head, letting out a long groan.
I keep up this pace, watching his face each time my length enters him. "Hmm, do you like that Jazz? Do you like feeling my dick thrusting in and out, touching every inch inside of you?" I finish the question with an extra jerk of my hips.
He grabs onto my biceps and cries out, "Ugh, yessss!"
"Mmm, you feel so good around my cock, baby." His hands move to my neck and he pulls me down to kiss him. I don't stop my movements as our tongues clash and teeth nibble of lips.
The combination of our slick bodies moving together, the kissing, and fucking him is too much. I sit up and hook his legs over my arms, the different angle hitting the spot deep inside him perfectly. His arms fly up and grab onto the headboard, using it to push back into me.
"God, Edward. I'm so close!" He throws his head back into his pillow and repeats "Fuck" and "Oh God" over and over again.
I let go of his legs and wrap them around my waste, his feet digging into my ass with every thrust. I reach down and grab his cock with my hand, pumping along with my thrusts. I feel him twitch and dig into him harder.
"Now Jazz, come with me!" His back arches off the bed and he cries my name as I feel him pulse in my grasp, his cum coating my hand and his stomach. He clenches around me and I can't hold back any longer.
"Ugh, Fuck Jasper!" I cry as I reach my own release.
We stay that way for a few minutes catching our breaths, lightly kissing and touching each other. He stretches his neck up and kisses me hard making me groan.
Pulling back with a smirk on his face "That was amazing, Edward. I didn't even know you could talk like that."
"What can I say, babe. You bring out the dirty in me." We laugh and I get up to go get a towel, cleaning us both off. I snuggle up to him in the bed and we lay there enjoying the peaceful morning in bed.
Our moment is interrupted by an obnoxious ringing noise. Jasper looks at his nightstand, "That's probably Rose. Why don't you go hop in the shower babe and I'll answer it?"
"Ok, but only if you come join me when you're done."
"You're insatiable." He says while chuckling. "Ok baby, but I need to get the phone." I hurry off to the bathroom and start the shower. I wait a few minutes to let it get hot and then get in. The water feels amazing pounding down on my skin, relaxing all my muscles.
I'm not sure how long I stand there under the spray before I feel two arms wrap around my waist. Jasper presses into me and I can feel his hard on against my ass, making my own cock hard. "Hmm, seems like I'm not the only insatiable one."
"You looked so fucking delicious with the water dripping down your body, I just couldn't help myself."
I turn in his arms and wrap my own around his neck, and turn us both so he is the one under the water. Our lips come together and the kiss is soft and wet. Pulling away, I take a step back.
Looking up and down, I admire him. He stands there still, the water sliding over every inch of his body. His cock standing proud and flush. I lick my lips and move back towards him, dropping to my knees in front of him.
JPOV
Edward, dripping wet and on his knees in front of me is fucking hot as hell. I about came just from the site. His eyes lock with mine when he takes me in his hand. He grips hard and leans forward to swipe his tongue along my head, humming in pleasure when he tastes my pre-cum. My head falls back and my eyes close as he sucks my head into his mouth. The heat and his tongue feel amazing and I can't hold back anymore.
My hips jerk forward slightly and he lets me slide all the way to the back of his throat. Sweet heaven. He drags his lips back up my shaft, his tongue massaging it along the way. He swirls my head a few times, swiping at the slit, and then he comes back down fast. It takes me by surprise, and I groan when he swallows around me.
"Holy Fuck, Edward. Your mouth is amazing."
He picks up his pace and my hands fly to his hair, grabbing onto his wet locks, and guiding him to a rhythm I like. His other hand snakes up my thigh and starts fondling my balls. I grip his hair harder and he moans around my dick, the vibrations sending me closer to the edge.
"God, so close. Ughhh."
He starts moaning again and a finger finds its way to my entrance. I come hard down his throat when he pushes it inside me.
He stands back up with a grin on his face. "Did you enjoy that baby?"
I grab him by his neck and crash my lips to his, "Fuck yea I did. Now it's my turn!"
After our "shower" we get dressed and eat breakfast quickly. We both still have classes to teach this morning. As I scarf down my bowl of cereal I watch him across the table from me. He looks so much different than from last night. He hasn't stopped smiling since we left my bedroom and his mood is infectious, not that I need much help feeling as happy as I do. I thought coming out would be harder that it was, but when I'm with Edward it is so easy to forget about everything else.
Even now, looking at my beautiful boy, I can't seem to care that everyone at the bar last night knows about us. It's a relief really, knowing that we don't have to hide anymore. I don't think I can tell my parents, not yet anyways. One step at a time, first we have to talk to Rose and Emmett; otherwise we would be missing some very important love making body parts as Rose so eloquently mentioned on the phone this morning.
I let him know to meet me here after work so we can go over to the bar together. I'm not ready to leave him, but we can't just neglect our responsibilities to our students. After giving him one last deep kiss, we take off to campus in our own cars.
