A/N:I so know what you are thinking. OMG there is an update lol. I know I am horrible and should be burned at the stake. I am so sorry that it has taken me this long to update. My life has taken a crazy turn and turns out I'm gonna me a mommy yay me. So far it's been kicking my ass and making me sick and tired so I'm trying my best. Well anyways here is another chapter and once again I am so sorry for how long it took please forgive me
Blair couldn't believe what she did. She pushed away the one person who loved her the most. It had been two weeks since the fight in the bathroom and she hadn't heard from him since. She had call many times and sent many messages but all were unreturned or unanswered. She was trying her best not to throw up any more and doing pretty good if she did say so herself. The only thing she needed now was Chuck. Blair was lying in her bed watching Breakfast at Tiffany's eating breakfast in bed. Her life had been so boring without Chuck in it and she wanted the excitement back. Looking around her room she felt lower then she had in years. Is this what her life has really become? A lonely spinster sitting in her room remembering the good times. Blair tried her best to think of a plan to get herself back on her feet. After showering and getting dresses she decided that she needed to go shopping to cheer her up. Wanting to shop alone she grabbed her bag and sunglasses and headed out to the street. After the first few stores she could feel the smile returning to her face and the happiness coming back. It was three hours into the shopping trip and several bags later Blair was walking up the street to get something to eat. Blair was so much in her own little world she barley heard her phone ring. Stopped dead in her tracks Blair dug through her bag to find her cell before the person hung up. Looking down at the screen she smiled.
"Hey S what's up?" Blair and Serena hadn't talked in a few days and Serena was starting to get worried.
"Hey B nothing much I just haven't heard from you for a while and wanted to see what you were doing?"
"I was out shopping now on my way to lunch." Blair looked to the side of her getting ready to hail and cab when she say something that stopped her heart. Chuck and some other woman standing beside his limo and it looked like he was kissing her neck. Blair's breath caught in her throat and she froze.
"Blair are you there hello." Serena was yelling into the phone trying to get Blair's attention.
"S I have to go." Blair didn't want for the response and just hung up. Trying her best to fight back the tears that was threatening to fall she found a cab and headed home. How could he move on so fast? Blair kept going over it again and again it her head. Her heart was breaking in her chest. She couldn't believe what she had just seen. All she knew was she needed to get out of the city as fast as she could and she knew just who to call.
"Daddy."
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Serena was pacing back and forth in her room. Since the phone call she had tried Blair over and over again with no answer. She needed to know what happened that made Blair just hand up. She called her house and she wasn't home yet. Serena truly didn't know what to do. Serena knew what Blair had been going through lately and that's what worried her more. Serena tried Blair's cell again but to no avail so she did the one thing she could think of. Listening to the ringing on the other she was growing impatient. Hearing the voice on the other end just added to it.
"Yes sister dearest what can I do for you." Chuck was slouched over in his limo high out of his mind.
"Have you heard from Blair?" Serena was in no mood for his shit.
"Way to go for the jugular sis." Chuck tried his best to avoid everything to do with Blair since the fight.
"I'm serious Chuck something is wrong with her." Hearing that made Chuck sit up straight in his seat. No matter how much the fight hurt he still loved her and worried about her.
"What do you mean?" the worry was evident in his voice.
"I was talking to her earlier and she was out shopping and fine but then something happened and she just hung up and now she won't answer her phone." Serena had a feeling it had something to do with Chuck. When ever Blair was hurt it was always Chuck.
"I'll try and call her." The two step siblings ended their call and then Chuck dialled a number he hadn't in a while. Listening to her voice mail he reluctantly talked.
"Blair its Chuck. Call me or Serena when you get this we're worried." Chuck hung up his phone and put it on the seat beside him. He was worried now too. No matter what they said in the fight he still loved her.
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Blair saw her phone flashed on the bed beside her suitcase. Her phone had been vibrating nonstop but she really didn't want to talk to anyone right now. In a few hours she would be on a flight to France to stay with her dad until she was fixed. She knew running away was stupid but to her this was the only way for her to get better. Looking at her phone she decided to check it one last time before she got into her awaiting town car. Pressing the button to light it up she saw the missed call from Chuck and her heart broke all over again. Sliding down the side of her bed she cried as she put in her password for her voicemail. She couldn't believe what she was hearing. Chuck Bass was worried about her. After what she had seen a little while ago it was hard to believe. Deleting the message she turned her phone off and threw it in her bag. This time tomorrow she would be in France, in her new bed cuddling with cat forgetting the world.
