I know this is a short chapter guys, so I'll tey my hardest to write another one before the weekend.
Here goes nothing. I'm nervous about this chapter, and the next two are going to be sooo hard to finish writing, but I hope you like it. Reviews would be great guys. Thanks for your support.:))
Disclaimer ; These characters belong to Stephanie Meyers
Edward Pov
I shoot Emmett a look that lets him know exactly how the fuck I feel about him at the moment. He returns my look with a wide eyed shrug, mouthing, 'what' like he doesn't know what the fuck he's doing wrong. I swear he's a smart kid sometimes, but mostly he's just a fucking idiot.
He is on my shitlist at the moment because he has really made my reunion with Bella tougher than it had to be. His revelation has brought on more questions from Bella, and gave more reason for her to doubt me. More reason for her to doubt us.
"There he is! Hows it going loverboy" Mystery girl says excitedly running her tongue across the top row of her teeth, giving me a very filthy look. Yea, I said filthy, because there's no doubt what that look suggests. I could punch Emmett at this very moment.
I literally feel Bella vibrate in my arms. "Who the fuck are you" Bella asks in the most forceful tone I have ever heard from her. If there was any doubt in my mind about her placed anger, this cast them away. She's clearly pissed, and for some unknown reason-well it's unknown to me- this seems to make mystery girl happy. Now that, I don't understand. I thought we came to an understanding last night, but I guess not. She's like all the rest. Trying to come between something good, instead of chasing her own happy ending. I thought she was somehow different. I was wrong.
"You should ask him" She points at me, then tilts her head to the side. That filthy look has not left her face, and I'm beginning to get nervous. "He has all of the answers" She answers in an almost hoarse tone, then she places her hands behind her back and twists from side to side, biting her bottom lip and then she winks at me. She likes to play games, and this is just the beginning of her little game. I can see it all over her face. I have to get Bella away from her evil twin, because this girl seems ruthless.
"Okay" I say quickly and I grab Bella's hand, because I figure if we stay here any longer this will turn into a fight. "My baby is tired." I release her hand and put an arm around her shoulder, kissing the side of her face. "See you later Em. Don't get in too much trouble" I literally have to drag Bella away, and she is not happy at all.
"I swear I'm going to rip her fucking eyes out of her head. That fucking bitch!" Bella says through grit teeth, and I can't help but smile. I like jealous Bella. I kiss the side of her face again, pulling her towards our hotel. "Are you laughing at me" She asks, and I try to hide my smile when she turns her head to look at me.
I shake my head no with pursed lips trying to hide my smile, but it's obvious that I am in fact laughing at her. She nudges me with her elbow, and I see a small smile playing on her sexy little lips.
I stop walking and I turn to face her. I reach for her chin pulling her face to look right into my eyes. She has that worried look in her eyes, and her mind is spinning, I can tell. She needs to stop this. "You have nothing to worry about." Then I kiss her forcefully, and pull back to give her a serious look. "You are my girl, my baby, my everything. Nobody else matters" I tell her, my eyes firmly locked on hers. I need her to get this through her head. "I love you"
We're back in the hotel room, packing up our things for our departure. The entire time we're packing Bella has to shove me away, and swat my hands away because I literally can not keep my hands off of her. I missed being able to do this with her, and I'm a little shocked by her restraint.
"Are we still going to your mom's today" I ask her, smiling eagerly. I really just want to please her, and I know that she misses her mom. She hasn't seen her since before Christmas and that was months ago.
She stands with a shirt in her hand on her hip seemingly deep in thought. I come up behind her and wrap my arms around her, nuzzling my nose in her soft hair thats thrown up in a messy bun. "What are you thinking about"
She turns in my arms, ad wraps her arms around me, looking into my eyes. "I don't want you to feel like you have to take me. This is our last night here, and I know you like to-"
"I want to do whatever you want to do baby. Promise!" I kiss the tip of her nose, taking away her nervousness and her doubts.
"Okay, yea, we can go. But it's a far drive. Like really far. Are you up for that" She searches my eyes to make sure, and I reply by planting a kiss on her lips. I pull back to see her with a beaming smile that lights up her face, and it's infectious, causing me to burst out with a smile matching hers. "I'm glad we're okay" She bites the corner of her lip, still smiling at me.
