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A/N: I think this will be the last chapter of Penpals4life. Then I'll start the sequal to it, IF you guys want me to. It's up to you all! :)
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Previously; Edward found his true feelings for Bella. She found her true feelings for him, when he admitted to going to college in NY. :( What happens when it's time to leave? 33
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(EPOV:)
This is the time of day that I wish I could sleep. Everytime I sleep, i'm beside the girl that starrs in all of my dreams. The girl that actually makes me blush, and get butterflys. The girl that makes me stumble with my words, and spit my milk out from laughing at her. She's beautiful on the inside, and the outside. The sad thing is, i'm leaving that girl today. I can't picture myself without her, yet I have too.
"Edward, don't you think you should go see Bella for a bit, before you leave?" My mom called from the bottom of the stairs.
"Yeah, i'll go," I yelled back, slipping on my shoes.
I grabbed my jacket and keys, and ran out of the door.
"Good luck," I heard someone call from the doorsteps.
I hopped into my volvo, and drove to the lights of Forks. Here I am, driving to the love of my lifes house, to tell her I won't see her for another four years, unless she visits. Which is unlikely seeing she doesn't like the cold weather.
Her small house soon came into view, and I parked in the back side so she wouldn'tknow I was coming.
I jumped out, and ran up to her door.
Knock Knock.
Come on Bells, answer. I tapped my feet impatiently, and the door opened slowly. I saw her beautiful head peak out, and I opened the door myself. I wrapped my arms around her tiny shoulders, and pulled her close to my body.
"What's this for?" She giggled into my chest.
God, strawberrys. I couldn't get enough of that scent!
"I'm going to miss you so much," I cooed into her ear. I pushed her backwards into the house, and kicked the door shut with my foot.
"I wish you didn't have to go," She whispered, her voice cracking slightly.
"I don't have to. I can stay here with you," I smiled, taking her face into my hands.
"That's stupid, i'm not worth it, trust me," She rolled her eyes, not letting the frown on her face sink in.
"You're worth everything in the world." I smiled, and kissed her soft cheek.
"I want you to go, i'll visit, I promise," She smiled weak up at me.
"How about we go out to eat, before I leave?" I smiled, taking her hands in mine.
Her face lite up lightly, and she nodded her head. I turned around and grabbed her jacket off the hanger, and swirled her around.
"Edward, this is so hard," She whispered putting her hands in the jacket sleeves.
"Puttin on a jacket?" I chuckled, zipping it up for her.
"No silly. I'm not going to be able to sleep at night without you," She puckered her bottom lip out, and I was tempted to kiss it.
"I know, we'll talk all through the night untill we fall asleep," I smiled, and her eyes got really wide.
"Promise?" She asked, putting her leg out.
"Promise," I smiled, and picked her up.
She opened the door, and I kicked it shut behind me. The sun was going down, and I knew we didn't have that much time left.
I sat her down in the seat, and ran around to my side quickly before the rain would start to pour.
"I'm glad we've become so close," She sighed, looking straight out the window.
"Me too," I pulled the car out of the driveway, and headed towards this small diner that I took her to once before. I would never forget her face when she tryed a suicide drink I mixed together.
"Where are we going?" She asked, as the trees became a blurr around us. God, I never thought I would miss the rain, and green all around.
"You remember that small diner a few miles away?" I chuckled a bit.
"You mean where you made me try mustard on blueberry pie?" She giggled, making a gagging sound.
"Yeah," I laughed, pulling into the small parking lot. It looked slightly empty which was good for us. I stepped out, but didn't make it to her side in time. She was already out, and extending her hand to me. How did she not know how much I love her?
"Ladies first," I smiled, leading her into the diner. A older lady from last time, was pointing us to a booth in the back, and she winked at me as I walked by.
"Here's your menus, i'll take your order shortly," She smiled, as I sat beside Bells in the small booth. Her leg was up against mine, and I almost choked at the thought of looseing that touch.
"Edward, do you think you'll ever move back here?" Bella asked, looking at her menu.
"I'm not sure. Whereever my job leads me I guess," I replyed, stareing at her out of the corner of my eye.
"What would you like to drink?" She waister asked, coming up in front of us.
"I'll have a coke," Bella smiled.
"Two please," I winked, looking bac at the menu.
"Do you ever think that we'll end up in the same place again?" She asked, finally looking at me. Her eyes were full of hurt, and a little bit of anger flashed on her face. I don't blame her for being pissed off at me.
"You never know," I looked back at my menu, as the waiter brught our drinks back.
"You doubt it don't you?" She whispered.
"Are you ready to order?" I looked at Bella who was stareing at me, so I quickly found something on the menu to order.
"Uhm, two slices of blueberry pie," I winked at Bella, who still didn't let up on her frown.
"A scoop of icecream please," She jotted our order down, threw me a longing smile, and disapeared through the doors.
"Bella, I don't know. I love you, I really do," I put my hand on her knee.
"Yeah, I love you too," She mumbled, looking out the window.
"Bella look at me," I grabbed her chin and tilted it up to my level.
"I love you," I said slowly, my eyes boreing into hers.
"I know," She whispered. She doesn't get it.
"No, I mean, I've loved you sence day one. I want to be with you," I said slower, trying to make her see the point that she is the one for me.
Her mouth formed the shape of a 'o'.
