First of all, the reviewer who rudely suggested I have just written 'child porn' in chapter 10, you disgust me. If you had taken in what has been written so far, you would know that they were 18. They're about to graduate their senior year (12th Grade). I also made a point of saying that Az had been into Eliza when she was 15...and I then went on to point out that it had been THREE years. Do the math! Also, this fic has always been rated M.
Best For Last
Chapter Eleven
ELIZA'S POV
Reaching the top of the staircase, I suddenly don't feel as confident or as good as I did back in the pool a few minutes ago. Arizona is behind me with her body pressed against my own, but I'm nothing like her. I'm nothing like her and I never will be. In terms of looks and personality, I feel like we are worlds apart right now. I'd hope she doesn't see it that way, but I'm not sure. There are so many others out there who are more suited to her. More who would look better by her side. Maybe I should've stuck to the best friend relationship. Maybe I never should've told her how I felt. Damn it! I mean, what just happened in the pool…mind-blowing. Out of this world. I always knew it would be something amazing when I finally got my hands on Arizona, but right now I'm feeling awful. I'm feeling unsure and uncertain.
"Bedroom, Eliza." Her hands trailing my stomach, our bodies are still wet from the pool just a few minutes ago. Honestly, it feels like a lifetime since I touched her. Since I was inside of her. It feels like a lifetime since I tasted her and I know that once this evening is over, she won't want anything more with me. We will revert to being best friends and this fairytale will never have happened. "You're hesitating." She pulls back, her lips no longer trailing my shoulder.
"Arizona, we don't have to do this." I turn in her arms, my back suddenly connecting with the door. "I don't give to receive."
"No?" She raises her eyebrow. "Well, I receive to give so move your ass and let me feel your body…"
"I just…"
"You just what?" She pulls back completely, her naked body now on view. "Wait! You didn't enjoy it, did you?"
"What?" My eyes widen. "That was like nothing I've ever experienced in my life, Arizona."
"So, why this?" She furrows her brow. "Why are you changing your mind."
"You are gorgeous." I sigh. "Like a dream…"
"Thank you." She blushes.
"But I'm not." I give her a sad smile. "I'm just me. The artist. The normal one."
"Excuse me?"
"I don't have a body that is completely to die for," I admit. "I don't have the ripped abs or the incredible thighs."
"Hey…" She curls her finger under my chin and it feels good. "You are so beautiful, Eliza." Her lips press against my own. "Inside and out."
"I'm not, but thanks." I give her an awkward smile.
"Do you have any idea how hard it is for me to not stare at you? To not just take you against the nearest wall?"
"That's how you feel?" My forehead creases. "Why?"
"Because you are drop-dead gorgeous…and you are mine." She smiles into a soft kiss. "God, I want to touch you so bad." She whispers. "I want to touch you and taste you, and just…I really need to feel you against me."
"You won't be put off if I don't look as good as the others?" I know the type Arizona usually has on her arm. Lori is just as sculpted as my girlfriend is. Her ex before that was even more defined than Arizona.
"When I tell you that you're beautiful…I mean it." She gives me a knowing look. "When I tell you that I get wet just watching you…I mean it."
"Oh god." Her hand slipping down the front of my bikini bottoms, she cups my sex and bites down on my bottom lip.
"We should really take this inside…" She says, her voice low. "I want you, Eliza…" Reaching behind my back, I turn the handle on Arizona's bedroom door and we stumble inside. The sun beaming through her huge window, she guides me back towards the bed and my back suddenly connects with it. I know I want this, but I don't always feel good about myself. Having someone as gorgeous as Arizona on top of me certainly isn't helping matters but she is reassuring me and it's making me feel a little more relaxed. I really don't need to feel tense during our first time and as I feel that tension easing off, I'm hoping it will disappear completely. "Hey…" She leans over my body, that incredible smile causing one of my own to appear. "You good?"
"Y-Yeah…" I nod, slowly. "Sorry, I just feel a little less than you right now."
"No, don't say that." She trails the palm of her hand up my stomach. "You know when I used to think about you…" She brushes my hair from my face. "I used to wonder what your hands would feel like on me…"
"Yeah?" My smile widens.
"Mm, and I wondered how good it would feel to grip your ass." She closes her eyes. "You know, knowing that only I was allowed to do that…"
"You really thought that stuff?" I ask, a little shocked. "You really thought about me?"
"Every day." Her lips brush my own. "Over and over…"
"Why the hell did it take us so long to realize what we wanted…"
"Honestly, I don't know." She sits up on her knees, straddling my thigh. "But I know that I want you now more than ever before…" Her fingertips toying with the waistband of my bikini, she chews on her bottom lip and watches as my chest rises and falls. "I know that I've never felt this way about anyone before…"
"No?" My hand settles on her thigh.
