Christmas heartbreak
Byakuya was sitting on his roof catching snowflakes with this fingers and watching them melt. Every morning and every night he sat on his roof reliving the past month, him and Renji breaking up and then him being forced to have a fiance right after. He's been nothing but stressed which causes him to go back to his old self who is someone no one likes but the clan. He pulled his blanket closer to him and inhaled, it was the only thing of Renij's he didn't let Senbonzakura shred and it still smelled like him -plus he never lets Chitose wash it. Byakuya misses Renji and part of him wants to go talk to him and kiss him and hug him and make love to him and forget everything ever happened. Another part of him wants to ignore Renji forever and hate him and glare at him all the time. And another part feels completely trapped because whether he wants to be with Renji or not he's stuck with Miss sucks-a-lot who's always stuck to his damn arm and to top it all off he hates her. Byakuya saw Chitose walk outside into the garden from his bedroom and turned around and looked up at him.
"There is something for you in the front room." she said, he couldn't read her face so he wasn't sure if this something was good or bad.
"What is it?" he asked not wanting to get up and look at the Christmas decorations Rukia put up, he wasn't in the Christmas spirit.
"This is something you need to see for yourself."
Byakuya jumped off the roof and walked back into the manor with her. He followed her to the front room he could see everyone crowded around something but he still couldn't see what it was. He continued to walk forward moving two servants out of his way but then froze when he saw what is was. "Where did this come from?"
"I have no idea." Chitose answered "Two guards said they found it outside this morning and they brought it in here."
Byakuya stood in front of the white grand piano sitting in his front room, he slowly walked around it touching it with the tips of his fingers. He stopped and got down on his knees when he saw something at caught his eye. His name was on the right side of the piano written in gold, cursive letters 'Byakuya Kuchiki', Byakuya smiled to himself. He moved to sit on the bench that came with it and noticed a card on the keys, he grabbed it and put it into his pocket. He reached out to touch the keys and play something but Mariko walked in and ruined it for him.
"Honey, what's that?" she asked putting her hands on Byakuya's shoulders.
Byakuya tensed and rolled his shoulders so she'd move her hands, when she did he spoke. "Its nothing." he stood "Keep the piano here I'll figure out where I want it later, I'm going to my room." when Mariko followed him he stopped "Alone."
When Byakuya got into his room he went to the bathroom to start his bath, while he waited for the water to get hot he pulled the card out of his pocket and read it.
Dear Bya,
Remember when you told me you played the piano
when you were sick and couldn't talk? Well after
that I wondered where was this piano and then you
told me what happened to it and that it made you happy.
So I decided to get you one because even when I'm not
around you should be happy and also because those three
words.
Love, Renji
Byakuya knew it was Renji before he even opened the card he just didn't let on because he knew he'd have some kind mental breakdown and now he's having a mental breakdown. He stared in the mirror trying to stop the tears from falling from his eyes, he began hyperventilating. He could feel his heart beating a mile a minute and his head felt heavy and he was getting dizzy.
Senbonzakua appeared in the mirror. "Calm down, Master."
"Its happening again." he said between breathes. "There's too much going on in my head."
"Breath."
"I'm trying." he opened the mirror and looked over all the bottle of pills in there. "Where's my medicine?" he said to himself.
"What are you doing?"
"I just need it for today." he pulled out some bottles. "Sleeping pills. No. Headaches. No. Anxiety. Yes." He put the other bottles back and closed the mirror he opened the bottle of anxiety pills and spilled two out.
"I thought Unohana told you to stop taking those." Senbonzakura said
"I'll be fine."
"Didn't she tell you to give those back?"
Byakuya put the pills in his mouth and swallowed drinking some water from the faucet. "Well apparently she didn't tell the rest of her employees I'm off them because they delivered them to my house."
Senbonzakura shook his head. "Good luck at the captains meeting you have in an hour." he vanished.
Byakuya slowly walked in the captains meeting hoping no one would notice how slow and carefully he was walking. When the pills he took kicked in he remembered why Restu told him to stop taking them. The side effects were too bad and came too quickly, the pills made him paranoid and weak and delusional. While he walked in he kept looking around, he felt he was being watched and was going to get attacked any minute. Kyoraku, Joshiro, and Restu watched him carefully instantly knowing things weren't okay with him and he clearly took something he wasn't supposed to. Byakuya walked to his place in between Captain Shunsei and Captain Unohana and stood straight but looked around, Kyoraku and Restu looked at Byakuya questionably and then looked at each other shaking their heads.