"I want to be with you, but I can clearly see that isn't right for you right now," I grinned slightly, pushing the stray hair in her face behind her ear.
"How is it not right?" She asked suddenly, and voice strained.
"You don't love me like that Bella," I forced a smile on my face, as I kissed her cheek.
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(BPOV:)
How fucking stupid is he? Saying I don't fucking love him, when I DO! I really fucking do! As soon as he said he loved me, I froze. I didn't say shit back, because he sprung it on me. This whole time, I thought he loved me as a bestfriend, and he tells me when he is about to leave?!
"Bells, you there?" I forgot I was talking to Alice on the phone.
"Yeah, sorry," I replyed, wiping the fresh tears off my face.
"Bella, you know you love him," Those words echoed through the phone, andinto my stubborn ears.
"I know I do, I just froze. I couldn't say anything back," My voice cracked.
"& he took that as you don't love him back," She stated.
"Yeah, sucks," I scooted down in my covers more. Feeling the loneliness without his touch beside mine.
"Maybe you could text it to him?" She asked.
"That would be silly. Texting him and telling him to stay because I love him more than anything in this world?" I rolled my eyes, and mentally slapped myself.
"So you love him THAT much?" She asked, sounding a little shocked.
"Of course. I didn't know how much untill the night of prom," I almost shouted.
"Then go get him,"
"WHAT?" I yelled, sitting up in my bed.
"You heard me, go get him. His flight doesn't leave untill another hour. You have time," She giggled.
"Alice, I.. I can-"
"Bella, your piece of shit truck will get you there, just go!" She yelled, and started to giggle again.
"Fine, wish me luck," I stood up quickly, and slipped my shoes on.
"Good luck, love you," I heard the dialtone, and throught the phone on the bed.
I ran down the stairs, trying not to go head first down the flight. I grabbed my keys, and dashed through the rain, to my truck. I stumbled with the keys in the door, but finally got inside.
I jumped a little at the sound of my truck roaring to life, and gased it.
I have less than a hour to get to airport, find Edward in a crowd of thousands of people, and convince him I love him. How doable does that sound?
I saw the seattle sign come into view, as i watched for the airport signal. I heard a plane go over head, and prayed it wasn't him. I don't even know what i'm going to say to him.
"Edward, I froze like a retard & didn't get to admit my undieing love to you?"
No. Ugh.
I guess the words will come to me when I see his gorgeous green eyes bore into mine.
"Shit," I muttered, as the signal came into view. I veered off into the median, and turned to the airport checkout.
"Your kidding me!" I slammed my fists against the steering wheel. I pulled in behind a twenty car or more line.
What do I do? Fuckkk.
Fuck this truck. I killed the engine, and grabbed my purse.
"If I come back and your not here, remember I love you," I pouted touching the hood of my baby.
I ran down the sidewalk, ignoreing the honks behind my abanonded truck. I've never been able to run this fast without breaking my face, but I think my balance understood I was in a crisis.
"Ma'AM!" I screeched to a holt, and turned towards the guard standing at the door.
"You don't need to run, and you need to go through security," He pointed to a short line, standing in front of the metal detectors. FUCK.
I walked fast over to the line, and kept pacing back and forth.
"Step up here," I walked towards the voice, and let her run the bar over my clothes. Come on, i'm not a killer, i'm just here to admit my love for the hottest guy on earth!
"Free to go," She smiled, and motioned me on.
I grabbed up my newly searched bag, and took off running towards the screen of flight numbers.
California, Tennessee, Florida, NEWYORK! Flight 123!
I looked around, and spotted the hall that had my love waiting on. I through a group of kids, and suddenly felt bad for knocking a little girl over, but I didn't have time to stop.
"Excuse me," I mumbled walking past some older people, that I didn't feel like knocking over.
"God, watch where your going," Someone yelled at me, when I spotted the room that held 123! YESSS. I almost screamed as I reached the door.
I bursted through it, and searched all over the room. It was half empty which meant they were boarding. NO NO NO.
"Isabella?" I turned towards the beautiful voice i've dreamed everynight of my life about.
"Edward!" I shouted, and jumped into his arms. I burried my face into his bronze hair, and took in the scent that intoxicated me.
"Bella, what are you doing here?" He chuckled, not looseing the grip he had on my waist.
"I love you," I pulled back, taking his head into my hands.
"What?" His smile started to fade.
"I love you, I love you, I LOVE YOU!" I shouted, and pressed my lips to his.
It felt so good. His lips against mine, the warmth of his breath on my tounge, and his sweet, sweet taste.
He to soon pulled away, and smiled. "As much as I love this, I have to go, Bella," His smile faded all the way this time.
"What? I love you Edward, I don't want you to leave me," I felt my heart start to sink to the floor.
"Bella," He paused, and sat me on my feet. "The plane is boarding, and I have to go. I love you, and ill call you when I get there tonight," He smiled, and kissed my forehead.
I froze again. He walked past me, brushing his hand up against mine.
"Edward," I whispered, watching him hand his ticket to the lady standing infront of the gate.
"I love you," I yelled falling to my knees.
"No, you don't Bells," He blew me a kiss, and disapeared into the planes cab.
I felt the tears run down my face, as I wrapped my arms around myself, to hold it together. I looked up at where he had went through praying he would walk back through it to make things better. He never did.
I'm laying in a airport, with little kids laughing at me, the love of my life rejected me, and a impounded car.
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