A/N: Hey guys, so, I DEFINITELY did not want a repeat of last week's carelessness so here it is! Next chapter!
Besides, I have a long weekend again so I might update next chapter in these days as well but...that depends on how many reviews I get, as always.
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Ch. 11: Big Time Boyfriend Trouble
By six o'clock in the evening, the guys decided they'd been in the pool long enough and decided to get out.
As James dried his hair meticulously and Kendall draped a towel over his boyfriend's shoulders before covering his own shivering body he had an idea.
"Hey," he said gently, making James look up at him "You want to have a picnic right now? For our third date?"
"Cool," James replied "But let's go to apartment 2J first, we need to change or else we'll develop pneumonia now come on,"
Both boys made their way up to the apartment 2J hand in hand, Logan and Carlos trailing close behind.
Once inside, they went to their respective rooms to change, coming out after 15 minutes (or well, Kendall, Carlos and Logan came out after fifteen minutes, James came out after half an hour, having already blow-dried his hair.)
Kendall was wearing an unbuttoned red and white plaid shirt over a tight black shirt which defined his nicely built-up body and faded blue jeans along with black sneakers. His hair was still wet and plastered to his face, though he'd combed it to keep it out of his eyes at least.
Carlos had not even dried up properly and therefore his dark green shirt was soaking wet. He was wearing worn out, torn jeans, white sneakers and, as always, his helmet.
Logan was dressed up in a white polo shirt with black formal pants and shiny black shoes. His hair, though still wet, was beginning to regain its usual style without him having to do anything to it.
James came out wearing a white v-neck shirt with a black leather jacket, dark blue impeccable jeans and black sneakers.
Kendall looked at his boyfriend and then at his friends before shaking his head.
"You guys know we're only going on a picnic right? Logan, James, why did you guys get all dressed up?"
"YOU and James are going on a picnic," Logan said "Carlos and I are going to the movies; this is a suitable outfit for the movies…"
"True," Kendall agreed before turning to his boyfriend "James? What's your excuse? You leaving me and going to the movies with Carlos and Logan?"
"Pssh…no," James said, as though it was the most obvious answer (which it kind of was).
Kendall waited patiently to get an answer to his boyfriend's fancy attire.
"I'm James Diamond" James replied as if it was all the explanation that was needed "I'm amazing and therefore, I have to LOOK amazing, at all times, no matter where I am…"
Kendall rolled his eyes at his boyfriend's obsession with his looks.
"Sure, whatever makes you happy," he replied before adding "Are we going now? While you took forever dressing up and drying your hair, I fixed our picnic basket."
"Cool," James said "What will you feed me? I hope you didn't make terrible food"
Kendall rolled his eyes again.
"First off, I won't feed you, you'll feed yourself Second of all, don't expect a fancy dinner, Diamond, you know very well I can't cook that well so suit yourself with my cream cheese sandwiches and my peanut butter and jelly sandwiches. And our drinks will be, surprise! Two bottles of Coke…"
"Mine's diet coke right?" James said with a whine "I can't get fat!"
Kendall sighed, a bit exasperated by his boyfriend's CONTINUED obsession with his looks.
"Yes James," he said frustrated "It IS diet coke, I know how much you fear getting fat…"
"Good," James replied kissing his annoyed boyfriend and grabbing Kendall's hand, running it through his washboard abs.
"Why are you doing that?" Kendall asked, looking at his boyfriend strangely.
"Because," James replied "THIS amazing body is the product of a perfectly balanced diet and daily exercise besides EXTREME care, but in the end, it's all for you baby…my body is completely yours to do with it as you like, therefore, you shouldn't get mad when I ask you for help in order to maintain this god-like body!"
Kendall rolled his eyes again.
"Wow," he said simply "Not very modest, are you?"
"Modest isn't a word in my vocabulary," James said with a smile.
"I figured," Kendall said with a shake of his head "Let's go James," and he held out his hand for James to take it. Surprisingly, he'd gotten used already to the hand-holding. It was actually kind of nice, even if he WAS holding a dude's hand. James' hand always provided him with nice warmth.
James wasted no time in linking his hand with Kendall's and together, they exited the apartment to have their picnic.
At the picnic ground…
James and Kendall spread the checkered cloth over the grass before flopping down to eat.
"Here's your sandwich James," Kendall replied, handing a cream cheese sandwich to his boyfriend which James took joyously for he was very hungry.
"Thanks," James replied "Can I get my coke also please?"
"Sure," Kendall replied "Catch," and he tossed him the can of diet coke knowing James would catch it.
James caught it smoothly and waited for a bit before opening it, not wanting the coke to come out of the can because it'd been agitated.
"So Kendall, everything alright with you?" James said in between bites of his sandwich.
Kendall nodded, taking a sip of his coke,
"Yeah, it's all been nice," he said "Although Miss Collins has been VERY annoyed at us…"
James laughed.