Head Captain Yamamoto tapped his cane on the ground to get everyone's attention but before he could speak Renji burst in still trying to put his captain's coat. He quickly ran to his place uttering apologies and an excuses he caught the dizzy eyes of Byakuya and looked at him questionably quickly noticing his weirdness.
Yamamoto rolled his eyes before he started speaking. "Good morning, Captains." he greeted "I know it is Christmas but meetings fall on Tuesdays and today Tuesday." he began reviewing the week as he usually did which bored everyone but they sat through it as usual.
'Master' Senbonzakura said 'You don't feel okay.'
"My throat is closing up" Byakuya thought he said in his head but he was really saying it out loud. "And I can't see. It's really hot in here."
'I think you're saying these things out loud.'
"You think so? I think I'm dying." Byakuya's eyes rolled behind his head and he passed out hitting the floor with a loud thud.
Byakuya woke up with a huge headache, he could hear beeping and looked around the room. "Fuck I'm in the fourth." he cursed to himself. He tried to sit up but it only made his headache worse and his legs felt heavy but he managed to sit up with the use of a pillow.
"I told you not to take those anymore." Retsu said coldly with her arms crossed over her chest. Byakuya tried to roll his eye and look away but couldn't so he just looked at her thinking about hating her. "I told you the side effects were too strong and dangerous. How many did you take?"
"Two."
"Half a pill is dangerous. What if you had to go into battle or something? You would have been killed. That is very irresponsible of you and I am very disappointed in you."
"Can I go now?"
"No, the toxic crap you took -that I discontinued- is effecting your nerves you can hardly move your legs on your own. Give it an hour." there was a knock on the door she sensed the spiritual pressure. "Come in." she said.
Renji opened the door and walked in. "Was I interrupting?"
"No, your fine I'll be back later." Unohana said mainly to Byakuya before walking out of the room.
"Are you okay?" Renji asked "You hit the floor pretty hard and before that you were acting a little crazy." he leaned on the door not wanting to get too close but feeling way too far away.
"I'm fine." Byakuya didn't want to look at Renji it made his heart hurt. "Thank you." he said quietly.
"I was just asking if you were okay."
"No, for the piano."
"Oh yeah. You're welcome. Does it sound good?"
"I don't know yet, I haven't played." this conversation was getting more and more awkward and there was nothing neither of them could do about it. Byakuya was too weak to move and Renji was too afraid he's fuck something up. "I had a dinner and a movie planned for us for Christmas but I'll just have him come to you. I know its not much now that I have your gift..."
"Its fine, its the thought that counts." Renji smiled awkwardly. "I think I'm gonna go I just wanted to see if you were okay."
"Okay, thanks. Is six okay?" he said before Renji walked out the door.
Renji turned his head to look at him. "What?"
"Should I send my chef over to cook you dinner at six before the party?"
"Sure, whatever's good for you."
"Okay."
"See you later." Renji said closing the door behind him.
Byakuya sighed he wanted Renji to hug him or feel his forehead to see if he's sick like he used to. He sighed again when Retsu walked back in.
"Is that why you did it?" she asked
"What if I go back to being that cold emotionless person I was?" Byakuya asked "What if I go back to that dark place I was in? What if he never speaks to me again?" tears began welling up in his eyes "What if we never get back together because I'm stuck with her? What if I give up and let the clan take over my mind and I'm stuck watching myself wither and die old and lonely with no one to love me? What if I get stuck in the dark cold place that is my mind and the only way out is death? I don't want to be that person again. I don't want to push everyone away and put thousand foot walls up anymore. I am tired of being alone and this is the beginning of something I'm not willing to go back to." Unohana sat down on his bed and wiped a tear away. "I just don't want to be stuck watching the world grow and live around me. I don't want to medicate myself but that's the only way to keep my mind off everything around me." she wiped another tear away.
"You don't have to be stuck, there is nothing and no one that can stop your happiness not even the clan. There is nothing they can do to you and if they try I will always be there to save the day like always."
