Hello! My lovely readers! Yes i know, she's actually updated, but i have finished my exams and now have time for my baby. :)
Anyway...here is chapter 11 that you have been waiting for, for ages. And...i'm so sorry but i'm going on hoilday in about two weeks and i've been working on Chapter 12 already so i might update before i go, depends. Anyway, with my GCSE's almost out of the way (i haven't got my results) and college starting i'm gonna aim to update every month. But the update will try to be longer and full of action, sexy werewolves and vampires and...maybe a little tang of lemonade?

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JPOV

I turned over and found that I was, instead of having a nice, early morning snuggle with my girlfriend, I was in fact snuggling with her pillow.

I frowned, no that's not right.

I started to look about the bed, just to see if she had rolled away from me in the night. Then I heard an infectious giggle from across the room. I looked up to see Bella in a pair of my boxers and the fitted yellow t-shirt she was wearing yesterday. I swallowed and bit my tongue to keep myself from wolf whistling. Bella wearing my clothes, even if they were just my boxers, it was sooo sexy. God I wanted to jump her.

Excuse me!

Aww…shit. I really shouldn't be thinking about something like that, I knew how easily I reacted to naughty thoughts about Bells. Naughty Bella, naughty school girl Bella, Bella in a school girl outfit while we…I shook myself mentally. I could already feel myself growing hard, I really didn't need this.

Bella was watching me, biting her thumb nail ever so teasingly, I growled low in my throat when I saw her turn away from me. As though she hadn't seen me. Cheeky minx…speaking of cheeks. God that ass…I shook my head, clearing my thoughts. What she did to me. Ha, I was most defiantly whipped, correction, the definition of whipped.

Slowly, trying not to make a noise, I got out of bed and froze when I was out. She still didn't turn around, and a smirk graced my lips. I crept towards her and pressed my nose to her neck, inhaling her delicious sent of freesias and strawberries. Bella jumped slightly at my touch, obviously not hearing me when I moved to her. She chuckled when she felt me trail my nose up her neck and across her jaw line. Her skin was soft to the touch and smelt entrancing, I hummed in contentment at the knowledge that I could smell that for as long as I wanted now.

"What do you want to do today handsome?" My angel asked, her voice still scratchy from sleep.

"Snuggle." I said, wrapping my arms around her waist and I pulled her back to my bed.

She giggled again and wriggled in my grasp until she was facing me. Bella sighed and placed a light kiss on my nose before hugging my waist with one arm, the other curled between us comfortably. She really couldn't get any cuter, and I don't think I could get any luckier. I sighed in contentment and thought of how I could get used to this all too easily. I hummed in satisfaction when Bella buried her face into my bare chest, pressing another light kiss to my skin. I smiled and kissed her hair.

As I turned over; trying to get comfortable I brought Bella with me, curling her into me, keeping as much as our skin touching as I could. Feeling our skin touching, it sent a thrill like an electric shock throughout my body. Then I looked over to the window and had to take a double take when I saw the snow. And I saw how high it was.

We were snowed in.

We had to be with how high the snow was, it was reaching the bottom of my window. How in the hell hadn't I seen this coming! I should have smelt it in the air last night. I grumbled to myself silently, things weren't as easy as they used to be. When I was a fresh wolf, I noticed everything, every small detail. Now it seemed that my senses were blurred.

Fuck man.

Shit.

Damn it!

I was snowed in with the beautiful vixen that is Bella. Does god want me to slowly combust into flames from sexual tension! This was hardly fair.

Hardly.

Thank you.

Oh, I'm not agreeing with you.

What?

No, not at this point.

And why not?

Because you being alone with Bella snowed in is a great thing!

Should I even ask why?

No, but then again, it might help.

Then, why?

Because then you might actually grow some balls and fucking make a move!

Okay, I'm gonna bite, this isn't really about me, is it?

No, well a little.

Okay, who is it about then?

Me of course! I haven't got any damn action in…forever!

I chuckled mentally.

Oh and you can shut up you horny, wolfy virgin.

Yeh, so can you, imaginary, horny, wolfy, virgin voice in my head.

What?

Bye bye.

No wait! How are you doing that? I can't….

Like I said bye bye.

I'm so glad to be rid of that voice, always poking his nose into my business. Now…where was I?

