Chapter11: First kiss

"MIKAN!" Anna shouted at me.

It was lunch time and I am eating with my friends today but I guess my head is still wondering around.

"Yes?" I ask at anna who looks worried

"Are you okay honey?" Nonoko ask in concern and I just nod.

"Okay back to the topic as I was saying when he was kissing me it feels like everything stops and the only thing you feel and see was him." Anna said her voice full of excitement and love "he was my first kiss, his so sweet those lips I wa-" Anna was day dreaming but was stop by Yuu

"Come on Anna you don't have to tell us in detail what you and your boyfriend did." Yuu said nervously but Nonoko seems like she didn't agree to Yuu

"Of course she has to tell us in detail." Nonoko said "Then what happened next? Was he a good kisser?" Nonoko ask excitedly

"Yes of course he is. At first I don't know how to react then…" Anna continued but I don't want to listen anymore. I looked at Hotaru who was busy eating but I know she was listening to the conversation

"Hotaru how 'bout you? Did Ruka and you kiss?" I ask then suddenly Anna Nonoko and Yuu look at Hotaru who was startled by my question. Silence.

"OH MY GOSH. Hotaru come on share us. Is he a good kisser?" Nonoko ask excitedly at first Hotaru was silenced then she smiled at us.

"He is." Hotaru said. Oh my best friend already experienced her first kiss with a good kisser. I smile as Hotaru shared to us what happened and how the kiss happened. We all listen to her story and we all exclaimed about the first sweet kiss she had experienced.

Wonder when will I experience it.

"Don't worry Mikan you wouldn't end up in a convent." Nonoko cheered me up as I realize that I was the only one in our group who haven't experienced being kissed

"Yeah. Nonoko's right. All you have to do is to wait." Anna said and hotaru and Yuu followed on cheering me up.

"Mikan I heard a rumor that you and Ren Moriyama are dating." Yuu sad randomly which made me shock

"where did you get that rumor?" I ask raising my voice what the heck.

"Everywhere. SO it's true then?" Yuu again said and I just laughed

"Of course not, REn and I are just friends." I told them still laughing

"But it looks like Ren likes you."Anna said putting her hands in her cheek thinking

"Ren do likes Mikan. She just doesn't know it." nonoko said as she put her hands on her mouth which looks like as if she spill a secret.

"Of course not. Ren always teases me. Ren and I are just friends period." I replied

"No need to fight with this idiot don't expect she knows it. She's dense." Hotaru said which made me pout. Which made my other friends laugh.

"BOO!" I heard someone shout at my ear which is really loud. I looked at the person and glare at him

"REN!" I shouted and he just holds my hand and drag me

"Guys I'll just borrow her." He said as he wave a hand to my friends.

"Where are we going I still have classes." I said as he drag me then push me inside his car. I followed him as he enter the car.

"where do you want to go?" he ask as I glare at him "Come on just for today." He said almost pleading I sigh.

"Okay. It's your treat right?" I ask and he just smile as he nod.

"Okay." I smiled back.

"Are you sure in a carnival?" REn asked as he looked at his surrounding

"Of course. Haven't you been here?" I asked

"I've been here once with a date and when we ride to one of the rides she puke at me. Because of that I hated carnivals." I laughed imagining his expression when his girlfriend puke at him

"Why you laugh?" he ask annoyed

"Nothing just imagining you being puked by a girl." I said, he was about to say something but I just stop him by pulling him enter the carnival.

"Let's ride there." I said excitedly but he just shrugged

"You sure that's the place where that girl puke at me." He said in a disgusting voice and I just laughed

"I am not like her." I said pulling him. I saw him feeling uncomfortable and I just laughed. The ride will almost start.

"AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!" I shouted after 2 mins the ride at last start. "Woahhhhhhh!" I shouted harder holding Rens hand tightly. I look at Ren and he was so calm or maybe just trying to hide his fear this ride will leave your heart in air which will made you shout. The others keep on shouting while I looked at the boy trying to stop his shout.

"REN! Shout" I said a little bit louder for him to hear me.

"What?" he ask

"I said shout it will make you feel good." I said in a louder tone but he just looked at me. Then I shout as we are in the air again "AHHHHHHHHHHHHH!" This is so good. After a while REn also shouted

"AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!" WE both shout while raising our intertwined fingers in the air.