"No." She shakes her head and slips my bikini from my ass. Lifting my hips a little, her eyes focus on my center as it comes into view and her eyes literally brighten. Yes, that was the reaction I hoped for. I don't know what came over me a few minutes ago, but Arizona's words are enough. They're enough to tell me that she wants this. She wants me. "Perfect…" She leans back over my body and takes my lips.
Her own soaked center grinding down against my thigh, I can feel that slick wet heat coating my skin and it only sets my own arousal off, even more so than before. "You know…" I gasp as her fingertips press against my clit. "W-When you left me in the shower the other day…" She smirks against my chest as she pushes my bikini top out of the way. "I just…I thought about you."
"Oh yeah?" She moans, her fingers coated with my arousal. "What did you think about?"
"This moment." I whimper as she bites down on my nipple. "Fuck, this actual moment."
"And it was good, right?" She mumbles as she sucks hard. "It felt good?"
"I-I…" Her fingers burying deep inside of me, my back arches and my hand's fist in the sheet beneath me. "Oh god." A cry ripping from my throat, my girlfriend works my body like it's never been worked before.
"You what, Eliza?" She lifts her head and finds my eyes.
"I touched myself…" My admission stirring something inside of her, her thrusts increase and my stomach tightens. "Y-Yes." Lifting my hips a little, I rock against her hand and her thumb settles on my clit. Rolling so perfectly.
"Shit, I wish I'd been there…" She breathes out as her lips press against my own. "But I'm here for that now…" She smiles. "I'll be the one to take care of this gorgeous body…" Her tongue working the skin of my neck, she sucks on a spot below my ear and it only sends my mind into overdrive again. Everything about Arizona is what I imagined I'd never find, but here she is…against me and making me feel amazing. "You feel so good…"
"F-Fuck…" My breath catching as she braces herself on her forearm and pushes deeper with each thrust, my chest heaves and I'm not sure I can hold on any longer.
"And so tight." Her head dropping to my shoulder, my hand grips her naked back and my leg wraps around her waist. "What do you need?" She asks, her lips ghosting over my ear. "Tell me…"
"I just need you, Arizona." I moan, my orgasm approaching. "I need you to make me come…"
"Mm, yeah." My walls squeezing her fingers tight, I can feel the sheen of sweat covering her shoulders. "Yes, you do." Coming to rest between my legs, her hips roll and jerk against her hand, my eyes closing. "Oh god." Her own cries of pleasure mixing with my low moans, I can feel that burn in the pit of my stomach. I can feel how close I am.
"Uh, A-Arizona…" My breath catching with every thrust, she curls her fingers a little and hits that spot. That spot only she could hit so perfectly. "Y-Yes!" My ass lifting from the bed, my thighs tremble but I never want this to end. I never want to stop feeling her against me. This right now is complete euphoria. "Shit, I-I…" All breath leaving my body, my girlfriend's name rips from my throat and I come undone beneath her. I come undone…hard. Harder than I ever have.
"You've no idea…" Her lips press against my own. "...h-how long I've wanted to hear my name coming from you like that."
"Fuck." Gripping her back, I pull her down on top of me and our chests heave like never before. My lungs are burning. They're burning but yeah…I feel like I've just won millions. I feel like I've always wanted to feel. "Don't move." My arms wrap around Arizona tighter. I just need her to stay like this for a moment longer. It feels too good to let her go right now.
That was something else…
Waking to the sound of a light knocking on Arizona's bedroom door, my heart sinks into my stomach and I try to scramble out of her arms. "Arizona!" I whisper. "Hey, wake the hell up!"
"Mm…" She mumbles, her grip on my body holding me securely in place.
"Your mom is outside the door." I pinch her nose and she gasps for air. "Wake! Up!"
"What?" She furrows her brow, coughing. "Who is where?"
"Arizona, honey?" The knocking a little louder this time, I drop back on the bed and the door opens. Great! Just really great! A crisp white sheet tucked under my arms and just about covering my chest, Mrs. Robbins clears her throat and Arizona sits up, her eyes widening.
"Mom!"
"I'm sorry to interrupt you ladies but I've fixed you both some dinner." She smiles. "It's ready whenever you are…"
"Thanks, Barbara." My eyes closing, I've never felt so horrified in my life.
"I didn't want to wake you but you should really eat." She steps out of Arizona's bedroom and my girlfriend drops back down beside me.
"I'm so sorry." She breathes out.
"It's okay." I turn on my side, my eyes trailing her jawline. "But we should head down before dinner is ruined."
"Y-Yeah." My girlfriend agrees. "You wanna shower first?"
