Chapter 11: Unexpected visit
Authors note: Wooooooo!!! I got another chapter written already!! I know it has been a few days but i'm dead proud of myself. I hope you guys enjoy this and if you do i owe it all to my amazing beta reader VampireMaddy. I grovel at your feet. She is amazing and awesome and a lot of other A words (except the bad ones or any rude ones....just nice, complimentary ones).
Leaving a stunned Yuuki on the bridge, staring at Sara Shirabuki with an expression of fear, disbelief and confusion, Cross Kaien walked into the woods. He stood out of sight of the two women but in a position where he could see them just in case something went wrong. The way Yuuki feared this woman either meant that Sara had done something to Yuuki and Yuuki was trying to forget about it or, something involving them both had set them against each other, and Sara's arrival merely meant an addition to Yuuki's already obvious heartache.
The chairman looked at the two women standing at least four feet part as he tried to make out the words falling from the blonde's mouth. Opting to give Yuuki some privacy, he stood far enough away as to not here their words, but now the decision infuriated him. Kaien, by nature, was a curious man. His curiosities about vampires lead him to become a hunter and then to try and find a way for vampires and humans to co-exist in memory of the vampire he had once loved.
Smiling sadly at the thought of the woman whose name he had forbidden himself to think, he looked back at his beautiful daughter. Although she was adopted there was nothing he wouldn't do for that child. The conversation seemed to be nearing an end, Sara was approaching Yuuki who seemed to be frozen in shock. After giving Yuuki a hesitant pat on the shoulder she walked off into the red trees. The chairman wondered if he would ever see her again.
Yuuki stood there for ten minutes, not moving, staring into the woods while her mind worked furiously to make sense of the conversation. Her frown deepened but other than that she showed no sign of life. The chairman frowned, concern and worry filling his eyes as each second passed and she still did not move.
Slowly, carefully he made his way through the wild roots and fallen leaves of the trees and moved towards the bridge.
"You should probably just leave her." a small voice echoed through the silence.
The chairman turned to the source of the voice and was greeted with a hesitant smile as Sayori Wakaba emerged from behind a tall oak.
"What do you mean Yori-chan?" he asked softly.
"Gomen, headmaster, but Shirabuki-san and Yuuki have had a few problems with each other over the past few weeks. From what I heard from Shirabuki-san as she was preparing to leave it seems as if they have reconciled, but unfortunately until I can talk to Yuuki I cannot be sure." she explained, and the headmaster nodded.
"I understand Yori-chan, but I cannot just leave my daughter standing there like a zombie. She'll catch a cold." his serious tone dropped mid-sentence and was replaced by the affectionate worrying of a mother, which caused Yori to laugh softly; careful not to interrupt Yuuki's stupor as they were now close enough to be heard if they spoke too loudly.
"I am not saying you should, but I think it will be better for us all and Yuuki if we leave her there to mull things over. From what I know about the pair of them, from Yuuki, she and Shirabuki-san have a very important thing in common. Ever since she discovered it she has changed in so many different ways. I believe that what Shirabuki-san came here to say will change Yuuki in a way none of us could have foreseen whether that be good or bad." Yori said knowingly.
The chairman looked at her, confusion apparent in his sparkling eyes. The light that surrounded them was slowly fading from a brilliant white to a subtle gold colour, casting shadows from the trees in every direction over the leaf strewn soil.
"If this 'thing' is to change Yuuki so dramatically, do you mind telling me what this thing is?" he enquired. Yori suddenly looked uncomfortable.
"As concerned for Yuuki as I am, and no matter how much I believe you have a right to know, she is my best friend… I think that she should tell you herself. She wouldn't appreciate me telling her entire family about her personal life." she informed him.
"Yori-chan, come here." the headmaster beckoned, and Yori went and stood next to him. He raised his hand as she followed his line of sight.
The sun was setting on the horizon, sending streams of yellow, pink and orange light across the midnight-blue sky. Yuuki's body was cast in a silhouette, sharply contrasting with the brightness of the sunset. She not moved an inch in the time that had passed since Sara's departure. The bridge and the trees surrounding her were bathing in the warm glow of the sun and the pale beech wood of the bridge shone in the darkness. The aged tree trunks, swamped in all imaginable colours, cast sinister shadows across the picturesque landscape. It was a beautiful yet melancholy sight; surrounded by this natural splendour was the unmoved statuesque figure of Yuuki.
