Warning1: This chapter is a lemon

White.

White is what she wore to bed. A white silk night gown and small blue bow in the middle. It was James' favorite. He loved hugging her when she wore it. She supposed he just liked the feeling.

Black.

Black is what she saw when she walked into his room. The lights were turned off and only the light from the hallway shined it. Black was the color of his hair. She would spend hours brushing the nights out of his hair so that she could run her fingers through it with ease. His new coffin was black as well. He only slept in it once.

Cold.

Seras shivered as she walked into his room. It was cold, but that's how he liked it. Running her fingers across his dresser, the cool wood felt good against her fingers.

Rose.

Rose tinted glasses lay upon his dresser. The ones that Alucard had given him what seemed so long ago. Picking them up, she looked through the lenses. The reflection was not of her own. The eyes where of a child who was smiling warmly. Closing her eyes and opening them again, her reflection was then of her own.

Empty.

Scattered paper with drawings covered the floor…along with toy soldiers and small metal race cars. There wasn't much to look at…but she knew that he was very happy with what he had. Empty is how she felt inside though…as if someone had removed something vital from her body... Something that she clearly could not live without.

Barefooted, Seras made her way down the hallway very slowly. Keeping her eyes locked on the ground, Seras reached her bed room door and gently opened it. To her surprise, there on the foot of her bed, sat her master. His back was slouched and his elbows rested on his knees. Alucard head slowly rose as Seras walked through the door, but then lowered again as she closed it. Remaining still, Seras didn't say anything. She waited to see if her Master would stand and speak to her…but he didn't. He just sat there.

Slowly stepping forward, Seras made her way over to where Alucard sat. She felt like a small child in her nightgown as her small feet shuffled against the carpeting of her room. Finally, standing in front of her Master, Seras whispered. "…Master…?"

Alucard didn't speak.

Raising her hands, Seras hesitated right before she rested them on his broad shoulders. "Master…"

Finally finding the strength, Seras slowly pulled her Master's shoulders towards her, and to her astonishment, he let her. A tingly feeling went through Seras' body as she felt her Master's head resting against the nape of her neck. With shaking hands, she gently wrapped her arms around Alucard's neck, hugging him to her. At this moment, she was the one holding him. He just remained motionless…

"Oh Master…" Seras started, feeling his breath against her neck. "It's alright…that you are sad…"

What happened next caught Seras totally off guard. She felt her Master's arms slowly wrap themselves around her silk covered waist. Seras then suddenly felt something cool run down her neck. She knew what it was…but she didn't speak a word of it.

"Heh…" Alucard chuckled miserably. "How dull I have grown…what a sense of emotion I have developed…how…pathetic…what absolute…bullshit"

Seras didn't say anything…she just continued to hug him close to her…knowing that he would never do or speak of this again. This was a moment of her Master's weakness…and she wasn't going abuse it.

"You go on, Master…as if you were never human…" Seras whispered, catching Alucard's attention. His eyes soften.

"James…had no once of mortality in his body…and yet…he was more human…than I ever was…"

Alucard's eyes then closed in pain. "Every night I hear the screams of the lost souls rotting in hell…shrieking my name…" Alucard's voice became weak. "Tonight…I heard James'...crying my name…but I could not comfort him."

Hearing her Master say this, Seras eyes filled with tears. She rested her head on top of her Master's. "Master…"Seras sighed. "You go your whole life being the best of your kind…but yet you hate yourself for it…James…was just a child…but he was brilliant…absolutely brilliant…I always knew that he was…but his whole life…he was ridiculed…spit at…hated…because of what he was…he'd sneak out during the day trying to find other children to play with trying to make a friend…but those children were horrid… they'd call him names…hit him…rip his clothing…all because of what he was…" Seras' voice then became very shaky. "But not once did James ever lay his hands upon them…because he knew exactly what he was…James didn't expect the world's approval or love…and that's what he tried to tell you…not to expect the world's satisfaction…that maybe his love for you…was just enough…and maybe mine is just enough for you too…"

Alucard pulled away from Seras and laid his eyes among her young face. She smiled sheepishly at her Master. Alucard expression just remained dull and emotionless…although a trickle of blood shimmered in his eyes. Seras' face turned red as she felt her Master hands slip from down from her waist and gently up underneath her silk dress and rested on her bare skin. Quickly pulling away from her master, Seras began to breathe heavily.

"Master…I don't think this be the proper time for that sort of thing…" Seras whispered, covering her shoulders. Alucard stood and began to push the sleeves of her night gown down.