Byakuya was sitting on his roof wrapped up in Renji's cover again looking over his snow covered garden. He didn't feel like going to the Christmas party but he also didn't want to sit in the house with Mariko. When she found out he fainted she cooed over him for an hour before he snapped at her and told her to leave him alone and then he disappeared to his place on the roof. He heard a meow from the edge of the roof and turned his head to look at the cat, he opened his arms so the cat would lay in his lap. When he did move to sit with him Byakuya rubbed the cat silently wrapping the cover around them.
"I don't know what to do, cat." he said "What if I just run away? Or what if I kidnap Renji and lock him up making him my personal love slave?" the cat put his nails into Byakuya's arm not to hurt him but to say he didn't agree. "I'll let you watch." the cat purred making Byakuya chuckle. "Everything is so awkward between us its like we're starting over but the difference is now I want to talk to him just as much as he wants to talk to me." he sighed "I don't wanna go to this party."
"Mistletoe." the cat said.
Byakuya thought about the plan the cat was trying to put together. "Will you do it?" the cat purred "Good. I have to get ready for the party. I like talking to you in cat form better than human form."
Byakuya arrived at the party a bit sour faced, unfortunately he had to bring Mariko the clan ruled him out and he was forced to drag the happy-go-lucky-fun-sucker along. Byakuya saw a tray of drinks walking past him he quickly snatched two off the tray and drank both. He walked over to his usual place with the other non partiers filled with the older captains and Toshiro. Byakuya looked over to Renji's group of friends and sighed he rather be over there having fun with his boyfriend and friends.
As the party went on Byakuya drank shot after shot and the alcohol was starting to loosen his control over his body and he started dancing slightly to the music playing, tapping his foot nodding his head.
"Bya-boo, you wanna dance?" Yorichi asked holding her hand to him, she knew he was keeping himself from having fun at the Christmas party but she waited for him to take a few more drinks before she whisked him off to the dance floor. Byakuya stared at her hand for a minute before slowly reaching his hand out. She grabbed his tightly and yanked him onto the dance floor catching the attention of everyone in the room including Renji. "What made you wear your human world clothes?" she asked dancing closely with him.
"I don't know I just felt like wearing pants." Byakuya shrugged dancing awkwardly.
"Could you stop dancing like you have no rhythm." Yorichi huffed "I might as well have asked Kisuke to dance with me. Everyone here already thinks you dance like a tree."
"Shut up. Give me a minute I wasn't planning on dancing tonight. And trees dance quite gracefully in the wind."
"Well it ain't windy."
Byakuya rolled his eyes and got more into the music moving his hips to the beat and closing his eyes and losing himself on the dance floor like he did everytime he danced. Yorichi stopped dancing and watched him then she turned towards Renji's friends and gave them the signal then they pulled Renji to the dance floor trying to get him as close as possible to Byakuya so they could dance together. Renji danced with his friends but was getting annoyed every time one of them bumped him and then suddenly he was behind Byakuya dancing with him. They both danced to the music not even noticing everyone watching them, one gaze in particular was very angry.
(Wait for you- Chris Brown)
If I asked to kiss ya
Would you say yes or turn and walk away, oh baby
See I must admit girl
Cause all the crazy things that go through my head
Woahhh Oh oh No
It seemed just like the perfect move at the time
For me to make you mine
(Girl you sexy from head to toe)
You said you think we should wait a while
And it might be hard but
They danced to the song, now face to face smiling brightly and holding hands, Renji would spin him around from time to time and pulled him close. They were having the time of their life smiling and laughing with one another again.
"Mistletoe." Yorichi said standing next to them hold a mistletoe above their heads.
Byakuya and Renji stopped dancing and looked at each other. They both put their hands behind their backs, as if to promise no funny business, they leaned in and touched lips. Instantly a spark ripped through the both of them and the small peck turned into a hard kiss. They both moved their hands Byakuya put his arms around Renji's neck and Renji wrapped his arms around Byakuya's waist, tongue was added and now Renji's hair was being pulled and Byakuya's ass was being grabbed. They didn't want to be separated but they need to breathe so they broke apart breathing heavily, Byakuya looked up at Renji and couldn't help but pull him back in for another lip lock. While they kissed Renji had to resist the urged to drag Byakuya to the nearest bed and rip his clothes off and Byakuya had to resist the urge to jump on Renji and let him fuck him against a wall. They pulled away for breath again staring into each other's eyes, it was almost like nothing had ever happen like they never broke up but that was all shattered when they heard someone clear their throat behind Byakuya. Byakuya rolled his eyes and turned to see his lovely fiance glaring daggers at him.