"Gomen-nasai, Yori-chan, but I don't think Yuuki is in a fit state to tell anyone anything. If this news has upset her as deeply as you predict I do not wish to be a bystander, witnessing my daughter's pain and sorrow not being able to help. Please, tell me, and perhaps together we can snap her out of it." He pleaded.
Yori scowled and bit her lower lip, contemplating whether to tell him or walk away. She sighed and closed her eyes as if she were bracing herself for a terrible tragedy.
"You're right. It has been weeks and I have seen her go from a normal Japanese girl living an everyday life to a girl soaring in the sky with happiness, only to fall to the ground and wallow in misery and self-loathing. I have known her too long to stand by and watch it. I want her to be happy again… to smile and really mean it, to be able to laugh about nothing the way she used to do. I want to be able to make fun of her about trivial things; see her blush before she launched into a detailed contradiction; not ask boring questions and get one syllable answers. But most of all I want my friend back… but I don't think I'll be able to do this by keeping her secret." Yori gushed her wishes, whilst sorrowful and angry tears splattered down her cheeks. She reached up and wiped them away harshly.
"Yori-chan, tell me. I won't even tell Yuuki I know." Kaien reassured her.
"I feel like an awful friend but I am telling you for my own selfish reasons. I want the old Yuuki back but she doesn't want to live through what has happened. She is a broken person…. only she doesn't think I know. She hides it every day but she'll be pulled back into her memories of 'him' and she'll break. I've caught her crying so many times and I just want her to stop and never cry again." Yori whispered as loudly as she dared.
"'Him…? Yori, what happened?" The chairman urged, after jumping to the wrong conclusions.
"Chairman, it is nothing like what you think." Yori scolded, and the chairman relaxed slightly. "She met him weeks ago whilst she was trapped in an elevator for about five hours. Since then I've seen her change from her face lighting up when he walks in to a room to dying every time his name is mentioned. Chairman, she fell in love and I know he broke her heart."
The silence echoed around them as the seconds passed. Yori smiled slightly, finally getting her problems off her chest, only to cast her eyes down in shame for betraying her friends trust.
"Love?" the chairman questioned incredulously. "That would explain it then, huh?"
Yori nodded and wiped her eyes on her sleeves.
"Arigatou, Yori-chan." he whispered, and Yori smiled again. "You're right, we need to leave her be. It would do her no good to have to put on a face for us when she is hurting. It is better she gets her troubles under control now than shut us out forever."
Yori nodded once more and turned to walk away. Whilst being careful not to stumble over the roots she made her way towards the manor.
"Oh, and Yori-chan?" the chairman called, and Yori carefully turned to face him. "You didn't betray Yuuki. You are her best friend, and nothing you do could change that." he smiled reassuringly at her and she smiled back, slightly regretful, before turning and walking into the ever darkening woods.
Smiling sadly the chairman turned to look at Yuuki who was still frozen in place. Shaking his head he turned away from her and made his way after Yori.
"You'll sort everything Yuuki, I know you will." he whispered.
"Yori-chan, where's Yuuki? She has been gone for hours." Akira asked Yori when she walked in the door.
"Erm..." Yori started, taking off her jacket and placing it on the coat rack. She seemed deep in thought and sighed before answering. "She's out in the garden still…" she stared miserably down at the floor as if she had committed an unforgivable sin.
Akira frowned from her place on Zero's back. "There is something wrong with her, isn't there?" she asked.
"Perceptive as always, Akira-san." Yori smiled respectfully. "I'm not sure what's wrong… the chairman and I didn't want to approach her in case we said the wrong thing. She had a meeting with Shirabuki-san and I think she said something to Yuuki to upset her."
"Hmmm…." Akira replied. "Zero, hon, can you put me down a minute? I want to go and find Yuuki."
He turned his head to the side and she pulled back to look him in the eyes "Do you want me to come with you?"
"No." she replied "I doubt Yuuki will want an audience if she is upset."