"So true," he said "Then again, she had the worst timing, always looking up whenever you and I were-were-"
"Doing things we weren't supposed to be doing?" said Kendall jokingly.
"Hey!" James said, "I should be allowed to kiss my boyfriend whenever I feel like it!"
Kendall laughed along with him.
As he was rummaging the picnic basket in search of another sandwich, James suddenly got an idea.
"Hey," he said "Let's play a game of catch,"
He took out some grapes that Kendall had placed inside the picnic basket.
"Okay," Kendall agreed with a shrug.
He held his mouth open as James tossed him some grapes, catching them smoothly with his mouth.
James then held his mouth open while Kendall tossed him some grapes and proved to be every bit as good as him in the game.
Later, the fed each other the remaining grapes, although James decided to mess with Kendall a bit by sucking on his fingers a bit after Kendall had placed the grape in his mouth, making Kendall moan a bit as his mind flashed back to where James' mouth had been earlier that day.
"So," Kendall replied "How has life treated you this week?"
James laughed.
"Same old, same old," he said "Big jerk producer screaming mean things at us, Kelly being sweet and bossy like always, Mama Knight keeping a responsible eye on us, damn her-"
"Hey!" Kendall complained playfully "Watch it! You may be my boyfriend but that's my mother you're talking about!"
"Still," James replied "She's the reason we haven't taken our relationship to the next level yet…"
Kendall shivered at James' words although he cringed internally.
"James," he said quietly "I know we haven't talked about this much but…I don't think I'm ready for that yet, if you know what I mean, I mean, sure, fooling around with you has been nice so far and I have no problem helping you out with your needs the way we've been doing it so far but…I don't think I'm ready to have sex with you yet."
"But- you said you weren't a virgin before!" James exclaimed slightly disappointed. He'd been counting on his and Kendall's first time happening very soon.
"And I'm not," Kendall replied "However, I-I've only ever been with girls before James, I- I've never done this with a guy before and-and I'm not sure if, psychologically, I'm-I'm ready for it."
"That's bullshit Kendall," James replied coldly "What's wrong? You're starting to doubt again aren't you?"
"It-it's not that, no," Kendall said, stammering a bit.
James raised his left eyebrow.
"Is that so?" he asked, then he stated simply "Kendall, I love you…"
Kendall bit his lip and remained quiet.
"Kendall," James said, a bit louder this time "I love you,"
"I-I like you too…" Kendall replied softly.
James' eyes narrowed in anger.
"No Kendall, not like, I never said like did I? I said I loved you…do you love me too?"
"I don't know!" Kendall finally exploded "I don't know okay! Up until about three weeks I had never even looked at dudes before the way I do you and I'd never even imagined doing things I do with you with guys! Cut me some slack James, I'm still new in all this!"
"I-I can't believe this," James said visibly shaking with fury "I practically pour my heart out to you and you-you decide to play with me this way!"
"Play with you?" Kendall asked sharply "Now, what's that supposed to mean James? In what way am I playing with you? What have I done to hurt you so far? I've quitted every single damn good thing in my life for you! To make YOU happy asshole!"
"Well, you learned that I loved you and then decided to play with my emotions," James said angrily, tears threatening to spill down his cheeks "By making me think we actually had a chance…I actually had a chance to get you to love me,"
"James, it's too soon for that!" Kendall said, frustrated "You've been building up your crush on me for God knows how long but up until about two weeks I'd never even looked at a guy the way I do you, much less kiss one, or do any of the things we've done together! I'm still getting to know all these new emotions James, give me time, two weeks isn't enough to determine whether you love someone or not…"
"No, but a damn life together as best friends is!" James said "Besides, love isn't something you determine Kendall," said James with a sneer "It's either you feel it or you don't, what's it going to be then?"
"James, I don't want to have this conversation with you right now," Kendall said coldly, getting up.
"Fine!" James exclaimed "You want to walk away? Fine! Walk away like the big coward you are! Don't be a man!"
Kendall's hands balled into fists at James' last comment. Only heaven knew how hard it had been for him to come to terms with the fact that he had a thing for guys as well as girls, and it had been doubly hard for him to try to put up the good boyfriend act while all the while he'd had a voice in his head telling him how everything he was doing with James, everything he was feeling for the brunette, was wrong. Kendall was really beginning to doubt his masculinity and James' comment just rubbed him the wrong way.
He forced himself to relax his hands and ignored James' further comments, walking farther and farther away from his ranting boyfriend.
Because what James was asking him to do was nearly impossible.
Kendall couldn't love him right? That was all kinds of wrong…
A/N: Okay, let me know what you think...
This chapter was especially hard to write and yet at the same time no because, as of Nov. 20th I have my first boyfriend! Yay for me! However, that makes my overall mood romantic and fluffy so this Kames fight was not exactly easy to write. Yet I can totally relate to Kendall's position because...I cannot say I LOVE my boyfriend yet, sad huh?
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