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ANGEL POV
I woke up after that long night of listening to Logan cry and cry, and seriously scream in his sleep. It wasn't easy to do it, but I had to for his own good. I reached over and grabbed my phone and turned it on, I had a message from Logan, and missed calls from the other boys I clicked Logan's text first and read it -
" I love you, and I'm sorry for whatever I did to make you think like this. I wish you were coming with me to NYC. I'd love you to be at the show tomorrow night… but I understand if not. There's some stuff in front of your door. I love you Angel. My Angel"
My eyes started to sting and I felt my stomach twist. I put my phone down and got up unlocking the door and opening it. I looked down at the blue flannel, the pillow and a paper went flying down the hall when I picked everything up. I sat on the floor and smelt his shirt holding the pillow close to my body. I eventually got up and picked up the note and read it "Angel, I'm sorry. Once again. I love you, and I'll miss you so much. Please call me. I need to hear your voice. I love you so much. Love, Logan" I sighed and went back into my bedroom and grabbed my phone. I sat all of Logan things onto my bed and headed out to the living room.
Things were so quiet without them… everything was so different. I don't like this already. My phone started vibrating. It was… Kendall? What did he want? I breathed in and answered "Hello…?" "About time you answer you damn phone" and laughed and I smiled a bit "Yeah… sorry I wasn't in the mood to really talk" I paused for a second "How is he?" I asked Kendall a little bit quieter then my normal voice. I heard him sigh "Well, not the best." I looked down at the floor and stayed quiet "Are you okay, Angel?" Kendall asked me. I sighed "I miss you guys a lot… I miss Logan" I heard some moving around and a door closing "Come out here, I'll help you keep it a secret, and we'll surprise Logan halfway through the show tomorrow night" I sat there thinking about it for a second "How will we keep that a secret…?" "Well…" he started, "I could get you your own hotel room, or you can put your things in my room, and stay in there, and then when you and Logan get back after the concert, we'll bring your things into his. How does that sound?"
I was kind of liking that idea.. I needed to make everything up to Logan somehow, I did love him and believe it or not, I did trust him. I really had no reason not to. "Yeah… can we do that, please?" I heard the door again and then him typing "So, if I got you this plane ticket for you to leave at 1:00 tomorrow afternoon you'll be here?" I smiled big "Of course I will be!" I got up, still on the phone and ran to my room "Alright, I'll set it up so you can log in and print your ticket out, I got to head to rehearsals. I'll make sure Ranel or Dustin picks you up and brings you to the hotel!" "THANK YOU SO MUCH KENDALL" I basically screamed. He laughed "You're welcome. I'll see ya tomorrow. Love you, bye" and he hung up.
I started packing I grabbed a couple pairs of jeans some tank tops a few long sleeves, a hoodie, 2 nice dresses, and shoved it all in a bag. I made some dinner for myself and watched TV for a bit. At 10 I started getting tied so I went in my bedroom and laid down. I sat there and stared at my phone, of the picture of me and Logan. How could I be so mean to him? He didn't do anything wrong… I took me being upset about him leaving, all out on him. I got up and grabbed his flannel putting it on; I went into what was… or is our room and laid in his bed. I pulled his blankets that smelt like him over me. I started crying, for no reason… or maybe because I just missed having him there to hold me. I wasn't sure. I grabbed my phone out of my sweat pants pocket and texted him quickly.
"I just wanted to say goodnight… and this house isn't the same without you and the boys"
No sooner than a minute later I got a reply.
"Goodnight sweetheart, I miss you. Nothings the same without you. I love you…. More than you know."
I stared at the text for a while, and I started to really think… Tomorrow things between me and my Logie will be okay again. I don't ever want to fight again. I hated hearing him like that. Eventually my thought made me drift off to sleep. I slept like a little baby, in my baby's bed.
The next morning I woke up around ten. I was exhausted from the night before, with the fight, then last night with all the thinking. I picked up around the house after I showered and got ready. It was already almost 11, so I hurried up and grabbed all my things and brought them out to the car. I made sure everything was locked and good to go. I drove downtown to the mall and picked up a dress I thought Logan would really like, I also picked up some make up and little things. By the time I was done that it was 12. I went to the Airport and got my tickets, went through security and all that good junk, and texted Kendall.
"I'm at the airport! I'll see you guys soon 3"
I shut my phone off, and then it was time to board the flight, I sat by the window, and no sooner after the plane took off, I fell asleep.
Eventually, I did have to wake up. That came when I heard the announcement to put your seatbelts on. I was finally in NYC. When I got off the plane I got my luggage and went to the lobby where Dustin was waiting for me. He took my bags and he walked off to the car. We stopped and got some really good pizza. I was so amazed by everything around me. I've never seen such big buildings or people.. or stores. We got to the hotel and he took me to Kendall's room. Nobody was in there, but that's what I expected. Dustin had to head to sound check so he left.
I pulled my new dress out of my bad and pulled out my new makeup. I went to the bathroom and started getting ready for tonight. I put a few curls in my hair and put my bangs up in a bump. I did my makeup and made sure I looked perfect. I decided the dress was too much for this and decided to put on a light pair of skinny jeans, my uggs, and a long sleeve shirt. I walked over to the full size mirror. For once, I felt like I actually looked pretty. I sprayed soe of my perfume on me that Logan loves and texted Kendall.
"Hey! I'm on my way what do you want me to do when I get there?"
I sat on the bed and turned the TV on, this kid was taking for ever to reply. A half hour later he finally did.
"Go to the box office out front, tell them your name and they'll give you everything you need. When you get that, go around to the back where it says "Crew Only" and then show then your pass, they'll let you in. When you're in, come to the right side of the stage and stand there, make sure you keep yourself hidden. When we go to change, jump out to Logan. I'll see you soon!"