He nodded solemnly before lowering her to the floor gently. When her feet were firmly placed on the wool carpet he let go of her knees and turned to face her.
"Need your shoes?" she smiled in response.
"And socks!" she grinned, before he ran off up the stairs to get them for her.
"Never in a million years would I think that Kiryuu Zero could be controlled like that." Yori laughed in disbelief, and Akira grinned.
"He is not controlled." she argued. "He just can't say no to me."
They giggled and Zero came rushing back into the room handing Akira a pair of pink socks. She bent down and pulled them on while Zero held her waist to keep her balanced. Then she grabbed the boots from Zero outstretched hands and pulled them on too. They were flat so she could easily walk in them but they also came up to her knees, just below where her dress ended, so that she could keep her legs warm. The night had darkened a lot since Yori's return and one look out the window would be enough to tell them that, even on a summer night, the weather can be extremely unpredictable.
Akira walked over to the coat rack with Zero close behind her and pulled on a long, black overcoat which stopped at her knees; Yuuki had an almost identical one in white. Tucking a strand of her long, blond hair Zero stared at his fiancée and smiled.
"Hurry back, and bring my little sister with you too." he encouraged.
She smiled and nodded at him. Those in the room looked away from the couple because it seemed rude to intrude on such a personal moment. The way they acted was as if they were about to be separated for an age. He lightly kissed her on the forehead and opened the door for her. She reached up and kissed his cheek before walking into the darkness towards the woods.
His eyes never left her body as he watched her back get further and further away from him and when she disappeared altogether he stared at the last place he had seen her; waiting patiently for her return.
Yuuki stood there staring at the moon for an unknown amount of time. She didn't know or care how long she stood in silence, staring at the brightness of the stars and the moon shining down on her. The nothingness of the night held comfort for her and she dreaded the moment someone would come looking for her again and she would have to face the harsh reality that the day held for her.
"Kaname is no longer engaged and he wants you.... no needs you."
Lies! All lies! He can't love me. She's lying; doesn't she think I'm hurting enough? It's not enough that he chose her? Does she really need the satisfaction of rubbing it in my face? Building my hopes up only to have them ripped down when I next see them together?
Slowly a frown formed on her beautiful features and her brown eyes echoed the confusion that her thoughts were scratching into her mind...
Why would she though? If she was that proud of winning why would she want to see me again? It makes no sense for her to lie but she simply can't be telling the truth!
In the back of her mind Sara's face was all she could see. The hurt and frustration of being voluntarily separated from Kaname was present but also alongside a kind of fierce determination and will power to do the right unshed tears shone in her eyes but she kept them at bay.
Could she be that good of an actor?
"You love him. We both know you do."
Oh how right she is! I do love him. I always have.
Yuuki now realised that it had not been since that day in the elevator but long before that. The strange curiosity she had felt when he first came into the same school as her when they were young. Furthermore, the way at Cross Academy she had always felt the need to talk to him more than the rest of the night class. However, she had never acted on those impulses because of Zero's own hatred towards them. Because they were vampires.
How times have changed. She forgot Kaname only to be reintroduced to him time and time again. Zero remained loathing vampires whilst slowly changing into one himself. The days when she would patrol these grounds making sure the day class students never found out the secret of the night class only to have to guard everything about herself from those closest to her because she now shares that secret.
But how can he love me back??
Yuuki's frown deepened even more as she tried to analyse everything Sara had said to her. Some of it made sense, but other bits (mainly about Kaname loving her) made no sense at all. Was she really giving up? Or was it all just a cruel trick?
Unconsciously a tear silently made its way down her cheek, followed by another and another, until she was sobbing quietly into the night.
He doesn't love me. She made those things up, just so she could have the satisfaction of seeing my defences come crashing down around me, leaving me even more broken than I already was. How could he love me anyway? I'm so not good enough for him, he's perfect and gorgeous and then there's me. Plain little ol' me.
More tears escaped her eyes and she wrapped her arms around her torso in an attempt to keep warm. The wind had a chill to it but it seemed as if all warmth had left Yuuki's body. Sara's words cut her deeply. How could someone be so vicious? Could she not have just left her alone? Because that really is what Yuuki is. Alone.