"It was a mistletoe." Byakuya looked at her with a bored expression flipping his hair. "What do you expect me to do? Disobey the rules?" he brushed past her walking over to his original place, his good mood ruined, he looked back at Renji briefly with a sad look in his eye.
The party went back to the way it started where Byakuya was standing with the older captains, and Toshiro. Byakuya looked around the room and decided he really didn't want to be there anymore but knew if he left he'd be in trouble so he decided to leave without leaving. He looked for Mariko seeing she was a few feet away talking to Ukitake, seeing she wasn't paying him any attention for once he walked over to the balcony that looked over the Seireitei. He stood at the railing looking over the Seireitei before he got up to stand on it and then jumped to the roof, he walked around a bit before sitting down and sighing he couldn't help but think this party would be a lot more fun if he had gone with Renji.
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Renji was sitting down with his friends barely enjoying himself, after his fire-starting kiss with Byakuya was ended abruptly by the blonde devil Renji wasn't in the mood to be at a party anymore he was barely in the mood for the party. Renji was barely in the mood for anything lately. Since him and Byakuya broke up Renji hasn't been in the mood for much, he doesn't even go out with his friends anymore he just goes home after work cooks himself dinner and goes to sleep and on some occasions drinks himself to sleep. Renji misses Byakuya and wants to have him to himself again but doesn't know how, for the longest time he thought the man still hated him but that kiss said other wise. Now that he knows he might have a chance at getting him back there's now the problem of how to get him back, he's engaged now so he can't just snatch him from that demon's arms.
While Renji was staring into space thinking about his plan to get his boyfriend back he noticed Byakuya escaping the party jumping to the roof and Renji decided to follow.
"Um I need some air." Renji said before walking to Byakuya's escape point. He walked over to the balcony and stood on the railing and peeked his head over to roof. "Hey." he said startling Byakuya.
Byakuya jumped and then looked at Renji "Jesus, Renji, how many times do I have to tell you to make noise when you visit me." he stood up and walked to the edge of the roof to help Renji up. "You're loud any other time but when it really counts you scare the shit outta me." he muttered more to himself walking back to his spot on the roof getting wrapped in his blanket again.
"Where'd you get that from?" Renji asked before sitting down next to Byakuya on a blanket. "Where's all these blankets come from?"
"When I was a kid I used to runaway a lot." Byakuya moved closer to Renij so they could share his blanket. "I would often sit on a roof until I grew tired but was too tired to leave so I'd fall asleep, the con to that is I'd get sick all the time so the Witch Doctor and Ukitake would put blankets in little chests on the roofs so I wouldn't freeze to death one night."
Renji chuckled to himself "Sometimes I forget you grew up here."
"You think I just popped out grown."
"Sometimes I just forget you used to be an innocent kid with a bright innocent smile on your face."
"Well if you asked Shunsui is was never innocent and I've always had an evil gleam in my eye."
"What did you do to him that has him thinking you're so evil. When I first started working with you he told me to watch my back and my possessions cuz you're a thief and a liar."
"I beat him in poker once and now he thinks all I do is lie, cheat, and steal."
"Well do you?"
Byakuya opened his mouth to say something but just laughed a little. "Yeah, I told him I didn't know how to play poker and that I never played before and I had but all the times I played I had lost so technically I didn't know how to play. The first time I played him I used Yorichi in cat form to tell me what cards he had so I won. But I didn't steal his money, I swear. I stole his kimono."
"The pink one?"
"No, I hate that one. I stole the one before it it was blue. I still have it."
"Oh yeah, you talked about it at the Halloween party."
"I did?"
"Yeah, clearly you were drunk as hell."
"I drink a lot more than I let on."
"I know that now." Renji chuckled.
They sat on the roof silently, but it wasn't awkward it was comfortable, Renji felt Byakuya lay his head on his shoulder and sigh. "I miss you." Byakuya said softly.
"You've been drinking again." Renji said still looking out at the city.
"That doesn't mean I don't miss you." he lifted his head and reached out to grab Renji's chin turning his head he could look him in the eyes.
"We're both drunk Bya." Renji wanted to snatch Byakuya away but he want to do it the right way like sweeping him off his feet.