I looked down at Bella and thought about what I would do with her today, I wanted to take her down to the beach. But with being snowed in, that wouldn't happen. Maybe we could go next weekend, in the winter First beach was always a beautiful place. The sea would turn a aqua, almost turquoise in the setting sun and even though it would be cold I was 108.9 degrees so she wouldn't get cold if I held on to her. Which was another good thing for me, getting to hold onto her all night. Perhaps we could take a picnic with us. I smiled at the thought of us together on the beach at twilight, candles dotted around us as we lay on one of the many blankets we had, curled up together under the stars. I could go the whole nine yards, dinner, wine, music, all for my Bella. Yeh, next weekend was all planned out.

I smiled as I noticed she was softly tracing her fingertips on my skin absentmindedly. I put an arm around her small waist and pulled her closer to me. I nuzzled into her warmth and sighed as I saw her content smile spread across her face. Out of the blue I remembered last night and what she had said while she was asleep, I knew she sleep talked, it was the highlight of some of Charlie and Billy's conversations.

"What were you thinking of last night?" I asked suddenly, wondering what she could have been dreaming about to have said things like that. I did have an idea but I wasn't going to let my overactive imagination get away with me when there was probably a logical explanation.

"Why?" she asked, her voice muffled by my chest. She didn't even bother to move her head up to meet my eyes. I guess she was comfortable.

"No reason." I said flippantly, trying not to laugh out loud at the memory of her sleepy words.

"Jake." she warned, her voice deeper and rougher with annoyance. She sounded like a kitten trying to be a tigress. I chuckled and gave into her, knowing it would annoy her if I didn't tell her.

"You said big dog and good dog while you were asleep."

Bells turned that adorable shade of red that I loved so much, she bit her lip and peeked up at me, clearly embarrassed. I sighed happily and put a finger underneath her chin, making her look me in the eye.

"You've got nothing to be embarrassed about Bella, I thought it was really very cute."

I looked at her, trying to show her just how much I loved her through the expression on my face and through my actions as I tightened my grip on her and brought her closer to me. She just gave me a timid smile in answer, but her eyes were sparkling with love. I smiled back gently then leant down and caught her lips in a sweet kiss.

BPOV

Cute, he thought I was cute. Well, that was a new one on me.

I snuggled into Jake, burying myself in his warmth. I loved this with Jake, spending this time with him. While he was a wolf and my protector, he had told me about how true the legends of his tribe really were, he was still just my Jacob. But there was something that was bothering me…what was I to Jacob? I knew that I was defiantly very important to him. I mean, he imprinted on me, which he says is like love at first sight but stronger. And the feelings that I felt for him were so very strong that I could hardly believe them. Yet, I found myself still worrying, was I just a very good friend, or was I more than that? Was I his girlfriend, I really wanted to be, but was unsure wither he thought of me like that. I knew he loved me, that much was a given.

"Jake?" I asked, knowing that I might just regret asking him this, but I still had to nonetheless.

"Umm?"

"What am I to you?" I asked in a small voice, a little scared at what the answer might be.

"What do you mean Bells?" he asked, shifting so that he could look at me. I looked at his face and saw that cute little frown of confusion on his face.

"Umm, w-well…" I stuttered, embarrassed that I had to ask him this.

When he saw me hesitate his eyes filled with unease. So I spoke quickly, hoping to ease his confusion and worry.

"I mean, am I your…girlfriend?"

Jacob relaxed when I spoke, a warm loving smile spreading on his face. I found myself smiling back, regardless of my position and what I was asking. When Jake smiled I just felt so safe, loved and at ease.

"Bells…if you want, then yes. I would really like you to be."

"Defiantly." I said with a bigger smile than before.

I snuggled back into his warmth, glad that I had sorted that out, I was beginning to worry about what I was to him. I knew that he loved me, even if he didn't say it.

We lay around for a while, Jake would drop in and out of sleep at times, always holding tightly against him when he did. Right now he was snoring slightly, his chest vibrating with each snore. But soon I couldn't stay in bed any longer, my back needed to be stretched and I really wanted to go to the bathroom. I peered up at Jake and saw his mouth open slightly, I sighed, knowing that he wouldn't wake up easily. When we were younger, Jake would always sleep very deeply. Most of the time it would be hard to wake him up, even to make him move while he was half asleep.

Slowly, I tried to move away from him, knowing that there was a minute possibility that he would let me go, but it was still a possibility. I pulled away, trying to pull his warm arms from around me. And yet he pulled me back against him, enveloping me in his heat. I laughed silently, he couldn't let me go, even when he was asleep.

"Jake." I whispered.

He didn't even move. I huffed, how would I get him to move?

"Jake, please."

He just mumbled and shifted slightly, his face rubbing against his pillow, almost nuzzling.

"Jacob move."

No movement.

"Jacob."

None at all.

