THREE MONTHS LATER
"Why were you born a girl?" Ares asked. My eyes were filled with tears, from this low on the ground, he looked so much scarier. "I bet you'll never achieve anything, just like all my other daughters."
"I'M WAY BETTER THAN ANY OF MY BROTHERS!" I stomped my tinny feet on the ground, yelling at him with all the force i had.
He bent down to my height and pushed me, i fell on the ground.
"You are just a cry baby, Clarisse." He slapped me across the face, making my rosy cheeks even redder.
"Daddy, why are you doing this?" I bawled.
"So you can learn not to be useless." He punched me on the eye and at that point i was screaming in pain.
"But… daddy…" I cried.
"Shut up! Crying is for the weak." He squeezed my arms tight. I could feel them becoming purple. There was blood on my face.
He looked at me and gave me one final slap. I was learning to take pain. "Go clean that face and then back to training, and do it right this time, you useless little girl."
I burst into tears and ran to the bathroom. I washed my face, it was all bruised. How could he? I was so short i could barely reach the sink, he was so cruel. I never wanted to come out.
"CLARISSE!" He yelled and pounded on the door violently, "OPEN THIS DOOR RIGHT NOW! WHAT IS TAKING YOU SO LONG?!" My heart started beating faster, i knew he was about to knock that door down and find me.
"No daddy, please… Daddy please." I begged.
"Clarisse." Someone shook me. "Clarisse wake up."
I desperately opened my eyes to find that i was just dreaming.
"Whats going on?" It was Chris, my heart was still pounding faster. "What were you dreaming about?"
"Huh… i don't know why i just dreamt about something that happened when i was four years old."
"And what was it about?" He asked curiously.
"My father."
"You were saying 'Daddy please don't' while you were sleeping." He said.
"I used to try to stop him when i was small, only made him beat me more." I explained, sitting up in bed and looking down at my big belly, it kind of felt good not to have to hide it from camp anymore.
"Wait…whoa! He beat you, like physically?" i nodded, "When you were four?"
"Several times throughout my life." I sighed.
"You say it like its a normal thing." He held my hand.
"It is for me, and for most of my siblings." I said, "I used to be really scared of him." I stroked my belly.
"I AM really scared of him." He said.
"Look" i pulled my hand from his, "I don't want to talk about it." i sat up, closer to him.
"Sorry." He looked down.
I kissed him softly. I ran my hand through his hair, oh it was soft. Oh no, here it came again, that feeling. I started kissing his neck.
"Baby, hey… Not now okay?" I felt a little insulted but i backed away. "Anyways, i know you are going to hate this but don't kill the messenger." He placed a soft peck on my lips. "Bella arranged for you and her to go shopping today. For the baby."
"Ugh" I threw my head on the pillow, "No."
"Come on, Clarisse. You are eight months pregnant. This baby will be born in one month" he said, "or less."
"You go" I said, now i had to go shopping for the thing? "I don't wanna go."
"Please, Clarisse. For me." He begged, and for a moment i think he was contracting his muscles to look buffer. Not that he needed it.
"Only if you fuck me later." Hormones, hormones, hormones, fucking fucking hormones.
"Sex?" He asked, "Seriously? Being eight months pregnant?"
"Yes." I begged, squeezing my hand in between my legs.
"All good with me. Your cabin or my cabin?" He asked.
"Yours."
"So this is the fashion these days?" I asked Bella as we walked in another baby store. "Girls wearing skirts so short that shows their asses?"
"Its vulgar." She answered, "Clarisse!" She ran to one of the racks filled with baby clothes, "Look at this" She held a white dress with pink frills."
"Nothing pink, we don't know if its a girl."
"It is a girl." She insisted.
"No, Bella, no dresses."
I picked out a simple white t-shirt and jeans, "See? This is what we should be looking for."
"Ew" she said, "its a baby, not a hobo."
"I give up." I sat down and waited for her to finish buying whatever she wanted, she'd just get excited and all that.
"Come on, you gotta love this." She showed me a pair of army pants.
"Thats decent." I told her.
"Hey, talking about decent" Oh no, here comes gossip, "Travis and Connor Stoll are telling everyone that you and Chris are fucking every night in their cabin, and they can't sleep cause you are loud." She giggled.
"Thats so not true." I told her, "First of all, we don't fuck every night and we don't fuck when there are people around."
"Thats not what they are saying."
"Just get the shopping done."
She shrugged.
After six hours and half and about two hundred baby stores, we were finally done. Baby blankets, baby clothes, baby socks, baby shampoo and conditioner, baby shoes, baby perfume, baby diapers, bottles, ughhhhh, it was driving me insane. If i heard the word baby once more, i'd explode.
That night, Chris and I had sex like promised, it was a quickie in the shower but still satisfied me. I knew it was against the rules but i slept in his cabin, on his bed with him. Everyone found it a bad idea but i just didn't feel like walking to my cabin.
"Clarisse" He whispered, i think it was three in the morning, "are you awake?"
"Now i am. What do you want?" I turned to the other side.
"I was thinking of baby names" he said.
"Pick anything you want, it doesn't matter to me." I whispered, trying to sleep, "Just don't call it something totally weird."
"In my opinion, if our child is a boy i like Gregory and Evan, possibly Andres." He waited for a reaction. "And if its a girl, i like Regina and Olympia, and Clarissa."
I faced him, annoyed cause he wouldn't let me sleep.
"You pick, now." He told me.
"If its a boy you pick. If its a girl, i like Clarissa." I said.
"Okay." He kissed my forehead.
"I'm hot." I slid my pants off. Staying only in a long sleeved extra large shirt and panties.
"Sexy." He nibbled on my ear gently.
"Pregnant." I told him.
I tried going back to sleep but suddenly the idea that this baby would get out of me freaked me out. It would hurt a lot, i started getting really nervous. How the hell was i going to push a baby out of me?
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