Chapter 11: Sin


I ran as fast I can, never looking back.

I was so afraid of her. Of Hotaru.

I didn't believe it at first, but now that she confessed, I didn't know what to do.

The hallway was silent. Why are there no students here?

I heard a door opened and I was pulled by a gentle hand.

Who are you?

I was about to scream when someone's lips crashed on mine.

"It's rare for students to come here." I stared at him and I cried.

"Natsume!"

"Shh. Can you tell me what happened?" He hugged me tight as he stroked my back. I told him what happened and he didn't show any signs of anger or pity.

"I know you can handle her. She's not the type of person to push herself to someone, but she can do crazy things once she's angered or ridiculed."

After a few minutes, I stopped crying and breathed deeply.

"By the way, why are you here?" I asked him while looking at myself in the mirror.

He hugged me from behind and kissed my neck.

"I miss you Mikan…" he whispered seductively and turned me around. He kissed me on my lips and I responded. I opened my mouth a little to give him access, and he explored every bit of me. I broke off the kiss leaving him wanting for more.

He leaned in but I stepped to the side.

"What are you trying to do?" He asked irritatingly as he held my shoulders.

"What if there's someone in here?"

"I told you that there are no students passing by in here."

"But Natsume, it's too dangerous."

"So?"

"Aren't you worried?"

"Why would I be worried? We'll do it on the floor so no one will see us through the window."

"What! You wanted to do it with me? In here?" I whispered at him controlling myself to shout.

"Yes." Lust. That's what his eyes are showing.

"Are you crazy?" I tried to get away from him but he put his arms on my waist and kissed me.

"N-Natsu-" He then laid me on the floor while our tongues are battling each other. He put down my underwear and I gasped.

"W-Wait!" He unbuckled his belt and opened his zipper.

"I can't wait any longer." I moaned as he entered me.

"N-Natsu…me."

After a few minutes, I heard someone gasp.

"Oh… my…" Natsume stopped and looked at the culprit. I was shocked to see that Anna was standing in the door, her hands placed on her mouth.

"A-Anna." I stuttered as Natsume clicked his tongue.

Anna turned around and Natsume pulled off from me, zipping his pants.

"I'm sorry!" She ran away and I felt my heart sank.

"The hell." He said and sighed. He leaned on the wall and massaged his temple.

"We were… exposed." I said and stood up. "I'll try to talk to her!" I ran to the door.

"And what will you tell her?" I suddenly stopped and think of something.

"I don't know." I said as I frowned.

"We can't do something about it. If she's a real friend, she'll shut up."

"You're… right." He groaned and ruffled his hair.

"This is damn frustrating!" He stood up and walked out of the room with me.


We head back to classroom and found Koko, Sumire, Luna, and Mochu waiting for in the door.

"We heard it from Anna." Sumire said, her face unreadable.

"She was pale when she came here." Koko said and frowned.

"Where is she?" I asked them nervously.

"She went home. She said she's not feeling well." Koko replied.

"I don't know what to say but, I'll just support the two of you." Mochu said as he held Natsume's shoulder. The latter nodded and I held onto my chest tightly.

"We promise that we won't tell anybody. But please, think about this carefully." Luna said her lips tugging upward.

Natsume walked past them and I breathed heavily.

"Mikan, is there something wrong?" Luna asked me and held my shoulder. I shook my head and looked at her.

"If there's something bothering you, don't hesitate to tell me okay?" She said and held my hands. My tears rolled down on my cheek and hugged her tight.

"I'm scared Luna. I'm really scared."

She squeezed me tight and stroked my hair.

"We're here for you. Don't mind other people." She said and Sumire approached us. She gave me a worried look and held my arm.

"She's right. If something happens, give me a call and I'll help you out no matter what." I nodded at her as she wiped my tears.

"You look ugly if you cry, so stop crying." I gave them a light laugh and took my handkerchief.

"I'm sorry for involving you in this." I said and bowed to them.

"What are you doing? Stand straightly stupid! You're embarrassing us!" Sumire said as she slapped my arm. I scratched the back of my head and gave them a grin.

"Just don't let auntie know about this, or else she'll explode." Koko nodded his head and turned around.

"The teacher's coming soon. Let's take our seat."


After the class, we went home, our hands intertwined. He squeezed my hand several times. What is he so anxious about?

He fidgets every now and then. He moves to the side and taps the car's window.

"Damn." He muttered and bit his nails. The driver opened the door and faked a cough.

"Let's go." He let go of my hand and walked straight on the door. I looked at him confusedly and ran up to him.

"We're home." I shouted and saw mom and dad waiting for us.

"H-Hi mom, dad." I said as I closed the door.

It happened so fast that I didn't know what to do.

Mom slapped Natsume, hard, that it made his lips bloody.

"You insolent child!"

With mom's reaction, I already knew that they've found out about us. Our forbidden love, our sin, an incest.


Excuse me anonymous reviewer. But I have to clear out what you are saying.

1st: This is a FICTIONAL story. I can write anything I want here since I am the author.

2nd: I am an atheist.

3rd: The story is not FINISHED yet. Before you judge, you should wait for the ending so you can tell me if I really believe in such stuff.

4th: The perish in hell thing is not for homosexuals. Please reread my story. It's in Mikan's P.O.V., they are committing an incest right?

5th: As I've told Devil's Song (Hey ya friend! I've PMed you lol), I'm no racist.

6th: All of the Italics in the last chapter, last paragraph is what Natsume told her on chapter 9, first paragraph. I'm just supplementing the holes in the story.

7th: The things that have been told by Natsume is based on his point of view in this story FYI. That's what he know, and he's just warning Mikan. The latter on the other hand trust his words. We don't know what's on Hotaru's mind right? It will be revealed on the ENDING.

8th: I am referring to her as a psychopath because I have my reasons. I can tell it to you if you PM me. Wait, do you even know what psychopath means? A mentally deranged person? Somewhat dangerous because he/she will do anything without proper reasons? Okay I'll give you a hint. Hotaru is a BORDERLINE. She can still control herself yet she has the capacity to break down and do evil things not knowing if what she did is right.

9th: Post your review with your ACCOUNT. I'll be happy to be on a debate with you if all you're asking is an explanation from me. I am ready to defend myself from your false accusations.

10th: I've already finished writing everything. I don't intend to change it just because one person doesn't like it or else the whole story will be jumbled up and be confusing to everyone.

P.S.

I may not be replying to everyone's review but I'm willing to enlighten anyone of you who have questions. I was really OFFENDED on the way the anonymous reviewer posted. You could have chosen your words!

P.P.S.

I'll post my thoughts on INCEST in the next chapter.


Posted:

12-06-2011

Philippine Time