Classes go by slowly, but they are not miserable. I spend my free time thinking of how to explain things to Rose. I know she is going to be pissed when she finds out Edward and I have been together for about a month. I guess the best thing to do it just let it all come out; there is no reason to lie anymore.
When I get home, Edward is waiting outside my apartment for me, a huge grin on his face. He kisses me softly, "Are you ready for this baby?" A knowing look in his eyes. This is going to be interesting.
"Come on, let's do this." We go across the street and into the bar holding hands. Rose and Emmett are behind the bar and there are a couple of people sitting at tables. No where near as many as last night. We sit at the bar and Rose walks over to us, smiling like a fool.
"So… how long have you been hiding this from me?" Wow, she doesn't beat around the bush, does she?
"Hey to you too Rose, Edward and I would like a couple beers, thanks."
"Oh cut the crap, Jasper. Why didn't you tell me? Oh wait, never mind. You don't tell me anything, you keep everyone who loves you at arms length."
I look down and sigh. Edward reaches over and takes my hand giving me the courage to look at her again and say what I need to say. "Sorry Rose. This is why I have always been so reserved. I've known I was gay since I was 15. I didn't want anyone to find out, especially you, mom and dad. I've been afraid that you would all reject me. But seeing what happened in the bar Sunday changed everything."
Edward cocks his head to the side wondering what I'm talking about. We still haven't had a chance to talk about what has been happening these last couple days. I look at him and mouth "Later". He nods his head and I look back at Rose.
"I always assumed you would think the same way as our parents. I realize now how ridiculous that is and I'm sorry. As for me and Edward, we have been seeing each other for about a month. We've been hiding it and only going out of town if we wanted to spend time as a couple outside the apartment."
"You are such an ass Jasper. Of course I don't think like mom and dad. They are ridiculous in their views. It was one of the reasons I wanted to come to Washington, to get as far away from them as possible. I thought you knew me better than that. All these years that I have cared for you, worried about you, and you thought I wouldn't be able to accept you for who you are?"
There are tears welling up in her eyes and I can't stand it. I get up from the stool and Edward looks at me, afraid of what I might do. I jump the bar and land next to Rose on the other side, pulling her into a hug.
"God, I'm so sorry. I was so afraid, Rose. I didn't know what to do. There was never a guy before, so I didn't think it mattered. If there was no one in my life, then I wouldn't have to share my secret. But keeping that part of me hidden was hard, and I shut people I love out because it was easier. Edward changed everything though. He's changed me and shown me how beautiful a relationship can be. I didn't mean to hurt you, Rosie. I just had to do it in my own time."
She hugs me tight and we stay like that for a few minutes. I look at Edward while I hold her and he smiles at me, proud that I am finally being honest with her. I know it was hard for him to keep this secret for me, especially when he was becoming such good friends with Rose and Emmett.
I pull back from the hug and get knocked back into Rose when Emmett engulfs us both from behind me. "Aww you guys…. I want in on the love too."
"Emmett, you're squishing us… can't breathe." He lets us go and chuckles, giving me a rather hard pat on the back. "Sorry Bro, but I wanted to let you know that I love you and am proud of you!"
Rose grabs me again, "Me too Jasper… even though you have been lying to me for ten years. I can understand why, but you better not do it again. I love you no matter who you are or choose to love. And you better not fuck this up, because Edward is a great guy!"
"Thanks Rose! And I have no intentions of messing anything up. I know how lucky I am to have him." Just then, I feel two warm arms wrap around my waist. Edward had snuck up on me and was now holding me against him.
"I'm pretty sure I'm the lucky one, babe" I just shake my head and turn to kiss him.
I hear Rose chuckling and look back to see Emmett pretending to gag himself. "Ok guys, enough of the mushy stuff. It's like a damn chick flick in here." We all laugh at him and make our way back to the other side of the bar.
"So, are you planning on telling our parents?" I look to Edward and wonder how he is going to take my answer. I want to be completely free, but I need more time before I tackle that hurdle. I shake my head and turn back to Rose.
"Not yet. I… I don't think I am ready for that." Edward squeezes my hand and I know he understands. "In time I'm sure I will, but I know they won't be so approving of me and Edward. I want to enjoy our relationship first before they can bring me down."
"Well we are in a different state across the country from them. They can't affect you here. So be yourself little brother, and take care of that man beside you."
Edward and I stand up, and I take his hand bringing it up to my lips and leaving a small kiss there. Looking into his eyes I say, "I will sis, I'm not letting him get away."
He smiles and pulls me into him. "I love you Jasper and I don't plan on going anywhere."
"I love you too Edward. Now let's get out of here, I'm taking you out on a date tonight."
AN: So… this is the last chapter. I'll be posting an epilogue soon, but still sad that it's over :( Thanks for reading and reviewing! I didn't think I would ever write anything or that it would be good enough for others to enjoy. All your reviews and comments have been very uplifting and they are the reason I kept writing. So Thanks!