It was past 7 and we are still in the carnival and I swear I am so tired. We went to different rides which makes my heart skip my chest. At least Ren also had fun

"I am so tired." I said as I stretch my hand. Sudenly Ren laugh

"You might not puke at me but you almost rip my clothes." He said and I look at him then laugh I remember us entering a horror house and I really hold to Ren's shirt tightly I was pulling him faster so that we will go out of there. I was really scared.

"Sorry. Guess you hated carnival again" I said still laughing at his almost rip shirt. But I admit even though he's shirt is like that or even when his hair is a mess he still looks handsome. I remember the girls looking at him and almost flirting at him, smiling and winking. It disgust me.

"I don't think so. I really love carnival now." He smiled and I smile

"What's with the change of heart?" I asked him but he just look at me then in a blink of an eye…

He's kissing me, Ren's kissing me. I can feel his soft lips in my own lips after a second he tried deepening it. I was shocked not knowing what to do. Ren just stole my first kiss. He was my first kiss. I can feel my cheeks warm and I suddenly realize what they said. When you had a first kiss you would feel like as if earth stops revolving that everything stops, also if you had your first kiss you would want more. But why is my first kiss different. I can feel that everything stops but I don't feel that I want this kiss. I want to stop this kiss.

I pushed Ren away from me and realize I was crying. His eyes widen and the same with mine I looked at him but after that I ran

Ran away from the guy who stole my first kiss…..

Yesterday's happening is still fresh in mind the kiss, my first kiss; my almost best friend stole my first kiss. I think I am the unluckiest girl ever lived first with Aya and Natsume then now with Ren. Now I have to avoid those three, I know there's no reason to avoid Ren, geez it's just my first kiss, and he just stole it of course I would get mad. Argghhh.

….Thunk…

My moment was stop when I bump to someone. Without looking at the person I bump I bow my head as a sign of sorry.

"I'm sorry, really sorry." I said in a low voice, I'm not in the mood today when the person didn't respond I go back to the opposite direction and started wondering again. I was about to take my third step when suddenly a person holds my wrist.

"Hey, what's wrong with y-." I shut up as I saw the person holding my wrist then I sigh. Now one of the three person I tried to avoid was here.

"Hey.. bad mood polka?" Natsume said and I remember Ren. I frown then I remove myself from Natsume's hold then walk again without answering him. Also my plan is to avoid him. But before I walk out again he hold my hand again

"What's wrong with you?" he asked almost annoyed

"No what's wrong with you?" I said in a loud voice I told myself so I am not in the mood. I saw him twitched then I remove his hands again then I glare at him. But before I turn around "Don't come near me again and don't follow me ever again. Okay?" I almost shout good thing some of the students are busy doing something to mind us. I started walking again good thing there's no interruption again. Suddenly I felt someone bump my shoulders intentionally. I look at the person then I glare at him

"I told you not to follow me and not to come near me." I said with an annoyed voice then he looked at me with a smirk

"Don't feel so high of yourself I'm going to my class." He said then he walk two steps ahead of me. Great just great I forgot we are in the same class and of course seatmates. Arrrrgghhh.

I slow my steps so that he could go ahead of me but as I slow my steps he would also slow his which will make our distance lessen. Right now he is just two steps ahead of me. What's with him today? Suddenly another person who I avoid today appear I saw Ren looking at me his face was full of sorry. When I saw he was walking to me I suddenly shrugged and ran which I know made me look like an idiot I bump at Natsume and I heard him curse but I don't care. Right now I don't want to see them.

Classes was the same one word BORING, and actually very tense. If you ask why two reason. First, there is this boy who is sitting beside me named Natsume Hyuuga was looking at me all the time, he was not glaring just looking at me and sometimes gets my attention by doing things that he knows will get my attention. Example during math we are having a self study and I answered one problem but it is so hard then suddenly he grabs my scratch paper then started teaching me which made me shock, he didn't even tease me. Second reason, Aya, Natsume's girlfriend was glaring at me as if cursing me. It gives me goosebumps.

It was now our break and Hotaru and the others are went ahead of me because I was asked by Narumi sensei to get some books from the office and leave it to the room. I was walking to the corridor carrying the five big books I got from the office Narumi sensei said he will used this later well I don't care already I'm still not in the mood.