"Jake!"

And still ground zero. Time to change my tactics.

"Jake, honey, I've got something for you." I said, my voice soft but trying to be seductive.

And I got a reaction, much to my amazement, a greedy and sly grin started to spread on his face. I laughed under my breath, I wondered if I spoke to him like this that maybe I would get more of a reaction from him when he was awake too, or if I would just give him a heart attack.

"If you don't wake up, I wont give it to you." I whispered into his ear.

A small movement, his eyes danced underneath his eyes. Like he was dreaming of something, or just about to wake up.

"Or maybe you would like me to just…help myself while you're being lazy, hmmm?"

I really didn't know where this confidence had come from but it was obvious that it was working and Jacob obviously liked it. Jake lay there, but I could see him moving about slightly. It was like he could hear me but couldn't tell what was real or what was a dream.

"You wouldn't mind, would you baby?" By now my voice almost a purr.

I giggled, his breathing picked up and he moved about slightly when I said, baby. I let my fingertips brush against his bare skin, travelling to his waist and then down his hard abs. I almost drooled when I felt his rock solid muscle underneath my fingers. I kept my fingers moving down to his dark treasure trail, that I was just dieing to follow. He started to growl low in his chest, it sent shivers of excitement down my spine. I stayed there for a while, tickling his skin, letting him growl sensually. It really was turning me on. Then, he inhaled and his growl was even deeper.

His eyes opened and I saw that they were dark with want, and…lust?

"Bells." he purred deeply.

"Oh, your awake!" I said, as though surprised.

I moved his arms, trying to escape his hold. But he growled and held me tighter. I huffed.

"Jake, I really need to get up."

He just looked at me with those black eyes, as though daring me to try and get up. He inhaled again and I saw him visibly shiver, wither in excitement or repulsion I didn't know. But then one look into those midnight black eyes told me all I needed to know. Jake was excited and not just normally excited wither, he was aroused, very aroused by the look in his eyes.

Shit.

Yeh, what you said.

I licked my lips, almost unconsciously since I did it all the time, my growing habit was obviously becoming entrancing, as I heard Jake growl. It was deep, rough and primal, the sound was just plain animalistic and it was so very…hot. Now it was my turn to shiver as I felt a shudder of excitement travel down my spine. He opened his lips and growled again, low in his chest, making my whole body vibrate in answer to his primal self.

"Jake…" I started but stopped when Jake rolled over quickly, so he was on top of me in a flash.

I could feel every part of his body pressed against mine. And when I say every part I mean every single part. Particularly a very rock hard, long and hot part of him which was pressing rather insistently up against my stomach at this moment in time.

"Bella." he ground out.

I gulped and nodded, answering him. I couldn't trust my voice.

"It's not nice to tease me like that baby."

His voice was sensuous and dripped like honey from his tongue. I could feel the place between my legs throbbing with need. And when he said baby I found the liquid pooling in my pants increasing as well as my arousal.

"Especially when you smell so appetising." he growled.

His nostrils flaring and it took me a moment to realize that he could smell me, and how wet I was for him. I swallowed and closed my eyes again, trying to concentrate and regroup, but it was so damn hard when I had such an attractive man lay on top of me, both his and my arousal so very damn evident. Then I felt his nose at my neck, he nuzzled into my flesh and purred. I moaned as I felt the vibrations of his sexy purr carry out through my body, make my body tingle with the dangerous but seductive thrill of the moment.

"Jacob." I moaned. He hummed in answer, still nuzzling at my neck and occasionally nipping at the sensitive skin there. I felt his hands start to wander, both of them had previously been wrapped around my waist, but now his right hand was slowly making it's way down the curve of my waist and hip down to my ass. His left hand come up my back and wrapped itself tightly yet gently into my hair.

I put my hands into his hair and pulled him up to my face, I then kissed him passionately with all that I had. Our lips meeting wildly, I felt his tongue seeking entrance and I granted him quickly. Wanting him to explore the cavern of my mouth just as much I wanted to explore his own. When our tongues touched, Jake growled and his hands rested, one gripping my ass tightly in his hot grasp, the other making my hair a mess of passionate tangles.

When we finally calmed down and the heat of the moment seemed to pass our rough kisses turned to sweet pecks on each other's lips, cheeks, foreheads, anywhere we could reach. I took the opportunity, a break in the lust induced make out, and pulled him gently to my side, so that I could hold on to him. But he took the lead and he pulled me into his big, warm arms and laid me on his massive chest. Softly, he began to stroke my ruffled hair and I moved so I could rest my head over his heart. Hearing the rhythmic beating beneath my ear, it calmed me instantly and I felt safe. Safer now than I ever had been. I pressed a kiss over his heart, wishing I could take away all of the pain he had ever felt in his life, wishing I could guard his heart from feeling pain forever.