"After dinner?" I raise an eyebrow. "If that would be okay?"
"Sure." She smiles as her naked body climbs from the bed. Throwing me some clean clothes, I sit up on my knees and pull a tee over my body.
"So, uh…" At a loss for what to say right now, I furrow my brow and drop down on the edge of the bed. "Never mind…"
"Are you okay?" Arizona pulls me up to my feet and gives me a questioning look.
"Yeah, just…" I shrug. "Everything has really changed now, huh?"
"Mmhmm…" Her fingertips trail up my back, beneath my tee. "But for the better, no?"
"Y-Yeah." I smile. "I feel like I should say something but I don't know what."
"So, don't say anything…" She narrows her eyes. "But, I just wanted to say that today has been amazing." Her lips pressing against my own, she smiles against my mouth. "I've wanted that with you for so long, Eliza."
"Me too," I whisper. "Unforgettable…"
"Yeah?" Her smile grows wider. "You mean that?"
"I'd never lie to you…" Pushing her towards the door, her back connects with it and my lips find her own. "As much as want this to continue…we should really thank your mom for dinner."
"Come on." She takes my hand in her own and heads out into the hallway. Taking the stairs slowly, I don't know what Barbara's reaction will be but she is generally awesome so I shouldn't really be worried. The sound of her humming in the kitchen making me smile, we both round the corner and Arizona squeezes my hand tight. "Mom?" She clears her throat. "About before…"
"None of my business." Mrs. Robbins holds up her hands. "You ladies ready for dinner?"
"Yes, thank you." I cut in. "Smells amazing." Rounding the island, I pull myself up onto a stool and tuck straight in. The sooner dinner is over, the less likely I am to be stuck here and being questioned by my girlfriend's mom. "This is great, thank you."
"I hope you ladies know how to prepare your food." She gives me a knowing look. "Neither I or your mom will be around to take care of you in Florida." She throws me a wink.
"No, I'm good." I smile. "Mom has it drilled into me."
"Oh, good." She sighs. "I won't have to worry about my daughter starving if she has you around."
"Well, I mean I hope we can share dinner together but we won't even be staying together, so?"
"That's what I wanted to talk to you both about." Furrowing my brow, I glance towards Arizona and she gives me a look of confusion. "I found you ladies an apartment." She rests forward on her forearms, her coffee cup firmly in her hand. "Just outside of campus."
"Thanks mom, but we don't really have an apartment in Florida kinda money." Arizona gives her mom a thankful smile. "It means a lot that you looked around for us, though."
"Oh, I already paid up in full for the first year." She shrugs. "You too, Eliza."
"I, uh…" Dropping my fork, I clear my throat. "Wow."
"I just want you both to be safe." Barbara switches her gaze between Arizona and I. "I don't want either of you to worry about your rent or anything of the sort."
"Mom, you don't have to do that." Arizona leans forward, settling her hand over Barbara's. "That's really sweet but we cant accept that kind of help."
"You can, Arizona…and you will." She gives her daughter a knowing look. "I've spoken to your mom, Eliza. She knows what is happening."
"O-Oh." I clear my throat. "Well, it's super kind of you but like Arizona said, we cant expect that from you."
"And like I said…you can and you will." Barbara stands. "And there will be no more said about it. We want you girls to be safe and focus on your studying. After everything you have both achieved, this is the least we can do."
"Thanks, mom." Arizona stands and pulls Barbara into a hug. "You're awesome."
"I know, honey." She laughs. "Now, I have to go away this week." She pours herself a fresh coffee. "I trust you girls can take care of this place?"
"You know I will." Arizona rolls her eyes. "You are yet to come home and find this place filled with students…it's not about to happen now."
"I should think not." She lifts her glasses from her eyes. "Will you be keeping her company, Eliza?"
"Sure, I can do that." I stand and give Barbara a nod. "You can trust us."
"Well, I'm taking a bath and an early night." She throws us both a wave and heads for the staircase. "Oh, and girls?"
"Yeah?" We both say in unison.
"I know you this is all new and fresh for you…but if we could keep it out of the pool, I would really appreciate it." She smiles, no signs of anger from her. "I don't care what you get up to or how many times a day, but we have neighbors, Arizona. They don't need to see what I saw when I came home early." She turns back to face us both. "Don't worry…I left again." She laughs.
"Oh god." Arizona sinks down into her seat. "I'm sorry, mom."
"Don't be." She shrugs. "Being young and in love is the most amazing time of your life. Be respectful is all I am asking."
The floor can open up any time now. It really can…
Thanks for reading, guys. Reviews are welcome and appreciated as always.
Sorry if people don't like the last two chapters but it has always been an M rated fic. I'm outta here. Bye!