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Serena and Chuck kept trying to call her cell but kept getting voicemail. Finally having enough Serena got her coat and went to Blair's. The whole way there Serena's mind was always going back to the worst. What if she was passed out in the bathroom from throwing up? What if she tired to hurt herself again? Thinking these things was driving Serena crazy and she couldn't get to Blair's fast enough. Two blocks from her house she just got out of the cab and walked it would have been a lot faster then trying to get through New York traffic. Serena finally got to the penthouse to find it empty.
"Blair are you here?" Serena started walking through the house to make sure she wasn't passed out somewhere. As she was walking up the stairs her phone went off. Looking down at the screen it was like as it she was psychic there was a message from Blair.
"I'm going away from a while. He's hurt me too much and to many times. I'm broken and I need to fix me. I'll call you when I land love you.
B xoxo"
Serena couldn't believe what she was reading. Blair was running away because of Chuck. As far as she knew they hadn't talked since she kicked him out of her room. Doing the only thing she could think of she called the man who was responsible for all of this.
"Did you find her?" Chuck has been checking his phone every two minutes praying for a call from her.
"Chuck what the hell did you do now." Chuck was caught off guard by her yelling.
"What are you talking about?"
"She sent me a text saying she was going away because you hurt her too much what did you do lately." Serena was going over it in her mind where she would have gone.
"I haven't talked to her so I couldn't have done anything. Where is she going and when is she coming back?" Chuck was getting more frantic wanted to know where she was.
"She didn't say either but the only place she would have gone is to her dad's in France." Hearing France made Chuck hurt even more. Both Serena and Chuck knew she wouldn't fly commercial so she would be at the private air field that the Bass's use.
"I'm going to get her." Serena was shocked by what she was hearing.
"Chuck she's mad at you she won't listen."
"I don't care. I love her and there is no way in hell I am letting her get away that easy." Chuck hung up his phone before he could hear an answer from Serena. Little did he know she was smiling looking down at her phone that Chuck was stepping up.
Blair was looking out the window watching the city pass her by. She couldn't believe she had the nerve to just go but here she was on her way to her new life. She was going to miss New York and Serena but she really did need to fix herself. Wiping away the tears on her cheeks she vowed that she would never shed a single tear for him again. Before she knew it she the car had stopped and her door was being opened. By the time she stepped out her bags were sitting in front of the plane waiting to be loaded. Blair gave once last look around before she started the walk towards the plane. Blair had her foot on the bottom step when she heard a door slam and her name being calling.
"Blair." When she didn't turn around right away he tired again. "Blair please stop." Chuck was relived when he saw her put both feet back on the ground. Taking off running he met her up at the plane.
"What are you doing here?" She didn't want to cry anymore for him but it was getting really hard right now.
"Don't leave." It wasn't a question it was more of a demand.
"Why would I stay so I can watch you with other women like today?" Before he could talk she turned to walk away which cause him to grab her arm and spin her around.
"What are you talking about?" Chuck was confused he hadn't been with another girl since her.
"I saw you with the girl kissing her neck and laughing. I was stupid to think you could ever really love me." She knew her words would hurt him but she was sick on being hurt by him. Chuck looked at her hurt and confused and then it hit him what girl it was.
"She was from a company. I was taking her out to try and convince her to go with us. I wasn't kissed her I was telling her something. There has never been another girl since you. You may not believe but I loved you and I still do that is why I'm standing here like an idiot." Blair couldn't believe what she was hearing. She wanted so bad to be with him she missed him so much. "Baby you have to believe me." He wiped away the tears that were falling that once again he was causing.
"I do." Giving up like this wasn't something Blair did but she was sick of doing this alone. "I'm still broken and need to be put back together."
"We will put you back together."
A/N: So here is the last chapter. I am really not sure how I feel about this. It was written over a few days so I'm not sure how it flows. As always reviews are much loved. I hope you liked my story and hopefully I will be starting a new one soon.