"It's your's, you know." Jake murmured after I had closed my eyes.

I looked up at him with a questioning look, wondering what he was talking about.

"What is Jake?" I looked into his big dark brown eyes and saw so much emotion, it was almost unbelievable. His eyes were big, round and they looked me dead in the eye as he spoke.

"My heart, it's yours and forever will be." His words were the ones that I had been dieing to hear for so long. And now that he was actually saying them, I couldn't think of what to say back to him.

"Jake…"

"Your all there is for me Bells. Your it. Without you…I…I just wouldn't survive. I couldn't." His voice broke when he said he couldn't survive without me. I knew then that he was speaking from his heart, that much I knew. Jacob's eyes were brimming over with love, so much love, just for me.

I had been planning what I would say to him since…forever, but right now none of those answers were coming back to me. And now that I thought about it, none of them were enough to express how I felt about Jake. And I think no words will ever amount to how I feel about him, it wasn't a feeling, an emotion that I could just name. Yet I could think of so many that were close. So I just said what I felt, or at least tried to.

"Jake, I want you to know something." I said, rising up and resting on his chest. I grabbed one of his big, warm hands and placed it over my heart, waiting a moment, letting him feel it beating. Beating for him and him alone.

"This is your's Jake. Always has been and always will be. When I first saw you all those years back, it was like a dream come true. You were always there for me when I needed you. Without even asking you would stay up at night and tell me stories to keep the nightmares away. You would hold my hand when we would got told off together, when you couldn't convince them all that you had done it by yourself, which was nearly never. You would hold me close and run as fast as you could whenever I fell or got hurt. You always knew, without even a hint from me when I was upset, or when I just needed to be alone. You are my other half Jake, it's like you can feel when I'm in pain or when I'm upset. And, I feel it too. I could not survive without you Jacob Ephraim Black."

He smiled slightly and I smiled back. I saw it in his eyes that he loved me, even if he didn't tell me. Yet he told me without words everyday, in his touch, his smile, his overall caring for me.

"You are my life, and you have my heart Isabella Marie Swan. And if I were to leave you, which I wont because it's actually impossible," he said with a wicked half smile. His eyes darting with laughter and love. I hit him lightly on the shoulder, trying and failing not to smile back at his behaviour.

"Get to the point Jake." I teased. And he just smiled ruefully at me.

"The point is, is that I would die before I left you. It would never be as painful as actually leaving you, nothing, not even death itself could possibly be as painful as walking away from you. I just couldn't and can't do it. And I'm being serious here Bells, we, the wolves, can not leave their imprints. You are my mate Bella, my life mate. Know what that means?" He asked softly, tucking a stray hair from my face behind my ear and then trailing his fingers down my jaw and rubbed his thumb over my bottom lip, gently I kissed it, wanting him to go on.

I shook my head, answering him because it obviously wasn't a rhetorical question.

"It means that there is a bond between us, not visible to the naked eye, that connects us. I don't think I can say this enough, but Bella, it is impossible for me to leave you."

I smiled at him.

"And impossible for me to leave you Jake. I may not be a wolf, or be special in any superhuman way, but I know when I have found my soul mate," My voice was breaking with emotion, and I knew I looked a wreck, my hair ruffled and my lips red and swollen from earlier Jake's fiery kisses. But this moment couldn't have been more perfect.

I placed my hand over his heart.

"My life mate."

I leaned in and softly kissed him on the lips. Knowing that I wanted to spend the rest of my life with him and that I wanted to always protect him, no matter what. Even if I wasn't so strong as to actually protect him physically, well I might be. I thought, thinking back to that strange…shield, for a better word that protected Jake from Quil's questions and that protected the pack and the Cullen's from those Volturi. Shyly I looked up at Jacob, wondering what he would say if he knew what I was thinking. Would he tell me that I was being stupid or would he try and tell me that I was too fragile to fight? I knew that I couldn't fight a vampire, I would be dead before I could even blink. And I knew that Jake would never let me fight a vampire, he would want me as far away from it as I could get. But I wanted to help. I mean, what if my helping saved someone's life? What if they needed me and I wasn't there? What if Jake needed me and I wasn't there?

I shivered at the thought. Jake saw and frowned slightly and shifted so that he could cradle me in his big, warm arms. Gently, he put a hand under my chin and raised my head so he could look me in the eye.