Seras struggled against him. "I don't think this be the-

She was cut off by Alucard hands gripping the sides of her face and pulling her forward so that her lips where pressed against his. Whimpering against his kiss, Seras pushed away from him. "Master…I can not…not…not again…"

"Seras Victoria…"Alucard began. "Why do you now fear my touch? Was it not I who took your virginity ever so gently?" Alucard whispered. Tears fell from Seras eyes.

"Yes…it was, Master…but I can not do this again...I cannot share intimacy with you…for I wish it to be with someone that loved me…"

Alucard's eyes grew stern. He then removed his hands from her slender body and stood, towering over her. Seras grew frightened over the expression her Master gave her.

"Very well…Police girl…" He whispered, passing her.

"Master…please…do not be sore with me…" Seras begged, covering her shoulders. "It's just that…it happened so quickly the first time…that I...prefer it to be with someone who loved me…or…not at all…please, Master… try to under-

"You question my affection for you, Police girl…well…now I question yours…" Alucard whispered as he phased through her bedroom door.

Covering her mouth with her hands, Seras sat down on her bed and began to weep.


Watching him walk down her walk way made, Integra smirked. Coming towards her, smiling, strolled the queen most trusted Knight and personal advisor, Augustus Ramsden. His golden hair shimmered from the street lights that shined all along the gates of Integra's home. He wore olive...which was his usual color of choice…an olive suit with black ascot and a silver cross. A group of men followed behind him but there was someone present that surprised Integra. Holding Ramsden's hand was a little girl with dark skin and wearing a pale blue checker patterned dress. Her hair was braided and pulled back into two small pigtails.

"Sir Integra…" Ramsden started bowing before her. Integra bowed in return. "I trust that you are having a grand evening?"

"Grand as gold…" Integra smirked, folding her arms. "All have standards have been met…the vampire is confined and is in the process of modification…"

Ramsden smiled. "Well…her majesty shall be pleased..."

The small girl holding Ramsden hand, sneezed, causing Ramsden to turn to his side to scold her. Seeing this crude act, Integra interrupted. "She's lovely…is she yours?"

Quickly looking up, Ramsden grinned. "Delivery…Sir Integra…to one of her Majesty's boarding schools…this little thing right here was left orphan back in one of the missionary villages in Kenya…the good queen was so kind as to allow her, and a small group of other children, come her to get an education…and to be brought up properly...this one is the last of them…"

"So…does she have a name?" Integra asked as if she had been excepting to have heard it by now.

"Eloise…or so that's what we call her…" Ramsden chuckled, holding the young girls hand tighter. Integra smirked.

"Well then…has there been update from the communications in Germany…?" Integra asked, only to have Ramsden laugh and turn away.

"On that note, Sir Integra…, is where I take my leave."

"You did not answer me, Ramsden…" Integra said sternly.

"Your orders have been completed and her majesy sends her deepest gratitude…good night, Lady Integra!"

Finding herself growing angry, Integra clenched her hands in a fist. "Sir Augustus…as the head of Her Ro-

"The head of what?!" Ramsden turned around and shouted with a smile. "Her majesty's monster chasers? Oh, bless your heart…how cute it is to think of your title being something of importance…"

Integra gritted her teeth at his words. "What…is…the update?"

Laughing, Ramsden handed the hand of Eloise to one of his body guards. He then folded his arms and walked closer to Integra. "Its war, my love…war… glorious war…but not just any war, oh no…you can be sure of that…you be sure to keep your men on the up and up…you never know when they might actually be needed…"

With that he turned around and began to walk down the long walkway of the Hellsing mansion.

"Good bye, my Lady…I trust we she shall be seeing much of each very soon…" He waved, not turning around to look back at her. Integra cursed each step he took under her breath. Turning to walk back inside her home, Integra turned and watched as the little girl in the guard's hand was dragged along and pushed into the limo. Sighing, Integra turned around and walked inside.


"What the hell is this?!" Integra snapped, snatching a vanilla envelope in hands and waving to Walter.

The butler cleared his throat. "A…enlistment and visa request…my dear lady…from

Saint-Étienne, France…a lad by the name of Yves Constantin Bernadotte, my lady…"

Integra's eyes went wide. "Bernadotte?" She questioned, astonished. Pip had been dead for almost thirteen years now and not once had she had any communication with any of his family.

"Are they siblings?"

"Half…" Walter answered. "It seems that the half brother of our dearly departed Pip, has taken interest in Hellsing organization and has been training in his brother's line of duty since he was nine years old…"

Sitting down in her chair, Integra opened the folder and glanced down at the black and white photo which showed the image of a young man with dark light brown hair and two scars under his eyes in the shape of an "X". "And…just how old is he?"