"I'm more than glad we're okay. You have no idea"
We're pulled out of our moment by a bam on the door. "Bella open up" Its a girls voice. It sounds like Jane. I move around Bella, and open the door. Jane takes a step back when she sees that it's me standing there and not Bella, then she looks into the room and sees Bella. She walks into the room, and plops down onto the bed.
"I just wanted to say goodbye before I left" Jane begins, then she looks around at all of our clothing and luggage. "Looks like you're leaving too"
Bella plops down next to Jane, and I figure they need a moment, so I decide to leave them to it, and go down to see what Jasper is up to. "I'll be back" I call out as I close the door. They probably won't even realize that I'm gone.
Bella's Pov
"Where are you going" Jane asks me, as she takes the shirt out of my hand and folds it for me so that she doesn't have to look at me. She knows that I'm more interested in why she's leaving, ad where she's going.
"To moms. Now you tell me what's going on with you?"
She sighs heavily and shoves the hair out of her face. "Garrett went back to that bitch!" She punches the bed with each of her fists on each side of her body.
My mouth drops open in surprise, eventhough I sort of knew this would happen. Garrett loves Kate, and I know better than anyone how hard it is to let go of the love of your life.
"I knew this would happen, and I still fell for him. It's my fault" She says nonchalantly, but I know this is bothering her. She then turns to face me with her eyebrows raised, and amusement in her eyes. "Do you think maybe Rose is into girls"
I laugh at her question, and playfully shove her. This is why I love Jane so much. She always sees the bright side, and has the ability to brighten her own day.
"No I don't think she is" I try to say through my laughter, as I go back to folding my clothes.
"Doesn't hurt to ask"
Just then my phone starts ringing and I rush over to grab it off of the nightstand. It's Charlie.
"Hey dad" I answer, before bouncing back over to my suitcase to continue packing. "What's up"
"I'm just calling to check up on ya, see how you're doing in Miami" He says, and I smile at his thoughfulness.
"I'm fine. It's been a good trip overall, I guess. I'm going to visit mom today"
"When do you get back to Seattle" He asks quickly, and in an uncharacteristically shaky voice, that makes me feel uneasy.
"Tomorrow. What's going on Charlie" Something about this conversation doesn't feel right. My dad doesn't sound like himself.
"When you get back in town come straight to the house. I uh, your aunt and I have something we need to tell you. It's important"
I can't think of anything they would have to tell me. Their relationship was as much of a shock as anything. There's nothing else that he can possibly tell me that will shock me more than that. And whats with the nervousness in his voice? I'm his daughter. He knows I love him no matter what. But I still chose to tell him.
"I love you daddy" I rarely ever call him daddy, but I know it makes him happy when I do, and I hate this unsure tone of his voice. I love my dad the way that he is, and he should be able to tell me anything without hesitation. I want him to always feel that way.
We hang up with plans of seeing each other tomorrow, and although I'm happy about seeing him, I'm apprehensive about our conversation. What does he have to tell me?
I brush it off knowing that it can't be anything serious because he would just say it over the phone, so I shake off the uneasy feeling and go back to packing.
"Does Alice know that you guys are leaving" Jane asks while she scrolls through social media on her phone. "Bells you're not in any of the pictures I took this week" She says, before I'm able to answer her question.
"Probably because I was too busy crying my eyes out in this room while everyone else was having the time of their life" I answer, and she looks up sadly.
Then her face changes to a sarcastic look, and she nods her head with pursed lips. "You see how my perfect week ended for me."
I roll my eyes, and remember that I didn't answer her earlier question. "I haven't talked to Alice in a few days, and I kind of think she's mad at me"
"About what? I talked to her yesterday and she didn't say anything"
"You two are friends now" I ask, and she shrugs noncommittal.
"I'm really cool Bells, and she's friendly as hell so yea we just clicked."
"You should ask her if she's mad at me" I pout, and Jane laughs, and then crosses her legs, still scrolling through her phone.
"No way! You should ask her yourself, and if she is, you should try to fix it"
"Do you think she's mad at me" I ask her. If she's been hanging with her, she should sense some sort if vibe, right?