I grabbed my hoodie and headed out. I got a taxi, and when I got to the venue I ran inside getting everything I needed. I got through all the security and stood back stage where Kendall told me too. They were already on stage, and I watched then dancing and singing to myself.
Not long ago… I was one of the girls in that crowd. It was crazy to think about everything like that. I looked at Logan and studied what he was doing. He kept messing up his dance moves, and wasn't as energetic as he usually is. I knew that was mostly my fault, and I felt terrible. I needed to make this up to him.
The boys started coming off stage, first James, then Carlos who looked like he was about to attack me, but Kendall stopped him and smiled at me, then Logan slowly trailed behind them with his head down. I looked at him and slowly walked towards him. I was basically walking next to him when he looked up. He looked back down then all of a sudden stopped. I smiled and he picked me up and wrapped his arms around me.
"WHAT? HOW? WHY?" and was seriously crying… and holding me tighter than he ever has. I held onto him tight and put my face in his neck, I was crying too. I whispered to him softly "I love you so much Logan, and I'm so sorry" he started crying harder. I ran my fingers through the back of his hair and pulled away looking in his eyes. "you need to go change, we have all night to do this" He nodded and kissed me. The most amazing kiss I have ever had. It was full of passion, he touched my face when he pulled away "I love you Angel" he kissed me once more then put me down.
I went back to where I was standing. Carlos ran over to me when he was done changing and gave me a hug, so didn't James and Kendall. Logan ran over and kissed me one more time before heading back on stage. He was already doing a lot better. He wasn't messing up, but you could tell he wasn't focused. He kept looking back at me and smiling. I blew him a kiss every now and then, and he would bump into James after. When the show was done Logan came running off stage and picked me up spinning me around. I laughed and held onto him tightly. Tonight was going to be really amazing, I could already tell.
The ride back to the hotel felt like it took years. We stopped in Kendall's room to grab my things and then went to Logan's room. He took a shower then we decided to go walk around the city at night. He held my hand to tight I thought it was going to fall off. We walked to a park and he pushed me on the swing for a while. Then we laid on a slide and watched the stars. We started to get cold to he headed back.
LOGAN POV
I really can't believe she's here right now... At all. I thought it was really over. I just couldn't figure out why, and it killed me. I loved her more than anything; I'd give up anything for her. That's why I was doing so badly at the show… I thought people would realize I wasn't able to do it, and send me home. Then I could be with her.
The moment we got back to the hotel we changed and got in bed. We kissed for a while. We talked for a while. We kissed some more. Then I realized… tonight was THE night.
I pulled her closer by her waist, holding her against me. She parted her mouth a bit and I slid my tongue in, fighting for dominance, which I won. She put one leg over me and I rolled us over so I was ontop of her, she soon had both legs around my waist. I kissed down her neck and sucked on her pulse point, when she moaned softly I bit it and then kissed back up to her lips.
She pulled my shirt off and threw it on the floor. I took hers off and kissed down her chest. "My god, you're beautiful" I whispered as I kissed down her stomach, she ran her fingers through my hair and pulled me back up to kiss her. She put her hands on my face and looked in my eyes. I could feel her shaking; I kissed her once more softly. "Why are you shaking babe?" I touched her cheek and brushed it with my thumb lightly, she kept looking in my eyes "I'm nervous…" Her face got a little warm meaning she was blushing, I smiled "I won't hurt you, you know that, I'm just as nervous as you are" she kissed me deeply and ran her hands down my body.
She closed her eyes and tightened her legs around my waist, holding my face up so she could keep kissing me while she undid my pants. I pulled away because we were both breathing heavily. "I never wanted someone so much in my entire life." I whispered against her lips kissing back down her neck. She pushed my pants down and I kissed back down her body. I kissed down to her pajama bottoms sliding them off slowly, and then kissed up her legs. She watched me biting her lip. All that laid between us was her panties, and my boxers.
"Logan.." she whispered as she slipped her hands into my boxers. I breathed in and kissed her deeply as she gripped me with her hand. I groaned and pulled away burying my face in her neck. I helped her push off my boxers and my lips made their way back to her. I loved kissing her. I loved this feeling she was giving me. I never wanted it to her.
I looked into her eyes and whispered again "You're so beautiful, Angel" I softly kissed her again while pulling her underwear down. I felt her smile against my lips. I kissed her more passionately "I love you" I whispered against her lips "I love you too" she wrapped her legs back around my waist, we could both feel my erection against her "god, Logan please I need you" she whimpered. I slowly pushed into her and groaned finally feeling myself inside the woman I was madly in love with.
Soon enough we were both panting, I was going easy at first, and we had a steady rhythm. She was dragging her nails down my arms moaning my name over and over. It was pushing me over the edge. Our rhythm started to get sloppy and I started to go faster. I let out a grunt as she screamed out in pleasure and bit down on her shoulder.
She and I both groaned as I felt her walls tightening around me. I felt her body start to shake and I lost it. I bit down on her neck sucking hard and we both groaned as we hit our climax. I stayed on top of her for a few minutes as we were panting and sweating on each other.
I pulled out of her and laid down next to her pulling her body close to mine. I kissed her head and we laid there in silence just staring at each other. She had a smile on her face, and then put her head on my chest. She was drawing shapes on my stomach and then looked up at me. "Logan, I love you so much… I could never thank you enough for what you do for me.
I smiled "I love you too my baby" and leaned down to kiss her. We fell asleep holding onto each other tightly. I can honestly say, this girl is my soul mate. And I could never imagine even looking at another person as long as I lived.
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