"Yuuki?" a small voice echoed across the bridge, but Yuuki didn't look away from the mesmerising stars.
"Yuuki, what's wrong?" Akira repeated as she drew closer to Yuuki, who was still crying silently while the moon reflected in her large, wet eyes.
"Yuuki, talk to me, please." she begged.
Yuuki turned her head towards Akira and her expression was pained. Akira's eyes widened as she saw the pain in Yuuki's eyes, devoid of all other emotions.
"Yuuki…" she whispered gently. "What happened to you?"
This broke through to Yuuki who suddenly collapsed onto the floor as her whole body shook with uncontrollable sobs.
Akira gasped and ran at Yuuki. Falling to the ground in front of her Akira wrapped her arms protectively around Yuuki's trembling body and gently rocked her soothingly from side to side. They sat like that in silence, neither one speaking. Yuuki was crying too much to breathe and her lungs were taking in as much oxygen as possible, in short, sharp bursts while she chocked and shook for reasons unknown. Akira was too concerned for her best friend to ask.
After a while Yuuki stopped crying but her breathing remained erratic and sharp and she clutched onto Akira's jacket as though it was her lifeline. The only thing tying her to the world was a thick material worn by a very frightened woman. Eventually her breathing evened and Yuuki loosened her grip on Akira's jacket as she shuffled away so that she sat staring at the ground in front of her, sitting on her heels. Akira stared at Yuuki who remained silent, for a while.
"Gomen-nasai, Akira, you weren't meant to see that." she mumbled at the ground.
"Yuuki..." Akira whispered in response. "How long have you been holding that in?" she joked and Yuuki let out a dry laugh in response with no real humour behind it.
"What happened to you, Yuuki?" she asked, regaining her concern. "Don't give me all that bull about not wanting to talk about it. You have literally just fallen apart, you owe me some answers."
Yuuki looked up at Akira whose unyielding stare held no sense that she was going to let this go.
"Fine…" she sighed, defeated. "What do you want to know?"
"Who was he? I know this is all about 'him'. Yori has been watching you and telling me about what's happening to you. You've been going from incredibly happy to crying yourself to sleep at nights in a single day. He did something to you. We all need to know Yuuki. We are your family, we deserve to know." she pleaded, every syllable encouraging her to speak.
"I... I... He's just..." Yuuki stammered, but couldn't form a sentence. It was as if something was physically stopping her from saying his name.
"Yuuki, the more you try to forget the more you'll remember. If you just let it all go at once rather than in little doses you'll feel much better and probably won't break down like you just did." Akira soothed.
Yuuki remained silent, staring at Akira with a frown on her face.
"Did you have an arranged marriage too?" she asked.
Akira was, to say the least, shocked. She had expected an answer, not a question, but decided that it would be easier to just keep Yuuki talking than to allow her lapse into her thoughts again. If she broke down like that in front of the chairman or, even worse, Zero there could be no knowing what they would do.
"Once, a long time ago." Akira replied bluntly.
"But, you're a noble, why did they let you marry Zero?" she asked, confused.
Akira laughed darkly ."They didn't let me. I met Zero about a year after you both left school and it wasn't exactly love at first sight. More like hate. He was slowly falling to a level E even though he stabilised a little after he killed Kuran Rido..." Yuuki unconsciously shuddered while more tears filled her eyes at the sound of his last name; something which did not go unnoticed by Akira.
"... We got to know each other and it wasn't long after that I knew that I loved him. I went to the council and told them I wasn't going to get married to whoever it was they had chosen. They asked why, and I told them I was in love. Once they found out who it was they flipped. I was banned from ever seeing him again, but they couldn't stop me. They told me if I was to carry on seeing him they would have nothing more to do with me, which I didn't care about. My family disowned me soon after that, not wanting their household shamed, which means they won't be invited to the wedding. As long as Zero keeps feeding off my blood, he should be able to avoid Level E. I won't ever let him do that he would hate himself more than anything." she finished.
Yuuki just stared at her, piecing together everything that she had just heard.
"That's awful…" was all she said.
"Yeah, but why?" Akira questioned.
"He's engaged." Yuuki replied softly, and Akira's eyes softened yet she remained silent.
