AN: Short and sweet, sometimes that's how I deal.
This was inspired by a song called Into You by Dead By Sunrise
and it was mostly forced inspiration...which is why this chapter is so short, but I felt like I should at least give the readers of this story something more now that I got some of my writing MOJO back.
heh I like that word...
...Mojo...
MOJOJOJO!
Anyone who can tell me where Mojo Jojo is from gets a million cool (possibly not cool) but cool points xD
My life has always been one big stumble.
I was never offered a solid life. I was either taking care of my brother, or being abused as a child. I was either being shot at, or tortured as a young adult; and when I finally grew I was either being bitched at over child support; or looking at sick murdering bastards over an interrogation table.
I never really had anything to live for, until I met her.
Her scientific talk annoyed the hell out of me, but with every case, with every look of understanding in her wide blue eyes, I stumbled more and more.
I found myself wondering, and thinking, wondering how a single woman could affect me more than an abusive father or a war; but somehow she did, and it made me even angrier.
I cared for her, I protected her, I did anything I could for her, and when douche bag men started walking into her life I couldn't take it anymore.
I would get testy and anxious at times, life once again kicking me when I was down, but at this point, I was done.
Fuck all the pain, and fuck all the shit that 'life' was dealing.
For months I simply laid there, going through my days living only for someone else. Sometimes those people were murder victims; but most of the time it was her.
I didn't realize, but over the very first year I knew her, she metaphorically knelt down beside me, and helped me up, holding me up, and giving me my strength back.
The very first time she laid a hand on my arm, comforting me when I confessed a war story to her, was when I realized she brought lifeā¦back into my life.
In that single moment, I stumbled and fell.
But I fell into her, and she became everything.
My life.
My soul.
My everything.