"Mikan!" someone at my back shouted at me which made me stop and look at the person. I swear that person made me frown. I hate hm

"WHAT?" I shouted showing I was still angry.

"Look.." he said putting his hands on my shoulders. "I'm sorry. I don't know what I did but I just did it. I'm really very sorry." He explain his eyes didn't show any tears but it looks like he wants to cry.

Sigh…

"I'm angry you know that. You just stole it." I said as I sigh again right now as I look in his eyes I can't feel angry at him I can say I am mad but as soon as I look in his eyes all those anger and hatred was gone in a snap.

"Mikan it's just a kiss." REn said which made my eyes widen.

"just a kiss? Well Ren I tell you we girls are different from you guys. We girls want our first kiss to be with the person we love, not like you guys who always feel contented with any know just a moment ago I don't hate you anymore but now I hate again. GOODBYE." I said as I stomped at his feet then walk away. Just a kiss? For him it's just a kiss.

"Mikan wait I don't mean that. I'm sorry really sorry Mik-." He bump at me as I look back which make the books fell. I rolled my eyes. Great. just great.

"Ren I am not in the mood I'm sorry but can we just talk someday." I said as I started picking the books Ren also help in picking the books.

"Mikan do you love me?" He suddenly ask out of the blue. I look into his eyes and I feel the emotions flowing in it.

"Ren, you know I love you you're my friend." I said as I heard him sigh.

"You love me as a friend only, I get it." He said in a sad tone. Did I saiy something to make him said? Shouldn't he be happy that I told him I love him as a friend? Doesn't he know that it means I'll treasure him?

"Ren did I say something wrong?" I asked as we both stand-up

"Nope. Well Mikan I'm sorry I won't bother you ever again. I know you hate me." He said then he look me at the eyes his eyes full of pain. Suddenly he hold my hands and put it in his chest

"I.. I….Lo…." he stopped then he touched my cheeks and kissed me on the cheeks then he near into my ears "Goodbye." He said suddenly my heart feel pain I don't know but as he said goodbye my heart suddenly ache. Is he leaving me alone for forever.

Ren turn around leaving me alone as I watched his back I suddenly feel the tears flowing in my cheeks why does it feels like as if he's going to leave me forever, I don't want him to stay away from my life. I just need time for now but I don't mean him to stay away from me.

Without thinking as he walk away from me I let go of the books I was holding and ran after him and hug him from the back, I hide my face in his back I know I will wet the back of his shirt but I don't care I just want to hug him. I feel his warm hands touch my hands.

"Are you leaving me? I said not today I didn't say you'll leave me forever." I said "Don't go." I continued almost pleading. Suddenly I heard a laugh

"What's with you?" he continue as he face me and start wiping my tears "Who the heck said I'm leaving you for forever?" He asked

"You said goodbye earlier." I said still crying I was kinda annoyed because here I am crying while he keeps on laughing

"I said Goodbye, it means only for today not for forever you said you want time right? Geez.." he laugh as he hug me and I hug him back. I swear I don't know what I am doing right now. "Why you crying?" he asked

"Because I thought you'll leave me I don't want that." I said and I smile "Don't scare me again." I said then laugh

"I'll help you carry your things." He said and he pick all the books I fell and I fix my hair after he pick the books he holds my hand and was about to walk when suddenly a hand grip my free hand and push me away from Ren.

I close my eyes because I was scared that I might fall.

"What are you doing?" I heard the familiar voice said but this time it was angry hard and cold "don't you know PDA is not allowed here." He said I opened my eyes and I realize my face was in the guy's chest. I looked up and there I saw his hard face

"Natsume?" I muttered then I suddenly backed away but he still holds my hand

"since when did this school have that rule?" REn ask eyeing Natsume's hold in my hand.

"Since today." NAtsume said in a cold tone he first glare at REn and the next thing I knew I was being dragged by him. We turn left to the corner I notice we are about to enter the school's parking lot.

"Natsume… where are we going?" I said trying to get free from his hold but he didn't reply. He open the door of his car and push me in and then he went to the driver's seat. He was starting to revive the engine and I remember we still have classes. First things first I have to escape here I was about to open my door when it automatically locked I looked at him as he glare at me then he started driving.

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