After a few minutes Akira got curious again. "What did she want?"
Yuuki gulped and closed her eyes, as if wishing she could erase that memory for good.
"She's his fiancée." she whispered.
Akira's eyes narrowed.
Sara Shirabuki is his fiancée… she thought. Then her fiancé must be… Yuuki's in love with... Oh. My. God!
Akira's eyes widened and she stared in disbelief at Yuuki.
"Kaname?" she whispered, sounding choked. "Kuran Kaname?"
Yuuki just nodded before sobbing once more. Akira sat there staring incredulously at Yuuki, her eyebrows dangerously close to disappearing into her hairline forever.
After a few minutes of silence Akira cleared her throat nervously in an attempt to steady her shock.
"Boy, Yuuki, you sure know how to pick them don't you?" she laughed.
Yuuki giggled through her tears and wiped her eyes for what seem like the millionth time that night. Akira shuffled a little and went from sitting on her knees to sitting cross legged in front of Yuuki, who giggled again when she realised Akira resembled a human girl at a sleepover. Akira smiled; glad that Yuuki was starting to cheer up. Now was the time to get some information.
"Seriously though, it's not just that he is engaged, is it?" she questioned cautiously, not wanting to pressure Yuuki.
"No." she replied dully "I'm sure Yori told you how we met?"
Akira nodded and smiled. "I've always wanted to know what went on in there." she grinned, and Yuuki chuckled without humour.
"Maybe one day I'll tell you…" she sighed. "Anyway, I thought I'd never see him again but I saw him at Hanabusa-kun's birthday party, and then at the soiree for the council and a few times in between. Anyway, to get to the point, we kissed in the elevator, bloodlust took over and we got a little carried away…"
"That's my girl!" Akira whispered.
"I ran when we were let out. We danced at Aidou's party and he was going to give me a lift home but when we got to the car we almost kissed again, but Sara interrupted. He never told me and I was so… annoyed. I wasn't really angry, just annoyed, because I let myself believe that something might have happened. Sara talked all the way to my apartment then I found out they lived in the same building. I swear that elevator was out to get me."
They both giggled and Yuuki sniffed, finally gaining some composure.
"I left my bag on the floor of the elevator and he brought it down the next morning. I had just agreed to go on a date with our next door neighbour, and he seemed jealous. Well I thought he was, his eyes darkened and he looked tense but now I know I was seeing things…" Yuuki continued
Akira was about to voice her outrage when Yuuki held up a hand. "You said get it all out at once…"
Akira huffed and folded her arms but remained quiet.
"Arigatou… Anyway, we saw him that night waiting at the elevator when we came in. I was drunk out of my mind but I can remember everything. He was tense again and kept shooting dirty looks at Unoki. I know that because Unoki asked me what his problem was a couple days later. He came again the next day and we kissed again. I was in a towel." she cringed heavily. "Yori and Jamie walked in and we stopped but he invited me to Shiki-san's party with him and Sara. I accepted, Yori questioned me but left and I swear I was floating on cloud nine. He always spoke about Sara so… so… I don't know, but not in the way a guy should talk about his girlfriend. The way he kissed me actually made me think that he may have feelings for me. At the party I walked in with Takuma. That's when I found out that Ka…Ka…Kaname." she gulped and shuddered. "…and Sara were already engaged. It took everything I had not to cry and yet I don't know why it took that much as I barely knew him. I danced with Aidou and we put on quite a show or so, I'm told, and Kaname came over making Aidou run for the hills and we danced. He was jealous then, I mean it radiated of him, but dancing with him just felt so right. I can't explain it, but it did, and I didn't want to let go but we argued and I stormed off. I got lost and ended up with Takuma playing pool. Seiren came and told me Kaname was looking for me. I tried to run but he found me and Takuma had to leave. I say 'had' because the look Kaname was giving him would have made even Zero leg it."
Akira and Yuuki both giggled, Akira more than Yuuki, of course.
"Anyway we had another argument and I darted for it. Actually, I sprinted back to the party and when I got there I walked over to Sara and Aidou. Sara thought I had something to do with the fact that Kaname asked the council to end his engagement, but when she told me that was the first and only time I had ever heard it before. I now know that she slipped some poison into my drink and if I hadn't drunk so fast I wouldn't be here right now…"
"THAT FUCKING BITCH!!!!!!!" Akira screamed, making Yuuki jump "Where the fuck is she? I'm going to wring her fucking neck."