"You okay Bells?" he asked softly.

"Yeh, I'm fine." I smiled, but even I could tell that my weak attempt at a smile wasn't going to fool him for a second. Jake could read me like an open book, and I could read him too, he was my open book and I was his.

"Bella, it's me. You know you can tell me anything." He gently coaxed, trying to get me to talk to him. I sighed and looked up into his dark endless eyes, seeing the concern and worry in them.

"I was just thinking about these Volturi." I admitted, knowing that if I didn't tell him what was on my mind he would be worried until I did.

"What about them?" his voice was slightly guarded, like he was dreading having a conversation about them, which I could fully understand. To be honest I really didn't want to ever talk about them again, or even think about the dark shadow they had cast over my life and the others around me.

"That if they come here looking for me and I'm not here, they'll fight you, the pack and the Cullen's."

"What about it?"

I turned suddenly at his words and fully faced him, wanting to show him just how much that was not okay with me through my words and the emotions I knew would be running through my eyes. The eyes that he could so easily read.

"Jake! If they fight you then it's my fault, I mean what if someone gets hurt? It would be my fault, I couldn't live with that. Knowing that because you were all protecting me, that someone was hurt because of me."

His face contorted into a mask void of any emotion, he was trying to show me how much he cared about being hurt because of me. That he thought that no one would get hurt because of me. My boy was really just too big headed, something I loved about him but right now it just pissed me off.

"Bella, it wouldn't be your fault. Anyway, what got you thinking about it?"

"That…shield thing…the power that Carlisle thinks I have." I admitted hesitantly, not really knowing how he felt about that weird…power I had.

"What about it?"

I looked down, lowering my eyes to the covers of his bed.

"Jake, I was thinking that if they come back, the v-vampires, that I could help you and the pack. I could protect you all."

"Bella-," his tone was strong and reprimanding. That was all it took for me to look back up at him.

"NO, Jake! Please, please listen to me! I know that I can help you, I can honestly help if you just let me Jake. If I train, if I can control this…thing, then I can help you."

"Bella, please don't-" he was shaking his head.

Oh, please Jacob. Please for once think that I'm not as fragile as you think, please. I know that if I was in your position I would be saying what you are, but I would trust you and love you enough to let you try. Please Jake.

"I can, and you know that I can Jake! What if my being there is the difference between someone living and dieing? Huh? What then?"

"Bells-"

"What if it was the difference between you living or dieing? What about then? Do you think I could stand it if you died while I was somewhere safe? Knowing that I could have prevented it."

"Bells, you know that they are dangerous, very dangerous. And I don't want to put you at risk by having you near any of them."

Jacob's eyes were dark and I knew that his protective wolf was coming out to play, or rather to fight.

"What do you mean Jake?" I asked slightly confused, but I had a feeling just who he meant.

"I mean, I would feel better if you didn't have to be around any vampires. At all."

Yep, he meant the Cullen's. Well, I suppose I could, but if they wanted to see me he couldn't really help that matter could he? Especially when I was at school with them.

"But what about when the other's come? What if you need me Jake?"

He shook his head stubbornly.

"I want you to be safe Bells."

"Jake you don't understand-" I tried to reason with him but he cut me off.

"No, it's you who doesn't understand Bella. You are my imprint, if I lost you I would die. If I died you could live, I couldn't." Jake's eyes were wide and full to the brim with love, compassion and protectiveness.

I blinked. What?

"What?"

"I didn't want to tell you, Bells, if you die I would die too. The grief would kill me and you it for me, I could never love anyone else, it's physically impossible for me to recover if I lost my imprint, you."

Oh my god…I felt the breath leave me in one big gust.

"J-Jake-" I stuttered out, shaking my head. This was the way I could show him just how much I loved him.

"You see? This is why I don't want you to fight, losing you would kill me, literally. And I would never be able to see you being hurt."

He spoke while brushing his hand across my face, softly stroking my skin in a loving way.

"Jake, please tell me that you don't honestly think that your-death-," I had to spit the word out of my mouth, they very thought of him dieing was tearing me apart inside.

"Wouldn't kill me either? If you died I wouldn't be able to eat, I wouldn't be able to speak, I wouldn't be able to live without you! So please, please don't assume that that gives you reason to say I can not fight. Yes I would never want to put your life in jeopardy, but I could help from the sidelines. What if…I didn't fight? Would it be okay if I just protected you and everyone else? Because like I said, I would not be able to live without you."

Jacob was silent for a while, and I knew he was just thinking deeply about how he could keep me happy and safe.


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