"Then it'll be a drunken accident." Byakuya pulled Renji's face to his so they could share a kiss like they had earlier, Byakuya pulled Renji hair free from its tie smiling when it tickled his face. They pulled away for air and Byakuya had Renji's lip between his teeth. "I still miss you." he whispered "Help me reminisce." Renji pulled Byakuya in for another kiss and moved him so he would straddle him. Renji squeezed Byakuya's ass making him squeal and he ran his hands up and down his back under his shirt. Byakuya pulled away and snatched Renji's shirt off throwing it out of the way he began kissing down Renji's neck and chest grinning when Renji's breath picked up. When Byakuya got to Renji's pants he unbuttoned them and pulled the zipper down with his teeth looking Renji directly in the eye with dark grey eyes. He kissed Renji's hard length that was covered by the briefs he was wearing, Byakuya pulled them down grinning at the penis that sprang free he was about to begin his torture but he was stopped.
"Wait." Renji said breathing heavily "Are you sure?"
Byakuya looked up at Renji and licked the head of his penis watching him shudder, he licked his dick from base to tip before putting as much in his mouth as he could. He bobbed up and down on Renji's girth humming while Renji pulled his hair in pure pleasure. Renij could feel himself getting close so he pulled Byakuya off his dick and pulled him up for a soul-sucking kiss and flipped them so he was top. He ripped Byakuya's shirt open getting buttons everywhere in the process, he kissed down his body to get to a special place in his pants. He stuck his tongue in Byakuya's belly button chuckling when Byakuya's back arched and he hissed, he pulled Byakuya pants down along with his boxers, he blew cold air on Byakuya's erect dick before kissing the head and then the taint.
"Renji, what are you doing?" Byakuya asked breathlessly when Renji didn't start blowing him. Renji put Byakuya's thighs on his shoulders so he could see his ass and more importantly his entrance, he kissed it. "Renji, don't...oh God." Byakuya gasped when Renji licked his entrance. Renji knew Byakuya didn't like when he used his tongue on his entrance, Byakuya says it feels too good and he doesn't last long and his orgasm is stronger than usual which takes too much out of him, which is exactly why Renji does it. "Oh my god." Byakuya nearly screamed too pitches higher than normal when Renji stuck his tongue inside him. "Stop" he moaned "Oh god, yes, please stop." he whined and moaned at the same time. "I can't...Renji...Oh fuck." he reached down and pulled Renji's hair trying to get him to stop. "Please...don't...oh my god yes...stop...no...oh god yes...I'm cumming." Renji stopped moved Byakuya's legs and sat up grinning. "What are you doing? Finish." he snapped
"Don't you want something a little bigger?" Renji said huskily.
Byakuya smirked "A little bigger?"
Renji leaned down and kissed Byakuya while he began preparing him with his fingers, Byakuya moaned and groaned while Renji prepped him he accidentally bit Renji's tongue when he struck his prostate. Renji pulled away from the kiss and put Byakuya's legs back on his shoulders he rubbed the head of his penis on Byakuya entrance grinning when the man shuddered.
"Stop teasing me." Byakuya growled. Renji ignored him and pushed the head in watching Byakuya tense his jaw from the pain he stopped. "What did I just say?" he growled.
"Fine." Renji said pushing all the way in hitting his prostate.
"Fuuuuck." Byakuya screamed squeezing his eyes shut when he got used to Renji being inside him again he opened his eyes and glared at Renji.
"Just doing what you asked." Renji chuckled.
Byakuya chose his words wisely. "Fuck you."
Renji leaned down to kiss him and moved almost out of him at the same time, he pushed back in and then back out starting a slow pace angering Byakuya on purpose. Byakuya growled in the kiss dragging his nails roughly down Renji's back smiling triumphantly when he hissed. Renji picked up the pace little by little until he was pounding into Byakuya hard and fast making the man scream his name, Byakuya had his hands tangled in Renji's hair nearly yanking it out of his head.
"I'm getting close." Byakuya moaned pulling Renji's hair harder.
"I wanna cum together." Renji whispered in his ear.
"It you don't want me to cum stop hitting my prostate." Byakuya barely said because he was moaning.
Renji pulled almost all the way out and slammed into Byakuya's prostate hard making him scream and curse. Renji could feel himself getting close so he gave Byakuya a few more long hard thrusts before they both came together screaming each others names. Renji fell on Byakuya on purpose and breathed heavily on his face before pulling out and rolling off of him and laying next to him on the blanket keeping them from sitting on the roof, he grabbed the other blanket and pulled it over them both.