"Akira! No!" Yuuki shouted back, and they fell into silence. "That's all in the past. She apologised."
Akira nodded but was still seething. In her head she was already formulating a plot to get even with the lanky cow.
"I woke up three days later with Kaname in the room. I don't know why he was there but I was glad. We talked and ended up in a tickling match. He won, and eventually he was on top of me on the floor… because we fell, Akira, you bloody pervert." Yuuki laughed, feeling better by the second although her tear stained cheeks were not yet back to their normal colour. "We were about to kiss but he pulled away and I asked him why. He… he…" Yuuki was now crying again, as the memory came flooding back. "He told me he was still fucking engaged! After everything she done to me, after she nearly killed me, he still wanted to get married to her! He never cared for me, no matter what he said. If he cared he would have left her, no matter what the council said."
The tears came steadily now and she buried her face in her hands, hiding her tears. Akira closed her eyes and shook her head.
Poor Yuuki. She thought How could he do that to her? He does care though… I know he does.
"Sara… Sara came here today because she had to tell me something." Yuuki continued through her hands. "When I saw her I didn't dare to move, she came here to rub it in my face. He chose her but she couldn't just leave me be, she had to come back and rip down my defences."
"Yuuki?" Akira asked, sounding worried and scared. "Yuuki, what did she say?"
Yuuki's body shook even more and she unconsciously wailed in pain. Akira cringed with the sound of pain that was not her own.
"She said he loves me." Yuuki cried. "She said that he needs me and has always loved me. She told me that she broke up with him because she wants to see him happy and that he needs me to be happy."
Akira's expression softened and she smiled slightly. "Then why are you crying Yuuki? If he loves you then you should be happy. You love him and now there is nothing stopping you from being together."
"Shut up, Akira." Yuuki shouted, and Akira stared at her. Yuuki looked up from her hands and stared viciously at Akira.
"He doesn't love me. He can't. The things she said were lies. It was all just a way for her to see me in even more pain than I was before. I don't need you helping her." She explained.
"You're wrong, Yuuki." she whispered, which made Yuuki stop crying, made her practically stop breathing. "He loves you, believe me I know. Before now it wasn't clear, but hearing your side made me realise how dumb I have been. He does love you."
Yuuki shook her head once again, ready to argue, but she stopped when she sensed someone approaching.
Akira looked up sensing the presence too, she saw who it was over Yuuki's shoulder and smiled.
"Yuuki? You okay?" Zero asked.
Yuuki sighed and turned towards him. He gasped when he saw her face: pale, lifeless and cold. Her eyes held no emotion and her cheeks were stained with tears.
"Oh my god! What's wrong?" he asked, walking towards her.
Yuuki frowned and her body shook once more with tearless sobs. It seemed as if she had cried all the tears she could. Zero looked at Akira for an explanation and saw her frantically shaking her head and waving her arms. Silently telling him to shut his mouth. Zero grimaced.
"On second thought… you don't have to tell me. I brought your coat. I thought you might be cold; you've been out here for a while." he held out his arm, offering her the white coat.
She smiled, stood up and walked towards him. He helped her into her coat and turned her to face him. Sighing slightly, he pulled her into a hug. He wrapped his arms protectively around her waist and pulled her closer. She instinctively hugged him back and grabbed fistfuls of the shirt on his back, whilst she buried her face into his muscular chest, attempting to regain control.
Akira stood a few feet away looking on, smiling. But all of a sudden the smile was wiped off her face. She tensed and turned her back to the pair of vampires hugging and peered into the darkness. Zero and Yuuki were too busy to notice her and did not even sense the approaching person. Only when they spoke did they acknowledge that another person was witnessing Yuuki's troubles.
"Am I interrupting something?" the husky male voice asked.
Yuuki's head shot up to gaze fearfully into Zero's eyes and her whole body tensed upon hearing the familiar voice. The voice of someone she did not want to see.
"Oh fuck!" Akira exclaimed loudly.
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