Walter thought for a moment. "He shall be eighteen this February, my lady." Walter answered.

Integra looked over the paper for several moments. When she had reached the last page, she sighed and sat back in her chair. Rubbing the sides of her head, Integra groaned.

"Make the arrangements, Walter…we'll need all the recruits we can get…notify Seras…tell her basic training begins immediately…if this lad was anything like his brother…then we should be in good shape…tell Alucard that he is to speak to me first thing in the morning…"

"Yes my, Lady…" Walter bowed.

Resting her head in her Integra sighed aloud. "Its war Walter…I knew it…I knew it all along…"


Sitting on his royal chair, Alucard's closed eyes held a somewhat distressed expression. Agonizing screams pierces his ears, causing him to clench his hand into his fist. The sound of a child's scream sent Alucard into a state of darkness. It was dreadful. Alucard covered his ears as he heard the painful screams of his beloved son as he was tortured by hell's flames. Just when Alucard felt as though he could hear no more…the darkness softened and the sound of soft feet against stone approached him. Opening his eyes, he watched as his blushing servant slowly walked down the stone stair case in her nightgown.

Her hands where shaking…and she knew that he saw them…but also…she knew what she wanted. There was thought…though of perhaps meeting someone who would love her and appreciated her…but she saw clearly now…it wasn't her that was to be saved…but it was her that was to save…her place was here…with her master…and she knew he loved her…if he never says if with his own words… she knew…

Before Seras reached her Master, she stopped. Reaching for her shoulders, Seras slowly slid them off her shoulders. Her silk slipped quickly against her smooth skin and feel loosely down around her ankles. Alucard's eyes softened as they studied Seras' lovely body as she sheepishly walked towards him. Reaching him, Seras kept her head lowered and her hands on her shoulders. Alucard stood from his seat. Raising his long, Alucard rested his hands on Seras' bare hips. He pulled her close to him…her body appearing to be a child's against Alucard's strong tall frame. It was heaven to Seras. It was so wonderful it brought her to tears.

And there they stood. No small kisses. No sexual penetration. Simply…holding one another. This was his way of showing her…this was his "I love you as well, Police girl"

Intimacy

Raising his hands from her hips, Alucard placed them on upon Seras' face and leaned forward for a kiss. Seras' eyes opened wide as she saw that her Master's mouth was open as he leaned into her. Closing her eyes tightly, Seras was startled by the feeling of her Master's tongue playing in her mouth. Seras grew nervous and struggled against his toying. Chuckling, Alucard spun her around and sat her down on his chair.

Seras blushed as she watched her Master remove his long red jacket and ascot. She turned away, trying not to stare as he unzipped his black pants...but Seras' eyes opened wide as she felt herself being lifted and then gently lain back down on soft blankets. To Seras' amazement, she was in her bedroom.

Alucard didn't hesitate to kiss his mark on her neck, licking and remembering what it tasted like.

Wrapping her arms around his neck, Seras' eyes filled with tears as she felt her Master's fingers slide over her womanhood.

"Seras…" Alucard whispered, positioning himself in between her legs. "Seras…" he said again before thrusting forward, causing Seras to gasp out loud. She had done this once before…but it still hurt just like it did the first time. She had died a virgin and her body never ages…so…every time her and her master do this…it will be as if it where the first time.

Rocking into her, Alucard nuzzled his head besides Seras', who yelped and moaned with every thrust. Alucard was moving slowly…agonizing slow…trying not to hurt her. He pumped in and out, making sure there was not an inch of space in between them. Seras wanted to scream. It was too much to take…too much happiness…

Speeding up, Alucard knew that his peak was approaching. He nipped at Seras neck, licking the small beads of blood that fell from the small punctures.

"Master!" Seras screamed, pulling him close to her as his thrusting increased. "Master! I'm frightened! Something's wrong!"

Alucard didn't say a word. He just kept going faster and faster, feeling Seras nails dig deeper and deeper…and the deeper her nails went…the deeper he went. Seras tossed her head back and forth, tears streaming down her eyes only to have Alucard catch her lips as released inside of her. Seras screamed against his lips.

This, young Seras…is what you longed for…he is perfection…he is your heaven…he is your Master…and he is the man that loves you.

I tried to make the new characters fit in with the story and make it realistic to the actual Hellsing style...the character's parts are not as important in this storu *hint* *hint*....I hope I did a good job. I tried to bring some diversity aswell since the actual Hellsing series is so different then other manga itself...I'm a little worried :/