When Byakuya's breathing finally calmed down and rolled on his side so he could look at Renji, he kissed him. "I hate you, so much. You are the most annoying person ever and my best friend is Yorichi."
"I'm telling Yorichi you called her your best friend." Renji chuckled.
"See annoying." Byakuya pushed Renji on his back so he could lay on his chest, he looked up at the stars.
"We can't stay here all night." he put his arm on Byakuya's stomach.
"Why not?"
"You know why."
"Lets pretend I don't."
Renji had something he had to ask Byakuya that had been bothering him since they broke up, he knew it would ruin the mood but he had to ask. "I need to ask you something."
"Don't."
"Why did you fight me so hard about the kids thing but as soon as they present you with demon bitch you quickly agreed?"
"I don't want to talk about it." Byakuya said continuing to look at the stars
Renji sat up making Byakuya sit up too. "Well I do. You didn't even give us 24 hours before you just agreed to move on. I thought you wouldn't be forced to marry someone."
"They threaten me." he said not looking at him
"With what?"
"They said if I didn't marry her they'd not only take my title but they'd take squad six as well. They said they'd snatch everything away from me and have me kicked out of Seireitei so I had to agree to marry her." Byakuya looked at him with tears in his eyes
"So in order to save your precious pride and your title you let me go." Renji said bitterly.
"They were going to..."
"Do you honestly think I would have let them." Renji snapped. "Do you honestly think I would have let them kick you out of Seireitei? I have always had your back and have always been there for you. You let me go because you felt that was better than losing everything you have that half the time you don't even want. When you truly care about someone you never let go. I know I fucked up and I shouldn't been in that alley with that girl but you barely gave me a chance to apologize and explain myself."
Byakuya could see the pain in Renji's eyes, he knew it'd hurt Renji when everyone found out about his engagement but he didn't think it'd hurt him this much. "I'm sorry." Byakuya said wiping the tears off his face. "I wasn't thinking..."
"I know you weren't because it was about you and the only person you ever seem to think about is you." Renji moved to get his clothes but Byakuya put his arms around his neck and pulled him close.
"Please don't go." he cried "I'm sorry."
"Byakuya." Renji said calmly. "Let go."
"No. I don't want you to go."
"I can't stay here and cuddle with you all night." Renji said trying to get Byakuya to let go but failing
"Please." Byakuya begged, he moved to stand on his knees and hugged Renji tighter putting his face into his neck. "Don't go, please."
"Let go."
"No." he began kissing Renji's neck.
The kisses weren't affecting him at all he was too upset with Byakuya. "Stop." he said coldly.
He pulled away from Renji but held his face so he could look him in the eye, light blue eyes looked in to copper colored eyes. "Tell me you love me." he whispered
Renji looked at Byakuya. "I l..."
"Byakuya, dear." They heard Mariko call from the balcony.
"I can't." Renji said.
"You can say it." Byakuya cried.
"I can't love you because you're too selfish." Renji pushed Byakuya's hands off his face and grabbed his clothes putting them on. Byakuya put his face in his hands crying into them. Renij walked to the edge of the roof looking back at Byakuya, it pained him to see the man like that but he did it to himself and there was nothing he could do. He jumped off the roof landing in the balcony next to Mariko. "He's not there I checked." he said without looking at her. He walked past her and back to where his friends were.
Yorichi walked over to his and inhaled his sent. "You smell like a dirty argument." she purred.
"I'm not in the mood." Renji said
"You just were not too long ago." she whispered, she forcefully grabbed his chin to look into his eyes and then let go. "You're still in the mood, you'll never not be in the mood for him."
Byakuya was putting his shirt back on when he heard someone jump up on the roof. "Yorichi I don't wanna...Kisuke?" he said when the man sat down next to him.
"She's playing with him right now, I thought I'd visit you." Kisuke said calmly.
"I don't want to talk about it. And I don't want a pep talk or a way to fix it."
"I'm not Yorichi. I'm not Joshiro. And I'm not Retsu. I'm just here so you don't feel alone."
"I'll never not feel alone."
Kisuke put his arm around Byakuya and pulled him close, he felt Byakuya tense. "Its a hug sometimes you need one of these." Byakuya relaxed.
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