Jane shrugs as she always does. "About what? What did you do to her? As far as I know, she's just really cool about everything. What did you do to piss her off"
"I think it's because of Edward"
"But you two are back together" She points out, and it's a good point, but the damage is already done.
"Yea, but that doesn't change what I did. If I was wrong in her eyes, that's not going to change just because we got back together. She now has a negative opinion of me."
"Bella, I've said this before, and I'm saying it again. You worry entirely too much. And it's always about things that aren't that big of a deal"
I sigh heavily and sit down on the bed next to her. "I worry because she's my boyfriends sister and I'd really rather she not hate me. One Cullen hating me is enough" I scuff, and Jane turns her eyes to me quickly.
"His dad does not hate you. Stop saying that" She rubs my shoulder, and smiles supportively. She has no idea how much I needed that.
I stand back up and zip up my suitcase quickly, smiling brightly when the task is done.
"Can I come with you guys? I really don't want to go back home right now" She asks me, and because I love her so much, I can't say no. She just sat here and listened to my bullshit, and gave me suport and advice, while I couldn't offer her anything when she told me her problems. I know that she values my moms opinion, so I'm sure that's why she wants to go with me.
"Of course"
Thirty minutes later the three of us have Edwards renter car packed with our luggage and we are on our way to Jacksonville.
It's a long long drive full of gas breaks, snack breaks, and potty breaks. I spend alot of the time staring out of the window watching as the trees go by, row after row.
"Let's play a confession game" Edward says after a long stretch of silence. I look back to see that Jane is very much asleep, so it's just us playing this game.
"Sure" I answer eventhough I have no clue what this is. "Is this some bullshit that you made up"
He smirks, and snorts, and screws his face up to show just how obsurd the idea is. I just stare at him. "Yea, actually I did. So the fuck what Bella? Are we playing or not"
"I'll play if you promise to keep your eyes on the road." I tease, and he rolls his eyes. "How do we play this little game"
"We confess things with no explanation whats so ever"
"Sounds very pointless" I laugh, and he makes a face, looking over at me with pursed lips. "Jesus Edward, eyes on the road"
"It's not pointless" He says to me, and I huff. "Just go along with it"
"Okay" I drag the word out, and I can tell that I'm annoying him.
"You're annoying the fuck out of me right now" He says in a matter of fact tone.
"Oh, is that your confession" I ask him, folding my arms across my chest.
"Yeah, as a matter of fact, it fucking is." He says in an almost angry tone.
"Is it my go? Can I go now" I'm purposely being obnoxious because I think this game is fucking ridiculous.
"Be my fucking guess"
"You're an asshole" I say quickly, before he can completely say his sentence.
"You make me lose my fucking mind sometimes, and right now is one of those times"
"I think you purposely try to hurt me" I tell him, and I can tell he wants to ask about it, but I remember him saying one of the rules was that we can't elaborate.
"I think you purposely try to hurt me, and the reason you think I purposely try to hurt you is because you think your hurt outweighs mine"
My mouth is hanging open in shock. I do not think that. "Well I think you fucked Tanya"
"I think you fucked Mike"
Oh my fucking god that's just fucking crazy. I've never given him a reason to think that.
"I think you fucked Chelsea"
"Tanya told me you fucked Mike two nights ago" Edward admits, and fuck if I haven't had the second shock of my life. What was he doing talking to Tanya?
"I think you're lying, and you're just trying to get a reaction out of me"
"Tanya saw Mike leaving our hotel room" He really wants to dwell on this. This must have been his point for bringing up this game. He's not upset about it, he just wants to know the truth, and I get that, but Tanya is not a reliable source.
"Tanya's a fucking bitch, and you shouldn't be talking to her"
"I agree" He says, and I look over to see him smirk, and I catch myself smiling down at my lap.
"I want to believe that you've never cheated on me"
"I want you to believe that I love you"
My head snaps over to look at him in confusion. "I do believe you"
"I want you to trust me" He says softly.
"I want to trust you" I admit to him, and myself. Why can't I just do it? Why doesn't it seem that easy to just put all of your trust in someone?
"I want you to marry me" He says and I look over at him, ready to give him the ultimate confession.
"I don't want to marry you"
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